Hey, I’ve got a new clip! It’s called Rikochan in White Lingerie and you can get it now. Actually, it’s been up for a while, but I’m just really bad about updating here, lately. I thought I would try to explain why I’m so sporadic, lately. I mean, there are a hundred one “reasons” I have that are mostly just excuses, and a few legitimately boil down to “I’m really busy.” But that’s not the whole story. I’ll explain, and meanwhile you can enjoy a few pictures of me in my white lingerie from the clip!
Trying New Things
Making this clip really made me think: One of the things I love the most about clip porn, the very small corner of the sex work world that I inhabit, is that I get to try new things. Theoretically, at least, it makes me stretch and grow and expand into trying new things, having new experiences, and generally be more adventurous than I would otherwise be. That’s the idea.
But it doesn’t always happen that way. You might wonder why I go for months without posting anything except for porn pictures here and there on Twitter and workout muscle shots on Facebook. It’s been almost three fucking months since I updated this blog! (Although I have posted a few videos in the meanwhile.)
Well, it’s because I don’t live this adventurous porn/sex/clip/sex work life all the time. I wish I did. I wish it was my whole job and the way I spent all my time and made all my money. Because I think I’d be better about doing new things. I’d get bored doing the same stuff over and over, and my fans would get tired of more-of-the-same clips and pics. I would get tired of shooting the same thing over and over. Maybe.
As it is, doing this on a part-time/hobby/occasional adventure basis, it can be very hard to come up with the time and creativity to think up, plan, and shoot and edit something actually new. Like, to get the toys and wardrobe I need, wrangle the costars I want to shoot with, set up the shoot, and actually get it done. Even solo clips take up a lot of thought. The longer I do this part time, the more respect and admiration I have for the pros like BrandiMae and Annie Rivieccio who consistently make tons of incredible and creative and interesting erotica, year round.
For me, it’s all too tempting to just shoot another masturbation clip in my favorite black leather corset. Because that’s often what I’m doing when I have sex in my real life…that’s the foreplay before the fucking, in many of those clips. If I resist that lazy path, which is probably the right thing to do, it means no new clips for a while, which is no good. My fans get mad, and I don’t sell anything. And I like to make people happy. I get off on the idea that there are people out there jerking off to my clips. And, I also like to sell enough clips to cover my expenses with a little bit left over for new adventures. No new content means no new funding for new adventures, which just makes it harder…
White Lingerie, Take One–and Two!
Anyhow, I’m pretty happy with this current video. It’s nothing crazy groundbreaking, but it’s hot as fuck, and I like the softer look, both in the lighting and the white lingerie. It’s not a big change, but it’s something different, something that makes me look one more time, at the raw video and think, huh, that’s kind of nice! More importantly, it gives me ideas for more videos, for things I can do differently and better next time. This is the kind of thing that helps recharge me, even if just a little bit.
Note: Part II of this video, White Lingerie, Cock Ring and Cumshots is now also available, and it’s even more hardcore than part I. It has some rare boy/girl stuff on it, including me getting messy with boy come…