Hi everyone! Today I’m kicking off a series of quickie posts that I hope to keep going. I’m aiming for the next few weeks, but really it should last longer. I need to get back in the habit of posting here on my main blog. This is especially true now that Fosta/Sesta is closing down other avenues of getting my stuff out there – RIP Tumblr – for example. Just to be clear, that laws doesn’t help ANYONE. All it does is make life worse for people who do any kind of sex…or even sexy…work. The people behind these laws aren’t “rescuing” anyone, and anyone who thinks they are is a dupe.
ANYHOW…I’ve been having a lot of thoughts about that lately, but maybe that’s a rant for another time. For now I just wanted to let you all know that I’m alive and well and stuck in the maze of vanilla-world work and selling a piece of property. I’m hoping that completing the latter will let me pull back from the former, however, because I’m starting to really miss my exhibitionist life, and hearing from you guys, and making porn, too.
Here Comes the Porn Again!
I don’t have any recent pictures to share, but I thought you all might like to see a few older pictures that I hadn’t shared before, at least. If you are missing pictures from me, you can at least see some non-adult ones on my Instagram, by the way, and I try to show up on Twitter when I can too, though I’ve been pretty absent from there lately, too. That should all change soon though!
Well, that was just a quick hello…more to come, and I really hope you enjoyed these few pictures as much as I enjoyed looking over them.
RIP Tumblr, that’s the bad news. Or a symptom of the bad news, anyhow. The good news is that looking at old shots of mine always gets me in the mood to make new ones, so expect to see something fun soon, both blog posts and new Big Clit Porn!
Hi everyone! Just a quick note to say hi and share a few pictures. I’ve been having a great time working on powerlifting, but now it’s time to take a little break and get back into my regularly scheduled porn and bodybuilding. I missed writing in here and hearing from you guys and, frankly, I missed showing off a little bit. It’s always pretty strange to me, who thinks of herself as such a shy person, but on the internet at least it turns out I’m a little bit of an exhibitionist. So it’s time to flex my porn muscles again!
From Powerlifting Back to Porn
My boobs always get bigger when I put on weight, but this time I built up my pecs too. They’ve never quite looked like this before!
I had a lot of fun powerlifting, and I actually set a bunch of person records recently at a little competition. I’ll write about that another time, though, maybe. For now, I just wanted to say that I feel strong and happy and accomplished, and it’s time for a few weeks of rest. As much as I love to lift as hard and heavy as I can, your body definitely feels it. When you hit 10 to 20 pound personal records in all three lifts on one day at an event you trained for for many months, it’s time to take a break from actual muscles and start working on my porn muscles again.
I deserve it!
One thing I’m sure of is that I’m extremely happy with the way my body changed during the lifting. I wasn’t always sure, though, to be honest. I gained about 10 pounds more than I’m comfortable with. 10 pounds of fat, I mean. I’m happy to gain any amount of muscle. I haven’t ever felt like I needed to have less muscle. More is always better for me. At least, so far! In fact, I’ve written before about maybe having bigorexia, but that’s another story!
This is by far the most muscular my delts have EVER looked in a picture, and I love it! It’s kind of a goofy picture, but that’s ok!
Anyhow, I built myself up as much as I could (I weighed a little over 160, which is a LOT of for me) as I was getting ready for my meet. Since then, I’ve dropped 10 pounds, mostly fat and water, I would say, and I’m feeling more confident than ever that I might just be kind of sexy to look at.
You what that means: porn!
First, though, I wanted to go back and look at the pictures I shot when I was at my heaviest. Ever since I first caught the photography disease when I first started posting on the Newart pumping forums, I’ve been of the opinion that you should as many pictures as you can convince someone to point the camera at you, and that you should use timers and so on when you can’t find a photographer.
Being strong and muscular kind of makes you feel like a superhero sometimes!
Even if you’re not feeling sexy, it’s incredibly helpful to have the pictures just as a document of that time in your life. You’re only going to live each day, week, and month once. You might as well examine each day, week, and month the best you can so that you can live the next days, weeks, and months better, right?
So I went back and looked at a set of a couple hundred shots from that time, just to see how I really looked. You know, versus how I felt about my body at that time. These pictures were shot about exactly one month ago as sort of test shots for my new place and my new lighting setup, and I was exactly 10 pounds heavier then.
This is just a weird shot. I guess it shows how big my legs got, and, you know, a clitty bulge.
I really didn’t love these pictures at the time, and I wasn’t expecting to feel anything but relief that I had dropped some weight. I thought I’d at least look at them for comparison’s sake, and maybe to start checking out how the lighting looked last time.
The Truth Is in the Pics
The weird thing was, I started to think that maybe these pics of me at my powerlifting heaviest were actually pretty cool. I’m pretty round, but I look pretty powerful, too, I think. And, of course, I’m not anywhere near as large as I thought I was. To tell the truth, I look more muscular and bigger now after dropping some weight, because that’s always the way with muscle and fat, once you have a certain amount.
This is what you were waiting for, right, some of you? New big clit pics!
Anyhow, they document me at a time when I was eating a lot and lifting very hard, and I thought some of you might enjoy them. It’s kind of a random selection, and I’m trying out a new system for posting on my blog, and, to tell you the truth, I feel a little bit rusty in the whole blogging and porn making thing.
Waking Up My Porn Muscles
It’s not that I suddenly got shy or prudish, it’s just that I haven’t been writing or making porn (or even really having much sex lately). I just got that busy with work and lifting. And all these things are kind of like muscles, too. If you don’t use them, they atrophy a little also!
That’s the last picture for now. But, if there are still people out there reading who want to see more, let me know and there will be more!
So…yeah, this is kind of ramble-y, but that’s ok, right? I’m flexing my porn muscles again, and getting ready to start to exercising them again, harder. I just hope they don’t hurt too much the day after tomorrow!
You might think you’re going to dominate my big clit, but there’s a good chance you’re going to end up worshipping my big clit energy!
I’m feeling different about my clit these days. I’ve loved it since I was able to understand that it was desirable despite its uniqueness, but even so, I’ve always been shy about it, like I’m shy about everything, I’ve always been submissive about it, like I’m submissive about everything. But something has been changing, lately, and I’m feeling a pride, a power, an energy…a big clit energy!
Big Clit Submissive
Just to be clear, when I say that I’m shy about my big clit, it’s not to say that I’m ashamed or embarrassed about it, because it’s a big clit. It’s just that I’m shy in general, and especially about sex and showing my body and asking for what I want. I’m really, truly very submissive in that way. I don’t hesitate to stand up for what I believe in, but I’m terrible about saying what I want. But I can feel that changing.
Having a stable, long-term partner helped me see that I can say no, and that’s a huge deal for a submissive woman. But it wasn’t until I started fucking other people that I really internalized that I could say not only say yes, but that I could say what I actually wanted, and that, while doing so might be scary, it could also actually be amazingly fun—that’s when I started to feel this big clit energy.
Sure, mostly what I want is to completely at the mercy of a partner who, within my limits, does what they want to me, taking control of my body, my orgasms, and even—and maybe especially—taking control of my mind and pulling me out of my endless monolog of fears, doubts, and worries, and into the white hot now of subspace and surrender.
But as I grow and learn, I’m discovering that this yearning to surrender control doesn’t mean that I’m only passive, that I can’t ever reach that same kind of release and presence in the moment if my partner happens to be able to perfectly read me, to play me like an instrument without having any sheet music. Sure, improvisation is fine, but any improv requires queues from all the people playing, and sometimes turns out that it works better if I’m one of the musicians, not one of the instruments.
When I started playing with other people, I realized that my big clit had a sort of hypnotic power over people. Like, even the most dominant ones generally ended up completely focused on it. Sure, they thought they were dominating it, but a lot of them ended up worshipping it, ended up climatized. Suddenly, I had power over them—a kind of big clit energy, and nowhere do I feel more than when people are worshipping with their mouths.
You can’t resist it the power of my clit!
Suck My She-Dick!
Since I’ve started playing and working with other people, I’ve learned that I can’t just wait for them to get what works, so I’ve become increasingly aggressive about it. Just about everything feels nice, but if you want to make me jerk and shudder and bounce and squirt and COME, you need to do what I tell you.
Butterfly kisses and gentle licks are fine, especially while we’re getting started, but I’m going to need you to really get in there and blow me, once we get going. I’m going to want to feel you sucking my whole big clit into your mouth as far as it can go, to the point that you pull in my swollen labia and try to swallow it, putting you whole tongue along the sensitive underside, licking as deep into my pussy as you can get, shaking your head like a dog with a bone, moaning and groaning into my fat pussy, like you’ve got a cock in your mouth and you’re giving it a hummer.
That’s right, like it’s a cock. If that idea bothers you, you should tap out now, but my guess is you won’t. No one ever does. In fact, I want you to use every blow job technique you’ve ever seen. Straight girls and bi men have an easier time with this, once they get the idea, since they’re probably pretty good at blowjobs…at least the ones that I’m likely to play with. Straight guys can get a little freaked out at this idea, though. But none of them, if they haven’t experienced big clit energy before, are quite ready for the experience.
They aren’t used to finding themselves pushed down and pulled up into a woman’s pussy by strong, muscular arms. They don’t know that it’s the moving up and down the shaft of my two-inch clit, sliding the foreskin on and off the the glans that drives me crazy. They don’t know that it’s watching them bobbing up and down and hearing—and feeling—the wet slurping and moaning that drives me one hundred percent absolutely fucking mad.
What are you waiting for?
They don’t know what it does to me to hear them gasping for breath and sputtering and gagging when I squirt and squirt and squirt into them, filling their mouths and their throats until the hot liquid has nowhere to go but up and out their noses. They don’t know how powerful and wild and strong it makes me feel to see them make eye contact with me, when I let them up to breathe, their face a wet, swollen mess and their eyes tearing and red and running, completely wrecked and panting and coughing but dazzled and dazed and smiling and proud for having served me well…
Following My Big Clit Energy
Anyhow, I’m not a domme. I don’t think I’m even really a switch. But these days I definitely get the appeal, and I’m still growing as a sexual person. Who knows where I might end up if I follow my big clit energy?
Hey everyone! I hope you are all having a sexy Decemeber! I’m working like crazy on so many projects and sadly only a few of them are very sexy at the moment. I hope to have some news about a new video for my fetish clips studio soon, but in the meanwhile, I want to share a bunch of my latest bodybuilding progress pics with you!
I never wear a bra in real life, but I do like the way my lats are stretching out this lingerie bra!
Again, I’m more active at the moment on social networking, so if you follow me on Twitter and Facebook, you will have already seen some of these pictures. But, don’t worry, there are a bunch of pics, both bodybuilding progress pics and plain old porn pics, that are only showing up for the first time right here on my blog, because, to be honest, my blog is really my first love. This is where I really ought to be spending more of my time, especially as social media gets more toxic and crazy. I need to be spending more time making porn and less time reading other people’s tweets…
Front view of me in that lingerie. I like this one because it combines pecs progress and some nipple pumping. Yay, nipple pumping!
I’ve been really focusing on my bodybuilding progress lately, and especially my bench. My legs and back are hella strong, but not so much the rest of my upper body. My current goal is to be able to bunch 100 lbs, which I shamefully can’t do at the moment. But I’m making pretty good progress. I had a lot of fun working with my trainer yesterday on dumbbell bench and floor press. I’m sore today, and I’m resting eating a TON so I can grow, grow, grow my muscles.
I’ve been working really hard, and I hope you can see some results!
I don’t have a lot of sex news to tell you, but at least I can show you a couple of sexy pictures, right? My clitty is still nice and big, and I pump it as often as I can, given that at the moment, I mostly fall asleep as soon as I get into bed. I really need to get back into a good sex and porn groove!
I don’t know why, but this is one of my favorite pictures of this post! Maybe it’s the round delt? Maybe it’s the nipples?
I’m hoping I get to change that tonight! I bought a milking machine to jumpstart my ecchi life again. I’m suuuuuper interested in lactation, and I think this will be the first step in getting that started. I’m looking into the various meds and herbs that can help, too! I’m pretty conservative about things like that, though, but even so I think that it’s possible I might be able to get a little bit of milky porn made in the first half of 2017. I can’t tell you how excited that idea makes me, having bigger breast that are swollen with milk and nipples that are engorged and sensitive all the time!
I don’t post too many unflexed full body shots, but here’s one just to keep it honest. I’ve still got some chub to lose, but at least you can see that I *have* abs. Also, clit pumping!
Is this something you, my fans and friends would be interested in seeing? Are any of you out there lactation or even hucow fans? If so, please leave me a comment and let me know! I’m still thinking about going after it really aggressively, and your opinions might help tip the balance.
I like this one because you can see both my pumped up clitty and my pumped up, vascular forearm!
If you do answer my lactation question, please don’t tell me that it’s my choice and my body and that I should do what I want and what makes me happy. That’s all well and true, and I appreciate your concerns, but let’s just assume that I know all that, please? Just assume that I know enough to do what makes me happy, and that this entire blog and my part-time porn career are already a labor of love. I’m asking because I am genuinely curious about what you think. It’s part fascination, part market research ok? I’m fine and I know what I’m doing, thanks!
One last big clit to say goodbye for now!
Anyhow, that’s it for now, but I think there will be more coming soooooon!
I think this is what my Brazilian friends call a “grelo grande!”
I was so happy this picture came out well, because it’s got two of my favorite things in it: my swollen clit (of course) and my new Cosabella peach mesh panties. I don’t always understand why people love certain kinds of my pictures, but I definitely get the idea of panty peeks as sexy. I love the idea of panties as just barely hiding my pussy mound, easily pulled aside to glimpse my engorged clitty.
Of course, with this microfiber mesh panties, there’s really no hiding involved. You can see my distended clitty and labia pretty clearly, because there’s no pad or lining at all in these particular panties (they’re clearly made for sex). They’re so sheer and light that, as I get more and more excited, you can actually see my erect clit getting larger and larger, tenting my underwear as it swells. I love to watch that, and so, it seems, do my partners. I love to watch them caress my big clit through the thin fabric, teasing it to greater and greater hardness as my pussy begins to lubricate so copiously that the juices darken the fabric, turning it slick and slippery. Sometimes they don’t even get the panties off before I start sqirting and coming…
I’ve tried several time to shoot a clip of this part of the process, but none of them have come out, so far. It’s a hard thing to light, unfortunately. I’m more hopeful that I will eventually get a good series of pictures. That’s something I’m working on.
Anyhow, I thought you big clit fans might enjoy this latest picture as a little treat while I’m working away (very slowly) on videos. I should have some good stuff to post on my big clit clips4sale studio soon!