Hey everyone! I hope you are all having a sexy Decemeber! I’m working like crazy on so many projects and sadly only a few of them are very sexy at the moment. I hope to have some news about a new video for my fetish clips studio soon, but in the meanwhile, I want to share a bunch of my latest bodybuilding progress pics with you!
I’m getting bigger. I’m growing. My sizes are going up. I weigh more. My thighs are meatier. My ass is rounder. My arms are thicker. My shoulders and traps are swelling. Sure, you guys are all focused on the changing size of a different part of my anatomy, and that’s cool, too. But it’s not clit growth that I’m talking about right now. I’m talking about putting on pure size as my body grows and changes with every hour I put in on the iron, every extra gram of protein I eat, every extra minute of recovery sleep I get in. I’m getting serious about my lifting again, and my body has started to change again, too. The only things that are looking smaller are my boobs.
I don’t think they’ve actually shrunk a whole lot yet, mind you. I’m still an American B-cup, I guess, or a Japanese C-cup. I don’t wear a bra, so I don’t know for sure. (I just wear nipple shields.) But as my chest and lats and back get bigger and bigger, my poor little boobs look smaller and smaller proportionally, as the same amount of soft tissue has to cover the growing slabs of muscle underneath. If and when I diet down again, I’ll have a very androgynous chest. Yes I can hear some of you saying I already have one, and that’s fine, too. But I mean really androgynous, like, “you got your mother in a world where she’s not sure if you’re a boy or a girl” androgynous. (I love that song!)
I know, because I’ve dieted down to nearly ripped before since I started lifting (but before I started blogging and really taking pictures faithfully, sadly), and I lost my boobs entirely. Because they have always been little and because of their Asian champagne-glass shape, they literally just shrink away.
There were no tiny leftover vestigial tits the way there can be if you diet away big hanging titties. I’m most definitely not knocking that look, which I see on some of my favorite female bodybuilders who haven’t gotten implants. It’s damned sexy to me. All boobs are damned sexy to me, of course, but there’s something special about boobs that have been through some things, whether it’s bodybuilding and the dieting and hormones that go with it or just the way boobs change when you’ve had a kid or two and nursed them. I love the look of Mom nipples! More on that in Part II, though.
But I’m getting off track…The point is, when I got really skinny for the last time (so far, I mean; not saying it won’t happen again), I had nothing left but nipples and areolae. When my nips weren’t erect, I had what looked like a slightly athletic teenage boy’s chest. To be honest, though, I didn’t get to see that very often, though, as my nipples are pretty nearly always a little erect, and pretty much anytime I looked at my (to me) freaky chest naked, they poked right out and stood right up!
I still remember the first time my partner pointed out just how flat I’d gotten. He was a little tentative, like I might be upset about it, mourning my boobs or whatever. He was like, “Wow, your body is changing so fast,” as he leaned down and ran his fingers over my chest as I lay stretched out on the bed beneath him while he fucked me–slowly, for the moment. I knew they had gotten much smaller, but I’d been paying so much attention to my abs and my legs that I hadn’t really realized just how flat-chested I had gotten.
“It’s because I have my arms over my head,” I said. He smiled. “Try putting your arms down by your sides.” I did, and I was shocked to see that there was hardly any difference, and what there was was almost all muscle. I looked up at him, and said, do you mind, that I have no breasts right now?” And he ran his fingers over the hard muscle where my curves used to be, and said, “Fuck, no! You’re hot when you’re soft and curvy with boobs, and you’re hot when you’re ripped and hard without them. I get to explore a whole new body. It’s sexy because it’s like I’m fucking a completely different person. Honestly, I feel like I’m cheating on old you with new you!” I know he was telling the truth, because he fucked me harder and rougher than he ever had (but not harder or rougher than I wanted him to).
Later, when we were lying next to each other and he was stroking my muscle chest and lazily tracing the shape of my pecs, after we had caught our breath but before the throbbing glowing feeling had warn off, I asked him, “But will you be sad if I don’t stay this thin? It probably won’t last very long.” He laughed, and pinched my nipple hard enough to make me gasp. “No! Then I’ll be cheating on hardbody you with future pinup girl you, or future BBW you. I’ll be excited all over again.”
Yeah, that was a good night. Not that I need other people to approve of my body, but, you know…it does feel nice.
Anyhow, right now I’m not in danger of getting ripped, but my boobs are looking smaller and smaller. Next week I have to interrupt my bulking to diet for a civilian photoshoot, though, and then my boobs really will start to shrink, and fast. And I’m ok with that. I’m ok with smaller boobs, though I do love big boobs, as anyone who’s read this blog know. And I’d like to have a pair someday, even if just for a while. I have an ideas about that, but it might not be what you might think. I’ll talk about it soon, in part II of this post!
I’m always happy to be able to tell my friends and fans about a brand-new Rikochan video, but it’s especially exciting when it’s a new muscle worship video with Mistress Treasure, my incredibly sexy, muscle dominatrix friend! Judging by the response to all the videos I’ve posted of us, you guys agree too! This latest Mistress Treasure muscle worship video is back to the basics that a lot of you have asked for…me running my hands all over Mistress Treasure’s amazing hard body.
Mistress Treasure Muscle Worship Love
I’ve shot with Mistress Treasure twice now, and there are four videos up on my clips4sale showing us having a lot of fun with each other and even with a boy slave, in one case! There’s even a 5th clip of us together on the way. My clips with Mistress Treasure are some of my most popular videos of all time, which I totally get. They’re ones that I myself like to go back and watch often! What’s not to love, those amazing muscles as hard as steel under that gorgeous gleaming skin, her sexy domme confidence, and those amazing nipples and Mistress Treasure’s crazy amazing clit! I don’t know if it shows up in videos, but Mistress T is also just a really kind and generous person. I always feel happy and drained and sexy and satisfied after I get to play with her. There’s just something about her strong sexuality that I’m always excited by. Plus, she always encourages me in my own bodybuilding, and she’s had some really good tips for me, too.
As you all know, I’m a huge fan of female muscle, and I’ve never had a better chance to experience it up close than I have with Mistress Treasure. I’ve made two Mistress Treasure muscle worship videos, one dominatrix lessons video, and one clit comparison video. That last one, as you might expect, has been wildly popular. I was very excited to see that my latest muscle worship video has also been a big hit, since it’s not really what I’m known for, despite the fact that I’ve been slowly building my own muscles up for years! Every time I meet her, I compare myself to her, and it’s always a humbling but super exciting experience.
I really hope you all enjoy this new clip. If you like muscle worship, you should defintely check out my other clip with her, and, if you want to see me looking reallllly soft, you should also check out my Gym Bullies series, which is one of the first non-solo clips I ever shot! See what I looked like, years ago, as compared to Ashlee Chambers and Darkside Milinda. To be honest that series is both exciting and hard to watch for me…all I can see is how soft and weak I look in it, lol.
Anyhow, enjoy the clip. And if you like it, check out my first muscle worship session with Mistress Treasure! I’ve shot one other clip with the divine Miss T, a face-sitting lessons video! That last one isn’t out…yet. I’m slowly working away on it, though, and I hope to post it later this month. If you’re interested in seeing more Rikochan and Mistress Treasure clips, please let me know in the comments, and please give me and Mistress Treasure a shout on Twitter and let us know you’d like to see more! I’m @Rikochanpstar, and she’s @MizzTreasure!
Hey everyone! No that’s not me in the picture above: I wish I was that pretty! Nope: Instead I’ve got something really special for you today. I’m excited to treat you to a little teaser post showing off a friend of mine who has agreed to write a guest post for this blog: Please welcome my friend Shai to RCPS!
Shy Over Shai
Let me just give you a little background first: I’ve been chatting with (crushing hard on) Shai for a while now. I mean: Look at her! I’ve secretly been hoping she would write something for my blog for a while. Yes, I was a bit shy about Shai…
I finally got up the courage to ask her to write for us, and she said yes! I’m so excited I can’t even tell you! Why? Because she’s is smart, sexy, funny, strong, and takes no shit, so please be respectful. I think you’ll be interested in what she has to say!
Of course, she is also seriously gorgeous, but please note that she’s not a porn actor, so she won’t be posting any nudes on here. Even so, I am sure you will be happy with the pictures she’s going to share.
Shai’s Lovely Legs
As you can see from the picture nearby, Shai has done a few bodybuilding shows, and it definitely shows. I know many of my fans will appreciate the fact that she’s got killer calves, so please encourage her to share a picture or two in of her beautiful legs (and muscular calves!) in the comments. If you’re really nice to her, and we’re really lucky, maybe we’ll get to see some more pictures of them along with her guest post.
What is Shai going to write about? We’ll just have to wait and see!
Hi everyone! Exciting news–at least for me! I’m finally making porn again, and I’m starting off with a bang: Mistress Treasure Returns: Big Clit Comparison! I think anyone who’s a fan of me or Mistress Treasure or female muscle or big clits might like this one!
First, though, I wanted to say hi and happy New Year and that I hope you had a good year last year and that I hope you have an even better one this year. My last few months have been pretty challenging, but I’ve come through ok, in the end. I think 2017 is going to be even tougher, both at work and at school for me personally, and for people of color and immigrants and sex workers, too. But I also think it can be an excellent year, because I’m determined to make progress personally and porn-ally!
I think this new clip is a pretty great start for both goals! Personally, it’s the most complicated edit I’ve done; that’s not to say it’s a masterpiece of editing or anything, but I learned a lot doing it. I’m actually thinking about taking some classes online for Final Cut (which is what I use). Anyone know of any good ones? I’d like a course that can take me beyond the basics.
Anyhow, this new clip…I had so much fun making it. Mistress Treasure is amazing and fun and sexy and confident and knows exactly what she’s doing, which just makes her amazing to work with. What you readers will probably care about even more, though, is that she is super hot, with an amazingly sexy body. Those muscles, that shape, that incredible shining, glowing black skin. Ugh, so beautiful. I generally feel reasonably ok about myself, but when I see myself next to her on video, I just feel like a flabby, floppy, pale and shapeless white cave fish or something. It’s like a regular person standing next to a superhero!
But I only thought that afterwards. In the moment, I was just crazy excited. The fact that I got to be with her, near her, was just stunning, despite the fact that we did a photo and video shoot a few years ago. As amazing as she was in my memories, those images in my head were nothing compared to the reality. I wanted to touch her, and touch her, and touch her again. Her skin and muscles and shape are like magnets to me. I just want to be pressed up against her, rubbing my fingers against her, feeling my palms glide over her smooth, hard muscles, like sneaking into a museum at night and touching the statue of a warrior goddess only to find that, in addition to being as hard as marble underneath, her skin was warm and velvety smooth.
Big Clit Comparison
The basic idea of the video is that Mistress Treasure and I compare clits, and then take turns stimulating each other, and then compare again. Whose is bigger? Well, we never really establish that, spoiler—we kind of got too carried away! I especially really got totally lost in Mistress Treasure’s pussy. I think half the video is me sucking on that big chocolate lollipop (or as Mistress Treasure calls it, her gumdrop). Either way, there’s lots of footage of both of our clits, and I hope you will watch and weigh in on the comments here! We’re already planning our next shoot (maybe in March) so there will be more chances for us to really get it settled.
Also, stay tuned for another video from the same shoot, where Mistress Treasure teaches me a little bit about facesitting; we have a very willing slave to practice on, taking turns smothering him with our asses and pussies!
I used to want skinny, coltish legs. I used to want a thigh gap. I wanted to be the one who walked knock-kneed and girlishly weak, like a sexy anime character. Big legs, and big quads especially, had a special horror for me-because I had them at one point, when I was a fat kid with muscles. (I had big shoulders that I hated, too, but this post is about legs.) I used to want to be slim and sleek and heroin chic. And I got there. I was, for many years thin enough that friends’ mothers alway used to always try to feed me up. Ever seen Aeon Flux (the cartoon, not the shitty movie)? That was me: all shoulders and sharp, boney legs.
And please understand, there’s absolutely nothing wrong with being slight, svelte, and elflike, if that is your aesthetic, your genetics, your inclination, or just where you’re comfortable being–always assuming that it’s not because you are unwell or don’t have access to as much food as you might like. I’m definitely not one to judge on their thinness, fatness, muscularity, or lack thereof. If you could see my porn collection you’d know that. Chubby girls, skinny girls, bodybuilders, I’ve got them all, and all of them make me crazy excited in their own way.
But I am pretty sure I was hurting my health to get that thin. I’m sure I was malnourished, and who knows what the fuck I did to my bones during those years. I used to be so thin that my legs were stick-like, and my pelvis bones bruised my sex partners, and my fingers recalled segmented spider legs, and my ridiculous Mongolian cheekbones looked like they were going to burst through my very, very thin skin. In those days, I had disciple and self control, and complete mastery of my body, and those were the outward signs of that complete self domination.
Or at least, that’s how it felt to me then. I still yearn for that feeling sometimes. I think about getting ripped a lot, but, for now, the desire to build and bulk is stronger. And I’ve really, really grown to love eating, too–there’s that. I’m seriously thinking about going to AVN this year in Vegas, and, the instant I pull the trigger on tickets and hotel reservations, I’m going to have to face cutting, though. It’ll be interesting to see which impulse–cut or bulk–wins out then. But, there’s no way I want to be in a convention hall full of porn stars in off-off-season shape. I’ll have to get to at least off-season shape!
Big Quads Pride
These days I’m happy to have legs that are getting just a little bit “thick” and quads that are starting to get a little rounded, and I’m excited if someone tells me my legs look “swole” even though they don’t, really. (They really, really don’t–yet.) I’m just happy that they have changed enough that people might say that, even jokingly. “Legs looking beefy, Riko!” makes me absurdly happy. Even when people tell me not to let my legs get too big, that I’m big enough, or that my legs (or any part of me, really) are getting too big, there’s a part of me that exults–after I yell at, unfriend, ban, or block them, of course.
Big Like Bakhar!
I want legs that are big, I want tree trunks, I want massively rounded bulging legs and teardrop quads. I want sprinter thighs, I want speedskater thighs, I want my legs to look like Bakhar Nabieva‘s legs. And that ass! I got into bodybuilding specifically to overcome a flat ass. I want legs that are so big that if someone did a faithful drawing of them for a comicbook, people would be like, that’s ridiculous, women can’t *look* like that. Of course, I want the rest of my body to match my big quads. Bakhar is mostly about the legs, as a bikini girl. Which is cool–the focus on legs and ass really pays off for her!
I’m a little sad that it’s getting harder and harder to find jeans that fit my legs, but I’m secretly happy, too. I feel like this is something I can really do, this is a change I can make, this is achievable. In fact, I know it is. I might never have giant peaked biceps (although I will never stop working on them!), but I’ve already had grapefruit quads as a highschooler, when I was on the volleyball team, and I’m going to have them again…
Next stop, big quads and freaky legs!
Hi everyone, I’ve got a couple very cool shoots coming up in September, and I’m excited to tell you about them! The first one, in about two weeks, is a return engagement with the amazing Mistress Treasure! I’m so excited to see her again! And I’m so glad to shoot with her again, too. I’m actively planning the shoots right now, because this all came together pretty close to the last minute. Like, we just decided yesterday!. In fact, since I’ve got so little time to do the planning, I’m asking all my fans to tell me what they want to see in the video. Details are at the end of the post!
Just a little background for Mistress Treasure is the last female bodybuilder I ever worked with, and I haven’t seen her for about three years! She was in amazing shape then (I got to worship her muscles!) as you can see from these pictures in this post, which are from that shoot, though I’ve never shared them before. Yes, I hoard pictures for literally years. I’ve got great stuff from like 10 years ago that I’ve never shown anyone. Mostly it’s a question of time…I just never have enough.
Anyhow, a LOT of you bought the two clips we shot that day, Rikochan’s Muscle Worship With Mistress Treasure and Rikochan’s Dominatrix Lessons With Mistress Treasure, so I know that at least some of you know what I’m talking about, but that day was amazing for me. It was the first real chance I had to really get a good look at a super-muscular woman and to really have the luxury to really touch and kiss and caress her.
Sure, I worked with Ashlee Chambers and Darkside Milinda at Shemuscle, but that was a few years earlier when I honestly didn’t know what I was doing. I was so nervous about being on a set and shooting with two women for the first time (it was my first time shooting with any women, for that matter) and my first time getting fucked with a strap on, my first time doing even a light BDSM scene… There were so many firsts that day, that my first time working with female bodybuilders sort of blurs into all of them. I love rematching that video, and I know that I was amazed by the two of them, but, as I wrote earlier, that day was so intense for me that it was more like an out of body experience than something I actually lived.
Anyhow, it was different with Mistress Treasure. The shoot was more relaxed, and this time the the photographer was an old friend and my other costar was Kraka, first of all. And, second of all, Mistress Treasure is just a generally really sweet person. (Though she can be a very strict dominatrix!) I really got the chance to relax a little bit and take in the amazing strength and power and sexuality of her. She was smart and sexy and strong, and I realized that I really wanted to be like her, in all those ways. I mean, I could never be like her, I’m a completely different person. But I wanted to absorb some of those things from her. I wanted to be more relaxed and have more fun in my play. I’m so amazingly stiff in that video compared to her, it’s incredible. But I also wanted to be more like her physically. I wrote before about how looking at pictures of Annie Rivieccio in Muscle Elegance had given me a whole other idea of how to be a woman, a strong, sexy woman. But this…this was that idea in the hard, striated, powerful flesh.
I’ve grown since then, both as person and physically. I’m bigger inside and outside. Part of that, I really think, is because of that day. So, you can see why I’m so eager for a second day shoot with Mistress Treasure. You would be too!
This shoot is happening in just about 2 weeks, and I usually spend about 2 months agonizing and thinking about any clip I shoot if it isn’t just a spur of the moment sex clip. So I’m going to need some help on this one! What I really, really want is a suggestion from you, my fans! After all, you’re the ones who will (hopefully!) buy this clip or watch it on Mistress Treasure’s excellent site. This is your chance to tell us: What do you want to see. It can be as simple as “muscle worship!” or “More facesitting please!” or “How about a big clit comparison and measuring clip?” or you can post a complete treatment, with a shot list and everything. All ideas are welcome, and we’ll at least consider them all!
So, please: Let me know!
I love these pictures of me in latex dress on my human chair, but let’s be clear: I’m really not a dominatrix (in latex or leather), a domme, or a mistress. I won’t top you, beat you, or discipline you—despite the dominatrix lessons I have had. I may be tough and capable in my daily life, but that doesn’t mean that I am anything but a subby girl, a bottom, a true submissive in the bedroom. Except…
Except that sometimes it’s fun to not be me. Sometimes there’s a power and excitement and thrill in being someone else altogether. In switching roles, even if it’s just for a photoshoot or video. It’s beyond liberating, because this isn’t a secret piece of me that’s yearning to be free, which is what “liberation” means to me.
No, although I’m having an amazing time experimenting on Rikochanpornstar and on my clips4sale studio and in my private life, most of that is about exploring who I am and who I can be, and pushing the boundaries of that person. This is something different. This is being a person who is not me. This is about submerging Rikochan completely and letting some other person, some other Rikochan take over. There aren’t secret pieces of me waiting to be revealed; instead, there are holes in me that new pieces can fit into. There are pieces of me that can be removed temporarily and replaced by new pieces.
Mesmerized in Latex
This is what I imagine it is like to be deeply hypnotized, because most of these transformations are at the hands of someone else. I’m not the kind of performer who creates a character. Instead, I’m the kind of person someone creates a character out of. I’m the kind of person who gets overwritten by a different character, for a little while. It’s such a strange and exciting and sometimes terrifying experience to let someone create a new person out of you, even for a short time. To become a doll for someone else to make new person out of. To change into a different person like that latex dress was an entirely new skin, for a new person.
The first time I ever experienced this incredible doubling in my sex life was when I shot the Gym Bullies series. The character I was playing wasn’t me, but I can’t act…at all. And so instead of me acting the part, the part acted me. I was outside my body, watching it get fucked and get “forced” into oral sex and orgasms and all sorts of things, watched it cooperate—enthusiastically, even. Before you get freaked out reading this, please understand: I knew ahead of time exactly what was going to happen that day, on that shoot. I wrote the script, and we had detailed production meetings the day of the shoot. But knowing the plot and performing the plot are two really different things. The script that I wrote was just a fantasy, not anything I ever imagined I would actually do. I loved that day. But I was also very surprised by it, and by how my brain reacted to my body doing these new things.
I Can’t Go On, I’ll Go On
I have a friend who has depersonalization disorder, and she says this sounds like just a tiny taste of like what she experiences. Except, of course, that in my case it’s a surrender of control, not a loss of control. I choose who to give up control to. I choose when to give it up. I can choose to stop at any time. Or at least, that’s what I tell myself. I’ve never come across a situation where I wanted to stop in the middle of this kind of surrender. I honestly don’t know what would happen if I did. Would I be so deeply submerged my body would ignore my brain? Would I even know that I wanted to stop?
Well. I hope I don’t have to find that out. I’m very picky about my projects and up front about my limits, and I would only ever work with people I felt safe and secure with. Mostly that means Kraka shoots me, or comes to my shoots with other people, to make sure I’m OK. I’m getting to the point in my porn life, though, where I’m getting offers to do more professional shoots that I couldn’t being him to. I’m working out ways to do this and still feel safe. We’ll see. I’m very lucky that I don’t need to do any particular shoot. I’m making porn not because I want to, but because I want to. Because I want to explore exactly this kind of thing. But, to be honest, that desire to explore becomes it own sort of need.
So. We’ll see.
Do you follow me on Facebook and Twitter? If not, you should! Why? For a couple reasons. The most important one (to me) is that it makes me very happy to have more followers (because, shockingly, I am a little bit of an exhibitionist, in my own way!) and also see you all there, where I can hear what you have to say and see your posts and so on. Also it helps me to get the word out about my projects. A like or especially a reshare or a retweet really, really help me. Like, you have no idea. I know not everyone can signal boost every hardcore porn shot, but whatever you can do to help means so much to me.
I’m Always There
I’m not sure which of the other reasons is most important to you guys, though. But I have a few ideas. The first one is that, obviously, sometimes I post stuff on there before I post it on here. Especially when I’m super-busy with other non-fun, non-Rikochanpornstar related stuff in the horrible, boring vanilla world. Like I have been recently–Yeah, I didn’t get home from work until after midnight last night, and I start at 9 a.m.! That’s crazy, right? It’s not like I stop thinking about the sexy stuff, it’s just that I don’t have time (or more likely) privacy enough to sit down and write up an actual post for you guys. So I tweet and post when I have a spare second!
For example, allllll of these pictures showed up on my Twitter and Facebook over the past week or so. And I’m sure there were more, actually, especially gym shots, and especially on Facebook. Some of those never make it over to here, just because I don’t have time to keep track of them all and transfer them here and write posts to go with them (like this one). Sometimes, yes. But not always!
So if you want gym pics, check out both my regular Facebook page and my Facebook entertainer page! Both get pics, and they aren’t always the same ones. I know, it’s a pain in the ass to use both, but there are some advantages to having an entertainer page, so I started one. Help me out by liking the page, please!
I actually have started to do live chats very occasionally on Facebook too, on my entertainer page. Just text chats, but it’s fun, although I need to start scheduling them ahead of time instead of just doing them spur of the moment. Who’s interested in that? Let me know in the comments here, or, better still, on facebook!
Of course, on Twitter I can post way pornier stuff. And there’s all sorts of other stuff on there, too. I chat with some of my sex worker friends, post a little bit about some activism that’s important to me: Mostly sex work stuff, but a little bit of everything, except for the election. No thanks!
I even have a tumblr but that’s mostly just me reblogging things I think are sexy, but hopefully not blatantly stolen content…that sucks. I honestly only use that once in a while, but some people love it, so I’ve got one, anyhow.
And, yes, I’m still working on my next clip for my video studio. It’ll be out soon!
More later. Make my day and follow me, ok? 🙂
If you’ve been following me on all my social media channels, you know I am pretty much always in the gym lifting as hard and heavy as I can, trying to earn the title Muscle Girl Rikochan! I’ve been posting progress pictures here and there for a while, some of you may know. I thought it would be nice to round them up and also post a few new ones, too for all my readers who don’t follow me in other places.
One note: If you want to follow me in all my places and see other pics that don’t show up here, please note that I have a brand-new Facebook fan page! I would count it as a huge favor if everyone who reads this would go and like that page, even if you are already friends me on my old facebook account. It would really help me out, and there are going to be pictures that only appear there, too!
Why did I make the new page? Well, I know there are a lot of you who only read me here, because, I don’t know, you’re not into Twitter or Facebook, or maybe you aren’t interested in some of the sex-work and trans activism stuff I post there? If sometimes you really just want the bodybuilding and porn, I can understand that, honestly sometime that’s what I want, too. I’m making a channel just for that stuff on Facebook, too! It’s my Rikochanpornstar fan page! Just go and like it and when it asks, say see it first, and you should be getting lots of updates of the bodybuilding and porn kind. I’m still building it up, but it will get there! It’s totally safe for work, by the way, and it doesn’t say “pornstar” in the title, so most of you can like it pretty safely. I’m actually thinking of changing the title to Muscle Girl Rikochan to make it clear that it’s not (just) about my porn.
Becoming Muscle Girl Rikochan!
So, these are the latest pics I have of my progress, taken over he past month or so. I’ve been hitting the weights really hard over the past several months, working with a new trainer who has been really good about getting me to focus on my upper body and bringing me into better balance, instead of overemphasizing legs and core. I love that I am getting a bit more of the illusion of a waist, thanks to really building up my shoulders and lats, for example.
I’m working so hard for a couple of reasons. Most importantly, I’m doing it because it makes me feel good physically and mentally. I feel better about myself when I am working out. I’m feel better, physically and I’m happy about my body (or happier, anyhow…I *am* a perfectionist) and the endorphins and sense of accomplishment give me a real feeling of wellbeing.
There’s another reason too, of course: I do it to look good for porn. I don’t always think about it when I work out, but sometimes I definitely do. As I force my aching muscles to do one more barbell lunge, one more curl, one more crunch, one more squat, one more mile; as the sweat soaks runs down my neck and between my breasts and through my shirt; as my heart hammers and my breath burns in my throat, I think about the next time I’m posing nude, the next time I’m jerking off for the camera alone, the next time I’m working with a new photographer, the next time a sexy woman is running her hands up and down my muscular back as she sucks on my huge clitty…I think about my straining muscles shining with sweat and how they’ll make you feel…