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Mistress Treasure Returns: Big Clit Comparison!

Big clit comparison

There are really no losers in a big clit comparison!

Hi everyone! Exciting news–at least for me! I’m finally making porn again, and I’m starting off with a bang: Mistress Treasure Returns: Big Clit Comparison! I think anyone who’s a fan of me or Mistress Treasure or female muscle or big clits might like this one!

Rikochan gives Mistress Treasure head

My favorite parts of this video (and of that day) are all the parts where I get to play with Mistress Treasure’s Gorgeous big clitty!

First, though, I wanted to say hi and happy New Year and that I hope you had a good year last year and that I hope you have an even better one this year. My last few months have been pretty challenging, but I’ve come through ok, in the end. I think 2017 is going to be even tougher, both at work and at school for me personally, and for people of color and immigrants and sex workers, too. But I also think it can be an excellent year, because I’m determined to make progress personally and porn-ally!

Big clit oral sex

Licking Mistress Treasure’s Big Clitty

I think this new clip is a pretty great start for both goals! Personally, it’s the most complicated edit I’ve done; that’s not to say it’s a masterpiece of editing or anything, but I learned a lot doing it. I’m actually thinking about taking some classes online for Final Cut (which is what I use). Anyone know of any good ones? I’d like a course that can take me beyond the basics.

Chocolate FBB clitoris

Don’t you wish this was you? I get excited every time I see this one.

Mistress Treasure!

Anyhow, this new clip…I had so much fun making it. Mistress Treasure is amazing and fun and sexy and confident and knows exactly what she’s doing, which just makes her amazing to work with. What you readers will probably care about even more, though, is that she is super hot, with an amazingly sexy body. Those muscles, that shape, that incredible shining, glowing black skin. Ugh, so beautiful. I generally feel reasonably ok about myself, but when I see myself next to her on video, I just feel like a flabby, floppy, pale and shapeless white cave fish or something. It’s like a regular person standing next to a superhero!

Big clit blowjob

Giving Mistress Treasure a big clit blowjob; it filled my whole lucky mouth.

But I only thought that afterwards. In the moment, I was just crazy excited. The fact that I got to be with her, near her, was just stunning, despite the fact that we did a photo and video shoot a few years ago. As amazing as she was in my memories, those images in my head were nothing  compared to the reality. I wanted to touch her, and touch her, and touch her again. Her skin and muscles and shape are like magnets to me. I just want to be pressed up against her, rubbing my fingers against her, feeling my palms glide over her smooth, hard muscles, like sneaking into a museum at night and touching the statue of a warrior goddess only to find that, in addition to being as hard as marble underneath, her skin was warm and velvety smooth.

Mistress Treasure's juicy pussy

That is the juiciest pussy I ever got to lick so far…

Big Clit Comparison

The basic idea of the video is that Mistress Treasure and I compare clits, and then take turns stimulating each other, and then compare again. Whose is bigger? Well, we never really establish that, spoiler—we kind of got too carried away! I especially really got totally lost in Mistress Treasure’s pussy. I think half the video is me sucking on that big chocolate lollipop (or as Mistress Treasure calls it, her gumdrop). Either way, there’s lots of footage of both of our clits, and I hope you will watch and weigh in on the comments here! We’re already planning our next shoot (maybe in March) so there will be more chances for us to really get it settled.

Stroking Mistress Treasure's big clit

Mistress Treasure’s clit is a bigger than my finger

Also, stay tuned for another video from the same shoot, where Mistress Treasure teaches me a little bit about facesitting; we have a very willing slave to practice on, taking turns smothering him with our asses and pussies!

Clit licking!

Lucky licking! Me and Mistress Treasure…can’t wait to do it again…

Rikochan’s Big Quads, Big Clit, Big Ambitions

Big Quads Big Clit

My legs are getting bigger day by day! Love my big quads! And, because, why not, here’s my big clitty, too! Click to see the pic full size (as with almost all the pictures on this blog).

I used to want skinny, coltish legs. I used to want a thigh gap. I wanted to be the one who walked knock-kneed and girlishly weak, like a sexy anime character. Big legs, and big quads especially, had a special horror for me-because I had them at one point, when I was a fat kid with muscles. (I had big shoulders that I hated, too, but this post is about legs.) I used to want to be slim and sleek and heroin chic. And I got there. I was, for many years thin enough that friends’ mothers alway used to always try to feed me up. Ever seen Aeon Flux (the cartoon, not the shitty movie)? That was me: all shoulders and sharp, boney legs.

And please understand, there’s absolutely nothing wrong with being slight, svelte, and elflike, if that is your aesthetic, your genetics, your inclination, or just where you’re comfortable being–always assuming that it’s not because you are unwell or don’t have access to as much food as you might like. I’m definitely not one to judge on their thinness, fatness, muscularity, or lack thereof. If you could see my porn collection you’d know that. Chubby girls, skinny girls, bodybuilders, I’ve got them all, and all of them make me crazy excited in their own way.

But I am pretty sure I was hurting my health to get that thin. I’m sure I was malnourished, and who knows what the fuck I did to my bones during those years. I used to be so thin that my legs were stick-like, and my pelvis bones bruised my sex partners, and my fingers recalled segmented spider legs, and my ridiculous Mongolian cheekbones looked like they were going to burst through my very, very thin skin. In those days, I had disciple and self control, and complete mastery of my body, and those were the outward signs of that complete self domination.

Or at least, that’s how it felt to me then. I still yearn for that feeling sometimes. I think about getting ripped a lot, but, for now, the desire to build and bulk is stronger. And I’ve really, really grown to love eating, too–there’s that. I’m seriously thinking about going to AVN this year in Vegas, and, the instant I pull the trigger on tickets and hotel reservations, I’m going to have to face cutting, though. It’ll be interesting to see which impulse–cut or bulk–wins out then. But, there’s no way I want to be in a convention hall full of porn stars in off-off-season shape. I’ll have to get to at least off-season shape!

Big Quads Pride

These days I’m happy to have legs that are getting just a little bit “thick” and quads that are starting to get a little rounded, and I’m excited if someone tells me my legs look “swole” even though they don’t, really. (They really, really don’t–yet.) I’m just happy that they have changed enough that people might say that, even jokingly. “Legs looking beefy, Riko!” makes me absurdly happy. Even when people tell me not to let my legs get too big, that I’m big enough, or that my legs (or any part of me, really) are getting too big, there’s a part of me that exults–after I yell at, unfriend, ban, or block them, of course.

Big Like Bakhar!

Bakhar Nabieva

The beautiful Bakhar Nabieva’s beautiful legs!

I want legs that are big, I want tree trunks, I want massively rounded bulging legs and teardrop quads. I want sprinter thighs, I want speedskater thighs, I want my legs to look like Bakhar Nabieva‘s legs. And that ass! I got into bodybuilding specifically to overcome a flat ass. I want legs that are so big that if someone did a faithful drawing of them for a comicbook, people would be like, that’s ridiculous, women can’t *look* like that. Of course, I want the rest of my body to match my big quads. Bakhar is mostly about the legs, as a bikini girl. Which is cool–the focus on legs and ass really pays off for her!

I’m a little sad that it’s getting harder and harder to find jeans that fit my legs, but I’m secretly happy, too. I feel like this is something I can really do, this is a change I can make, this is achievable. In fact, I know it is. I might never have giant peaked biceps (although I will never stop working on them!), but I’ve already had grapefruit quads as a highschooler, when I was on the volleyball team, and I’m going to have them again…

Next stop, big quads and freaky legs!

Big Clit, White Swimsuit Part III: Hitachi Orgasm

big clit, Hitachi magic wand

This attachment feels soooooo good inside…

Yay, it’s Part III of my latest video series. This one is short and sweet and it’s all in real time–there are no cuts. After all the warm up and pumping and squirting and mini-vibrator foreplay of the first two clips, my whole pussy has been buzzing on the edge of a shattering orgasm for almost an hour (trimmed down to a little under 30 minutes of video). Please understand, though…this is an outttake, as I’ll explain! You can go here to see it: Big Clit, White Swimsuit Part III: Hitachi Orgasm!

Rikochan Hitachi Masturbation

There it goes, all the way inside me…

It’s no surprise that my Hitachi with the special soft in-pussy dildo attachment I’m climbing up the stairs to cumming like three at a time. I’m too excited to even take the suit off, I have to just pull the crotch to one side and jam it into my pussy and against true underside of my big clit shaft as hard as I fucking can.

Masturbating with Vibrator

I’m jamming it in so hard the vibrator’s head is bent sideways…

There is a time for gentle and soft and slow and feathery, ticking touches, and there is a time for going as hard and as fast as you can, and worry about the bruises and sore cunt and not being able to walk or sit right later. This is was time for the second one. You can see my powerful and muscular thighs clenching and quivering and flexing as I squeeze down as hard as I can, putting as much pressure as I can on my pussy, flexing and releasing in wave after wave of delicious spasms as I get closer and closer to coming until finally I’m there flying falling spiraling spinning crashing…

Hitachi Magic Wand Thigh Power

Holding the wand in place with the power of my thighs…

Keep in mind that this is a quickie, and it’s an outtake. It’s a quickie, because sometimes you just want enough video to jerk off to before work or while your significant other is in the shower or when you’re hiding out in the restroom on a coffee break at work, am I right? I know at least some of you agree, because all those examples came from things readers have told me!

Rikochan jerks off

I love pulling my suit up into my pussy like that. UGH! I want to do it again right now!

So, I’m getting ready to shoot some more clips soon, and hopefully I’ll be working with my mistress from the Pouty Slave clips again soon. Would you guys be into seeing her make me come again, with new toys? Maybe her and another guest domme or two making me come like crazy? I’d love to do another all-girl threesome! I haven’t done one of those since I shot for Shemuscle!

Rikochan fingers her big clitty

Hitachi and clit stimulation…heaven!

Anyhow, let me know what you want to see! Lots more stuff coming soon. At least one more new video this weekend!

~Riko

Ass Wednesday, With Corset

Rikochan's legs and ass

My ass and legs in a very old picture. I hope you like it. By Point Walker Pix. Click to see the full size version.

Hi everyone! Just a quick hello again, keeping up with my post a day for the week. This is a pic from a very old shoot I did with Point Walker Pix (who is a great person to work with, if you’re an amateur who’s looking to do a sexy forced orgasm shoot). Hit me up if you’re looking to contact him!

This is one of a little series that I also shot with him on the day that I did my first forced orgasm shoot, which was a crazy good experience. I like this shot, because it’s a little more upscale than most of my shots usually are. I like all the textures and colors and little details in the picture, too. It’s a rare posed picture of me that I don’t hate–something that’s not at all the fault of the photographers I work with, by the way. I’m just really not a very good model for that kind of shoot.

It’s old, but I think my legs looked pretty good back then. I’m not sure if I should be happy with the way this old picture looks or a bit sad that I haven’t made more progress since then! I supposed most of my progress is on the upper body side and not sorry so much about my legs, which were already pretty good, relatively speaking!

So I’m writing a bit more now, and I’m always looking for more ideas. I’ve got plenty of stuff planned, but I would love to hear what my regular readers would be interested in hearing about. Let me know in the comments.

 

Big Clit Seen Through Mesh Panties

Big clit seen through mesh panties

That’s what a big clit looks like with mesh panties on!

Hi everyone! I’m going to do things a little bit differently this week. Instead of one really looooooong update every week or two, I’m going to try and do shorter updates once a day. Who knows, some of these might end up being longer updates after all, but the point is to just share more stuff with you, either way.

I’ve just got so many thousands of pictures that I’ll never get up otherwise and that just makes me sad! I’ve literally got pics from the shoot I did with Mistress Treasure a couple years ago that I never posted and now I have another whole new set coming in a day or two. That’s just a waste, I think. As long as people are still interested, I’m going to start posting more stuff and not just waiting until I have a whole long story written to go with it.

You know me, I’m still super-wordy sometimes, so it’s totally possible that I will end up writing more, but I feel like this way I’ll at least get more pictures up either way!

Anyhow, today’s shot is something I get lot requests for, big clit seen through mesh panties! I’ve been experimenting a lot with this kind of shot lately, the clit seen through mesh, the clit stretching out panties, the clit making a little tent, all that kind of thing. I’ll be posting more of this stuff later this week. If you guys like this, comment on it and reshare it on Twitter and that kind of thing and I’ll make more.

I’m going to be paying a lot more attention to what gets attention and boosts on social media over the next little while and tailoring what I write to match that, because, you know I get crazy excited by the idea of more people seeing my pictures (and, I ideally jerking off to them). It’s not like I make any money off these pictures, so please, please, please give me some feedback and help boost my signal a little. That’s a big part of what makes this fun and worth doing for me, ok?  The more you guys help me out that way, the more I will share!

Girl on Girls

Girl-on-girl with Slutty Nicole and Rikochan

That feeling when you get your very first oral sex from another woman, and it’s captured forever in a photograph… [Click all the pictures in this post for giant, high-resolution images]

There is something about girls, and the way they feel, something about women, and the way they think, something about the way they use their mouths and lips and teeth and tongues. But that’s just the start of the story.

The truth is that the real excitement and orgasmic energy I feel when I am with a woman is deeper than just the physical sensation. It goes beyond just my pure physical lust for their bodies and beyond the mental aspect of it too, that still-exciting feeling of doing something forbidden and transgressive that I adore every time I’m with a woman. It’s almost silly to have theoe feelings at his point, but I hope they never go away!

Big Clit Licking

Just looking at this again makes me horny! I need to do this again, soon!

As much as I love the idea and the feeling of playing with another woman’s breasts (I’m pretty boob focused) and as much as I love the idea and feeling of them playing with mine, the real excitement is something beyond both of these things.

I don’t have a very large sample size it’s true(or a very large sample size of guys to compare them with). And I know it’s silly to generalize. But in my limited experience, my experiences with women have always been different, on this deeper level, than my experiences with men. And I’ve been very happy in my sex life with men; I’ve been lucky to have considerate, inventive, and attentive men in my life. It’s not a question of comparison or better or worse. It’s a question of it being a different thing altogether on some level. I don’t know how else to explain it.

Big clit sucking

Mmm, you can’t know what that feels like unless you have experienced it–on either side. I’ve been on both ends, and both are amazing!

Don’t take this to mean that women are gentler, or kinder, or softer, necessarily–although this has often been true, in my experience. But not always. Sometimes it’s been the opposite. I’ve had whole shoots that I had to abandon because a mistress finger- and dildo-fucked me so hard I started bleeding.

But the thing is that even up until that moment, I felt a different kind of connection than I ever feel with guys, even the ones who know and love and completely “get” me and my body. It’s not a question of paying attention, or being familiar with me and my specific urges. It’s a connection on a different level than that. This sounds like some kind of mysticism some kind of spiritual thing, which is frustrating, because I’m so not a mystic. I believe in things I can touch, see, and otherwise sense for myself.

Big clit, thigh high stockings

Love to feel another woman stroke my clitty

And I have felt, something, there, when women touch me, do me, connect to me. I’m not sure exactly what it is. Some kind of empathy, I suppose. Could hey know what makes me feel good because of our shared experience of being women? And, by extension, could their knowledge of just how to hurt me (in ways that I enjoyed) for the same reason?

Nic licks Rikochan's long clit

Feels…so…good

I don’t know the answer, but there’s something there, and I really do think it goes beyond simple “I know what do you with your pussy because I have one, too.” In fact, I don’t even believe it’s strictly a biological thing. Since I’ve been thinking about this, I’ve wanted more than ever to have my first experience with a trans woman, because I feel like it’s going to prove this point, that it’s not at all a consequence of physicality or biological “woman-ness” but more something about a shared empathy based maybe on shared experience.

Big Clit Closeup

My clitty is just about ready to explode…and so am I!

Of course, if you’ve seen some of the amazingly hot trans women I am friends with on Twitter and so on, like Natalie Mars and Delia (who I’ve written about before), you’d know that also I want to fuck them is that they are smart, funny, passionate people and consequently, crazy sexy. But, still. It will be so good to increase my sample size to include a more diverse group of women.

I can’t wait for it to happen. And I can’t wait to tell you about it, when it does.

I hope you like these pictures from my first time with Slutty Nicole a few years ago. I can’t believe I haven’t shared them already, in the few posts I have done about me and Nicole.

Latex Doesn’t Make the Dominatrix

Rikochan and slave in latex

My latex could be shinier, but I really love how these pictures came out.

I love these pictures of me in latex dress on my human chair, but let’s be clear: I’m really not a dominatrix (in latex or leather), a domme, or a mistress. I won’t top you, beat you, or discipline you—despite the dominatrix lessons I have had. I may be tough and capable in my daily life, but that doesn’t mean that I am anything but a subby girl, a bottom, a true submissive in the bedroom. Except…

Except that sometimes it’s fun to not be me. Sometimes there’s a power and excitement and thrill in being someone else altogether. In switching roles, even if it’s just for a photoshoot or video. It’s beyond liberating, because this isn’t a secret piece of me that’s yearning to be free, which is what “liberation” means to me.

Rikochan's latex chair slave

My latex slave is a very comfortable chair!

No, although I’m having an amazing time experimenting on Rikochanpornstar and on my clips4sale studio and in my private life, most of that is about exploring who I am and who I can be, and pushing the boundaries of that person. This is something different. This is being a person who is not me. This is about submerging Rikochan completely and letting some other person, some other Rikochan take over. There aren’t secret pieces of me waiting to be revealed; instead, there are holes in me that new pieces can fit into. There are pieces of me that can be removed temporarily and replaced by new pieces.

Mesmerized in Latex

This is what I imagine it is like to be deeply hypnotized, because most of these transformations are at the hands of someone else. I’m not the kind of performer who creates a character. Instead, I’m the kind of person someone creates a character out of. I’m the kind of person who gets overwritten by a different character, for a little while. It’s such a strange and exciting and sometimes terrifying experience to let someone create a new person out of you, even for a short time. To become a doll for someone else to make new person out of. To change into a different person like that latex dress was an entirely new skin, for a new person.

The first time I ever experienced this incredible doubling in my sex life was when I shot the Gym Bullies series. The character I was playing wasn’t me, but I can’t act…at all. And so instead of me acting the part, the part acted me. I was outside my body, watching it get fucked and get “forced” into oral sex and orgasms and all sorts of things, watched it cooperate—enthusiastically, even. Before you get freaked out reading this, please understand: I knew ahead of time exactly what was going to happen that day, on that shoot. I wrote the script, and we had detailed production meetings the day of the shoot. But knowing the plot and performing the plot are two really different things. The script that I wrote was just a fantasy, not anything I ever imagined I would actually do. I loved that day. But I was also very surprised by it, and by how my brain reacted to my body doing these new things.

Rikochan in latex

I wish I’d taken a picture from behind, so that you could see all the red detail on my dress!

I Can’t Go On, I’ll Go On

I have a friend who has depersonalization disorder, and she says this sounds like just a tiny taste of like what she experiences. Except, of course, that in my case it’s a surrender of control, not a loss of control. I choose who to give up control to. I choose when to give it up. I can choose to stop at any time. Or at least, that’s what I tell myself. I’ve never come across a situation where I wanted to stop in the middle of this kind of surrender. I honestly don’t know what would happen if I did. Would I be so deeply submerged my body would ignore my brain? Would I even know that I wanted to stop?

Well. I hope I don’t have to find that out. I’m very picky about my projects and up front about my limits, and I would only ever work with people I felt safe and secure with. Mostly that means Kraka shoots me, or comes to my shoots with other people, to make sure I’m OK. I’m getting to the point in my porn life, though, where I’m getting offers to do more professional shoots that I couldn’t being him to. I’m working out ways to do this and still feel safe. We’ll see. I’m very lucky that I don’t need to do any particular shoot. I’m making porn not because I want to, but because I want to. Because I want to explore exactly this kind of thing. But, to be honest, that desire to explore becomes it own sort of need.

So. We’ll see.

Titty Tuesday in Latex and Gasmasks

Rikochan in gasmask and latex

I love my gasmask…need to shoot with it again soon!

It’s Titty Tuesday, and I thought I’d contribute for a change! I’m usually too busy looking at what other people post on the Twitter and Tumblr and so on to put up my own Titty Tuesday post, but it’s been way to long since I posted anything at all on here, and I thought this would be a nice way to get started again!

Rikochan pinching her nipples

Love pinching my nipples…the harder the better.

My Titty Tuesday Offering

I personally have little tiny, flat, and muscle-y boobs, so of course I love great big soft ones best of all. They can’t be too big for me. And nipples, I love big nipples with huge areolae–even better if they are big and puffy like Traci Lords or Julia Boin. Ugh, I get excited just thinking about it.

Rikochan's Titty for Titty Tuesday

Happy Titty Tuesday!

I love to play with women…almost all my fantasies these days are about playing with women (although I have been getting kind of interested in doing a hotwife/BBC/blowjob/bukkake scene for a while now) and of those fantasies, the best part is almost always the parts where I get boob smothered (like I did in The Pouty Slave’s Lesson, Part I) or otherwise get a change to lick, bite, and suck big beautiful boobs.

Let Me Play With Your Titties

I don’t know if there’s anyone out there who’s excited by my little ones, but I’m happy to share them anyhow, just in case, and just as an excuse to write about how much I love to play with boobs. If you live or can travel to the the NYC area and have big boobs that you want to be featured in a video where I worship them, let me know in the comments or email me at rikochanpornstar [at] gmail.com.

Latex Rubber Fetish Detail

Safe-for facebook detail

 

 

Spread Pussy by Request

Rikochan's spread pussy, by request

You asked for labia shots, and I’m happy to share some.

Hi there! Just wanted to say hi and let you know that I’m still alive and still making porn for you guys, just very, very slowly. I wanted to honor a few requests some of you made recently for spread pussy shots! I know, that’s not the most exotic and innovative sort of shot in the world of porn, but people almost never focus on any part of my vulva except my clit for, I guess, obvious reasons. Not that I mind that…that’s mostly where I focus too.

But it’s fun to see yourself in a different way sometimes, too. So when some of you asked to see some shots that were more obviously pussy shots and not the usual ambiguous is-it-a-clit-or-a-dick shots that I love to post-and most of you guys also seem to eat up-I was very fascinated and had to actually make an actual effort to shoot these spread pussy shots. They’re kind of smeary and dreamy, because I took them in pretty low light during actual sex play, but I kind of like the rough and grainy way they came out, actually.

Rikochan's spread pussy and giant clit

My clit is looking huge right? Even though my puss is open for all to see, my clitty pulls on you eyes like it’s so big it has its own visual gravity…

Spread Pussy Fantasies

Anyhow, I hope spread pussy fans like these shots! While mostly people tell me how much they want to suck on (and otherwise kindly torment) my giant clit, I’m interested to see what people make of shots that show off my labia a little, and that maybe invite a little fucking. Will you imagine sucking my whole pussy, clit, labia, and all? Or will you imagine what it feels like to sink your cock deeper and deeper into my vagina, all the while feeling my hard, rubbery clit sliding down the length of you? Or, might you imagine your pussy rubbing against mine as you and I both desperately try to find the right angle so that my clit penetrates you, taking your girl-cock virginity?

There are so few things left for most of us to experience for the first time, but unless you’ve been with a woman with a big clit before, chances are that, for most of you, you’ll be imagining something that you’ve never actually done before.

Let me know what you think, how these pictures make you feel, and what they make you want to do. And, let me know if you have other requests for things I don’t do that often. If it’s something I can shoot with the toys and people I have on hand, I’ll try to make it happen…

~Riko

New Big Clit Pumping for Throwback Thursday

Rikochan shows off her body

This was me on the day of this pumping session about 18 months ago. I’m more muscular now…

Hey everyone! It’s Throwback Thursday, and I thought I’d use this as an opportunity to honor my frequent fan and friend request: new big clit pumping pics! It’s not that I haven’t been pumping my clitty lately, it’s just that I really haven’t been taking many new big clit pumping pictures at all, except at my shoots for my clips4sale videos.

New big clit pumping

Throwback Thursday to February of last year!

In fact, to find a good unused set of sexy new big clit pumping pumping pictures, I had to go all the way back to February of 2015! I can’t believe it’s been so long since I shot clit pumping. I’m determined that there will be newer pics pics (and maybe vids) soon, but for now I thought you might all enjoy this little set.

new big clit pumping futanari style

Uh, look at that little cock sitting at the top of my pussy! I’m a baby futanari!

New Big Clit Pumping

I actually remember this day, it was a really great pumping session, and my clit got so hard and swollen it felt like it was going to pop! I was moaning and groaning and shuddering and shaking as I pumped my clit right up to the point of painfulness–and sometimes just a little beyond–for as long as I could stand it, until the nerve endings were screaming in confusion of agony and ecstasy to the point where I really though I might just come or start crying and shaking, and then slowly let the pressure bleed out and let that terrible, wonderful peak subside.

New big clit pumping 3d thrusting clit/cock

Thrusting my little cock/clit at you. I wish I could take a 3D picture of it coming out of the screen at you…

I was mostly doing the pumping myself that day; sometimes I have another partner do it, because it’s extremely exciting to put that incredible array of sensations in someone else’s hands and give up all responsibility for and control of it. And everyone who has dominated me this way has brought a different sort of technique, awareness, and level of ruthlessness to the task that it’s always breathtakingly (sometimes literally) exciting, even if the person doesn’t exactly know what they are doing in terms of pumping. Sometimes they give me blister (ouch) and sometimes they give me the most transcendent orgasm ever. It’s a risk, with great potential consequences and rewards…

New big clit pumping two inch clit...

My big clit is plenty long enough for some lucky slave to blow like it was a cock…

On that day, though, I was doing it to myself, because most of the time, that’s my favorite way to do it. I love to feel the direct connection between the pistol grip of the pump and the glans of my clit as it swells to the point of bursting. The feeling of knowing that I’m stretching my clit until it looks like a cock, until I’m a real-life futanari, is so freaky, and wrong, and amazing. Wrong in the sense of transgressive, like…almost no one else in the world is doing this, this fetish is rarer and more freaky than, I don’t know, bestiality.

New big clit pumping Japanese amateur FBB Rikochan's enlarged clit is bigger than some cocks.

Taking my clit out of the pumping tube. Pretty big, right?

Seriously…I bet more people in my real life would understand if I told them I fucked a dog than if they knew I had grown my clit until it was the size of a fat little cock. They’d get that, even if they condemned it. Like, getting penetrated by a cock is understandable, even if you don’t approve of the cock in question. But this…there’s just something so freaky about it, especially in a woman who isn’t transitioning to male. Like, if I said I was changing gender, they’d get that on some level (again, even if they didn’t approve). But I’m not. I’m me. I’m just…growing my clit.

New big clit pumping chunky clitty

Here’s what my clitty looks like after a little bit of the swelling has gone down. Still pretty chunky, right?

It’s the that knowledge of doing something so freaky that adds a huge amount of spice to what I’m doing, especially when I’m doing it to myself. Like, I’m such a sub that these kinds of consequences are very distant from me when someone else is in charge. I’ve chosen to put myself in someone else’s hands, which is exciting enough. But what they choose to do with me, that’s more up to them. If they do something transgressive, my feeling are more about them and what kind of person I’m being intimate with than about myself and what I’m doing. Because, in a very real way, I’m not doing it. It’s being done to me.

When I’m doing it to myself, it’s a choice. I’m doing something. I’m making myself something else. I’m changing myself. I’m in control. I’m nothing like what anyone thinks I am. I’m so much more, so much different, so much dirtier, sexier, and more powerful than anyone imagines. I’m willing to transform in ways that most people wouldn’t understand, changing myself simply to feel more and better.

 

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