Hey everyone! I hope you are all having a sexy Decemeber! I’m working like crazy on so many projects and sadly only a few of them are very sexy at the moment. I hope to have some news about a new video for my fetish clips studio soon, but in the meanwhile, I want to share a bunch of my latest bodybuilding progress pics with you!
I never wear a bra in real life, but I do like the way my lats are stretching out this lingerie bra!
Again, I’m more active at the moment on social networking, so if you follow me on Twitter and Facebook, you will have already seen some of these pictures. But, don’t worry, there are a bunch of pics, both bodybuilding progress pics and plain old porn pics, that are only showing up for the first time right here on my blog, because, to be honest, my blog is really my first love. This is where I really ought to be spending more of my time, especially as social media gets more toxic and crazy. I need to be spending more time making porn and less time reading other people’s tweets…
Front view of me in that lingerie. I like this one because it combines pecs progress and some nipple pumping. Yay, nipple pumping!
Bodybuilding Progress
I’ve been really focusing on my bodybuilding progress lately, and especially my bench. My legs and back are hella strong, but not so much the rest of my upper body. My current goal is to be able to bunch 100 lbs, which I shamefully can’t do at the moment. But I’m making pretty good progress. I had a lot of fun working with my trainer yesterday on dumbbell bench and floor press. I’m sore today, and I’m resting eating a TON so I can grow, grow, grow my muscles.
I’ve been working really hard, and I hope you can see some results!
I don’t have a lot of sex news to tell you, but at least I can show you a couple of sexy pictures, right? My clitty is still nice and big, and I pump it as often as I can, given that at the moment, I mostly fall asleep as soon as I get into bed. I really need to get back into a good sex and porn groove!
I don’t know why, but this is one of my favorite pictures of this post! Maybe it’s the round delt? Maybe it’s the nipples?
Lactation
I’m hoping I get to change that tonight! I bought a milking machine to jumpstart my ecchi life again. I’m suuuuuper interested in lactation, and I think this will be the first step in getting that started. I’m looking into the various meds and herbs that can help, too! I’m pretty conservative about things like that, though, but even so I think that it’s possible I might be able to get a little bit of milky porn made in the first half of 2017. I can’t tell you how excited that idea makes me, having bigger breast that are swollen with milk and nipples that are engorged and sensitive all the time!
I don’t post too many unflexed full body shots, but here’s one just to keep it honest. I’ve still got some chub to lose, but at least you can see that I *have* abs. Also, clit pumping!
Is this something you, my fans and friends would be interested in seeing? Are any of you out there lactation or even hucow fans? If so, please leave me a comment and let me know! I’m still thinking about going after it really aggressively, and your opinions might help tip the balance.
I like this one because you can see both my pumped up clitty and my pumped up, vascular forearm!
Pro Tip
If you do answer my lactation question, please don’t tell me that it’s my choice and my body and that I should do what I want and what makes me happy. That’s all well and true, and I appreciate your concerns, but let’s just assume that I know all that, please? Just assume that I know enough to do what makes me happy, and that this entire blog and my part-time porn career are already a labor of love. I’m asking because I am genuinely curious about what you think. It’s part fascination, part market research ok? I’m fine and I know what I’m doing, thanks!
One last big clit to say goodbye for now!
Anyhow, that’s it for now, but I think there will be more coming soooooon!
A little bit of arm progress? I guess, maybe… (from a few months ago)
Hey everyone! I thought I’d let you know what’s been going on with you lately and also share some pictures with you that I uploaded and never posted! I feel like maybe a few of you might be interested in seeing some new fetish pics, right? The truth is, I have a TON of stuff that needs to be edited, both pictures and videos for my Rikochan clips4sale studio. My problem isn’t that I don’t have things to share, it’s that I don’t have enough time to edit, retouch, and write about it.
You have to prepare your clit carefully if you’re going to do some extreme pumping!
Just a note: Yes, I absolutely retouch/photoshop my pics. That doesn’t mean that they don’t show the real me. They do. At least, as much of the real me as I’m comfortable sharing. I don’t distort or manipulate them to the point where they’re untruthful, though. But I certainly adjust the lighting and color, blur out things I don’t want to share, crop to frame them better, and so on. I’m totally not shitting on people who just post pics straight off the camera or cell phone–there’s a certain rawness about pictures like that that can be really sexy and cool. But, to the (very limited) extent that I can, I want to make my pics look as good as I possibly can. And that means using Photoshop or some similar app.
Stage one of the kind of clit pumping that gets me the best results
Anyhow, I’m going to spend a big chunk of time over the next month working on my backlog of stuff. The very next thing I’m working on is editing my next video with Mistress Treasure! It’s way overdue! She’s one of my very favorite people to work with, and I’ve been hoarding this one and trying to figure out a few new things for editing it. (I used two cameras for the first time, which caused a few unexpected problems.) I’m excited to get some more female bodybuilding videos up on my clips studio, and some pictures on here to go along with it! My last Mistress Treasure video, Big Clit Comparison, is one of my most popular clips ever.
I’m fat, but my stomach is still getting flatter, right?
This past weekend I also shot a crazy hot video with a very sexy friend, Lady Clarece! It was inspired by the popular trend in Japanese AV of ecchi este, or horny massage or something like that. If you haven’t seen them, there’s a whole series of videos that basically involve women going in for a massage that turns out to be sexier than they expected. Some are seduction, some are coercion, and some even feature secret aphrodisiacs! It’s all fantasy, though–even the ones that are filmed hidden-camera style. I don’t know if any of the “acting” in this video came out ok, but it was fun to try. So I’ll be getting right to that video as soon as I finish my Mistress Treasure clip!
This is how you make your clitoris HUGE!
If you’ve been following me for a while, you’ll remember Lady Clarece from my videos the Pouty Slave’s Lesson Part I, Part II, Rikochan Gets Fingerbanged, and Part III, Rikochan Gets Reamed. Lady C is an amazing foot-fetish domme friend of mine. If you’re into either of those things, you should absolutely check out her site, which I linked to in the paragraph above.
This is what a big clit looks like, up close, after some careful pumping.
So, that’s the latest! I hope there’ll be a lot more to tell soon!
I’m getting bigger, right? This is my most recent muscle shot, taken at my last video shoot on February 20, 2016.
If you’ve been following me on all my social media channels, you know I am pretty much always in the gym lifting as hard and heavy as I can, trying to earn the title Muscle Girl Rikochan! I’ve been posting progress pictures here and there for a while, some of you may know. I thought it would be nice to round them up and also post a few new ones, too for all my readers who don’t follow me in other places.
I think my delts are getting bigger! This is a shot from my new Facebook page, by the way. Are you following me?
One note: If you want to follow me in all my places and see other pics that don’t show up here, please note that I have abrand-new Facebook fan page! I would count it as a huge favor if everyone who reads this would go and like that page, even if you are already friends me on my old facebook account. It would really help me out, and there are going to be pictures that only appear there, too!
Why did I make the new page? Well, I know there are a lot of you who only read me here, because, I don’t know, you’re not into Twitter or Facebook, or maybe you aren’t interested in some of the sex-work and trans activism stuff I post there? If sometimes you really just want the bodybuilding and porn, I can understand that, honestly sometime that’s what I want, too. I’m making a channel just for that stuff on Facebook, too! It’s my Rikochanpornstar fan page! Just go and like it and when it asks, say see it first, and you should be getting lots of updates of the bodybuilding and porn kind. I’m still building it up, but it will get there! It’s totally safe for work, by the way, and it doesn’t say “pornstar” in the title, so most of you can like it pretty safely. I’m actually thinking of changing the title to Muscle Girl Rikochan to make it clear that it’s not (just) about my porn.
I think I’m finally starting to see some chest progress, now that I finally started benching more again!
Becoming Muscle Girl Rikochan!
So, these are the latest pics I have of my progress, taken over he past month or so. I’ve been hitting the weights really hard over the past several months, working with a new trainer who has been really good about getting me to focus on my upper body and bringing me into better balance, instead of overemphasizing legs and core. I love that I am getting a bit more of the illusion of a waist, thanks to really building up my shoulders and lats, for example.
I’m definitely getting little bicep peaks, right? They only show up once in a while, though…
I’m working so hard for a couple of reasons. Most importantly, I’m doing it because it makes me feel good physically and mentally. I feel better about myself when I am working out. I’m feel better, physically and I’m happy about my body (or happier, anyhow…I *am* a perfectionist) and the endorphins and sense of accomplishment give me a real feeling of wellbeing.
If you follow my Twitter, you’ve already seen this one!
There’s another reason too, of course: I do it to look good for porn. I don’t always think about it when I work out, but sometimes I definitely do. As I force my aching muscles to do one more barbell lunge, one more curl, one more crunch, one more squat, one more mile; as the sweat soaks runs down my neck and between my breasts and through my shirt; as my heart hammers and my breath burns in my throat, I think about the next time I’m posing nude, the next time I’m jerking off for the camera alone, the next time I’m working with a new photographer, the next time a sexy woman is running her hands up and down my muscular back as she sucks on my huge clitty…I think about my straining muscles shining with sweat and how they’ll make you feel…
I think you can see some delt growth under all the fat. If you look really hard!
Before I get into Muscle Monday (and dem delts!) I just wanted to say that I’m so glad so many of you were excited by the news that I’m going to be shooting with Yuka Ozaki, and even happier at all the comments and suggestions you left! You can can follow Yuka on Twitter, too, if you’re interested in learning more about her. Please, please, please go leave suggestions for our video! We’d love to hear what you want to see. If we can’t get everything into the first video, I’m really hoping we’ll be making more than one!
Dem Delts, Tho
But today you’re here for Muscle Monday! I did a ton of upper body work this weekend, and I’m actually starting to see some real changes in my delts, lately, to the point where it’s freaking me out a little. I kind of can’t stop flexing while I touch them, to feel how hard and round they are, to the point where I’ve had people catch me doing it at work! It’s mostly good, but it is frustrating that things are starting to not fit again, partly because my muscles are growing and my shape is changing, and partly because I’ve got such a thick layer of fat over everything. I’m sleek like a seal. Winter is coming!
A little more posing for delts. And I’m starting to get a tiny V taper, too, maybe. I’m terrible at getting everything flexed at once, though!
I am definitely still into building muscle, but I really need to get better control over my body fat situation; I don’t want to be doing the bulk and cut thing so much, at least not where bulking means fat, if you know what I mean. I want to just be on a slow but steady pace of growth.
In fact, my growth is very slow. I’m sure some of you are shaking your heads at my little shoulders and saying “what delts?” But you have to remember I come from a place where any little tiny muscle is considered manly. Even men in Japan mostly have smaller muscles than I do right now. Seriously, all of the Japanese men at my office have less muscle than I do, and all of them are on diets to get smaller. One little side note: that weird white stuff on my back is just lotion. Apparently it was pretty much invisible to the eye, but the flash made it appear.
That said, I am crazy excited at some of the changes I am seeing. My thighs are rock-hard to the touch, and I’m starting to get veins popping out the whole length of my arms despite how fluffy I am. If I ever manage to lean out I’m going to be super vascular, I think.
I think you can see a little bit of muscle separation happening in my right delt (on the left side of the picture). Or maybe I’m imagining it. But I thought you all might enjoy the boobs, any case!
Two of the pictures today are from last night, and the other one, the one in the mask just above, is from a week ago. It doesn’t really show much in the way of muscle, but I think you can see just a slight hint of a separation in one of my delts. Maybe? Anyhow, I thought it was a fun picture. I think there’s at least a little pec thing going on, since that slight curve where the cleavage would be is definitely muscle and not boob…my boobs are shrinking!
Anyhow, just a quick post today, sorry…hope you liked the pictures, anyhow!
I think my back is getting a little bigger! I think if I can just lean out a little more there will be an xmas tree under there…
Hi everyone! I skipped the gym today because of a work emergency, but I’ve been working really hard lately, lifting heavy and often and trying to get more rest so that I can grow. I’m definitely still eating to grow, when I’m really meant to be eating to cut, which is a bit of a problem, but there are worse problems, I guess. I thought I would try to start a regular weekly (or at least occasional) feature here: Muscle Monday!
My upper body is finally beginning to catch up to my legs, I think. I’ve got some traps!
The idea is to post more progress pictures and to do it more regularly. I guess if I was really serious about progress pictures I’d be posting standard poses so I could compare change from week to week, and–who knows–maybe I’ll get there eventually. I hope you guys will not mind me posting more-random shots like these in the meanwhile. I think some of them are ok, anyhow, as pictures, if not really as progress pictures.
My shape is changing, but sooo sloooowly.
Muscle Monday Stats
I can at least add a little bit of information for at least a tiny bit of accountability, though. I’ll try to include at least a few numbers every time. These pictures were taken last night, October 18, 2015, and I weighed about 148 pounds. For now, my goal is to lose 10 pounds. Of course, I’ve been stuck here near this weight for a while, thanks to endless traveling and guests and so on. I can’t really blame anyone else for my failure to move my weight, of course, and, honestly, I’m pretty happy that I managed to maintain, even if I couldn’t lose. It’s been a very tough month or so.
For the boot–and butt–fans out there.
The good news is that I think that weight actually includes a little more muscle! I’m really excited to see that maybe my upper body is finally starting to catch up to my lower body! I don’t know if it shows up in these pictures or not, but my shirts are getting tighter in the shoulder, and I can definitely see some traps once in a while. And I’ve gotten comments on my arms, too! Kraka got several “Your wife’s biceps are going to be bigger than yours,” comments recently, which I was afraid would annoy him, but actually, of course, made him very happy. He’s a huge fan of me getting huge, so that helps! And it’s not true anyhow, he asks me to say. 😉
Anyhow, hopefully this will be a regular or semi-regular thing. And I promise…more big clits soon!
Hey everyone: as those of you who follow me on Facebook, Twitter, and Fetlife know, I was recently in Japan for almost two weeks. I posted little bits and pieces on those sites, but didn’t really have the time or energy to blog (it definitely wasn’t a vacation). So I thought I’d kick off my return to blogging with some roundups of the stuff I’ve posted here and there in one spot for my blog-only fans. The things I’m most excited and proud to share are my bodybuilding progress pictures taken by the amazing Mayumism!
For all my muscular leg and high-heel fans!
As always, I find it incredibly humbling and exciting to work with a professional photographer of Mayumi’s level. Don’t get me wrong, I think I’ve taken some decent pictures myself over the years. But, let’s face it, if you take literally tens of thousands of pictures (which I have done!) even a GWC (girl with camera) like me is going to get a few good ones here and there.
But working with a real artist is another thing altogether. It feels so much more real and so much less hit or miss. I feel like a professional model myself, although one who is very, very bad at her job. I know, I’m really just an amateur, but it gives me the feeling that I’m really modeling, you know? That I’m doing something real, instead of just blogging for fun. This is fun, too, but on a whole different level. I want to have fun (and I always do) but I also want to make the very most of an opportunity that most people never have!
Hey, I’ve got some triceps. A little bit anyhow, right?
I really love that I can totally put myself in her hands. Instead of worrying about the picture, I can just worry about the part of the art that I can control: myself, and my body. When I have a shoot scheduled, it makes me work twice as hard in the gym, and in the kitchen. I think so much about how I’m going to look, and I think so hard about doing my part for the shoot, and making the most of my opportunity to get in front of a pro’s lens.
Anyhow, there’s more coming from this series I believe. I hope you like the shots so far, and I hope that if you’re ever looking for a great photographer you’ll consider Mayumi!
This was a fun shoot, and I was surprised to see that I have a bit of a booty now. I am definitely Japanese: Long body, short legs!
Hi everyone, this is just a quick update, with a couple little bits and pieces in it to let you know what’s going on with me these days.
Full Body Rikochan!
First of all, I couldn’t resist posting right away because I have such a cool picture to share from a shoot I did a while ago with Mayumism! The images are starting to come in and I’m very happy to see them, as always! I think this is a pretty fun shot: we were playing with different bodybuilding and cheesecake poses and I think this one came toward the end when were just sort of relaxing and having a little more fun. I’m a terrible model and it takes me forever to loosen up for a shoot, if I ever do at all!
Anyhow, this is the first time I’ve had a chance to see a good full-body shot of me in ages! The picture is very cool, I think, and I think I look…ok, anyhow. This is several months ago by now, and I think I am both thinner and maybe a little harder and bigger now–at least, I hope I am. I’ve been working really hard! But I like the look of this shot, anyhow, and I can see some progress there from the last time I saw my back. And, hey I have a bit more of a booty these days, that’s new! Full body shots are my least favorite thing to see of myself, but I like this one. Of course, It always helps to work with a great photographer!
Rikochan Tribute Button & Rewards
The other thing I wanted to mention was that I got my first ever tribute through my clips4sale store! No ever actually contributed that way before, and I was honored, surprised, and thrilled. It was a very nice contribution from a fan who wanted to ask me some questions, and we’re just starting a very interesting conversation about my orgasms.
I always do my best to answer comments and Facebook questions, of course, but sometimes people want a little more than I can give without taking time away from making blog posts and videos, which are how I support this site. Now, I’m not looking to make piles of money from Rikochanpornstar.com, and I put every thing I make from it back into cameras, sex-toys, Web hosting fees, pay for photographers, and so on. So it becomes a bit of a balancing act to be able to keep talking to people without neglecting the parts of my site that actually pay for my site. I spent an hour answering comments here and on Fetlife today, when I probably should have been editing video!
I’ll always do as much as I can to talk to people who write me; that’s part of why I do this! But it’s always going to be on the same I’ll answer when I can basis that it’s always been. Sometimes I’m online every day for hours at a time for a whole week, and sometimes I just can’t get back to Rikochanpornstar for weeks.
So, if you have questions you just can’t wait to get an answer for, or if you want a little more of my time than you might otherwise get, well, the tribute button is one way. Nothing is off-limits, with three exceptions: I’m not going to give up my anonymity: no face pictures, and I’m not telling about my day job or where I love! I’m not an expert on steroids or hormones, so please don’t ask me about them. And I’m not going to talk about anything that would get me in legal trouble. You saw Citizenfour, right? Oh, and, be aware, anything I write might end up on here in one form or another. You can specify if you want me to keep your side of the conversation and your handle secret or not!
Other than that, I don’t have any real rules or guidelines yet. Who knows, maybe no one else will ever be hit the tribute button again and it won’t be an issue. But, if you’re interested, it’s there! Just go to my clips4sale site and hit the Tribute button.
Anyhow, back to work, hoping to be able to share some other cool new stuff with you soon!
I love how the angle makes my clit look huge and Kraka’s cock look small! Kraka has understandably mixed feelings about this one!
Hi everyone! I’m back from almost two weeks of vacation in the vanilla world, and, wow, I am glad to be back! Of course, since I know you are all waiting for sexy pics, I’ve got a little collection for you from my trip! If you follow me on Twitter, Facebook, or Fetlife, you’ve already seen a little more than half of these mobile porn and progress pictures. If you don’t follow me on some kind of social network, you should! Day-to-day, that’s where you can find me. I visit and post on Facebook the most frequently by far, but I can’t publish the fully X-rated versions of my pictures there, so I usually just post a link to them one of my other social networks.
This was one of the most popular non-clit pictures I’ve ever posted, I guess because I got brave and showed just a little bit of my face!
If you want to hear my daily chat (which can range from a lot to nothing at all) and get links to my pics, follow me on Facebook. If you just want porn and links, follow me on Twitter (or Fetlife, if you’re there). Anyone can follow me on Facebook, and I am pretty accepting of new friends, too, unless your stream is super full of hate or intolerance! The second through sixth pictures below are cell-phone pictures that I posted during my vacation. The picture at the top is a bonus (also a cellphone picture, are all these pictures, except the last two) so that the people who already follow me will have something new to see. The last two pictures are one month older. One showed up on social media and one from the same day shows up here for the first time.
I kind of love this picture, because it shows just a bit of progress all over…pecs, traps, delts, arms. Not a lot, but, to me, everything looks just a little bit tighter…
Anyhow, I’m sooo glad to be back and able to blog and look at porn without worrying that my vanilla family and friends are going to see it over my shoulder or on my phone. But that’s not to say I didn’t look at a TON of porn, and even make a little too. The family in question was older, and the pace of the vacation was…slow. But I trained a lot, and I slept and ate a lot, and I still had a lot of time sitting around to browse and make porn and bodybuilding pictures and videos.
I think my calves are starting to look hard! This was taken during a workout at a Gold’s Gym on my vacation. Nice gym!
I think this might be my first vacation in ages where I ended the week in better shape than when I started it. I put on a little fat, sure (there was cake made from scratch), but I lifted crazy amounts, doing super-high volume, heavy kettle bell workouts for a good part of the time. Maybe most important, though, is all the sleep I got. With no work and no cats to wake me up, I got a minimum of eight hours of sleep a night (sometimes ten!), and I could feel it doing good things to me! I grew! I could feel myself growing! I also felt sooo much less sore and achey after even the hardest workouts…way less than I would have on my normal 5 to 6 hours of sleep a night. I know, it’s not enough. I know, believe me, I know.
Pinching Rikochan’s big clit makes it look like a little futanari cock, right?
I’m making a real effort to get more sleep since I’ve come back. My sleep cycle is all messed up, though, and it’s made me miss a couple of gym days this week, which makes me crazy. Kraka (who is a morning person–I’m not) is going to get me up for the next couple days until I am back in my groove. I can still get in all my workouts for the week, with a couple 2-a-days, and and I’m determined to make it!
This is another crazy-popular picture I posted during vacation. I can’t imagine why! 😉
As you can see above, I didn’t just post bodybuilding progress pictures. There was some big-clit fun, too. The color on those two is a little funny, and I thought about correcting it in Photoshop, but then I decided that these pictures have already been posted, and I was happy enough with them as mobile pics, and I’m going to let them stand. Anyhow, I think the people who are likely to like this kind of picture are going to forgive the color balance because giant clit! I think I’m looking pretty huge in these, right? I think it’s partly the angle, because I’m sure I’ve been pumped up bigger than this (these are unpumped by very, very excited). But maybe not by much!
This SFW pecs progress picture appeared on my social networks. I love this picture: I think it makes my pecs look way bigger than they normally do!
Finally, the picture above and the picture below are a couple of pictures from February. Not bad for a Japanese girl, right?
This is how my delts looked on Valentine’s Day!
Anyhow, I had a good vacation, and I’ve tons of pictures to share and ideas about things to write about. It’s funny how getting some rest can really recharge you, right?
Things are crazy right now. I’m burned out and confused and pulled in too many directions at once. It’s a hard time. Personally, professionally, and even here in the normally safe and fun world of Rikochanpornstar.com, I’ve got some weird things happening.
Nowhere to Hide
But, like always, it’s in these strange times that interesting things start to happen, too. I’ve got a great opportunity at my day job that might really change my life…if it happens. At the very least, I’d be able to stop working the horrible hours that are keeping me away from you and my site and my videos. And I’ve been approached to work with a very interesting agency that might help me take my site to a new level, and maybe get me working with some cool people, and sites, and even magazines, too. I’m hoping that some pictures I took with Mayumi (like the one above) might appear in some interesting places sometime this year.
Both of these are things that might turn into something; neither one of them are guaranteed to be right for me. It’s impossible to know now, and I’m in that weird state where I don’t want to hope for too much with either one, in case they don’t work out. The problem is that usually I can use work to hide from the stuff in my private life when it gets tough, and I can use Rikochanpornstar to hide from the stuff in my work life. Right now, I feel like both of the places I usually hide are compromised. My hiding places aren’t working!
Escape Into Bodybuilding
Luckily, I have a third place: the gym. I can’t tell you how hard I’ve been working these days. It’s always my physical outlet, but lately it’s really been filling in for all my mental outlets, too. It’s amazing how much harder you can go when you are determined. I always thought I was giving it everything when I went, and that my real problem was consistency and diet. But since I’ve been relying on the gym more for my mental wellbeing, too, I’ve discovered that I am able go so much harder than I thought.
I find myself shaking and sick at the end of workouts, completely soaked in sweat every time. I get so far into the zone that I hardly notice the people around me. I’ve had coworkers tell me that they said hi to me in the gym and that I completely didn’t hear them. And it’s not that I’m wearing headphone, either; I’m just…focused.
My Current Inspiration, Andreea Tina, from Simply Shredded
My latest workout works really well with this focus, it’s high volume with very little rest: perfect for really losing yourself in it. I’m doing a workout from Simply Shredded, from the fantastic WBFF Pro Fitness Model Andreea Tina, and wow, I can see results! I mean, I don’t look anything like Andreea, but I can see myself getting there someday, which I never really could, before. I always had a goal body, but I never actually thought I’d like like those women. They were an aspiration, but it was like aspiring to be a superhero. I could use these women as motivation, but I knew I’d never actually look like them. It just wasn’t in my genetics, I wasn’t motivated enough, I didn’t have the time, I was too old, I didn’t have the talent, I didn’t have the desire, I. Just. Wasn’t. Good. Enough.
A New Feeling
For the first time in a long time, though, I’ve started feeling…different. Like, I can kill any workout, crush any goal, be anything. I’m working hard and doing a good job, and it is starting to show, and it’s starting to make me feel…good. I feel like I am in control of something, I am accomplishing something, I am good at something. That’s such an amazing, powerful feeling, and it’s a feeling that grows, that expands out into your life. If you feel like you’re good at something, that you are good at something…maybe you could be good at something else, too? Maybe many things. What a crazy idea. Who knows where it might end?
This shot was taken in the middle of one of upcoming big clit masturbation videos. So, you can see, I deliver on the big clit part. 🙂 (Click for the full-sized version for all the pictures in this post.)
Hi Rikochan friends! End of the year is a crazy time for me for several vanilla-world reasons, and that means less fun stuff on Rikochanpornstar for you (and not enough sleep for me). There is some stuff happening behind the scenes, though, so don’t give up hope! I’m hopefully doing a photoshoot with a great photographer this Sunday for some bodybuilding progress and posing pictures. I’ve been training super-hard lately, so I’m hoping that I’ll bigger and harder than you’ve seen me. So that’s some female bodybuilding stuff that should be coming soon.
And, for all my adult video/big clit fans, I’ve got three videos I’m editing, too. I’m hoping that I can get one of them posted to my clips4sale studio, Rikochan’s Fetish Emporium by the end of the weekend. It’s a super-hot huge clit masturbation scene that I think all my fans here will enjoy.
The one thing I really haven’t been able to work on for way too long is my writing. I’m not sure when I’m going to have time to sit down and write a really good post that I can be really happy for you all to read. In the meanwhile, though, I got a nice letter a little while ago that I thought I would share with you all. My very friend Joe Garibali wrote me this very sexy and cool letter, and I was so happy to get it that I asked him to let me post it here. He kindly agreed, and I hope you will enjoy it! He was responding to my post called Rikochan: Body Image and Bodybuilding, which you might want to read to understand this letter better.
I’ve been meaning to write to you for some time about this. You seem I think not to realize your motivations. so here’s my rant.
I’ve been a lover of big-clitted muscular women for a long time. That means I’ve done a lot of thinking about this. What does it mean? First off, to develop these attributes takes a lot of dedication. It’s not something that comes easily. So it means you have to be dedicated to an ideal and you have to know why you want to achieve these things.
There are things that make me very happy with my (very slow) physical transformation, and looking at this picture is one of them.
Regular women are soft. Muscles and a huge clit are not just masculine attributes; they are outward signs of power. Soft, weak women; well, not so exciting. It’s like making a deal out of negatives. And in a sense a vagina is a negative; its a space inside a woman’s body where a penis goes and deposits sperm. In the world a penis or rather a phallic symbol is commonly identified as a powerful iconic symbol. In India phallic symbols are worshipped in temples. Never saw anyone worship a vagina even if it gives birth to babies. I suppose somewhere they might. But muscles and big clits don’t make women into men; they are, however, signs of power. And power is exciting. it’s attractive and that’s in a sexual way as well.
Now in times before recorded history I think there were many less differences between men and women, bodywise. If a woman was weak in those days she wouldn’t have survived. And there are measurements of bones from those days that show that even what were teenage girls had muscles the size of men. I think it was after civilization was invented and people settled down that things began to change. The bone structure of modern humans is not like it was in those days because it doesn’t have to be huge-it’s not hard to live and survive any more. And when it became easy to thrive men contrived to be in control of women, to know that they were the fathers of their children. Over the millennia women changed, and became soft and weak and docile. Read about it in Adrienne Mayor’s new book about Amazon women (I’m reading it right now as an audiobook).
Sometimes I see a picture of a big clit on the Internet and I think, wow, that’s crazy huge–even bigger than mine. And then I realize it’s an old picture of me!
So being a muscle woman with a big clit is changing your destiny. It is reaching out for power, seizing it. Being strong. Looking at the growing muscles in your arms and chest and legs and growling that you want MORE. It is not just passively being “blown” by Kraka; it is thrusting your hips and driving your huge hard clit in and out of his mouth like it was a little pussy because YOU WANT YOUR PLEASURE. It is abandoning all the things you learned as a young girl in Japan about being shy, demure, passive like good little Japanese girls are and making a statement that you don’t give a shit about what society thinks you should look like, or how you should act; that you want POWER in your life and personal assertiveness. That you enjoy having a huge clit and wish it was bigger because it gives YOU PLEASURE, it makes you fucking powerful and you love having it be hard. And the best model of this, to date, is Denise Masino; but there are plenty of women who have these attributes and enjoy them. We should talk more about this.
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