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My Big Clit, Squirting and Other Things I’m not Ashamed of

Rikochan's big clitoris and dripping pussy

I used to be very embarrassed by how wet I got; whenever my pussy dripped like this, I’d be horrified and try to clean it up with towels. These days I’m at my happiest when I am outright squirting and soaking the mattress.

 

I used to be embarrassed and ashamed about a lot of things…

  • Body hair
  • Overlubrication
  • Squirting
  • Smell
  • Size (tall and fat and big)
  • Big thighs
  • Big calves
  • Big feet
  • Flat ass

The list goes on and on. But I got over most of it.

Well, not body hair. I mean, I’m not embarrassed anymore, because I mostly don’t have any, because I got rid of it all with laser hair removal.

But the rest I’ve mostly learned to deal with, or, at least, I’m making progress. I think being exposed to the non-vanilla world of kink is a big part of what changed my way of thinking.

Sure, having a supportive partner makes a big difference, but, when you are insecure having a single partner who not only likes you in spite of your flaws but actually might like some of things you think are flaws can help. But, if you are really insecure, you might just think “Oh, he’s just saying that…he has to say that, because I’m his girlfriend.” Or maybe you believe it, but secretly you think that there might be something wrong with someone who likes the bad things about you. Or maybe you might think you got lucky and feel desperately obliged to that person, because he’s the only one who could ever feel that way about you. All those ways of thinking can poison a relationship, take it from me.

Big clitorous Rikochan squirting on Kraka's soft cock.

Speaking of squirting… Although it isn’t the sharpest, I love this shot because it shows my squirting all over Kraka’s cock!

Putting my pictures and myself and my thoughts out there for the kinky people of the world, here and on FetLife and on my Clips4sale studio is what really changed my thinking about myself and the things that I was ashamed of. Not only are people not grossed out by these things I that used to worry me, many of them they actually love them. And it’s that chorus of pervy voices that has made me see these things in a different way.

It’s not that I’ve been converted to loving or even accepting the things about myself that used to bother me so much. But it means a lot to me that there are actually people who are desperately in love with these same things. I know, I know, everyone tells me I should love or at least accept these things, regardless of what other people think, not because of it.

Rikochan's 勃起くりとりす!

One thing I’ve never really been all that embarrassed about is my big clit. Of course, back in the days when I was more likely to be embarrassed, it wasn’t as big as it is now…

But, in a way, knowing that not everyone would judge me negatively for these things is freeing. Not because the opinions of the kinky people change any facts—in fact, precisely because their opinions don’t change any facts, because they are just opinions. It’s that realization that these minority opinions are just opinions that let me finally truly internalize something that I’ve known all along but never really been able to believe applied to me and my hideous self. All negative judgments are just opinions. They’re just subjective thoughts, no matter who is thinking them, or how many people are thinking them.

I still don’t love or accept certain things about myself. There are things that, while I’m glad people don’t judge me for them, I am determined to change. I think it’s good to have some aspirations and goals for self-betterment, even if the “better” is just a matter of opinion. I think if you simply accept everything about yourself, you’ll never be motivated to be a better you.

But understanding that these ideas of “better” and “worse” are just opinions and ideas and not absolutes is incredibly empowering. It lifts a huge burden of guilt and judgment, if you let it.

For example, I’ll never love my feet, but knowing that there are people out there who do, people who, in fact regularly beg me to let them pay me to photograph them… Well, that’s a pretty good reminder that I shouldn’t worry about them too much.

Anyhow, thanks for listening. Is there anything you used to be ashamed of or embarrassed by that you got over? Anything that you are trying to get over? I’d love to hear about it in the comments…

Rikochan’s World Wide Pussy

Extreme closeup of Rikochan's enlarged clitoris

I love showing off my swollen clitty for all my fans! (Click for the full-size version.)

Thanks to all my friends all over the world, April is already my best month ever for number of visitors, and it has been since Thursday. And, when I say all over the world, I really mean it! How do I know? Because WordPress, which is where I host my blog,  offers all kinds of  statistics. When I went to see what they could tell me about this amazing month, I was excited to see that they have recently started showing the number of visits by country of origin. When I looked at this month, I was shocked to discover that I had people visiting my site from 143 countries over the past month!

My clitty, for you to suck on!

Imagine that I pull back the hood from my big glans clitoris just so that you can suck on it… (Click for the full-size version.)

143 countries! According to what I could find out on the Internet, there are only 192 to 194 countries in the whole world. It depends on who you ask, apparently. That means that, in one month, I had people visiting from three-quarters of the countries of the world! And, if what my fans tell me is true, I bet that means I had guys (and girls!) jerking off to my pictures in half the countries of the world! I figure that some of the visits must be from people who reached my site by accident and didn’t stay to enjoy themselves, right? Like, the one person who visited from, say, Nepal, might not have liked what he saw. On the other hand, all the visitors from Afghanistan? I hope they were some soldiers who got a little relief  checking out my pics!

Fucking in black panties.

I was so excited tonight that I couldn’t wait til we got our underwear off before sex–just pulled my panties aside and started fucking! (Click for the full-size version.)

By far the largest audience for Rikochanpornstar is from the U.S., and that’s true every month. The blog is (mostly) in English after all. The #2 is usually the U, which makes sense too…and is very exciting to me. I’ve always wanted to go to to the U.K., and I have a very special English friend…I’ve never met this sexy student, but we’ve written many times, and I dream that someday I’ll be her student…

Okay, I’m getting distracted. What I was going to say was that while the U.K., is usually #2, this month it was my very own Japan that was #2, with four times the traffic of England this month, thanks to a writeup in Fetish Complex, a very cool blog that introduces other blogs and people and so on. I have to say it was a little weird to think that people I might have known, people who might have known me in my old shy, repressed, unawakened life might now be masturbating to my pictures! I laughed thinking what they would think if they knew their plain old Riko was now a porn and bodybuilding blogger, that the shy girl they once knew now has a second life of sex and adventure and discovery. I wonder what they’d say?

Big boob Japanese AV star Momoka Nishina!

I’ve got a big crush on Momoko Nishina–yes, I like big boobs! And, no, not all my girl crushes are bodybuilders! (Click for full-size version.)

I’m thinking a lot about Japan these days, truthfully. I’m working on three posts in English and Japanese about Japanese fetish in the 50s, for one thing. Stuff that I think most of my readers don’t know about–think Bettie Page and shibari! And lately I’ve been watching all Japanese porn, too! tonight I watched a crazy sexy video with my current J-girl crush Momoko Nishina! Finally, I might have a really great opportunity to start blogging in Japanese. I can’t really share any details right now, but trust me when I say it’s a pretty cool thing. Don’t worry, though, Rikochanpornstar is my home on the Web, and I’ll always keep posting here.

Anyhow, I hope you liked this little picture post which is my way of saying thanks to all my fans around the world for a great month! I was so excited by my great month that I wanted to take some special pictures just for you and post them tonight, right after I finished fucking. My pussy is still a little tender, and my clit is still a little swollen as I sit up in bed writing this…

Enjoy!

~Riko

Rikochan’s Contest (and Big Clit Prize)

勃起 クリトリス Rikochan gets fucked hard

Rikochan gets fucked–hard!

Hey all: i’m hard at work on several posts on some of my friends, including, but not limited to Ashlee Chambers, deviantdisplay.com, and Surfoo, but, in the meanwhile I’ve had a crazy traffic explosion here today, and I can’t figure out where some of it is coming from–the wordpress analystics only tell me so much. And I want to know, because I’m totally obsessive about this stuff. I always want to know where people heard about me and my big clit! I visit every site that mentions me, and try to at least say hi on most of them.

So, here’s my contest. For today and tomorrow, everyone who comments or sends me an email (at Rikochanpornstar [at] gmail.com) and is the first person to tell me about a place that links to me or mentions me in any way, I’ll send that person a huge picture that never gets posted anywhere else. I mean, you’ll all get the same image, but no one else ever will.

Interested? Let the comments begin. I promise: it’s a really good picture!

~Riko

Rikochan’s Big Clit Returns

My Futanari Clit Masturbation

Rikochan Big Clit Fucking 1

Hello, strangers. It’s been a while.

I took a little break during the holidays—took a couple weeks off, and had a little bit of trouble getting started again. The problem with taking a couple of weeks off is that if the work piles up and no one else does it, you’ve got a couple of weeks of work to dig out from under when you get back. The real reason, I’ve been away, however, was that I just needed a break. I decided to be selfish for a while, keeping my sweet clitty to to myself—sex without pictures and videos and an audience for a little while is a good way to recharge once in a while, it turns out.

Why? Because when you’re shooting your own real sex, it’s like there’s a third person you have to think about—the camera. And sometimes that third person can get in the way of the relationship between the two people. At best, this kind of threesome is amazingly sexy fun, and it’s an amazing way to dare yourself to do new things, and it’s the best foreplay ever, but what it isn’t is spontaneous. Sometimes it’s almost seamless, but sometimes, it can be a bit much thinking about the battery, the lens, the memory card, the angle, the can you just hold still for one second, no that wasn’t in focus, one second more…

For almost a month, I didn’t want to worry about the camera or the light or the angle any more. In fact, I didn’t want to think about the look of sex at all. I just wanted to get as close as possible to Kraka. That’s the kind of animalistic sex that works just as well in the dark, or with your eyes closed. You don’t need to see anything. It’s nothing as complicated as looking, no gaze, no acknowledgement—you just need to feel and grab and clutch.

I wanted to grind my huge clit into him as hard as I could as I rode him, crush my chest against his, wrap my legs around his head, jam my ass into his crotch as he fucked me doggy style. Not only did I care if there was a good angle, I didn’t want an inch of daylight between us. Legs wrapped around each other like a wrestling hold, arms grabbing each other pulling closer, tighter, harder. I wanted us to touch at every point possible, as close as possible. I wanted him to fuck me as deep as he could, and I wanted my clit and nipples and ass rubbing and grinding him so hard that we’d be raw and bruised the next day. Yes, he was penetrating me, he was fucking me, but there’s no doubt that I was fucking him back, too. My pussy would be sore the next day, but he’d have his share of aches and pains, too.

That kind of sex you just can’t shoot without a cameraman, and I’m not sure it would look like much even if you did have a good cameraman. I mean, don’t get me wrong, it would be hot, but it wouldn’t look much like porn, because you wouldn’t see much in the way of cocks, pussies, or tits. It would look more like floor work in a martial arts class. Now, I’d like to see porn like that, myself, but when you’re in the grips of that kind of fucking, you’re sure not thinking about picking up a camera.

Rikochan's swollen clitty

Rikochan Big Clit Fucking 2

So that’s what I’ve been doing for the past few weeks, for sex. But last weekend, things changed again.

I found myself on to top of Kraka, sitting in his lap facing him. We’d been having sex for hours, and we were both covered in sweat from a very hot session of edging each other in that position. The almost-peak of orgasm had subsided a bit again, and we laughing and kissing and biting and rubbing, but taking our time about it, in that casual eye-of-the-storm state that comes between waves of edging.

“What’s this?” he said, reaching between us and sliding back the squirt-soaked hood of my clit. “Feels like a little cock. Are you a futanari? My little futanari?”

“Not so little,” I said, wrapping my strong arms around his neck, flexing my hard biceps to crush his hot mouth against the tight curve of my delt.

“Mmm, you’re getting a little bit freaky,” he said, as he began to slide the hood up and down the shaft of my clit. Already engorged, I could feel it begin to get hard to the touch.

“So-o?” I asked, shivering. “Is it too much for you? Are you worried I will get too hard for you?” I leaned back and pulled his face into my chest, burying his face between my little breasts. He wanted to put his mouth on my nipples, but I held him between my breasts by reaching around his head and locking my hands together, flexing my pecs and crushing his head between my muscles and tits, rubbing the nipples against his cheeks, biting my lips at the excellent sensation of sweaty lubrication with just enough to irritation from the stubble to give the feeling real body. It wouldn’t be long before I reached the edge again. I’d been there too many times tonight for it to ever really be far off.

“You could never be too hard for me,” he said, when I finally let him go. “You could never be too hard or too soft or too big or too small. I’d take you any way I could get you,” he laughed, as he let go of my clit for a minute. I may have moaned in disappointment a little, until I realized he was just maneuvering so he could grab his cock, which had been nestled against the groove of my ass while he came down from the edge, too. “But,” he said, lifting me off his lap far enough that he could position the head of his cock so that just the tip brushed my dripping labia, “if I had to choose, I’d pick big and…hard.” On “hard” he dropped my back into his lap, thrusting upward from the ground, just as I’d known he would. So clichéd, so perfect.

“I like big and hard, too,” I said, when I caught my breath again. “But don’t forget my big, hard part.”

“Show me,” he said, starting to pant. “I want to see you play with your little futanari cock. I want to see you rub you clit. If I see you come, it will make me come.”

I immediately felt a wave of warmth and wet at the idea, and we leaned away from each other to look down, a wave that seemed to go on and on as I looked down at my tremendously swollen clit jutting out over his engorged cock where it disappeared into my now-throbbing pussy. I strained forward to see how the veins on his shaft bulged as my only-semi voluntary kegels gripped and released him. I couldn’t get the right angle to it, however, couldn’t really see it. I wanted so badly to see before I reached the edge, before I went over it. I knew I wouldn’t be able to pull back, not this time.

“I can’t see!” I said, looking up at him in real frustration as the sensation built. Not yet! “There’s one way…you could see it.” He reached for the camera, smirking. “I know other…people want to…see this, too.”

“Yes!” I cried, the edge coming closer and closer as I rubbed frantically, spurred on by the rapid flashing of the camera. I hadn’t realized how closely I associated the pop and flare of the flash with sex, with coming. “Hold it so I can see! Take pictures so everyone can see! I want everyone to see my clit…your…cock…my come!” We looked into the LCD together as he took picture after picture, and, from the camera’s angle, I could see everything, and I knew right then that I was going to come, and soon. And hard.

Rikochan's giant clit getting fucked hard

Rikochan’s Giant Clitoris

With one flash, my pussy gripped him so hard he moaned.

Another flash and I could feel that incredible helpless release as I started to squirt, drenching him. I felt the warm current on my lips, my clit, and the sensation of my own release pleasing me drove me into an altogether different state pleasure, as I cascaded over the edge in an enormous gushing geysering that soaked his abs, his thighs and my ass.

On last flash, I came. I can’t really describe it, apart from saying that it felt like it was going to go on forever, until there wasn’t a drop of moisture left in my body, because my shaking, spasming orgasm was wringing it all out of me like twisted sponge as I squirted over and over again as he came deep inside me.

And that’s how I decided it was time to start taking pictures again.

***

I hope you liked my story! The pictures above are the best ones from that night. Not too many actually came out—I guess you can understand why. These aren’t the best pictures, but I think they’re kind of fun with a story to go with them.

So, don’t worry, I’m back in the saddle, and there are more pictures coming soon! In fact, I got so excited again that I finally decided how to spend all the money I made last year from my clips4sale store, Rikochan’s Big Clit—I ordered a Canon Digital Rebel T2i. It should arrive tomorrow! I can’t wait to take pics and videos for you (and for me!) with it. It pretty much cost me everything I’ve made doing this so far, but that’s ok—I want 2011 to be a much better, bigger, hotter year. I want everyone who’s bought one of my videos to get something more for their money, and this is the best way to do that. Besides, I’m thinking that if shooting with a crappy little point and shoot can make me come like I did this weekend, I may actually reach the moon once I know what I’m doing with my Rebel!

~Riko

PS: Click all the pics in this post for bigger versions!

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