Sure, I don’t have super-giant quads like my female bodybuilder heroes like Kortney Olson or Bakhar Nabieva or Cindy Landolt, or…honestly, there are a million gorgeous female bodybuilders and powerlifters and tracks stars and CrossFitters with quads bigger and more beautiful than mine. But that’s fine, I’m not competing with them.
My calves are kinda big and square, hope you like them.
I Wasn’t Always a Big Leg Woman
Keep in mine, I’m a Japanese woman, grew up in Tokyo. The only things that we cared about when it came to legs was how long they were and how thin. Your Aeon Flux? I had friends with legs like that. Hell, at my thinnest I had legs like that. Not that long, of course, but that shape, with that gap. The thigh gaps was just normal when I was growing up.
I know some people like soles of the feet!
I always had big calves, though, much to my dismay as a girl. And at times I’ve had huge quads too, from the crazy workouts my volleyball team did, mostly. But I got rid of those as soon as I could after school.
I think my calves look pretty big here, right?
Now? Now I’m a big leg woman again. And I love it. Sure, to makes finding clothes harder, but I kind of view that as a badge of success. It’s harder for me to find clothes because I’m “more than,” not because I’m “less than.” It’s a feature (of strength) not a bug (of nonconformity).
Deadlifts are my favorite lifts!
Skinny Legs and All Are Also Fine!
Don’t get the wrong idea: I still have all the love for fashion-model legs. Long legs…do it for me. We all want what we cannot have, right? And I’d never skinny-shame someone. I’ve been there, been shamed for that. If the shape you want to be, or the shape you have, regardless of your desire is skinny, then you’re fine and sexy and wonderful, too.
This is pretty big calf!
For me, though, I love my legs. I love my strength, and I love my size. I love the power in my big legs. I love that I feel stronger as I get older, instead of getting weaker. I love that I’m sculpting, growing, and controlling my body.
This is a double hit: big legs and my big clit!
Big Leg Woman Philosophy
I know, it’s temporary. I grew up around Buddhism, and I know that everything is temporary, contingent, and subject to change. Control is an illusion. But the lesson to learn from that is acceptance, not hopelessness. Someday I’ll be old and sick and weak (if I live that long). But all I have is this body, and this life, and I’m making the most of both, for as long as I can.
Ok, this is what some of you have been patiently waiting for…me pulling my suit aside to show ofs\f my giant clit?
Do what you can, with the time that you have, right? I’m doing more today than ever before in my life, and taking care of my physical self is at least as important as taking care of my mental self.
And so I’m in the gym day after day, hitting the weights. And so I’m turning into a big leg woman. And I love it.
I’m sighing over Shai, and I think you will be soon, too…
Hey everyone! No that’s not me in the picture above: I wish I was that pretty! Nope: Instead I’ve got something really special for you today. I’m excited to treat you to a little teaser post showing off a friend of mine who has agreed to write a guest post for this blog: Please welcome my friend Shai to RCPS!
Isn’t Shai amazing? Love her legs!
Shy Over Shai
Let me just give you a little background first: I’ve been chatting with (crushing hard on) Shai for a while now. I mean: Look at her! I’ve secretly been hoping she would write something for my blog for a while. Yes, I was a bit shy about Shai…
I finally got up the courage to ask her to write for us, and she said yes! I’m so excited I can’t even tell you! Why? Because she’s is smart, sexy, funny, strong, and takes no shit, so please be respectful. I think you’ll be interested in what she has to say!
Of course, she is also seriously gorgeous, but please note that she’s not a porn actor, so she won’t be posting any nudes on here. Even so, I am sure you will be happy with the pictures she’s going to share.
Shai’s Lovely Legs
As you can see from the picture nearby, Shai has done a few bodybuilding shows, and it definitely shows. I know many of my fans will appreciate the fact that she’s got killer calves, so please encourage her to share a picture or two in of her beautiful legs (and muscular calves!) in the comments. If you’re really nice to her, and we’re really lucky, maybe we’ll get to see some more pictures of them along with her guest post.
What is Shai going to write about? We’ll just have to wait and see!
My legs are getting bigger day by day! Love my big quads! And, because, why not, here’s my big clitty, too! Click to see the pic full size (as with almost all the pictures on this blog).
I used to want skinny, coltish legs. I used to want a thigh gap. I wanted to be the one who walked knock-kneed and girlishly weak, like a sexy anime character. Big legs, and big quads especially, had a special horror for me-because I had them at one point, when I was a fat kid with muscles. (I had big shoulders that I hated, too, but this post is about legs.) I used to want to be slim and sleek and heroin chic. And I got there. I was, for many years thin enough that friends’ mothers alway used to always try to feed me up. Ever seen Aeon Flux (the cartoon, not the shitty movie)? That was me: all shoulders and sharp, boney legs.
And please understand, there’s absolutely nothing wrong with being slight, svelte, and elflike, if that is your aesthetic, your genetics, your inclination, or just where you’re comfortable being–always assuming that it’s not because you are unwell or don’t have access to as much food as you might like. I’m definitely not one to judge on their thinness, fatness, muscularity, or lack thereof. If you could see my porn collection you’d know that. Chubby girls, skinny girls, bodybuilders, I’ve got them all, and all of them make me crazy excited in their own way.
But I am pretty sure I was hurting my health to get that thin. I’m sure I was malnourished, and who knows what the fuck I did to my bones during those years. I used to be so thin that my legs were stick-like, and my pelvis bones bruised my sex partners, and my fingers recalled segmented spider legs, and my ridiculous Mongolian cheekbones looked like they were going to burst through my very, very thin skin. In those days, I had disciple and self control, and complete mastery of my body, and those were the outward signs of that complete self domination.
Or at least, that’s how it felt to me then. I still yearn for that feeling sometimes. I think about getting ripped a lot, but, for now, the desire to build and bulk is stronger. And I’ve really, really grown to love eating, too–there’s that. I’m seriously thinking about going to AVN this year in Vegas, and, the instant I pull the trigger on tickets and hotel reservations, I’m going to have to face cutting, though. It’ll be interesting to see which impulse–cut or bulk–wins out then. But, there’s no way I want to be in a convention hall full of porn stars in off-off-season shape. I’ll have to get to at least off-season shape!
Big Quads Pride
These days I’m happy to have legs that are getting just a little bit “thick” and quads that are starting to get a little rounded, and I’m excited if someone tells me my legs look “swole” even though they don’t, really. (They really, really don’t–yet.) I’m just happy that they have changed enough that people might say that, even jokingly. “Legs looking beefy, Riko!” makes me absurdly happy. Even when people tell me not to let my legs get too big, that I’m big enough, or that my legs (or any part of me, really) are getting too big, there’s a part of me that exults–after I yell at, unfriend, ban, or block them, of course.
Big Like Bakhar!
The beautiful Bakhar Nabieva’s beautiful legs!
I want legs that are big, I want tree trunks, I want massively rounded bulging legs and teardrop quads. I want sprinter thighs, I want speedskater thighs, I want my legs to look like Bakhar Nabieva‘s legs. And that ass! I got into bodybuilding specifically to overcome a flat ass. I want legs that are so big that if someone did a faithful drawing of them for a comicbook, people would be like, that’s ridiculous, women can’t *look* like that. Of course, I want the rest of my body to match my big quads. Bakhar is mostly about the legs, as a bikini girl. Which is cool–the focus on legs and ass really pays off for her!
I’m a little sad that it’s getting harder and harder to find jeans that fit my legs, but I’m secretly happy, too. I feel like this is something I can really do, this is a change I can make, this is achievable. In fact, I know it is. I might never have giant peaked biceps (although I will never stop working on them!), but I’ve already had grapefruit quads as a highschooler, when I was on the volleyball team, and I’m going to have them again…
My ass and legs in a very old picture. I hope you like it. By Point Walker Pix. Click to see the full size version.
Hi everyone! Just a quick hello again, keeping up with my post a day for the week. This is a pic from a very old shoot I did with Point Walker Pix (who is a great person to work with, if you’re an amateur who’s looking to do a sexy forced orgasm shoot). Hit me up if you’re looking to contact him!
This is one of a little series that I also shot with him on the day that I did my first forced orgasm shoot, which was a crazy good experience. I like this shot, because it’s a little more upscale than most of my shots usually are. I like all the textures and colors and little details in the picture, too. It’s a rare posed picture of me that I don’t hate–something that’s not at all the fault of the photographers I work with, by the way. I’m just really not a very good model for that kind of shoot.
It’s old, but I think my legs looked pretty good back then. I’m not sure if I should be happy with the way this old picture looks or a bit sad that I haven’t made more progress since then! I supposed most of my progress is on the upper body side and not sorry so much about my legs, which were already pretty good, relatively speaking!
So I’m writing a bit more now, and I’m always looking for more ideas. I’ve got plenty of stuff planned, but I would love to hear what my regular readers would be interested in hearing about. Let me know in the comments.
I just LOVE how this new pump makes my fat clit look. From Big Clit, Big Squirt Part II
I’m actually way behind in telling you about my videos, which is really weird for me, since usually I only post a few videos a year, but lately I’ve been posting a couple a month or even more often! I’m really, really trying to shoot more porn these days and to post it more quickly. So first I’ll tell you about the THREE new big clit porn videos I’ve posted since the last time I blogged, and then I’m going to ask you to tell me what you want to see from me for the rest of the year!
OMG, squirting feels so damn good. From Big Clit Big Squirt Part II
New Big Clit Porn
The biggest news is that I posted three clips (for a total of 31 minutes of big clit porn) since I last blogged about videos, finishing off two series that I’ve been working on since last May! The first one is Big Clit Big Squirt Part I, which is mostly a masturbation video with my fingers and my favorite glass toy (which I bought at Purple Passion/DV8 in NYC, my favorite sex shop). You get to see me go from all covered up by panties to squirting like crazy.
Once I’m excited, I can’t keep my hands off my big clitty! From Big Clit Big Squirt II
The biggest new thing in this one is that I started experimenting with not wearing a mask here, using a mosaic instead. I’m still working out just how heavy a mosaic I need to use–or, more importantly, how light a mosaic I can get away with using. I’m really interested to hear what people think of the mosaic. Is it more fun or sexier than using a full-on mask, or is it distracting and more distancing? Personally, I really like it, maybe because I’ve watched so many JAV scenes with mosaics; it makes me feel like I’m in a JAV scene! Please, if you’ve watched the video, let me know!
I don’t always penetrate myself when I jerk off, but once in a while, it feels reallllllly good! From Big Clit, Big Squirt Part I
The second one is Big Clit Big Squirt, Part II, which is nine minutes of pumping masturbation, and, more than anything else, squirting. This is definitely one of the wettest videos I’ve shot in ages. If you like squirting, this is a good one to buy. I only have the one image for that one (the one at the top of the post), sorry. I’ll post more soon! Anyhow, this one has me trying out two different clit pumps, including a new one I’d never used before–the one in the picture at the top. There’s lots and lots of closeup jerking off in this one, and lots of moaning. Prime big clit porn!
Bodybuilder legs and curled toes, thanks to the Hitachi. From Rikochan Gets Reamed.
The third video is Rikochan Gets Reamed, Part III of the Pouty Slave’s lesson, a series that clocks in at a total of about 45 minutes long. I’m seriously thinking of putting it out as a DVD, just for fun, so that I could say I had at least one DVD to my name. Do I have any fans out there who have experience in DVD authoring and packaging who’d be willing to do the work of getting it together in trade for the videos (or something else)? Experienced, please!
Mmmm, so many sensations at once!
I don’t have a picture of it here, but there’s a part at the beginning of this where Lady Clarece stuffs my pussy with the biggest dildo I’ve ever had inside me. It’s so big she can only get the head in, and you can really hear me squealing and moaning as she sllllloooowly pushes it in. It felt so good and yet hurt so much. She knew exactly where the line was for me. I’m definitely going to ask her to try that one again! And then there’s some light anal play with a few different toy, followed by shattering Hitachi orgasm.
Tell Me What You Want to See
So, as you can tell I’m doing a lot more shooting lately, and I’m trying to plan a lot more for the rest of the year, too. I’ve got a shoot set up for tomorrow, in fact! The clips are still up in the air, but, in addition to big clit porn, we’re thinking of shooting some stuff that we have haven’t done so much. I’m trying to expand and try new things again, as I do everyone once in a while.
One of my most requested kinds of porn that I really haven’t done much of is gaping. My ONE anal gaping pic is one of my most popular shots ever. Same with my anal hook shot. To this day, it still gets a lot of traffic. And any time I post a video that has even a little anal action (like Rikochan Gets Reamed) I get TONS of request for more anal stuff.
So tomorrow I might be shooting some of that! I might also be doing more of a pain/pleasure type clip than I have done before, with more spanking and crops and that kind of thing, combined with forced orgasms–plural, I’m thinking. And, finally, I’m probably going to be shooting some facesitting. I’ve only shot a tiny bit of that (at least, where I’m the top), and then it was just me and my partner working the camera, so very shaky and hard to see. This time it’ll be me sitting on a guy’s face while another person shoots, so hopefully a much better video. I predict lots of squirting again.
One of my favorite masturbation techniques. From Big Clit Big Squirt I
Beyond that I’m seriously starting to think about experimenting more. I might finally do some camming this month, and I’m maybe going to be shooting video with a very cool friend of mine who makes very cool art porn (and is also a stripper and domme and former Suicide Girl, I think!). And I’m seriously looking into maybe shooting with a Japanese company. I really, really want to have made one JAV DVD in my life, and they love to shoot AV debut style videos with interesting and unusual women. My guess is that I would be classified as Muscle MILF, more or less. Not sure how they would deal with my clit, though, since most JAV is censored for genitals. There are studios that shoot uncensored, but that’s mostly just I really want to be on a big clit porn DVD! I feel like there just aren’t enough of them out there, and I want to make one before DVDs disappear forever!
I might even be doing some b/g stuff-apart from Kraka, I mean. I’m not sure what, yet. Maybe just blowjobs? I could definitely see myself doing an oral orgy, a blowbang where the guys also go down on me. But I really do like the idea of a hotwife-style video, and I’ve never gotten to play with BBC, either. I feel like I should get to try that at least once in my life, right? In fact, apart from Japanese women, I’ve only ever had sex with one person of color in my life (Mistress Treasure) and that’s something I definitely want to change.
Not sure about b/g penetration-would probably be condom-only, which might make it not worthwhile, from a sales perspective. Still thinking about that part of it. But I’ve gotten a lot of encouragement both in my personal life (the people in my life are fine with me doing whatever I want, with whoever I want, as long as they get to shoot it) and from my fans to try new things, so new things will definitely be happening this year!
What do you want to see from me–big clit porn or otherwise? Please, please, please tell me in the comments! It’s ok if it’s stuff we’ve talked about before. I’m really trying to see it all with fresh eyes this year, so let me know…
I need to remember that booty shorts are a great thing. Also, hello foot fetish fans. How are you?
Do you follow me on Facebook and Twitter? If not, you should! Why? For a couple reasons. The most important one (to me) is that it makes me very happy to have more followers (because, shockingly, I am a little bit of an exhibitionist, in my own way!) and also see you all there, where I can hear what you have to say and see your posts and so on. Also it helps me to get the word out about my projects. A like or especially a reshare or a retweet really, really help me. Like, you have no idea. I know not everyone can signal boost every hardcore porn shot, but whatever you can do to help means so much to me.
My legs are looking strong here. Oh, and, yes: massive clit!
I’m Always There
I’m not sure which of the other reasons is most important to you guys, though. But I have a few ideas. The first one is that, obviously, sometimes I post stuff on there before I post it on here. Especially when I’m super-busy with other non-fun, non-Rikochanpornstar related stuff in the horrible, boring vanilla world. Like I have been recently–Yeah, I didn’t get home from work until after midnight last night, and I start at 9 a.m.! That’s crazy, right? It’s not like I stop thinking about the sexy stuff, it’s just that I don’t have time (or more likely) privacy enough to sit down and write up an actual post for you guys. So I tweet and post when I have a spare second!
You want to see my real-life fucking? Catch me on Twitter. Holy shit my clit is enormous! WTF! 🙂
For example, allllll of these pictures showed up on my Twitter and Facebook over the past week or so. And I’m sure there were more, actually, especially gym shots, and especially on Facebook. Some of those never make it over to here, just because I don’t have time to keep track of them all and transfer them here and write posts to go with them (like this one). Sometimes, yes. But not always!
So if you want gym pics, check out both my regular Facebook page and my Facebook entertainer page! Both get pics, and they aren’t always the same ones. I know, it’s a pain in the ass to use both, but there are some advantages to having an entertainer page, so I started one. Help me out by liking the page, please!
Oh hai, clitty. Just hanging out. A little hair in this shot for a change! I was tempted to paint it out in Photoshop, but, eh, I’m ok with a little hair. I don’t always clean it all up if it’s just an impromptu fuck that turns into an impromptu cell picture or two. Kind of fun this way…
I actually have started to do live chats very occasionally on Facebook too, on my entertainer page. Just text chats, but it’s fun, although I need to start scheduling them ahead of time instead of just doing them spur of the moment. Who’s interested in that? Let me know in the comments here, or, better still, on facebook!
Of course, on Twitter I can post way pornier stuff. And there’s all sorts of other stuff on there, too. I chat with some of my sex worker friends, post a little bit about some activism that’s important to me: Mostly sex work stuff, but a little bit of everything, except for the election. No thanks!
Suddenly I have an ass! Like an actual little ass. Looked at old pictures today, and OMG, I had NO ass. This is only the start…
I even have a tumblr but that’s mostly just me reblogging things I think are sexy, but hopefully not blatantly stolen content…that sucks. I honestly only use that once in a while, but some people love it, so I’ve got one, anyhow.
And, yes, I’m still working on my next clip for my video studio. It’ll be out soon!
More for those who requested glamour/pin-up work, and, of course, a little something for my leg and foot fetish fans! Photography by the very talented Mayumism.
Let me say right at the beginning that I love porn. I love every part of it. Everything from homemade hardcore to the crazy s&m stuff they shoot at Kink.com and even the super-hard forced orgasms they at Sexually Broken to Andrew Blake slow-motion erotica to the sweet girl/girl next door erotica they shoot at Girlfriend Films. The same goes for photography–I can be just as happy looking at badly lit cell phone pictures on Fetlife of raw, real sex as I can be ogling the most perfectly retouched Playmate.
Hardcore and More
And I like to make all kinds of porn, too. I love the raw, amateur look of my homemade porn. I’m not at all ashamed of the down-and-dirty clips I make, and judging by the feedback I get, other people enjoy them, too! Yes, I would love to shoot in a higher-end, Andrew Blake style movie with a gorgeous model like Justine Joli or Jelena Jensen or Aria Giovanni. I’m afraid that I’m such a shy and terrible actor that I’d be bad at it, but I’d love to try just the same. Maybe a good director could make me look good? Anyhow, it’s a dream, to make some erotica to go with my porn. Maybe someday…
The same goes for the pictures I post. Some of my favorite shots ever of me are just cellphone snapshots taken right in the middle of actual fucking. I love that realness, even if the pictures aren’t very well composed, if the lighting isn’t right, even if the focus is a little off. I just think there’s something about them that comes through–the actual sex, if you know what I mean. I mean, of course for me, I can actually remember (sometimes anyhow!) the moment they were taken, and I can feel all those feelings again, or at least the echo of them. And from what people tell me, they’re sometimes able to feel a little bit of that sexual energy, too. But I also yearn for glamor and pin-up shots and the naughtiness sexiness of the Camera Club-style ’50s Irving Klaw stuff.
Going for Glamour
Here, at least I don’t have to only dream. I’ve been lucky enough to work with some really good photographers, and one of the best whose work I can share is Mayumism! Mayumi always makes me look so good, and we’ve started shooting some glamour work in her style, and I love it! She’s got great ideas, and she always makes me look good, finds angles and poses and lines that I didn’t know I had in me. That’s the difference between working with a GWC and a real artist; you’re just a part of their vision, and they can show you new sides of yourself. This shoot, in which we were trying to really evoke something a little different, a little more old-fashioned, was hard for me, in some ways, because I don’t see myself that way at all. In my eyes, I am big and awkward and square and I have no sexy lines or curves of the cheesecake kind.
But somehow, working with Mayumi on this latest shoot was actually very fun–I got to make art in a piece of art, a very lovely old lived-in Eames chair. It’s amazing how the right prop can really help you get into the mood of the shoot. For me it’s usually a spreader bar or something extreme like that. I mean, as a prop, havin a clit pump attached to you really does change your head space. I just never expected that a gorgeous antique chair might do the same thing.
I can’t tell you how fun it was to be thinking and talking about posing like Bettie Page on this classic piece, the soft, scarred old leather cradling my skin as I tried to find suggestively sexy poses. It’s surprisingly hard if all you’ve made is kind of extreme porn to think of ways to be alluring without showing all the goods! Eventually, however, I was able to get more relaxed than usual, and I think the pictures show it. The one above is my favorite yet from this series, though I’ve loved the other Rikochan erotica in this series, too!
This picture is from several months ago, so my body looks different (and better, I think) now, but I’m still so happy with how my legs look in my sexy stilettos! I hope you like the picture, and I hope you’re looking forward to the next shots as much as I am!
Annie Rivieccio was one of my original inspirations for both bodybuilding and nude modeling. Photo used with kind permission from Annie!)
When a woman builds bulk on her body, she’s making a decision to sculpt a better version of herself. She’s changing her identity. She’s breaking the mold of convention and embracing the nontraditional. Whether she intends to compete or not is irrelevant. The desire to gain maximum muscularity is a statement unto itself. It says “I’m reinventing myself, whether you like it or not.~Ryan Takahashi
I love that quote, almost as much as I love the picture of Annie Rivieccio above it. Both of them really speak to me, and to what I’ve been going through for a while now. Annie set me on the path, and Ryan helped to me to understand it a little better. You see, I’m working more than ever to change my own body, going harder and harder in the gym with a real goal in mind, embracing a new, bigger, more powerful body, the body I was genetically meant to have, and the one that I spent so many years struggling against, the body I’d tried so hard to destroy. Before I got started, before those first pictures I saw of Annie, I never could have imagined building up my body, instead of tearing it down.
Worshipping My Muscles?
You wouldn’t believe how many requests I get for calf-muscle worship sessions with scissor-grip domination and trampling. Or maybe you would?
These days, things are totally different. Not only am I eating more (and better) than I ever have in my life, I’m also more dedicated than ever in the gym, but I’ve also got a real fitness goal for the first time, too. I’m giving myself six months to get in the best shape of my life, and then I’m going to start shooting…a lot. Modeling. Videos. Erotica. Porn. I’m going to branch out and try new things again. I want to work with other people again, and I this time I don’t want people thinking, “Rikochan’s so lucky to work with those women with their killer bodies.” This time, I want people to think, “She’s so lucky to be working with Rikochan, what a killer body!” I don’t want to look “good” or fit.” I want to look crazy fit. I want to look what society will call freaky. I want people to stop me in the street to ask me if I compete, though I’m not planning to. As Ryan Takahashi says (in his blog, The Adventures of Ryan Takahashi, which is a great tribute to female bodybuilding), I want to break the mold of convention. I want to be something different and new and powerful.
As I work harder and get bigger, I’ve been thinking a lot about muscle worship. Why? Well, partly it’s because I’ve been getting an amazing number of requests for muscle worship sessions, mostly from people who want to worship my calves or be crushed between my thighs in a scissor grip. Sometimes they just to worship my muscles! I don’t do sessions yet, although I have thought about it, but I am always very, very flattered to be asked. And surprised, too! After all, the only muscle worship I’ve been involved in up to now has been as the worshipper, not the worshipped. I’m used to being the muscle lover, although that wasn’t always the case. Loving other women’s muscles was how I got started on this whole journey.
I’m more used to being the muscle worshipper than the worshipped. Mistress Treasure’s bicep was like a rock! (This photograph by Mayumism)
Enter Annie Rivieccio
I’m not surprised anymore when people ask to worship my big clit; I get that one, since I now understand that it is pretty fabulous (yes, I have come to terms with its fabulous-ness, ha). I’ve even developed a real fetish for big clits myself, ever since I discovered Denise Masino‘s amazing Muscle Elegance Magazine with Annie Rivieccio, which Kraka brought home for us to look at one day. Of course I was happy to see other women with “endowments” like mine–even bigger! That made me so happy. And he told me that was why he’d brought it home for me. And that was true. But it wasn’t the whole story.
Every part of Annie is powerful, and every part is gorgeous. What an inspiration!
He later admitted that it was at least as much because of his secret love for female muscle, which he hoped I might learn to love, too. And he was right. I did. I do. That single issue changed everything for me. The clits were affirming, but it was the muscle that was the real revelation. I can remember looking at the powerful pictorial of Annie in her stables, massive and nude, hosing herself down, her sleek offseason muscles shining and shimmering. Yes, I think there was a hint of a big clitty between the massive, sculpted columns of her thighs in that shoot, but at that time all I had eyes for was those thighs! I just couldn’t stop looking at them.
Fit or Female: A False Choice
Here I’d been working on running my legs down to to skin and bones (I got way past having a thigh gap at one point, though I didn’t know that term then–think Æon Flux). And here was this beautiful woman whose legs…her legs were big and powerful and strong. On purpose! For me, that was a big realization, because at one point, I’d also had huge quads, as a volleyball player in high school. My legs had put on muscle far more easily than the other girls’ had, and people had teased me about it, said that I looked like a speedskater. Eventually, I quit, and I starved those muscles away. So this woman who’d specifically trained to build her legs up specifically because she wanted to look like that, and not as the accidental freakish side effect of sports…I can’t tell you what that meant to me.
More than a decade after I first saw her, Annie still looks amazing, still inspires me…
Not to mention those enormous delts, and her great pecs and lovely natural breasts…Her boobs were so striking to me. I’d been working on getting fit, at around the time Kraka brought home the magazine (I think that was the trigger for admitting his secret fetish), and, as I got thinner, I had been mourning the slow loss of my boobs, which I do sometimes. In the past, I’d been happy to look like a prepubescent with no boobs or ass, like every good Japanese girl who wants to look like a child-bride. I’d had a borderline eating disorder, too. I’d been destroying my body. But now I was recovering (in fact, I had gotten pretty fat at one point), and now I wanted to be fit, but I also wanted to look like a woman…whatever that means. For me, that meant boobs, and the only way I ever had boobs was to be overweight. I was really struggling with what I thought was the choice between being fit and looking like a woman. I know that that’s a false choice, but that’s what I’d learned, growing up in Japan.
Another Way to Be a Woman
And then suddenly here was Annie, showing me a whole different way to be a woman. A strong woman, who was sexy despite not looking like anyone else I’d ever seen–not like any actress, any model, not even any of the athletes I knew. Her breasts were even smaller than mine, but still so incredibly sexy, sitting on those broad pectoral muscles. They were different, but there was still a hint of curve, and those lovely erect nipples…you just knew they were crazy sensitive. You have to realize, this was a long time ago; there wasn’t any crossfit then! You never looked up and saw a muscle girl sitting across from you in the subway, the way you sometimes can now. As Ryan says, it was breaking the mold of convention and embracing the nontraditional. The very, very nontraditional.
It was a key moment for me, and an incredibly liberating one. I not only gradually stopped being ashamed of my body and its tendency to grow muscle, I actually started to be proud of it. Looking for more pictures of Annie, I dug deeper and deeper into the culture of FBB erotica, porn, and sessions. I haunted all sorts of bodybuilding bulletin boards under all kinds of different names, and I eventually discovered all sorts of amazing women to inspire me. The more I lived online in that world, the more natural it started to feel to start sharing pictures and then videos of myself online, too. In fact, I started to experiment in all kinds of new ways. Eventually, I started this blog as a way of sharing some of the things I was going through–and because I have become a kind of shy exhibitionist, too!
Annie’s clearly pretty comfortable in her own skin. I hope I get there someday!
Now I’ve kind of made a little name for myself online, and I even have my own clips4sale studio, and I’ve even got some muscle worship and posing videos on it. I’m even friends (at least online) with some of the very women that originally inspired me. I’ve even in touch with Annie on Facebook, and she’s so cool and generous and funny (see the picture above): She even sent me a bunch of pictures to choose from for this post yesterday! Maybe someday I’ll get to work with her and thank her in person, but in the meanwhile, this little post is my way of saying thanks for her part in opening my mind to a different and (for me) better way to be a woman. So: Thanks, Annie!
Where to Find Annie Rivieccio Online
If you’re as big a fan of Annie as I am, you probably already know her excellent website, Muscle Angels, which is full of her amazing pictures of her female bodybuilder friends. If you haven’t checked it out, you should: it’s great–well worth the cost. You might not know her clips4sale studio, Female Muscle Movies, though. I just checked (and bought a couple of videos) and it’s got almost 500 crazy-sexy videos on it from Annie and her FBB friends too.
I love how the angle makes my clit look huge and Kraka’s cock look small! Kraka has understandably mixed feelings about this one!
Hi everyone! I’m back from almost two weeks of vacation in the vanilla world, and, wow, I am glad to be back! Of course, since I know you are all waiting for sexy pics, I’ve got a little collection for you from my trip! If you follow me on Twitter, Facebook, or Fetlife, you’ve already seen a little more than half of these mobile porn and progress pictures. If you don’t follow me on some kind of social network, you should! Day-to-day, that’s where you can find me. I visit and post on Facebook the most frequently by far, but I can’t publish the fully X-rated versions of my pictures there, so I usually just post a link to them one of my other social networks.
This was one of the most popular non-clit pictures I’ve ever posted, I guess because I got brave and showed just a little bit of my face!
If you want to hear my daily chat (which can range from a lot to nothing at all) and get links to my pics, follow me on Facebook. If you just want porn and links, follow me on Twitter (or Fetlife, if you’re there). Anyone can follow me on Facebook, and I am pretty accepting of new friends, too, unless your stream is super full of hate or intolerance! The second through sixth pictures below are cell-phone pictures that I posted during my vacation. The picture at the top is a bonus (also a cellphone picture, are all these pictures, except the last two) so that the people who already follow me will have something new to see. The last two pictures are one month older. One showed up on social media and one from the same day shows up here for the first time.
I kind of love this picture, because it shows just a bit of progress all over…pecs, traps, delts, arms. Not a lot, but, to me, everything looks just a little bit tighter…
Anyhow, I’m sooo glad to be back and able to blog and look at porn without worrying that my vanilla family and friends are going to see it over my shoulder or on my phone. But that’s not to say I didn’t look at a TON of porn, and even make a little too. The family in question was older, and the pace of the vacation was…slow. But I trained a lot, and I slept and ate a lot, and I still had a lot of time sitting around to browse and make porn and bodybuilding pictures and videos.
I think my calves are starting to look hard! This was taken during a workout at a Gold’s Gym on my vacation. Nice gym!
I think this might be my first vacation in ages where I ended the week in better shape than when I started it. I put on a little fat, sure (there was cake made from scratch), but I lifted crazy amounts, doing super-high volume, heavy kettle bell workouts for a good part of the time. Maybe most important, though, is all the sleep I got. With no work and no cats to wake me up, I got a minimum of eight hours of sleep a night (sometimes ten!), and I could feel it doing good things to me! I grew! I could feel myself growing! I also felt sooo much less sore and achey after even the hardest workouts…way less than I would have on my normal 5 to 6 hours of sleep a night. I know, it’s not enough. I know, believe me, I know.
Pinching Rikochan’s big clit makes it look like a little futanari cock, right?
I’m making a real effort to get more sleep since I’ve come back. My sleep cycle is all messed up, though, and it’s made me miss a couple of gym days this week, which makes me crazy. Kraka (who is a morning person–I’m not) is going to get me up for the next couple days until I am back in my groove. I can still get in all my workouts for the week, with a couple 2-a-days, and and I’m determined to make it!
This is another crazy-popular picture I posted during vacation. I can’t imagine why! 😉
As you can see above, I didn’t just post bodybuilding progress pictures. There was some big-clit fun, too. The color on those two is a little funny, and I thought about correcting it in Photoshop, but then I decided that these pictures have already been posted, and I was happy enough with them as mobile pics, and I’m going to let them stand. Anyhow, I think the people who are likely to like this kind of picture are going to forgive the color balance because giant clit! I think I’m looking pretty huge in these, right? I think it’s partly the angle, because I’m sure I’ve been pumped up bigger than this (these are unpumped by very, very excited). But maybe not by much!
This SFW pecs progress picture appeared on my social networks. I love this picture: I think it makes my pecs look way bigger than they normally do!
Finally, the picture above and the picture below are a couple of pictures from February. Not bad for a Japanese girl, right?
This is how my delts looked on Valentine’s Day!
Anyhow, I had a good vacation, and I’ve tons of pictures to share and ideas about things to write about. It’s funny how getting some rest can really recharge you, right?
I’m finally back in the gym, back at work, and back to blogging for you–and for myself! I miss it when I don’t have the time or the energy (I was SO SICK this past week) to share sexy pictures and stories with you. I miss the anonymous exhibitionist rush! I may not have been well enough to do a real post this week, but I have gotten a ton of feedback on images and posts and polls even though I haven’t been sharing much new stuff. I got crazy amounts of love on Facebook, and a ton of new friends–same with Fetlife. I can’t tell you how nice it was too see all the comments and likes popping up on my latest pictures by Mayumi, for example. It was a nice boost to my mood, and it made me even more determined to get better so that I could get back to the gym. (I finally made it back today!) I got so much feedback and so many requests that I thought I’d do an all-request-pictures post and put up the stuff that you guys requested or seemed to enjoy the most. How’s that sound?
My most-popular and most-popular stuff lately has been leg shots, so here’s another one for you! (Click on all the pictures for full-size version!)
The most popular thing I’ve done lately by far is show off my legs! Granted, the picture I’m sharing with you above isn’t as good as Mayumi’s, but I still think it’s kind of nice. My toes kind of have the curled over look of a ballerina en pointe (I imagine), but actually, it’s just that I have fucked up feet! I am tall for a Japanese woman of my age, and there were never nice shoes that fit me right when I was living there, so of course I wore nice shoes that didn’t fit me right. I think the composition of this shot was kind of nice. I get a lot of requests for erotica shots, too, and I think this is about as close as I get to that…
I’ve got itty bitty titties, but I think they are kind of cute. People seem to enjoy playing with them, anyhow!
Next up surprisingly (to me at least), is my boobs. Why? I accidentally republished my poll on whether or not I should get breast implants. There was an issue with my blog, and I ended up sending out several emails to my Rikochanpornstar subscribers about posts that were supposedly new but weren’t really. I lost a lot a of subscribers who thought I was spamming them. I’m so sorry! Please come back: The problem is fixed! Anyhow, the breast implants poll got a ton of new votes, and several other boob related posts got lots of traffic and comments as a result. The verdict is currently 52 to 48 percent in favor, more or less. But pretty much everyone said that they are very nice as is, in any case. And soooo many people said I should decide for myself. Don’t worry! I’m going to decide for myself! I still like to know what everyone thinks.
My big clitty in my favorite crotchless panties!
Next is my big clitty! People keep requesting, loving, sharing, clicking, liking and loving it, and even to ask me all sorts of questions about it. I’m always surprised at just how curious people are about my clitty. I mean, I like it pretty well, myself, and I enjoy other women’s big clits in porn, too, but, still, I’m continually surprised at how fascinating people seem to find it. Like, I have some fans who are 100 percent obsessed with it. I get requests from people who live as far away as Eastern Europe to come and worship it. Like, they would travel all the way to New York, just to worship my clit. In fact, I get a crazy number of offers to travel to New York City and then pay me to worship it! (Sorry, I’m not doing sessions…yet!) I still have trouble believing that. Maybe it’s because, to me, it’s something I see every day?
Anyhow, I promise, I’ll have my FAQ up soon! Showing off my big clit in my favorite crotchless panties has been the most popular way people seem to be liking my clitty, so I found an unused bonus picture from one of my crotchless shoots (I have probably 10,000 unused pictures) that I thought my big clit fans might enjoy. I love how long and fat it is here, and how much of the glans is showing, even without the hood pulled back!
Finally, I am getting huge numbers of requests for more porn clips. I’m sorry, I don’t have anything new to add to my studio yet, but, I should have some soon. I know, I’ve been saying that for weeks! I’m so sorry! Soon! In the meanwhile, let me leave you with a picture from a video shoot I’ve been working on. Here’s my pussy, looking well fucked. I’m covered in sweat and soaked from the wet orgasms I gave myself with a variety of dildos. I was sore the next day! I love how completely spread open I am this, and how my labia are completely stretched wide open, and stuck by sweat to my thighs, completely exposing my pussy…
Everyone wants seems to want more hardcore porn, and I’m happy to grant their wishes! Clips soon!
Hope you liked my all-request post. Let me know in the comments what else you’d like to see…I’m in a sharing mood!