Hi everyone! Today I’m kicking off a series of quickie posts that I hope to keep going. I’m aiming for the next few weeks, but really it should last longer. I need to get back in the habit of posting here on my main blog. This is especially true now that Fosta/Sesta is closing down other avenues of getting my stuff out there – RIP Tumblr – for example. Just to be clear, that laws doesn’t help ANYONE. All it does is make life worse for people who do any kind of sex…or even sexy…work. The people behind these laws aren’t “rescuing” anyone, and anyone who thinks they are is a dupe.
ANYHOW…I’ve been having a lot of thoughts about that lately, but maybe that’s a rant for another time. For now I just wanted to let you all know that I’m alive and well and stuck in the maze of vanilla-world work and selling a piece of property. I’m hoping that completing the latter will let me pull back from the former, however, because I’m starting to really miss my exhibitionist life, and hearing from you guys, and making porn, too.
Here Comes the Porn Again!
I don’t have any recent pictures to share, but I thought you all might like to see a few older pictures that I hadn’t shared before, at least. If you are missing pictures from me, you can at least see some non-adult ones on my Instagram, by the way, and I try to show up on Twitter when I can too, though I’ve been pretty absent from there lately, too. That should all change soon though!
Well, that was just a quick hello…more to come, and I really hope you enjoyed these few pictures as much as I enjoyed looking over them.
RIP Tumblr, that’s the bad news. Or a symptom of the bad news, anyhow. The good news is that looking at old shots of mine always gets me in the mood to make new ones, so expect to see something fun soon, both blog posts and new Big Clit Porn!
I don’t know if my clitty has ever looked bigger and fatter than it does in this shot…
Hey everyone! I just wanted you to know that Rikochan Studios (not a real studio-yet) posted a new video a few days ago! I think it’s going to be fun for anyone who likes my big clit pumping Rikochan erotica–it’s like ten minutes solid alternating between pussy pumping and nipple play. My clit gets absolutely huge in this one! But that’s not the reason that I love it! It’s called Rikochan’s New Clit Pumping Project, and I hope you’ll all like it too.
The feeling of my huge clit growing and swelling and stretching…heavenly!
Here’s why: As I’ve said many times, most of what I make on Rikochanpornstar.com goes straight back into buying stuff to make it better. Some years I net a little money, most of the time I take a loss. Of course, someday I’d love for this to be a big money spinner, but for now, I spend the money to make better Rikochan erotica videos, to make better pictures, to hire new people to shoot with, to pay for hosting, to buy new wardrobe, and to buy new toys. This time I spent money on toys.
it’s not just about the clit, of course, it’s also the pink pussy!
It’s All About the Toys
It’s a not a sex toy, though, sorry! This time it’s a new ring light for my camera. These things are seriously cool…the light that they provide is so even and gorgeous…I’m pretty sure some of the selfie queens on IG use them, but I found them from watching Japanese AV. I always thought they looked so beautiful with their lighting even in their weird cheap gonzo porn with handheld video cameras, and I couldn’t figure out how they did it!
My clit gets so sensitive that I can barely touch someyimes when I touch it
Finally, though I noticed that in a lot of the close-ups, you can see a ring-shaped light reflected in the eyes of the stars! So, I google ring light, and the rest is history. The one I bought is on the cheap side, and occasionally you can actually see it in the edge of the frame in this new video, but I don’t think it really detracts too much…might even give it a funky new guerrilla Rikochan erotica/porn look.
The Future of Rikochan Erotica?
This is great and all, but I’m so frustrated about having to basically just reinvent/reverse engineer everything when it comes to making video. I’m seriously thinking of taking some film-making classes, if I can find some that are right for me at my weird advanced beginner level! If anyone knows of any porn-friendly film schools or classes (casual or formal) in the NYC area, please let me know!
There’s also some nice nipple pumping and nipple play in this one!
I’m thinking of maybe setting up a gofundme for it. I don’t know, is that too…gofundme-ish? I feel like there are some of you, at least who would really get your money’s worth if you invested in Rikochan Studios, or whatever I end up calling it…
Anyhow, that’s just a dream for the moment. Right now, I’m already putting out my advanced beginner porn, and you should really check out the latest one, Rikochan’s New Clit Pumping Project!
I’m interrupting my normal sexy chat to talk a little bit about sex workers’ rights, sex workers’ safety, and the right to post and consume porn online–all of which are at risk right now, thanks to the terrible new FOSTA/SESTA law. So, yes, enjoy this second set of pictures of me having an amazing time playing with Slutty Nic. But also read the post and think about what you’re willing to do to protect your right to actually see enjoy my porn. Are you willing to stand up for sex workers’ rights? Because that’s what it will take to keep sex workers safe, and to keep sites like Rikochanpornstar online.
Who Is a Sex Worker?
The fact that that is one of my most popular tweets–even more than most of my nudest of nudes–makes me happy and a tiny bit proud, because sex workers’ rights are incredibly important. I’m a sex worker, and I’m standing up for myself and all the people who do the kinds of things I do, whether it’s full service sex work/escorting, stripping, wrestling/sessioning that crosses over in sex work (not all of it does), web-camming, fin-domming, domination, sugar-babying, old-school feature-film porn, or just plain clips and pics porn, like I make.
Lots of gorgeous things to look at in this shot, amirite?
In fact, even burlesque dancers figure into this, as far as I am concerned, although some of them don’t consider themselves sex workers. Still, given the number of laws there are regulating what they can’t and can’t do with their bodies and what the can’ and can’t show of their bodies on stage tells me that, in terms of rights, at least, they count.
I’m a Sex Worker
I consider myself a sex worker. I make money from being (hopefully) sexy in front of cameras and video cameras. I have sex (by myself and with other people) on camera, and I sell the clips, at least, for money. I’m a sex worker, and I work for myself, and I enjoy it, and I’m proud of the work that I do and I’m proud of the pleasure and enjoyment it brings to my small but dedicated (and awesome!) group of fans and friends.
To be clear, I’m a sex worker, but I’m not a *full-service* sex worker. No one pays me to have sex with them. I don’t do any in-person services, but that’s not because I look down on that part of sex work or the people who do it. Far from it: I think that is an amazing profession that I’m sure provides true help, relief and human connection to a lot of people and satisfies and entertains many more. Some of the people that I’m proudest to call my friend do this kind of work. I’m only clarifying here because I don’t want to be claiming authority I don’t deserve.
Nic couldn’t believe how long my big clit got in the tube!
Me, I’m too shy to do it. Part of it is my English, which doesn’t sound nearly as good in person, without someone to correct my grammar (yes, I have a couple people who help me fix all the mistakes in most of what I write). Mostly, though, I’m so shy and awkward in person, I haven’t even been able to do camming yet, although I do have an account on MusclegirlzLive.
But I’ve written about all that before. The point here, and the point that is new (and bad) is that there are laws out there now that are attacking sex workers under the pretense of stopping human trafficking. Look, I agree that trafficking is bad, but the idea that all sex workers are trafficked is just ridiculous, and the idea that laws like SESTA/FOSTA help trafficked people is just plain stupid. FOSTA/SESTA hurts sex workers.
Shutting Down Backpage Hurts Sex Workers
All these laws do is make life far, far worse for sex workers, by forcing the closure of *sites like Backpage that make sex workers safer*. That’s right: the internet made life safer for sex workers by making it easier for them to contact, advertise, and screen for clients without an intermediary (that is, a pimp). For sex workers with access to the internet, at least, backpage and other services like bad client lists and so on, make sex workers safer.
The tube got a little foggy, but this is still a pretty nice shot of my clit, right?
What about trafficking? Well, for one thing, despite all the headlines, Backpage’s founders weren’t hit with any federal trafficking charges. Instead, their federal charges and pleas all have to do with prostitution–sex work. And sex work and trafficking are not at all the same thing, as much as the rescue industry would like to pretend they are. These new laws are erasing all the progress that the internet brought to sex work, which was their goal all along. While many tragically duped people may actually believe that these laws are “rescuing” people, that couldn’t be any farther from the truth. The people who really pushed these laws did so for two reasons.
One of my favorite clit-licking shots (of me) ever. Such a pretty girl, such a big clit!
Who’s Really Behind the Anti-Trafficking Movement?
The first group are the Moral Majority types who want to criminalize all sex work (and not just the full-service kind). These are the fundamentalists and the people who want to control sexuality–and especially women’s sexuality. These are the religious zealots and the subset of feminists who think that anyone who does sex work is a victim. Note: it’s a subset of radical feminists who are against sex work–there are many who think women are fully human being who ought to be able to choose for themselves what they do with their bodies.
The second group are in some way even more disgusting: the people (even including some most supposedly liberal politicians, like Bernie Sanders Kamala Harris), who do it for the soundbites, to advance their careers, despite the fact that sex workers have begged, literally begged them not to pass these laws.
Why Should YOU Care About Sex Workers’ Rights?
If you’re a patron of full service sex work, the answer is obvious. Your provider will be harder to reach, may have to charge more to make up for lost income and time, and may, in fact, be killed in the new climate.
She was AMAZED when I pulled the hood back on my giant clit
Even if you’re not a patron of full-service sex work, however, you ought to be very, very worried. You, as a consumer of porn (I’m making the leap that everyone who visits my site regularly is *mostly* here for the porn, even if they also enjoy my writing), ought to be terrified. The same weird coalition of religious zealots and radfems are already pushing to use the same strategy, with the same dupes leading the charge for them, against all sorts of pornography.
We’re already seeing the same arguments that women in porn are exploited and trafficked, and all it takes is a little bit of panic and the hint of legal action to get the wheels rolling and to get scared companies to start shutting down sites and stop processing cards and deleting porn from social networks like Tumblr and Twitter. It really wouldn’t take much for a waves of shutdowns to completely change the face of online porn. My site, and all the pictures on it and the sites that host my clips–all of that could disappear overnight if the people who pushed FOSTA/SESTA get their way.
That’s it, lick all the way around the glans of my swollen clitoris…
What Can You Do to Help Sex Workers and Protect Porn?
So if you want to keep watching porn and you live in the US, please, please, please contact your congresspeople and tell them you are against censorship, and that you think FOSTA/SESTA is a bad bill and should be repealed. Beg them to stand up for free speech and not to be duped by the trafficking argument, please? Speak up when people say stupid things about porn, sex work, strippers, and so on.
The other thing you can do no matter where you live is to educate yourself and help educate others about the truths surrounding sex work. It’s not all fun and games, but then no job is. And, once you separate the panic from the reality, that’s what it is: a job. It can some times be amazing and rewarding, and sometimes be shitty and oppressive, like any job. For the most part, though, it’s the ignorance, panic, and shaming of the “rescue” crowd that makes sex work worse than it has to be, and that misinforms the mainstream, most of whom probably honestly believe that they’re helping when they support the banning of sites like Backpage.
Me not suspecting the 45 minutes of pure pleasure and submission that are about to follow…
Hey everyone! Just wanted to let you know that I recently posted a brand new video in my Rikochan clips store, for the first time in ages! It’s the conclusion of my very popular Rikochan’s Hentai Massage series. I didn’t realize it but I never really posted about this series at all–except in my big clit video catalog, of course! That’s crazy, because the three total parts of this video add up to 45 minutes of Rikochan porn!
Rikochan’s Pecs get some loving attention from Lady Clarece
What is Hentai Massage?
Hentai Massage is my name for a whole genre of JAV, or Japanese porn, that revolves around women (it’s usually women) getting what they think will be innocent massages that turn into wild sex play, often with lots of oil or lube. Although it’s sometimes men doing the massaging, the best videos are of masseuses and women clients.
My nipples are really my most sensitive spot. Once someone starts gets them tingling, I’m pretty much at their mercy.
Often the videos show the woman being given something to drink that is supposed to relax her that instead makes her very very sensitive to any sexy touch. I want to stress here that while these videos are shot as though the women are not professional AV stars, they absolutely are. It’s a fantasy, which is fine. Really drugging someone obviously would not be.
My panties are so soaked with massage oil and my own gushing juices that they are completely see-through. Look at that clitty!
In the first part, I go to a new masseuse, played by the strict and sexy Lady Clarece because my muscles are sore from so much working out. Unfortunately (?) I don’t really clarify what I’m paying for. Lady C definitely is interested in playing with my muscles, but the more and more she gets into the massage, the more risque it gets.
So soft, so warm, so delicious. I bet you never had a massage like this…
Finally, she’s rubbing me through my panties which are slick with oil and wet with the juices of my pussy. My clit is so damned swollen at this point that it looks and feels like it’s going to bust out of my panties. Finally, the panties come off and Lady Clarece makes one of my fantasies come true by rubbing her amazing, gorgeous fantastic breasts and big hard nipples against my throbbing clit.
Once the panties come off, pretty much anything is possible…
This clip lasts about 23 minutes. It’s a little longer and cheap for the length, because the first part is setup. That said, there’s a lot of sexy video here. It’s mostly in Japanese, although the dialog is not so important!
Big boobs vs. big clit! Personally, I think the boobs are the winner, here!
What’s more important are the amazing boobs of Lady Clarece and my big clit! I feel like, if you like big Japanese boobs and big Japanese clits, you’re probably going to be pretty happy with this video, regardless of the language you speak. At least I hope you will be! I’ve already had a lot of nice feedback on this series, and each one has been the most popular big clit clip on clips4sale for a while after I posted it. Part III is still #1 almost three weeks after I posted it!
Forget about my big clit, look at Lady Clarece’s gorgeous boobs!
In the next part, I’m basically so excited that I’m helpless under the talented and seductive fingers of Lady Clarece. Because she is a very scrupulous and safe masseuse, she puts on black gloves for this next scene. We’re all about safety, and even in porn it’s sexy to be safe. Besides I love the way those nitrile gloves look and feel! That extra little bit of texture…oh my god, I’m getting so excited just thinking about it.
Black gloves, big clit, such a sexy, safe memory.
Although I had a couple very hot, wet moments in the first clip (I came and squirted and gushed so many times in this shoot, I wouldn’t even know how to count it), in Part II, my sexy masseuse really puts all her skills to work to bring me to a tremendous, toe-curling happy ending. When a skilled domme/masseuse wants to make you have a lovely happy ending, you’re going to have a lovely happy ending.
Look at my huge clit glans just sticking out in this shot. That’s how excited I am here…
I have to admit, although the story is fiction, I was almost as nervous as my character in the clip would have been, and Lady C is so skilled that I was overcome by pleasure exactly as my character in this clip would be. There was no acting required. I really just surrender to the pure delight of the moment, and just came, and came, and came. The sheets were soaked, and I was just quivering.
Ugh, I want to be holding those gorgeous breasts again!
This clip is only eight minutes long, but it’s pretty much solid finger-banging, nipple-pinching, clit-rubbing goodness. This is a super wet clip, and there’s a ton of gushing and squirting. All three clips are really solid, but this is definitely the (finger) bang for your buck choice! Also, wow, I was so soft and round for this shoot. I can’t believe that I’ve lost 20 pounds since then. I don’t feel like I look all that different, though. I guess I’ll have to shoot some more video again to compare!
In this part, which is 14 minutes long, I pay the price for not having enough cash to pay for the hentai massage happy ending I enjoyed in parts I and II, when Lady Clarece made me squirt and cum over and over again. My acting here is dismal, but once we get back into the actual sex parts, it get much better again…mainly because I’m reacting, really.
Oops, suddenly I’m in bondage over a bad debt to a dominatrix
Because the whole thing was just a miscommunication, Lady Clarece let me pay off my debt by being her punishment slave. I’m immediately restrained at the wrists and also by a spreader bar, eventually even blindfolded. I’m totally helpless, and Lady C definitely turns the screws on me a bit, giving me pleasure in the way that *she* enjoys, instead of what I might have picked.
Mmm, the spreader bar. I have to confess, I love the spreader bar…
The spreader bar was something I was really looking forward to in this shoot, and I loved using it. Restraint and submission just come naturally to me, and they have always been exciting. The riding crop, on the other hand, I am always a little scared about. I’m not a natural pain slut, though I have had some very good experiences with skilled masters and mistresses.
By this point, I’m dripping wet, I’m so stimulated. I was so lubricated I could have fucked anything.
Impact play is more of a leap of faith for me, but I trust Lady Clarece absolutely. I never would have realized how much a riding crop to the clit might sting, but also how good it might eventually feel. I guess that’s what you get when you work with a pro!
My clit is insanely sensitive; getting it swatted with a riding drop made me almost lose my mind.
There’s also plenty of spanking and then she treats me to a k9 dildo from Elypseart with an inflatable knot! My poor pussy gets so filled up and stretched out, and I’m so humiliated and excited by what’s going on that I’m gushing basically the whole time. The feeling of that thing inside me getting pumped up is so crazy and weird and perverse that it gets me crazy excited at the same time as it makes me feel totally out of control and completely at her mercy. It’s such a strange feeling, but so exciting!
This is definitely the freakiest toy I’ve used…so far.
Finally; Lady Clarece proves to me that even pleasure can be punishment (and vice-versa) by making me come over and over with a magic wand vibrator until I’m almost crying. At one point she stops and I’m so relieved, but she’s only teasing me (and getting a little bit more consent from me, which is also sexy). It’s pretty damned hot…if you like forced orgasms in bondage, you’ll definitely love this one.
My shattering multiple forced orgasm. I just about begging her to stop it was so intense and lastest so long.
I’ve rarely been so wrecked after a shoot as this one, despite the fact that I had at least some idea what was going to happen before the shoot. We planned out the hentai massage plot, but the script for the end was just: Lady Clarece puts the blindfold on me and does her thing until I can’t take it anymore. And Lady Clarece definitely delivered, as she always does!
Wrecked. Absolutely wrecked. Completely satisfied, exhausted, and drained. Sub space, baby.
Isn’t Farrah Day-Cage gorgeous? I’m so happy to be able to share her with you!
Hi everyone: please join me in welcoming my clever, sexy, and bold friend Farrah Day-Cage to Rikochanpornstar.com. I’m really hoping that this will be the first of many posts and pictures she shares here—or anywhere: I’m not selfish! As long as there are more stories and pictures (and maybe someday video?) of her out there for us all to enjoy, the world will be a much better and sexier place for it! You can follow Farrah Day-Cage (I love that name!) on her Twitter account. Please, please, please leave nice comments for her so that maybe she’ll share with us again someday soon, because obviously there is a lot more to her story! And–who knows–if you make her really happy, maybe she’ll come and shoot some clips with me someday! Now, without any more from me, I’m going to let Farrah talk for herself!
I may be smooth, but that doesn’t mean that I don’t love bush on other people! I want to run my fingers through Farrah’s gorgeous hair, and that enormous clitty…delicious!
I like the feeling of having my panties be full. To be so turned on that it’s obvious to someone watching, that I can’t hide it. Being watched is also hot. So of course I was interested in showing my clit off, especially as I got into pumping and enlargement. I was introduced to pumping years ago, at Burning Man, of all places. The camp was all guys, and pretty guy focused, but I was nosey and perked up right away when I saw the nipple pumps.
“You can totally use that on a clit!”
“Well…yes, actually. You can.”
“Let’s do it!”
I want to be the one pulling back her clit hood, so that I can suck at the glans…
The camp was amused and amazed and happily helped me figure out the basics of clit pumping. They guided me through lubing up and easing the tube into place. When the first pull on the pump started, I felt pressure, then suction. Gentle at first, then slowly more persistent as blood flowed to my clit. There wasn’t any pain, instead a warm, pulsing pull focused squarely on my throbbing clit. I kept squirming adjusting to the new sensation and looking down at just how much I was growing in the tube. By the time the tube came off, the camp attendees all crowded around to marvel at how fat my clit was and moan about how tasty it looked. I got turned on being on display for them…just writing about this has turned me on now!
The camp planner gifted me my first tube and pump and sent me back into the default world, and a pumping fan was born. I pumped off and on over the years, but got to the point where I wanted to try something more structured, more on than off. As my clit grew, I started experimenting with different forms of masturbating.
Farrah’s wearing her Buck Off in this shot! I can’t believe how hot it makes me to think of her wearing this under her clothes walking around packing, feeling that, and no one knows!
There’s this interesting toy called the Buck Off. It’s a stroker created for transmen’s cocks—think Fleshlight—but it happens to also be a lot of fun for a femme with a big clit! When the Buck Off came out, I was on it! The thing I liked about it was not just how it felt on my clit, but how, if the suction was right, I could wear it. I could fill my panties and have suction on my clit, at the same time! So now, I’m “packing,” if you can call it that, more often. It’s just so cute to me, to have that hot bulge wrapped in cute lingerie! The feeling I get when I take it off is so wonderful, and my clit is so hard, I want to show it off all over again! Everyone that’s seen it has been really appreciative so far, which makes me want to show it off a little more.
I like it when my panties are full. I like it when I can show my clit to an appreciative audience. I like that Rikochan is egging me on. And if you’re nice, I’ll show it off some more for you.
This is how I imagine Farrah Day-Cage’s huge clit, hovering above me, just before she lowers between my waiting lips, that perfect moment…
That’s it from Farrah Day-Cage for now everyone! If you want to see more of her, please leave a comment saying so! ~Riko
A favorite recent lingerie purchase. If it looks a bit arty, does that mean it isn’t porn?
I never set out to be a sex worker, but I became one all the same. I didn’t even realize it until long after the fact. What do I mean? Well, let me explain.
I make porn. I sell clips of myself (and other people) having sex. To promote those clips, I write an adult blog and share lots of nude pictures of myself. The thing is, I never used to think of what I do in those terms—production, sales, and promotion—because I’m fortunate enough that I never needed to, because I don’t rely exclusively on porn for my living. I just never had to think about what I do in that way. I usually tend think of my porn as my secret art project, my hobby, my guilty (in a good way) secret, my life-saving outlet. And those things are all true. But it’s also sex work, what I do. I’m a sex worker.
I love the way my nipples look in this white mesh. And, judging by clip sales, so do a lot of my fans!
Just a Blogger Who…Writes About Sex…and Makes Porn Clips…and…
Conversationally, I would normally describe myself as a blogger who also happens to makes adult clips. The way I usually think about it, the blogging comes first, then the photos, and the clips pay for all the hosting and gear, with a little bit left over, which I usually reinvest into the process. In pure work terms, however, it’s the opposite. I’m a clip producer who builds community with her blog and pictures.
As I learn more about sex work and sex workers, I have come to understand that, to the extent that I make, sell, and promote porn, I’m a sex worker. What I do is most definitely work, and it’s most definitely work about sex.
My nipples are basically always erect, and especially after pumping.
Forums: My Gateway Drug
Just as I didn’t set out to be a sex worker, I didn’t set out to make porn, either. I was just looking for some people like me, for a feeling of community, and for some advice for discovering a sex life I could enjoy. At the time, that mostly meant forums. Eventually, I just started sharing pictures on forums that inspired me, as way to contribute to the community and, ideally to pay forward the incredible gift of sexuality and education I was receiving.
From there it went to sharing little clips, and then doing a little writing, and then starting my own blog, and then setting up a little clip store, and then buying my own real equipment and then, finally expanding my pool of people I worked with beyond solo clips and clips with my boyfriend.
I think that, even more than getting paid a bit for a clip or two, the first time work with people you’re not in a relationship with is the classic divider between hobbyist and performer.
Putting on some size; maybe someday I’ll be an FBB session girl. Also: Porn!
What Even Is Porn Now?
And so suddenly, I’m a porn producer. I mean, I’ve never made “big-budget” studio porn, and I’ve barely done any boy-girl shooting at all, but I’ve made close to 100 adult clips and I’ve posted thousands of erotic-or just plain pornographic-pictures online over the years. I’ve got a hundreds of posts on my blog, probably adding up to over 100,000 words, a blog that has had millions of views over the years.
These days, that’s increasingly what porn is, I think. The days when you weren’t really in porn unless you had a contract with Vivid or something like that are long gone, that’s for sure. I’m not dragging the people who make or made that kind of studio porn. But the fact is, the vast majority of the porn that I see people consuming these days get made by people like me. People who started small and built up their own teeny-tiny porn empires.
The thing is, though, because of the way I just sort of slipped into it, and especially because I do it anonymously, I never really thought too much about the implications in the way that you might if you went from nothing to having your face showed up on DVD covers in shops around the world overnight.
Ugh, that feels so damned good…
Baby You’re Star
I always used to think that sex work meant prostitution, and I told myself, I’m not doing that. Not that I looked down on prostitutes—not at all. I only know a few in person, but the ones I know are bold and clever and brave. The same is largely true of the ones that I know online, too. I’ve never been against the idea of sex work or sex workers. I just didn’t consider myself one of them, didn’t consider myself to be like them—whatever that means. I didn’t consider myself a “real” pornstar, anymore than I was prostitute or a stripper or a camgirl or any other kind of sex worker.
In fact, my site’s name, Rikochanpornstar, was originally meant to be a kind of self-deprecating humor, a joke at my own expense. As if I could really be a pornstar! Not! In my mind, it was a way of acknowledging that I wasn’t really pornstar material, but I suspect it was also a joking way of separating myself from sex work. Why?
I always thought I was outside the world of porn and the stigma that’s attached to it, since I never had to suffer it. I thought that by existing on the margins of sex industry the way I do, I could somehow not become a part of it, but that’s magical thinking. I felt that I was something else, and I also secretly felt guilty that I had what I perceived as the benefits of sex worth, without any of the cost.
This is why I pump. To feel and look like this.
Secrets Are Stigma
But then someone asked me recently why if I love my porn so much, I it anonymously, and I realized, I am affected by the stigma. That’s why I hide this incredibly important part of my life away and separate it from my daily life. I do it because I know that that stigma is just hanging over me, looming but at bay…for now. And that’s because no matter what I think of what I do and why I do it, at base I am also a sex worker, and the world at large despises and is deeply afraid of sex workers. When I started to be honest with myself, I realize that it’s exhausting and frightening to be something that society hates so much, even if you’re only living at the fringes of it.
Whereas my alter ego used to be a gleeful secret that separated me from other people, with that feeling of “I know something you don’t know, and knowledge is power,” now I suddenly had a new and altogether different feeling, too. Whereas before I was different from other people because of what I knew, and that secret made me powerful and happy, now I was also different from other people because of what I was, and that secret kept me safe.
I hadn’t really changed, of course. But my understanding of myself and how the world would see me had. I still do what I do for the same reasons: because I want to, because I enjoy it, and because it fills parts of me that would otherwise be empty. Yes, for all those reasons. All those reasons that are sort of almost nearly socially acceptable. Right? I mean, this is the language of creativity and art, and, well, I could argue that because I do what I do for those reasons, what I do is erotica, not porn. Not sex work.
But I’m not just doing it for those reasons.
I never would have believed I could build a whole business around my clitty…
Business Is Business
I’m also doing it to sell clips. Not because I need to, economically; this isn’t survival work for me. Rather, it’s because because I am good at it, and it’s very satisfying to make something and sell it. Business is very satisfying. Success at making and selling things is satisfying. That is not to say that doing sex work for survival is a terrible thing. It’s a great luxury I have, that I don’t need to do it, and that I love it; many people choose to do sex work to stay alive and many I’m sure, wouldn’t do it if they had some other opportunity. I understand. That’s the reality of work, sexual or otherwise. The stress of the job I do stay afloat was quite literally killing me before I found the outlets of exercise and sex work. It’s still taking years off my life, I’m sure.
Because I hate my straight work so much, I was desperate for this new thing not to be work. Yes, I used to tell myself that because I plowed nearly all the profits back into the production of my clips it wasn’t really a job, it was a hobby, or maybe a collaborative, crowdsourced art project. Sure, that might be true. But it’s also work. I like sell porn, because I like knowing that people enjoy my work so much that they are willing to pay me for the pleasure of jerking off to it.
If I’m being honest with myself, the fact that I am able to be successful at it adds a whole extra level of satisfaction to the pleasure I always let myself understand I was getting, that of exhibitionism, pleasing myself and other people, educating people, and broadening the world of porn to include people that look and think like me. All those pleasures are still there, but I’m also letting myself understand that this is work, and work that I enjoy for the sake of the work itself. I always enjoyed the sex part of being a sex worker; I just never realized until recently that I also enjoy the work part of being a sex worker.
A Sex Worker Are Workers; Sex Work Is Work
I don’t have particularly clever conclusion about about the meaning of sex work or the hypocrisy of society’s attitude toward sex workers. It’s clear to me that sex work is work; it’s the moral panic that surrounds it that makes it such a charged scary thing for so many people. That moral panic and the stigma and laws that force it underground are what makes it a dangerous, undesirable job for so many. Yes, trafficking is bad, but most sex workers don’t want or need to be rescued–except, quite often from law enforcement and the rescuers themselves.
I’m stunned at the way my understanding of both sex work and myself has changed just lately. I honestly don’t know what this will mean for my blog and my clips. I’ll keep making them, that’s for sure. Maybe now that I’m thinking about it more clearly, with fewer delusions and less confusion, I’ll do more, and do better. I don’t know; we’ll see. Like I said, these are new thoughts for me. I’m not really sure where they’ll take me.
If you do want to read some clever people with deeper, better developed and clearer thoughts about sex work here are a few places you can start.
I give good hand, too, I’m told.
Books by People Who Know Much More About Sex Work Than I Do
Of course, there are thousands—millions—of sex workers out there who know more about sex work than I do, from the escorts, to the pornstars, to the strippers, to the clip makers like me, to the dominatrixes, to the sex bloggers, to the bodybuilding session girls (be still my heart) to the cam girls to the I don’t even know what. I could never hope to list them all! That would be another much bigger story. What I can do is give you a list of authors whose books on the subject have influenced, inspired, and educated me lately.
The first book I ever read about sex work was Naked Online: Hookups, Downloads, and Cashing in on Internet Sexploration, by Audacia Ray (@audaciaray on Twitter), a great writer who also did sex work. Even though it’s 10 years old now, it’s still a fascinating and inspiring (literally, to me) read. Although I didn’t realize it at the time, Ray’s book basically gave me the confidence to get started in online sex work. Even though I only got to go a few times, her readings series, The Red Umbrella Diaries, also introduced me to sex workers in person for the first time and showed me they were just regular people doing their jobs.
For a powerful, funny, heartbreaking, thoroughly unromanticized, yet also wildly romantic look at what it’s like to navigate relationships while being a sex worker, you should read the amazing book Prostitute Laundry by equally amazing Charlotte Shane (@charoshane on Twitter) based on her own confessional Tiny Letter about her life as a sex worker.
I don’t know if this post will make sense to anyone but me. But I hope it does. I hope at the very least a few people will click the links and discover some new books that give them a new view on Sex Work. There are so many great books on the subject. If you have a favorite or a suggestion for me, please let me know in the comments.
A little bit of arm progress? I guess, maybe… (from a few months ago)
Hey everyone! I thought I’d let you know what’s been going on with you lately and also share some pictures with you that I uploaded and never posted! I feel like maybe a few of you might be interested in seeing some new fetish pics, right? The truth is, I have a TON of stuff that needs to be edited, both pictures and videos for my Rikochan clips4sale studio. My problem isn’t that I don’t have things to share, it’s that I don’t have enough time to edit, retouch, and write about it.
You have to prepare your clit carefully if you’re going to do some extreme pumping!
Just a note: Yes, I absolutely retouch/photoshop my pics. That doesn’t mean that they don’t show the real me. They do. At least, as much of the real me as I’m comfortable sharing. I don’t distort or manipulate them to the point where they’re untruthful, though. But I certainly adjust the lighting and color, blur out things I don’t want to share, crop to frame them better, and so on. I’m totally not shitting on people who just post pics straight off the camera or cell phone–there’s a certain rawness about pictures like that that can be really sexy and cool. But, to the (very limited) extent that I can, I want to make my pics look as good as I possibly can. And that means using Photoshop or some similar app.
Stage one of the kind of clit pumping that gets me the best results
Anyhow, I’m going to spend a big chunk of time over the next month working on my backlog of stuff. The very next thing I’m working on is editing my next video with Mistress Treasure! It’s way overdue! She’s one of my very favorite people to work with, and I’ve been hoarding this one and trying to figure out a few new things for editing it. (I used two cameras for the first time, which caused a few unexpected problems.) I’m excited to get some more female bodybuilding videos up on my clips studio, and some pictures on here to go along with it! My last Mistress Treasure video, Big Clit Comparison, is one of my most popular clips ever.
I’m fat, but my stomach is still getting flatter, right?
This past weekend I also shot a crazy hot video with a very sexy friend, Lady Clarece! It was inspired by the popular trend in Japanese AV of ecchi este, or horny massage or something like that. If you haven’t seen them, there’s a whole series of videos that basically involve women going in for a massage that turns out to be sexier than they expected. Some are seduction, some are coercion, and some even feature secret aphrodisiacs! It’s all fantasy, though–even the ones that are filmed hidden-camera style. I don’t know if any of the “acting” in this video came out ok, but it was fun to try. So I’ll be getting right to that video as soon as I finish my Mistress Treasure clip!
I’ve learned a lot over the past few years being Rikochan, writing this blog, doing my photoshoots, making my videos, and meeting people on Facebook and Twitter. I’ve learned a lot about myself, and what I am capable of, and of what it means to try new things and stretch and grow. I know, you’re here for the clits and the boobs and the muscles, but just bear with me for a minute…
My nipples are always long and hard, like little bullets!
It has been an overwhelmingly positive experience for me, even if at times it has been uncomfortable and hard and nerve-wracking. I’ve learned so many things that I can’t even put them into words. Some are just feelings, and some are ways of being, and some are new kinds of confidence. You can’t really distill those down into concrete ideas, or at least I can’t But some of these things I can put into words, and one of them is this: I love boobs.
I dream of having boobs like Rion Nishikawa’s sometimes. So big and soft…
I love them all. Of course, my deepest weakness is for the big, gorgeous ones that you can just drown in. The kind that can smother you, that you can motorboat, that are so big that even the nipples are a challenging mouthful. Rion Nishikawa is my lastest Japanese pornstar crush, and a big part of that is her fantastic breasts. I’m utterly (udderly?) hypnotized by them every time I see them.
Mine are nothing like Rion’s, but I’m okay with that these days.
Every time I have sex lately, it’s always Rion, Rion, Rion whose porn I watch to get me in the mood and Rion, Rion, Rion who’s fucking in the background as I get fucked. I look up and see Rion riding, being ridden, her huge gorgeous breasts swaying and shaking and being fucked. Sure, I still have room in my heart for Julia and Rena Fukiishi, but the heart wants what the heart wants, and right now it’s Rion who makes me hot and wet.
Annie’s breasts–and all of her body–are so perfect and sculpted, I just want to run my hands all over her. (Used by permission of Annie…thanks Annie, I love you!)
That’s not to say that I only like huge, full and round ones. I have a huge love for the muscular chests of female bodybuilders, too. I’ve written before about my love for Annie Rivieccio, and how my exposure to her in the pages of the excellent Muscle Elegance magazine helped me to understand and accept and even love my own muscular body and little boobs. I’ve bought a ton of her videos over at her Female Muscle Movies clips store, and I can’t recommend them strongly enough…they’ve got everything from lift and carry to muscle worship to full-on muscle fucking.
My boobs are tiny and I’m ok with that, most of the time.
My Boyish Boobs
I’m totally not one of those purists who complains when bodybuilders get implants (I think implants can be crazy sexy, too! I think Cindy Landolt looked great with a completely flat chest and I think she looks great with her big sexy implants, too. I do, however, have a real, serious weakness for the muscle chests of the big female bodybuilders with broad pecs and small breasts that comes with training and dieting. I’ve been thin enough myself that tits basically disappeared except for the nipples and just a hint of a curve, one that would completely disappear if I lifted my arms over my head.
My boyish, flat chest
These days I don’t want that completely shapeless preteen boy look, though; as sexy as I found the androgyny, and as hot as I find it on other people, I want something that is, for me, healthier now, something more powerful and striking. That’s why I work so hard in the gym and eat well and right and take care of myself.
Getting more muscular, right?
These days, my own chest is getting bigger, partly because I’m a bit on the fatter side right now, and partly because I’ve been training like crazy, really getting into my new powerlifting workouts. I think I’m starting to look a little more balanced, now, too. In the past, I was all legs, but now I’m starting to see a little bit more shape in my upper body, and I’m especially happy with the way my chest is changing. It’s getting bigger, and stronger, and harder…
Mistress Treasure’s big beautiful nipples
I’ve got a long ways to go before I reach the awesome size and power of Annie, or my other bodybuilding porn friend, Mistress Treasure, and I might never get there, but every time I meet up with Mistress T, I’m more inspired than ever to hit the iron, and hit it hard! I’m going to be working on editing another Mistress Treasure video this very weekend, and you can be sure I’ll be checking out her fantastic nipples! Mine are long and hard, but they’re got nothing on Mistress Treasure’s. Hers have to be seen–and sucked–to be believed.
I can’t wait until I can suck and squeeze Lady C’s big, soft, natural breasts again…
The fact that I’m working on little muscle tits doesn’t mean that that’s the only way I imagine myself being, though. In fact, I dream about having huge glorious boobs like the ones I got to suck and kiss and bury my face in when I shot my Pouty Slave session videos with Lady Clarece. They’re so perfect, and soft and heavy. She left me suck and bite them, and she smothered me with them, too.
Sucking on Lady Clarece’s amazing nipples was better than even the clit play that day, and that’s saying a lot!
That feeling of being completely surrounded by boobs, nearly crushed by them is the best feeling there is. I can’t wait to do that again, and we’re talking about shooting again soon! I know many of you loved the videos we shot, and I’m sure you’re going to like what my mistress has planned for the next set of videos even more!
Slutty Nic’s Breasts are amazing…look at those nipples!
I used to only dream about playing with big boobs like Lady Clarece’s. Since I’ve been expanding my horizons as Rikochan, however, I’ve learned to love playing with small ones, too. I had so much fun playing with the Slutty Nic’s little ones. She has amazing nipples, the areolae are huge and puffy…puffy nipples are one of my weaknesses. I love that hers have such a different shape from mine which are sort of flat and hard and champagne glass shaped. Hers are long and low, and stretchy. I loved how I could move them around and play with them and even stretch them out!
Stretching Nic’s tits was fucking amazing. I never knew they could do that!
Pinching and pulling Slutty Nic’s nipples was so exciting and sexy. I was playing the domme in that shoot, which was very hard for me (I’m a total sub), but I have to admit, the idea that another serious sub would let me pull and pinch and stretch her nipples until she gasped and moaned really did bring out something a bit more dominant in me. I really enjoyed making her feel good by being a little bit rough with her lovely little boobs. That was almost as fun as when Nic gave me a clit blow job: my first time ever being on the receiving end of oral sex from a woman. The fact that it was even close should tell you just exciting pinching her nipples was…
I think Nic enjoyed it too!
And my friend Yuka Ozaki (who has sadly retired from porn, I think) also had such cute little ones, too. I have an an amazing time sucking them, and just looking at them, frankly. When we shot When Riko Met Yuka, it was the first time I’d ever played with boobs that were even smaller than mine. Although I saw plenty of smaller ones when I was growing up in Japan, at that point in time I wasn’t thinking about playing with them, I was just being jealous of how those girls were all skinnier than me.
I learned to love little boobs playing Yuka’s cute little tits
I’m sad that I might never get to play with her cute little boobs again, but I’m glad I got to do it a couple times while she was still making porn. We were supposed to shoot one more video after When Yuka Dommed Riko, but the schedule never got worked out, and I think I got too busy with school after that. I really wish I had worked harder to reschedule that third shoot, now! We were just starting to get really comfortable shooting together, and I’d love to have played with her boobs (not to mention her crazy tight little pussy) one more time…
Sucking Yuka’s tits was so much fun!
Anyhow, can you tell by this long rambling post about playing with boobs that I’ve been too busy to have much sex lately, and that I haven’t been able to play with any women at all for months? In fact, not once this year! Writing this post made me realize that I am seriously in boob withdrawal, and that it’s time to schedule new video shoots. Any women out there who want to shoot with me, please let me know!
More videos coming soon. In the meanwhile, let me know what you think of my boobs and whether or not you think I should get implants at my Rikochan Implants Poll. Yes, I know it’s up to me. Don’t bother telling me that, I know! I’m curious what you think.
Yay, it’s Part III of my latest video series. This one is short and sweet and it’s all in real time–there are no cuts. After all the warm up and pumping and squirting and mini-vibrator foreplay of the first two clips, my whole pussy has been buzzing on the edge of a shattering orgasm for almost an hour (trimmed down to a little under 30 minutes of video). Please understand, though…this is an outttake, as I’ll explain! You can go here to see it: Big Clit, White Swimsuit Part III: Hitachi Orgasm!
There it goes, all the way inside me…
It’s no surprise that my Hitachi with the special soft in-pussy dildo attachment I’m climbing up the stairs to cumming like three at a time. I’m too excited to even take the suit off, I have to just pull the crotch to one side and jam it into my pussy and against true underside of my big clit shaft as hard as I fucking can.
I’m jamming it in so hard the vibrator’s head is bent sideways…
There is a time for gentle and soft and slow and feathery, ticking touches, and there is a time for going as hard and as fast as you can, and worry about the bruises and sore cunt and not being able to walk or sit right later. This is was time for the second one. You can see my powerful and muscular thighs clenching and quivering and flexing as I squeeze down as hard as I can, putting as much pressure as I can on my pussy, flexing and releasing in wave after wave of delicious spasms as I get closer and closer to coming until finally I’m there flying falling spiraling spinning crashing…
Holding the wand in place with the power of my thighs…
Keep in mind that this is a quickie, and it’s an outtake. It’s a quickie, because sometimes you just want enough video to jerk off to before work or while your significant other is in the shower or when you’re hiding out in the restroom on a coffee break at work, am I right? I know at least some of you agree, because all those examples came from things readers have told me!
I love pulling my suit up into my pussy like that. UGH! I want to do it again right now!
So, I’m getting ready to shoot some more clips soon, and hopefully I’ll be working with my mistress from the Pouty Slave clips again soon. Would you guys be into seeing her make me come again, with new toys? Maybe her and another guest domme or two making me come like crazy? I’d love to do another all-girl threesome! I haven’t done one of those since I shot for Shemuscle!
Hitachi and clit stimulation…heaven!
Anyhow, let me know what you want to see! Lots more stuff coming soon. At least one more new video this weekend!
That’s what a big clit looks like with mesh panties on!
Hi everyone! I’m going to do things a little bit differently this week. Instead of one really looooooong update every week or two, I’m going to try and do shorter updates once a day. Who knows, some of these might end up being longer updates after all, but the point is to just share more stuff with you, either way.
I’ve just got so many thousands of pictures that I’ll never get up otherwise and that just makes me sad! I’ve literally got pics from the shoot I did with Mistress Treasure a couple years ago that I never posted and now I have another whole new set coming in a day or two. That’s just a waste, I think. As long as people are still interested, I’m going to start posting more stuff and not just waiting until I have a whole long story written to go with it.
You know me, I’m still super-wordy sometimes, so it’s totally possible that I will end up writing more, but I feel like this way I’ll at least get more pictures up either way!
Anyhow, today’s shot is something I get lot requests for, big clit seen through mesh panties! I’ve been experimenting a lot with this kind of shot lately, the clit seen through mesh, the clit stretching out panties, the clit making a little tent, all that kind of thing. I’ll be posting more of this stuff later this week. If you guys like this, comment on it and reshare it on Twitter and that kind of thing and I’ll make more.
I’m going to be paying a lot more attention to what gets attention and boosts on social media over the next little while and tailoring what I write to match that, because, you know I get crazy excited by the idea of more people seeing my pictures (and, I ideally jerking off to them). It’s not like I make any money off these pictures, so please, please, please give me some feedback and help boost my signal a little. That’s a big part of what makes this fun and worth doing for me, ok? The more you guys help me out that way, the more I will share!