I think you can see some delt growth under all the fat. If you look really hard!
Before I get into Muscle Monday (and dem delts!) I just wanted to say that I’m so glad so many of you were excited by the news that I’m going to be shooting with Yuka Ozaki, and even happier at all the comments and suggestions you left! You can can follow Yuka on Twitter, too, if you’re interested in learning more about her. Please, please, please go leave suggestions for our video! We’d love to hear what you want to see. If we can’t get everything into the first video, I’m really hoping we’ll be making more than one!
Dem Delts, Tho
But today you’re here for Muscle Monday! I did a ton of upper body work this weekend, and I’m actually starting to see some real changes in my delts, lately, to the point where it’s freaking me out a little. I kind of can’t stop flexing while I touch them, to feel how hard and round they are, to the point where I’ve had people catch me doing it at work! It’s mostly good, but it is frustrating that things are starting to not fit again, partly because my muscles are growing and my shape is changing, and partly because I’ve got such a thick layer of fat over everything. I’m sleek like a seal. Winter is coming!
A little more posing for delts. And I’m starting to get a tiny V taper, too, maybe. I’m terrible at getting everything flexed at once, though!
I am definitely still into building muscle, but I really need to get better control over my body fat situation; I don’t want to be doing the bulk and cut thing so much, at least not where bulking means fat, if you know what I mean. I want to just be on a slow but steady pace of growth.
In fact, my growth is very slow. I’m sure some of you are shaking your heads at my little shoulders and saying “what delts?” But you have to remember I come from a place where any little tiny muscle is considered manly. Even men in Japan mostly have smaller muscles than I do right now. Seriously, all of the Japanese men at my office have less muscle than I do, and all of them are on diets to get smaller. One little side note: that weird white stuff on my back is just lotion. Apparently it was pretty much invisible to the eye, but the flash made it appear.
That said, I am crazy excited at some of the changes I am seeing. My thighs are rock-hard to the touch, and I’m starting to get veins popping out the whole length of my arms despite how fluffy I am. If I ever manage to lean out I’m going to be super vascular, I think.
I think you can see a little bit of muscle separation happening in my right delt (on the left side of the picture). Or maybe I’m imagining it. But I thought you all might enjoy the boobs, any case!
Two of the pictures today are from last night, and the other one, the one in the mask just above, is from a week ago. It doesn’t really show much in the way of muscle, but I think you can see just a slight hint of a separation in one of my delts. Maybe? Anyhow, I thought it was a fun picture. I think there’s at least a little pec thing going on, since that slight curve where the cleavage would be is definitely muscle and not boob…my boobs are shrinking!
Anyhow, just a quick post today, sorry…hope you liked the pictures, anyhow!
I’ve been practicing sexy posing a little. Apparently I stand and walk “like a dude,” so I’m working on showing off the booty a little more…
Hi everyone! Typing away frantically today on the train. I just finished my workout (HIIT cardio), doing my best to get in better shape for a future Muscle Monday, and for future porn shooting, of course! I was thinking of saving these pictures for next Monday, but, what the hell, maybe instead I’ll revive an old feature on Rikochanpornstar: FBB Friday!
I honestly didn’t think I would have time to post anything here today, but since I haven’t been able to post for the past couple of days, I was determined to at least get something published because I used my writing time on Wednesday to go to a meeting where I found out more about a girl I might shoot with soon! Thursday the only useful thing I did was go to the gym and lift like crazy. Still sore! But then I do that most days. Oh well, I promised to keep you guys updated a little better, and that seems worth mentioning on an FBB Friday. Oh, I also decided to re-sign with my trainer. He’s really been helping me. Money is super-tight, but I think it’s worth it. I really need to start selling more videos or finding some other way to support my fitness addiction. It’s expensive! I don’t know about using gofundme just for training, though. Tasteless? Pointless? I need a sponsor! But I so don’t deserve one, unfortunately. Well, these are the kinds of things you think about on FBB Friday!
Finally, a new muscular calves close-up for the many, many, many of you who’ve been begging for one! I think they are a little smaller right now, though. 🙁
Anyhow, my meeting went very well, and I found a lot about her from my friend who is basically the producer and casting director. I shouldn’t post the girl’s name or pictures here until I ask her, but I can tell you I’ve seen pictures and video of her, and she is really sexy! She’s done some real porn, which is really, really exciting! Not super mainstream, but, still, very cool. Most of the people I have worked with don’t really do porn except for occasional shoots (like me) so the clips can be hard to film and a little awkward and sometimes people aren’t as into some of the things you’d hoped to shoot as you might like. This girl has done some crazy gonzo porn, though, so anything I am likely to ask her to do will probably seem like nothing much! If it seems like it will work out, I’ll get some pictures to post and some video to embed! I don’t want to jinx it though, so I’ll keep it secret for now. I’m supposed to meet her on Saturday, so I hope to have more to tell you this weekend, or by Monday at the latest!
Here’s a bonus picture for those of you who don’t follow me on Facebook. Why Don’t you follow me on Facebook?
FBB Friday Reborn!
Another reason I’m not going to post her stuff is here I that I want to keep this post sort of PG-13ish so I can share it on Facebook. I figure I might as well, since the today’s shots are, strangely, mostly safe for work. I hope you like them! I am branching out into different kinds of underwear and lingerie, and I kind of love these shorts or briefs or whatever they are that I got last time I was at Urban Outfitters. It’s weird how the most expensive, elaborate stuff sometimes doesn’t shoot well, and the simple, inexpensive pieces sometimes just look great. Anyhow, I worked on posing a lot the day I shot this picture, and I’m pretty happy with how my ass looks here. I’ve been told I pretty much walk and stand like a guy, so I’ve been trying to work on that a little. I’m not going to change my day-to-day walking and standing style, but I am trying to be more conscious about how I hold myself. I’m not at all one of those people who believes that “feminine” is a meaningful word, but I do understand that it’s fun to be able to embrace different kinds of sexiness, and sticking your ass ass out isn’t one I’ve been good at, so I thought I would practice it for FBB Friday. How did my first try go?
I’ve been working a lot harder on my upper body lately, and I think my calves have actually gotten smaller, maybe, partly as a result of losing fat (I think I get a lot of calf fat) and partly just because I am doing more balanced training. But maybe it’s time to start training them a little harder again, huh? Note that these pics are from August. Muscle Monday I’m hoping will only be progress pictures from the previous weekend. FBB Friday is going to be…whatever. It might not even be me!
Hope you like FBB Friday! I don’t know if I can keep up both this and Muscle Monday, but I’ll try! Any specific requests for either of these, please let me know!
PS: Check out the my friend Kinky Gaga‘s clips store! She’s not the woman I’m talking about in the post above, but, if you follow me on Twitter, you’ll know that we’ve also been chatting about shooting together the next time she gets out to NYC! She’s a gorgeous, sexy, smart alt/indie porn actress and a squirter, too! Lots of possibilities for Rikochan videos these days…
I think my back is getting a little bigger! I think if I can just lean out a little more there will be an xmas tree under there…
Hi everyone! I skipped the gym today because of a work emergency, but I’ve been working really hard lately, lifting heavy and often and trying to get more rest so that I can grow. I’m definitely still eating to grow, when I’m really meant to be eating to cut, which is a bit of a problem, but there are worse problems, I guess. I thought I would try to start a regular weekly (or at least occasional) feature here: Muscle Monday!
My upper body is finally beginning to catch up to my legs, I think. I’ve got some traps!
The idea is to post more progress pictures and to do it more regularly. I guess if I was really serious about progress pictures I’d be posting standard poses so I could compare change from week to week, and–who knows–maybe I’ll get there eventually. I hope you guys will not mind me posting more-random shots like these in the meanwhile. I think some of them are ok, anyhow, as pictures, if not really as progress pictures.
My shape is changing, but sooo sloooowly.
Muscle Monday Stats
I can at least add a little bit of information for at least a tiny bit of accountability, though. I’ll try to include at least a few numbers every time. These pictures were taken last night, October 18, 2015, and I weighed about 148 pounds. For now, my goal is to lose 10 pounds. Of course, I’ve been stuck here near this weight for a while, thanks to endless traveling and guests and so on. I can’t really blame anyone else for my failure to move my weight, of course, and, honestly, I’m pretty happy that I managed to maintain, even if I couldn’t lose. It’s been a very tough month or so.
For the boot–and butt–fans out there.
The good news is that I think that weight actually includes a little more muscle! I’m really excited to see that maybe my upper body is finally starting to catch up to my lower body! I don’t know if it shows up in these pictures or not, but my shirts are getting tighter in the shoulder, and I can definitely see some traps once in a while. And I’ve gotten comments on my arms, too! Kraka got several “Your wife’s biceps are going to be bigger than yours,” comments recently, which I was afraid would annoy him, but actually, of course, made him very happy. He’s a huge fan of me getting huge, so that helps! And it’s not true anyhow, he asks me to say. 😉
Anyhow, hopefully this will be a regular or semi-regular thing. And I promise…more big clits soon!
Hi everyone! This is just a quick note to tell you how excited I am to post this picture of me by Mayumism! It’s not so often that I feel like a work of art, but when I see Mayumi’s pictures of me, I do! This was supposed to be an Ass Wednesday post, but I’m so incredibly slow and lame, that here I am a week and a half later posting it on a Sunday, but I guess no one will really mind, right?
My thick ass and legs! Well, getting thick, anyhow…
There’s a special reason why this picture makes me so happy. Unless you grew up as a flat-butt Asian girl who desperately wanted to have an ass, you probably can’t imagine how exciting it is to see a picture of yourself where you have, if not a badonkadonk, then at least a booty! And a picture like the one at the top, that positively objectifies my bum? Pure heaven!
Working my muscular glutes
I mean, it may not be a juicy double, but I think it might qualify as a juicy single, at least. For me, it represents literally hundreds of hours and thousands of sets of squats, deadlifts, thrusts and more, working day after day after day at the gym to build up my rump!
Squeeze your ass as hard as you can if you want it to get tighter and bigger…
If I could get my fat to go to my booty and not my belly, I’d be eating twice as much as I do now, but I am not genetically gifted in that way. My (relatively) “easy” muscle tends to be more in my calves, which I used to actually cry about when I was much younger.
RDL and rows working the whole back side of my body
Eating more just gives me an old-lady pooch. I don’t even get muffin top, really, which would be a step up. Nope, straight to that old lady does-she-not-do-sit-ups-or-is-she-pregnant-but-no-it’s-the-wrong-shape pooch. I mean, if I had it because I’d destroyed my abs carrying twins or something, but, no, it’s just bad genes.
Head down ass up is a good kind of workout, too. Here I’m down
So I can only come by an ass through lots of hard work. And only a specific kind of hard work: weights! When I was a cardio bunny, my butt got even flatter, I went from the dread Asian flat butt to the even flatter distance-runner’s butt.
Here I’m up
Butt, no more! These days I still have a long before I reach the coveted high-round-shelf-butt-you-could-rest-a-glass-on ass. Butt I’m a lot closer than I ever have been. I hope you enjoy my bum and I’d love to hear what you think!
More for those who requested glamour/pin-up work, and, of course, a little something for my leg and foot fetish fans! Photography by the very talented Mayumism.
Let me say right at the beginning that I love porn. I love every part of it. Everything from homemade hardcore to the crazy s&m stuff they shoot at Kink.com and even the super-hard forced orgasms they at Sexually Broken to Andrew Blake slow-motion erotica to the sweet girl/girl next door erotica they shoot at Girlfriend Films. The same goes for photography–I can be just as happy looking at badly lit cell phone pictures on Fetlife of raw, real sex as I can be ogling the most perfectly retouched Playmate.
Hardcore and More
And I like to make all kinds of porn, too. I love the raw, amateur look of my homemade porn. I’m not at all ashamed of the down-and-dirty clips I make, and judging by the feedback I get, other people enjoy them, too! Yes, I would love to shoot in a higher-end, Andrew Blake style movie with a gorgeous model like Justine Joli or Jelena Jensen or Aria Giovanni. I’m afraid that I’m such a shy and terrible actor that I’d be bad at it, but I’d love to try just the same. Maybe a good director could make me look good? Anyhow, it’s a dream, to make some erotica to go with my porn. Maybe someday…
The same goes for the pictures I post. Some of my favorite shots ever of me are just cellphone snapshots taken right in the middle of actual fucking. I love that realness, even if the pictures aren’t very well composed, if the lighting isn’t right, even if the focus is a little off. I just think there’s something about them that comes through–the actual sex, if you know what I mean. I mean, of course for me, I can actually remember (sometimes anyhow!) the moment they were taken, and I can feel all those feelings again, or at least the echo of them. And from what people tell me, they’re sometimes able to feel a little bit of that sexual energy, too. But I also yearn for glamor and pin-up shots and the naughtiness sexiness of the Camera Club-style ’50s Irving Klaw stuff.
Going for Glamour
Here, at least I don’t have to only dream. I’ve been lucky enough to work with some really good photographers, and one of the best whose work I can share is Mayumism! Mayumi always makes me look so good, and we’ve started shooting some glamour work in her style, and I love it! She’s got great ideas, and she always makes me look good, finds angles and poses and lines that I didn’t know I had in me. That’s the difference between working with a GWC and a real artist; you’re just a part of their vision, and they can show you new sides of yourself. This shoot, in which we were trying to really evoke something a little different, a little more old-fashioned, was hard for me, in some ways, because I don’t see myself that way at all. In my eyes, I am big and awkward and square and I have no sexy lines or curves of the cheesecake kind.
But somehow, working with Mayumi on this latest shoot was actually very fun–I got to make art in a piece of art, a very lovely old lived-in Eames chair. It’s amazing how the right prop can really help you get into the mood of the shoot. For me it’s usually a spreader bar or something extreme like that. I mean, as a prop, havin a clit pump attached to you really does change your head space. I just never expected that a gorgeous antique chair might do the same thing.
I can’t tell you how fun it was to be thinking and talking about posing like Bettie Page on this classic piece, the soft, scarred old leather cradling my skin as I tried to find suggestively sexy poses. It’s surprisingly hard if all you’ve made is kind of extreme porn to think of ways to be alluring without showing all the goods! Eventually, however, I was able to get more relaxed than usual, and I think the pictures show it. The one above is my favorite yet from this series, though I’ve loved the other Rikochan erotica in this series, too!
This picture is from several months ago, so my body looks different (and better, I think) now, but I’m still so happy with how my legs look in my sexy stilettos! I hope you like the picture, and I hope you’re looking forward to the next shots as much as I am!
Hey everyone: as those of you who follow me on Facebook, Twitter, and Fetlife know, I was recently in Japan for almost two weeks. I posted little bits and pieces on those sites, but didn’t really have the time or energy to blog (it definitely wasn’t a vacation). So I thought I’d kick off my return to blogging with some roundups of the stuff I’ve posted here and there in one spot for my blog-only fans. The things I’m most excited and proud to share are my bodybuilding progress pictures taken by the amazing Mayumism!
For all my muscular leg and high-heel fans!
As always, I find it incredibly humbling and exciting to work with a professional photographer of Mayumi’s level. Don’t get me wrong, I think I’ve taken some decent pictures myself over the years. But, let’s face it, if you take literally tens of thousands of pictures (which I have done!) even a GWC (girl with camera) like me is going to get a few good ones here and there.
But working with a real artist is another thing altogether. It feels so much more real and so much less hit or miss. I feel like a professional model myself, although one who is very, very bad at her job. I know, I’m really just an amateur, but it gives me the feeling that I’m really modeling, you know? That I’m doing something real, instead of just blogging for fun. This is fun, too, but on a whole different level. I want to have fun (and I always do) but I also want to make the very most of an opportunity that most people never have!
Hey, I’ve got some triceps. A little bit anyhow, right?
I really love that I can totally put myself in her hands. Instead of worrying about the picture, I can just worry about the part of the art that I can control: myself, and my body. When I have a shoot scheduled, it makes me work twice as hard in the gym, and in the kitchen. I think so much about how I’m going to look, and I think so hard about doing my part for the shoot, and making the most of my opportunity to get in front of a pro’s lens.
Anyhow, there’s more coming from this series I believe. I hope you like the shots so far, and I hope that if you’re ever looking for a great photographer you’ll consider Mayumi!
This was a fun shoot, and I was surprised to see that I have a bit of a booty now. I am definitely Japanese: Long body, short legs!
Hi everyone, this is just a quick update, with a couple little bits and pieces in it to let you know what’s going on with me these days.
Full Body Rikochan!
First of all, I couldn’t resist posting right away because I have such a cool picture to share from a shoot I did a while ago with Mayumism! The images are starting to come in and I’m very happy to see them, as always! I think this is a pretty fun shot: we were playing with different bodybuilding and cheesecake poses and I think this one came toward the end when were just sort of relaxing and having a little more fun. I’m a terrible model and it takes me forever to loosen up for a shoot, if I ever do at all!
Anyhow, this is the first time I’ve had a chance to see a good full-body shot of me in ages! The picture is very cool, I think, and I think I look…ok, anyhow. This is several months ago by now, and I think I am both thinner and maybe a little harder and bigger now–at least, I hope I am. I’ve been working really hard! But I like the look of this shot, anyhow, and I can see some progress there from the last time I saw my back. And, hey I have a bit more of a booty these days, that’s new! Full body shots are my least favorite thing to see of myself, but I like this one. Of course, It always helps to work with a great photographer!
Rikochan Tribute Button & Rewards
The other thing I wanted to mention was that I got my first ever tribute through my clips4sale store! No ever actually contributed that way before, and I was honored, surprised, and thrilled. It was a very nice contribution from a fan who wanted to ask me some questions, and we’re just starting a very interesting conversation about my orgasms.
I always do my best to answer comments and Facebook questions, of course, but sometimes people want a little more than I can give without taking time away from making blog posts and videos, which are how I support this site. Now, I’m not looking to make piles of money from Rikochanpornstar.com, and I put every thing I make from it back into cameras, sex-toys, Web hosting fees, pay for photographers, and so on. So it becomes a bit of a balancing act to be able to keep talking to people without neglecting the parts of my site that actually pay for my site. I spent an hour answering comments here and on Fetlife today, when I probably should have been editing video!
I’ll always do as much as I can to talk to people who write me; that’s part of why I do this! But it’s always going to be on the same I’ll answer when I can basis that it’s always been. Sometimes I’m online every day for hours at a time for a whole week, and sometimes I just can’t get back to Rikochanpornstar for weeks.
So, if you have questions you just can’t wait to get an answer for, or if you want a little more of my time than you might otherwise get, well, the tribute button is one way. Nothing is off-limits, with three exceptions: I’m not going to give up my anonymity: no face pictures, and I’m not telling about my day job or where I love! I’m not an expert on steroids or hormones, so please don’t ask me about them. And I’m not going to talk about anything that would get me in legal trouble. You saw Citizenfour, right? Oh, and, be aware, anything I write might end up on here in one form or another. You can specify if you want me to keep your side of the conversation and your handle secret or not!
Other than that, I don’t have any real rules or guidelines yet. Who knows, maybe no one else will ever be hit the tribute button again and it won’t be an issue. But, if you’re interested, it’s there! Just go to my clips4sale site and hit the Tribute button.
Anyhow, back to work, hoping to be able to share some other cool new stuff with you soon!
Annie Rivieccio was one of my original inspirations for both bodybuilding and nude modeling. Photo used with kind permission from Annie!)
When a woman builds bulk on her body, she’s making a decision to sculpt a better version of herself. She’s changing her identity. She’s breaking the mold of convention and embracing the nontraditional. Whether she intends to compete or not is irrelevant. The desire to gain maximum muscularity is a statement unto itself. It says “I’m reinventing myself, whether you like it or not.~Ryan Takahashi
I love that quote, almost as much as I love the picture of Annie Rivieccio above it. Both of them really speak to me, and to what I’ve been going through for a while now. Annie set me on the path, and Ryan helped to me to understand it a little better. You see, I’m working more than ever to change my own body, going harder and harder in the gym with a real goal in mind, embracing a new, bigger, more powerful body, the body I was genetically meant to have, and the one that I spent so many years struggling against, the body I’d tried so hard to destroy. Before I got started, before those first pictures I saw of Annie, I never could have imagined building up my body, instead of tearing it down.
Worshipping My Muscles?
You wouldn’t believe how many requests I get for calf-muscle worship sessions with scissor-grip domination and trampling. Or maybe you would?
These days, things are totally different. Not only am I eating more (and better) than I ever have in my life, I’m also more dedicated than ever in the gym, but I’ve also got a real fitness goal for the first time, too. I’m giving myself six months to get in the best shape of my life, and then I’m going to start shooting…a lot. Modeling. Videos. Erotica. Porn. I’m going to branch out and try new things again. I want to work with other people again, and I this time I don’t want people thinking, “Rikochan’s so lucky to work with those women with their killer bodies.” This time, I want people to think, “She’s so lucky to be working with Rikochan, what a killer body!” I don’t want to look “good” or fit.” I want to look crazy fit. I want to look what society will call freaky. I want people to stop me in the street to ask me if I compete, though I’m not planning to. As Ryan Takahashi says (in his blog, The Adventures of Ryan Takahashi, which is a great tribute to female bodybuilding), I want to break the mold of convention. I want to be something different and new and powerful.
As I work harder and get bigger, I’ve been thinking a lot about muscle worship. Why? Well, partly it’s because I’ve been getting an amazing number of requests for muscle worship sessions, mostly from people who want to worship my calves or be crushed between my thighs in a scissor grip. Sometimes they just to worship my muscles! I don’t do sessions yet, although I have thought about it, but I am always very, very flattered to be asked. And surprised, too! After all, the only muscle worship I’ve been involved in up to now has been as the worshipper, not the worshipped. I’m used to being the muscle lover, although that wasn’t always the case. Loving other women’s muscles was how I got started on this whole journey.
I’m more used to being the muscle worshipper than the worshipped. Mistress Treasure’s bicep was like a rock! (This photograph by Mayumism)
Enter Annie Rivieccio
I’m not surprised anymore when people ask to worship my big clit; I get that one, since I now understand that it is pretty fabulous (yes, I have come to terms with its fabulous-ness, ha). I’ve even developed a real fetish for big clits myself, ever since I discovered Denise Masino‘s amazing Muscle Elegance Magazine with Annie Rivieccio, which Kraka brought home for us to look at one day. Of course I was happy to see other women with “endowments” like mine–even bigger! That made me so happy. And he told me that was why he’d brought it home for me. And that was true. But it wasn’t the whole story.
Every part of Annie is powerful, and every part is gorgeous. What an inspiration!
He later admitted that it was at least as much because of his secret love for female muscle, which he hoped I might learn to love, too. And he was right. I did. I do. That single issue changed everything for me. The clits were affirming, but it was the muscle that was the real revelation. I can remember looking at the powerful pictorial of Annie in her stables, massive and nude, hosing herself down, her sleek offseason muscles shining and shimmering. Yes, I think there was a hint of a big clitty between the massive, sculpted columns of her thighs in that shoot, but at that time all I had eyes for was those thighs! I just couldn’t stop looking at them.
Fit or Female: A False Choice
Here I’d been working on running my legs down to to skin and bones (I got way past having a thigh gap at one point, though I didn’t know that term then–think Æon Flux). And here was this beautiful woman whose legs…her legs were big and powerful and strong. On purpose! For me, that was a big realization, because at one point, I’d also had huge quads, as a volleyball player in high school. My legs had put on muscle far more easily than the other girls’ had, and people had teased me about it, said that I looked like a speedskater. Eventually, I quit, and I starved those muscles away. So this woman who’d specifically trained to build her legs up specifically because she wanted to look like that, and not as the accidental freakish side effect of sports…I can’t tell you what that meant to me.
More than a decade after I first saw her, Annie still looks amazing, still inspires me…
Not to mention those enormous delts, and her great pecs and lovely natural breasts…Her boobs were so striking to me. I’d been working on getting fit, at around the time Kraka brought home the magazine (I think that was the trigger for admitting his secret fetish), and, as I got thinner, I had been mourning the slow loss of my boobs, which I do sometimes. In the past, I’d been happy to look like a prepubescent with no boobs or ass, like every good Japanese girl who wants to look like a child-bride. I’d had a borderline eating disorder, too. I’d been destroying my body. But now I was recovering (in fact, I had gotten pretty fat at one point), and now I wanted to be fit, but I also wanted to look like a woman…whatever that means. For me, that meant boobs, and the only way I ever had boobs was to be overweight. I was really struggling with what I thought was the choice between being fit and looking like a woman. I know that that’s a false choice, but that’s what I’d learned, growing up in Japan.
Another Way to Be a Woman
And then suddenly here was Annie, showing me a whole different way to be a woman. A strong woman, who was sexy despite not looking like anyone else I’d ever seen–not like any actress, any model, not even any of the athletes I knew. Her breasts were even smaller than mine, but still so incredibly sexy, sitting on those broad pectoral muscles. They were different, but there was still a hint of curve, and those lovely erect nipples…you just knew they were crazy sensitive. You have to realize, this was a long time ago; there wasn’t any crossfit then! You never looked up and saw a muscle girl sitting across from you in the subway, the way you sometimes can now. As Ryan says, it was breaking the mold of convention and embracing the nontraditional. The very, very nontraditional.
It was a key moment for me, and an incredibly liberating one. I not only gradually stopped being ashamed of my body and its tendency to grow muscle, I actually started to be proud of it. Looking for more pictures of Annie, I dug deeper and deeper into the culture of FBB erotica, porn, and sessions. I haunted all sorts of bodybuilding bulletin boards under all kinds of different names, and I eventually discovered all sorts of amazing women to inspire me. The more I lived online in that world, the more natural it started to feel to start sharing pictures and then videos of myself online, too. In fact, I started to experiment in all kinds of new ways. Eventually, I started this blog as a way of sharing some of the things I was going through–and because I have become a kind of shy exhibitionist, too!
Annie’s clearly pretty comfortable in her own skin. I hope I get there someday!
Now I’ve kind of made a little name for myself online, and I even have my own clips4sale studio, and I’ve even got some muscle worship and posing videos on it. I’m even friends (at least online) with some of the very women that originally inspired me. I’ve even in touch with Annie on Facebook, and she’s so cool and generous and funny (see the picture above): She even sent me a bunch of pictures to choose from for this post yesterday! Maybe someday I’ll get to work with her and thank her in person, but in the meanwhile, this little post is my way of saying thanks for her part in opening my mind to a different and (for me) better way to be a woman. So: Thanks, Annie!
Where to Find Annie Rivieccio Online
If you’re as big a fan of Annie as I am, you probably already know her excellent website, Muscle Angels, which is full of her amazing pictures of her female bodybuilder friends. If you haven’t checked it out, you should: it’s great–well worth the cost. You might not know her clips4sale studio, Female Muscle Movies, though. I just checked (and bought a couple of videos) and it’s got almost 500 crazy-sexy videos on it from Annie and her FBB friends too.
I’m finally back in the gym, back at work, and back to blogging for you–and for myself! I miss it when I don’t have the time or the energy (I was SO SICK this past week) to share sexy pictures and stories with you. I miss the anonymous exhibitionist rush! I may not have been well enough to do a real post this week, but I have gotten a ton of feedback on images and posts and polls even though I haven’t been sharing much new stuff. I got crazy amounts of love on Facebook, and a ton of new friends–same with Fetlife. I can’t tell you how nice it was too see all the comments and likes popping up on my latest pictures by Mayumi, for example. It was a nice boost to my mood, and it made me even more determined to get better so that I could get back to the gym. (I finally made it back today!) I got so much feedback and so many requests that I thought I’d do an all-request-pictures post and put up the stuff that you guys requested or seemed to enjoy the most. How’s that sound?
My most-popular and most-popular stuff lately has been leg shots, so here’s another one for you! (Click on all the pictures for full-size version!)
The most popular thing I’ve done lately by far is show off my legs! Granted, the picture I’m sharing with you above isn’t as good as Mayumi’s, but I still think it’s kind of nice. My toes kind of have the curled over look of a ballerina en pointe (I imagine), but actually, it’s just that I have fucked up feet! I am tall for a Japanese woman of my age, and there were never nice shoes that fit me right when I was living there, so of course I wore nice shoes that didn’t fit me right. I think the composition of this shot was kind of nice. I get a lot of requests for erotica shots, too, and I think this is about as close as I get to that…
I’ve got itty bitty titties, but I think they are kind of cute. People seem to enjoy playing with them, anyhow!
Next up surprisingly (to me at least), is my boobs. Why? I accidentally republished my poll on whether or not I should get breast implants. There was an issue with my blog, and I ended up sending out several emails to my Rikochanpornstar subscribers about posts that were supposedly new but weren’t really. I lost a lot a of subscribers who thought I was spamming them. I’m so sorry! Please come back: The problem is fixed! Anyhow, the breast implants poll got a ton of new votes, and several other boob related posts got lots of traffic and comments as a result. The verdict is currently 52 to 48 percent in favor, more or less. But pretty much everyone said that they are very nice as is, in any case. And soooo many people said I should decide for myself. Don’t worry! I’m going to decide for myself! I still like to know what everyone thinks.
My big clitty in my favorite crotchless panties!
Next is my big clitty! People keep requesting, loving, sharing, clicking, liking and loving it, and even to ask me all sorts of questions about it. I’m always surprised at just how curious people are about my clitty. I mean, I like it pretty well, myself, and I enjoy other women’s big clits in porn, too, but, still, I’m continually surprised at how fascinating people seem to find it. Like, I have some fans who are 100 percent obsessed with it. I get requests from people who live as far away as Eastern Europe to come and worship it. Like, they would travel all the way to New York, just to worship my clit. In fact, I get a crazy number of offers to travel to New York City and then pay me to worship it! (Sorry, I’m not doing sessions…yet!) I still have trouble believing that. Maybe it’s because, to me, it’s something I see every day?
Anyhow, I promise, I’ll have my FAQ up soon! Showing off my big clit in my favorite crotchless panties has been the most popular way people seem to be liking my clitty, so I found an unused bonus picture from one of my crotchless shoots (I have probably 10,000 unused pictures) that I thought my big clit fans might enjoy. I love how long and fat it is here, and how much of the glans is showing, even without the hood pulled back!
Finally, I am getting huge numbers of requests for more porn clips. I’m sorry, I don’t have anything new to add to my studio yet, but, I should have some soon. I know, I’ve been saying that for weeks! I’m so sorry! Soon! In the meanwhile, let me leave you with a picture from a video shoot I’ve been working on. Here’s my pussy, looking well fucked. I’m covered in sweat and soaked from the wet orgasms I gave myself with a variety of dildos. I was sore the next day! I love how completely spread open I am this, and how my labia are completely stretched wide open, and stuck by sweat to my thighs, completely exposing my pussy…
Everyone wants seems to want more hardcore porn, and I’m happy to grant their wishes! Clips soon!
Hope you liked my all-request post. Let me know in the comments what else you’d like to see…I’m in a sharing mood!
One of my favorite pictures ever of me, by the amazingly talented Mayumi! Thought this Irving Klaw-style glamour shot went well with my first burlesque show
I’ve been thinking a lot about the difference between porn, erotica, and glamour lately, mainly because I finally went to my first burlesque show! This past Sunday, after many failed attempts, I finally made it to a show. I have so many thoughts about it, but the first and most important one is that I’m definitely going to go again. In honor of how much fun I had, I thought I’d post a more retro picture, for a change: one that was taken of me by the amazing Mayumi! Tired of GWC shoots and looking for a New-York based photographer who “gets it” but is also crazy talented? She’s it. I can’t recommend her highly enough!
Back to the story: after many abandoned plans to see shows at the Slipper Room, Le Scandal, and Hotel Chantelle, I finally managed to catch a regular Sunday burlesque “service” at The Church of Titillation at Times Square. I don’t know exactly what I expected, but it wasn’t to be laughing almost the whole time. It was so much funnier than I had pictured; I sort of thought it was going to be mostly serious striptease with little bits of comedy thrown in, maybe from the MC, but I pretty much couldn’t stop laughing! I saw Jo “Boobs” Weldon, the Headmistress of The New York School of Burlesque. I also saw Jonny Porkpie (the Burlesque Mayor of New York), Miss Poison Ivory, BB Heart, Mr Gorgeous (the reigning Exotic World King of Boylesque), Sizzle Dizzle and Magician Patrick Davis. They were all so good!
I’d go to any church that featured a nude Jo “Boobs” Weldon!
The one thing that really surprised me was the performer’s bodies; they were very different from what I had expected. I think I had been picturing more like what people call “dancers,” that is, strippers, most of whom I picture as having bodies like fitness or figure models. Not that I have ever been to a strip club in the U.S., but I’ve seen lots of pictures and I think a lot of the pornstars I see are also dancers. At any rate, I think many of them are gym rats, judging by their bodies. And the people in the show I saw last night? As one of my friends pointed out, they are more performers than dancers. That’s not to say that they aren’t very, very sexy, and I can only wish hopelessly to ever have the amazing figure of Jo “Boobs” Weldon. I’d share pictures of the others, but only Jo Boobs had any I could find that were in Creative Commons, and I don’t know any of them well enough to ask for permission.
Jo Boobs By Michael Albov is licensed under CC BY 2.0
But it was a real adjustment for me, too. I mean, in addition to porn actresses, the women whose bodies I most see and study and aspire to have are female bodybuilders (which, to me, includes fitness, physique and figure girls). I borderline stalk them on facebook, I study their pictures, I watch their training videos, I examine their diets, I copy their routines, and I do the best I can with the time, genetics, and willpower that I have to look like them. I even sometimes watch their porn and cam shows! My aspirational bodies are all superfit. I suspect I might be slowly developing a case of bigorexia. I’ve even thought about competing, at least once, just to try it. Those girls are muscular, hard-bodied, and, often, ripped. And even the Western porn girls I see mostly look like gym rats. I think many of them are strippers too; I mean the pole-dancing kind, not the burlesque kind.
The women (Mr Gorgeous was a buff exception) I saw last weekend were a different kind of sexy. They were definitely gorgeous and in great shape, but they mostly weren’t buff, they weren’t hard, and they weren’t what bodybuilders consider thin–that is, ripped–either. They had a different kind of shape; shapely, but softer. I don’t mean fat, either. Believe me, these women pay attention to their figures, which were pretty much all better than mine. But their arms were soft, and their bellies, and their thighs. They all had asses, and not just glutes built by deadlifts, either, if you see what I mean. So much ass! I was jealous of all the booty, which I can only ever get by working out…none of my fat ever goes there!
It was crazy sexy, despite the fact that it wasn’t the sort of body I was used to, despite the fact that there was no full nudity (pasties!), and despite the fact that it was mostly very, very funny. I mostly make porn–sometimes what I do might be called erotica. But not much of it it is fun, and not much of it has the same sense of fun as what these performers do. It made me really start to think about what I want to do in 2015; what kind of stories I want to write, what kind of pictures I’ll post, what kind of videos I’ll make. I mean, eventually people will get bored with clit closeups and bodybuilding progress pictures, right? I’m not sure how things will change here, but I can tell you that I will be going to lots more burlesque shows!
How about you? Ever been to a burlesque show? Did you like it? Who are your favorite performers? What’s your favorite venue? Give them a shout out (and help educate me on burlesque) in the comments!