Been thinking a lot about doing some more sexy female muscle and BDSM shoots and looking back over some of my adventures as I decide what’s next. One of the most exciting experiences I’ve had in ages was my shoot with pro dominatrix and female bodybuilder Mistress Treasure. Our muscle worship session is captured in a sexy post at Mayumism (where there are several more pics from this series!). I can’t tell you how hot it was to feel those gorgeous muscles, sliding, bunching, relaxing under Mistress Treasure’s silky chocolate skin. It was kind of a peak experience for me–a new word I just learned.
Despite what you might think of me and my anything goes blog, I’ve only ever been with a few women. It’s always new and scary and crazy exciting for me. In fact, I get so nervous I have a lot of trouble not running and hiding at the last minute. What I am going to say? What am I going to do? What if she doesn’t think I am sexy? Who will make the first move? It’s really all the sort of things you felt the first few you ever had sex–or at least, the first few times I ever had sex!
I’ve been lucky enough to only work with very dominant women; it’s hard for me to imagine what would happen if I had to be the one in charge. But, guess what, I’ve been talking about doing some videos just like that, to push my comfort zone a little. I shot a little clip with Mistress Treasure where she tells me how to dominate Kraka. It was so hot, but since I was just following orders, it wasn’t quite me being in charge. Still, I was dominant to Him, even if she was dominating me, right? It’s a spectrum, I think. I never pictured myself not being at the bottom of it, til then.
You can see in all of my fetish videos with other women just how far down the spectrum I usually am, just nervous I am–especially at the beginning, I think. I swear, my heart is beating so hard at the start from pure nerves that you must be able to see it pounding in my throat. I can’t act at all, but maybe that’s OK; what you see in any video is pure me. If I look terrified, I’m really terrified; if I’m eagerly kissing erect black nipples, that’s what I really want to be doing; if I’m moaning or shuddering, that’s real, too. My time with Treasure had a little bit of all that. By the end, I had completely forgotten the camera and was somewhere else, and I hope that shows up in my videos, too…
Anyhow, if you like this picture, there’s a handful more from that shoot at the always-excellent Mayumism, with a lovely sexy poem by NY poet/musician Xristina, too. Stay tuned for the video, which should post (finally!) this week.
Hope you’ve all been well. Missed you guys!