Hi everyone! I had a rough couple months, sorry…took a little break to take care of myself and take care of some vanilla life problems. But I think you will be happy to hear that I have been working really hard on my conditioning, and on getting into shape where I feel ready to start shooting video again! Anyhow, here’s an update on the three best things in my life right now: Porn, Clit, Gym.
I’m definitely feeling much tighter and fitter and I think that I’m in a better place mentally as well. I’m not anywhere close to being ripped, but at least now I am starting to maybe look like I’m offseason instead of just plain out of shape. I don’t know how I look to anyone else, because I haven’t shot new pictures in ages, but I definitely *feel* sexier. I’ve still got to drop some more weight before I start to look how I want to look in photos and video, but I can definitely see some changes already.
Honestly, I’m not sure how much of that is because I have changed physically, and how much is because I took care of some problems that had been bothering me for a while, and how much is that I am getting closer to my promised date to start being available for photo and video work with new people, September 19! There’s a new girl I might be working with in the near future, and she’s super cute and sexy. Not a bodybuilder, but very fit. I’m starting to get excited, because this will be the first new person I’ve shot with in over a year. I haven’t met her in person yet, but I’ve seen a few pictures, and she is smoking hot!
I’ve also been talking to a few other sites and clips4sales stores about shooting too. That would only be the second or third time I ever shot for someone else! One of them is a bondage/tickle site that you might know, The Tickle Channel! It’s not definite at all, but I’m really excited (and a little scared) just at the idea that it might happen. I’m so crazy ticklish that I’m honestly more nervous about being tickled than I am about the nudity or forced orgasm or even the bondage! In fact, the idea of the bondage part is actually what makes the tickling feel safe in a weird way.
I would absolutely need the kind of very restrictive bondage that David Mack (who runs the Tickle Channel, among other things!) practices to be able to take a tickle torture with hurting myself or, more likely, my tickler, by jumping around and flailing and hitting and kicking to make it stop. So physically, the bondage I think will make me safer. I don’t know what it will do to mentally to be so completely helpless during something that makes me so completely crazy and out of control. Will I laugh? Will I cry? Will I come? All three? Sometimes even my clit is too ticklish to touch. And forget about my feet and my underarms…
There are definitely some other people I have been taking about shooting with, but I’ll save taking about those for later. Nothing is decided yet and I don’t want to jinx anything, but a couple of them would be working with some very sexy bodybuilders!
So that’s it for now…I have to head to the gym to get ready for my possible shoots…