I think my back is getting a little bigger! I think if I can just lean out a little more there will be an xmas tree under there…
Hi everyone! I skipped the gym today because of a work emergency, but I’ve been working really hard lately, lifting heavy and often and trying to get more rest so that I can grow. I’m definitely still eating to grow, when I’m really meant to be eating to cut, which is a bit of a problem, but there are worse problems, I guess. I thought I would try to start a regular weekly (or at least occasional) feature here: Muscle Monday!
My upper body is finally beginning to catch up to my legs, I think. I’ve got some traps!
The idea is to post more progress pictures and to do it more regularly. I guess if I was really serious about progress pictures I’d be posting standard poses so I could compare change from week to week, and–who knows–maybe I’ll get there eventually. I hope you guys will not mind me posting more-random shots like these in the meanwhile. I think some of them are ok, anyhow, as pictures, if not really as progress pictures.
My shape is changing, but sooo sloooowly.
Muscle Monday Stats
I can at least add a little bit of information for at least a tiny bit of accountability, though. I’ll try to include at least a few numbers every time. These pictures were taken last night, October 18, 2015, and I weighed about 148 pounds. For now, my goal is to lose 10 pounds. Of course, I’ve been stuck here near this weight for a while, thanks to endless traveling and guests and so on. I can’t really blame anyone else for my failure to move my weight, of course, and, honestly, I’m pretty happy that I managed to maintain, even if I couldn’t lose. It’s been a very tough month or so.
For the boot–and butt–fans out there.
The good news is that I think that weight actually includes a little more muscle! I’m really excited to see that maybe my upper body is finally starting to catch up to my lower body! I don’t know if it shows up in these pictures or not, but my shirts are getting tighter in the shoulder, and I can definitely see some traps once in a while. And I’ve gotten comments on my arms, too! Kraka got several “Your wife’s biceps are going to be bigger than yours,” comments recently, which I was afraid would annoy him, but actually, of course, made him very happy. He’s a huge fan of me getting huge, so that helps! And it’s not true anyhow, he asks me to say. 😉
Anyhow, hopefully this will be a regular or semi-regular thing. And I promise…more big clits soon!
Hi everyone! This is just a quick note to tell you how excited I am to post this picture of me by Mayumism! It’s not so often that I feel like a work of art, but when I see Mayumi’s pictures of me, I do! This was supposed to be an Ass Wednesday post, but I’m so incredibly slow and lame, that here I am a week and a half later posting it on a Sunday, but I guess no one will really mind, right?
My thick ass and legs! Well, getting thick, anyhow…
There’s a special reason why this picture makes me so happy. Unless you grew up as a flat-butt Asian girl who desperately wanted to have an ass, you probably can’t imagine how exciting it is to see a picture of yourself where you have, if not a badonkadonk, then at least a booty! And a picture like the one at the top, that positively objectifies my bum? Pure heaven!
Working my muscular glutes
I mean, it may not be a juicy double, but I think it might qualify as a juicy single, at least. For me, it represents literally hundreds of hours and thousands of sets of squats, deadlifts, thrusts and more, working day after day after day at the gym to build up my rump!
Squeeze your ass as hard as you can if you want it to get tighter and bigger…
If I could get my fat to go to my booty and not my belly, I’d be eating twice as much as I do now, but I am not genetically gifted in that way. My (relatively) “easy” muscle tends to be more in my calves, which I used to actually cry about when I was much younger.
RDL and rows working the whole back side of my body
Eating more just gives me an old-lady pooch. I don’t even get muffin top, really, which would be a step up. Nope, straight to that old lady does-she-not-do-sit-ups-or-is-she-pregnant-but-no-it’s-the-wrong-shape pooch. I mean, if I had it because I’d destroyed my abs carrying twins or something, but, no, it’s just bad genes.
Head down ass up is a good kind of workout, too. Here I’m down
So I can only come by an ass through lots of hard work. And only a specific kind of hard work: weights! When I was a cardio bunny, my butt got even flatter, I went from the dread Asian flat butt to the even flatter distance-runner’s butt.
Here I’m up
Butt, no more! These days I still have a long before I reach the coveted high-round-shelf-butt-you-could-rest-a-glass-on ass. Butt I’m a lot closer than I ever have been. I hope you enjoy my bum and I’d love to hear what you think!
I can’t believe Slutty Nic was the last woman to lick my clit, more than a year ago!
Hi everyone! I had a rough couple months, sorry…took a little break to take care of myself and take care of some vanilla life problems. But I think you will be happy to hear that I have been working really hard on my conditioning, and on getting into shape where I feel ready to start shooting video again! Anyhow, here’s an update on the three best things in my life right now: Porn, Clit, Gym.
This is where I tend to end up after a work, flat on my back, nothing in the tank. I play hard!
I’m definitely feeling much tighter and fitter and I think that I’m in a better place mentally as well. I’m not anywhere close to being ripped, but at least now I am starting to maybe look like I’m offseason instead of just plain out of shape. I don’t know how I look to anyone else, because I haven’t shot new pictures in ages, but I definitely *feel* sexier. I’ve still got to drop some more weight before I start to look how I want to look in photos and video, but I can definitely see some changes already.
I love that I’m getting just a little bit vascular! You can actually see it when I get my little tiny pump going!
Honestly, I’m not sure how much of that is because I have changed physically, and how much is because I took care of some problems that had been bothering me for a while, and how much is that I am getting closer to my promised date to start being available for photo and video work with new people, September 19! There’s a new girl I might be working with in the near future, and she’s super cute and sexy. Not a bodybuilder, but very fit. I’m starting to get excited, because this will be the first new person I’ve shot with in over a year. I haven’t met her in person yet, but I’ve seen a few pictures, and she is smoking hot!
I’m starting to be a little bit happier with my thighs and ass…
I’ve also been talking to a few other sites and clips4sales stores about shooting too. That would only be the second or third time I ever shot for someone else! One of them is a bondage/tickle site that you might know, The Tickle Channel! It’s not definite at all, but I’m really excited (and a little scared) just at the idea that it might happen. I’m so crazy ticklish that I’m honestly more nervous about being tickled than I am about the nudity or forced orgasm or even the bondage! In fact, the idea of the bondage part is actually what makes the tickling feel safe in a weird way.
Even my clit is ticklish sometimes…how and I going to be able to survive BDSM tickling and forced orgasm?
I would absolutely need the kind of very restrictive bondage that David Mack (who runs the Tickle Channel, among other things!) practices to be able to take a tickle torture with hurting myself or, more likely, my tickler, by jumping around and flailing and hitting and kicking to make it stop. So physically, the bondage I think will make me safer. I don’t know what it will do to mentally to be so completely helpless during something that makes me so completely crazy and out of control. Will I laugh? Will I cry? Will I come? All three? Sometimes even my clit is too ticklish to touch. And forget about my feet and my underarms…
I can’t wait to get another clit blowjob like the one that Slutty Nic gave me!
There are definitely some other people I have been taking about shooting with, but I’ll save taking about those for later. Nothing is decided yet and I don’t want to jinx anything, but a couple of them would be working with some very sexy bodybuilders!
So that’s it for now…I have to head to the gym to get ready for my possible shoots…
Hey everyone: as those of you who follow me on Facebook, Twitter, and Fetlife know, I was recently in Japan for almost two weeks. I posted little bits and pieces on those sites, but didn’t really have the time or energy to blog (it definitely wasn’t a vacation). So I thought I’d kick off my return to blogging with some roundups of the stuff I’ve posted here and there in one spot for my blog-only fans. The things I’m most excited and proud to share are my bodybuilding progress pictures taken by the amazing Mayumism!
For all my muscular leg and high-heel fans!
As always, I find it incredibly humbling and exciting to work with a professional photographer of Mayumi’s level. Don’t get me wrong, I think I’ve taken some decent pictures myself over the years. But, let’s face it, if you take literally tens of thousands of pictures (which I have done!) even a GWC (girl with camera) like me is going to get a few good ones here and there.
But working with a real artist is another thing altogether. It feels so much more real and so much less hit or miss. I feel like a professional model myself, although one who is very, very bad at her job. I know, I’m really just an amateur, but it gives me the feeling that I’m really modeling, you know? That I’m doing something real, instead of just blogging for fun. This is fun, too, but on a whole different level. I want to have fun (and I always do) but I also want to make the very most of an opportunity that most people never have!
Hey, I’ve got some triceps. A little bit anyhow, right?
I really love that I can totally put myself in her hands. Instead of worrying about the picture, I can just worry about the part of the art that I can control: myself, and my body. When I have a shoot scheduled, it makes me work twice as hard in the gym, and in the kitchen. I think so much about how I’m going to look, and I think so hard about doing my part for the shoot, and making the most of my opportunity to get in front of a pro’s lens.
Anyhow, there’s more coming from this series I believe. I hope you like the shots so far, and I hope that if you’re ever looking for a great photographer you’ll consider Mayumi!
This was a fun shoot, and I was surprised to see that I have a bit of a booty now. I am definitely Japanese: Long body, short legs!
Hi everyone, this is just a quick update, with a couple little bits and pieces in it to let you know what’s going on with me these days.
Full Body Rikochan!
First of all, I couldn’t resist posting right away because I have such a cool picture to share from a shoot I did a while ago with Mayumism! The images are starting to come in and I’m very happy to see them, as always! I think this is a pretty fun shot: we were playing with different bodybuilding and cheesecake poses and I think this one came toward the end when were just sort of relaxing and having a little more fun. I’m a terrible model and it takes me forever to loosen up for a shoot, if I ever do at all!
Anyhow, this is the first time I’ve had a chance to see a good full-body shot of me in ages! The picture is very cool, I think, and I think I look…ok, anyhow. This is several months ago by now, and I think I am both thinner and maybe a little harder and bigger now–at least, I hope I am. I’ve been working really hard! But I like the look of this shot, anyhow, and I can see some progress there from the last time I saw my back. And, hey I have a bit more of a booty these days, that’s new! Full body shots are my least favorite thing to see of myself, but I like this one. Of course, It always helps to work with a great photographer!
Rikochan Tribute Button & Rewards
The other thing I wanted to mention was that I got my first ever tribute through my clips4sale store! No ever actually contributed that way before, and I was honored, surprised, and thrilled. It was a very nice contribution from a fan who wanted to ask me some questions, and we’re just starting a very interesting conversation about my orgasms.
I always do my best to answer comments and Facebook questions, of course, but sometimes people want a little more than I can give without taking time away from making blog posts and videos, which are how I support this site. Now, I’m not looking to make piles of money from Rikochanpornstar.com, and I put every thing I make from it back into cameras, sex-toys, Web hosting fees, pay for photographers, and so on. So it becomes a bit of a balancing act to be able to keep talking to people without neglecting the parts of my site that actually pay for my site. I spent an hour answering comments here and on Fetlife today, when I probably should have been editing video!
I’ll always do as much as I can to talk to people who write me; that’s part of why I do this! But it’s always going to be on the same I’ll answer when I can basis that it’s always been. Sometimes I’m online every day for hours at a time for a whole week, and sometimes I just can’t get back to Rikochanpornstar for weeks.
So, if you have questions you just can’t wait to get an answer for, or if you want a little more of my time than you might otherwise get, well, the tribute button is one way. Nothing is off-limits, with three exceptions: I’m not going to give up my anonymity: no face pictures, and I’m not telling about my day job or where I love! I’m not an expert on steroids or hormones, so please don’t ask me about them. And I’m not going to talk about anything that would get me in legal trouble. You saw Citizenfour, right? Oh, and, be aware, anything I write might end up on here in one form or another. You can specify if you want me to keep your side of the conversation and your handle secret or not!
Other than that, I don’t have any real rules or guidelines yet. Who knows, maybe no one else will ever be hit the tribute button again and it won’t be an issue. But, if you’re interested, it’s there! Just go to my clips4sale site and hit the Tribute button.
Anyhow, back to work, hoping to be able to share some other cool new stuff with you soon!
The first time I sucked another woman’s nipple since I was a baby!
My post Annie Rivieccio, Muscle Worship, and Rikochan got some incredibly kind feedback. In fact, I was tearing up about some of it, especially since I was surprisingly nervous about writing such a personal post for the first time in a while. One of the things that got a lot of nice comments was the picture of my session with the fabulous Mistress Treasure. Not surprising, maybe: I mean, look at her. She’s a goddess!
Look at how long Mistress Treasure’s erect nipple is! So sexy!
Anyhow, it made me remember that I still have some pictures of my incredibly sexy and exciting video muscle worship session with Mistress Treasure that I never shared here for some reason. I thought some of you might be really excited to see them. I know I was exited to seem again after all this time! I think when I first got to see them I was a little bit sad at how much better shape she was in than me, and how out of shape and soft I looked next to her, honestly. It’s kind of intimidating being in the same scene with a literally world-class bodybuilder and professional dominatrix, and Mistress Treasure is both! Like I said, she’s a goddess, and it can be humbling to see yourself standing next to one.
Rikochan Worships Mistress Treasure (Photograph by Mayumism)
I don’t know why, but somehow when I looked at the pictures again after all this time, I didn’t see them that way any more. I mean, that thought went through my head…I’m sure most women (maybe most people?) hear voices saying things like in their heads that every time they look at every picture of themselves. But this time that just sort of flashed for a second, and then it got drowned out almost instantly by a different, crazy-excited voice shouting: “Oh my god that’s right I got to play with mistress treasure’s titty and I sucked on her nipple and it was so long and hard in my mouth that I got wet just sucking it oh my god oh my god oh my god!” (My excited internal voice doesn’t use commas.) Yeah, at that point it was me who felt like a goddess–the one who got to fool around with Mistress Treasure!
So, yes, I’m not going to lie, when I saw these pictures, I got really, really excited again. In fact, I think I got nearly as excited as I did when I was standing right in front of Mistress Treasure and touching her and being touched by her. I didn’t know at all what I was doing, and I was shy and awkward and she was just. so. fucking. hot. It was great. She took me through it, made me feel incredibly sexy and was always in control. I got so hot I couldn’t help taking a break to watch my videos with her and I sat right there in my computer chair and jacked off my big clit just like a teenage boy! Except that I made a much bigger wetter mess than even the boy with the most cum…
Where to Find Mistress Treasure and Rikochan Together
If you’re looking for a muscle worship session, even if you are a complete newbie, I can’t recommend her strongly enough. In fact, I’m hoping that we can get back together again sometime soon. I want to worship those gorgeous muscles one more time. In the meanwhile, I’ve put together a collection of the links so far on my pages about Mistress Treasure and me. I hope I’ll have more to share soon!
Annie Rivieccio was one of my original inspirations for both bodybuilding and nude modeling. Photo used with kind permission from Annie!)
When a woman builds bulk on her body, she’s making a decision to sculpt a better version of herself. She’s changing her identity. She’s breaking the mold of convention and embracing the nontraditional. Whether she intends to compete or not is irrelevant. The desire to gain maximum muscularity is a statement unto itself. It says “I’m reinventing myself, whether you like it or not.~Ryan Takahashi
I love that quote, almost as much as I love the picture of Annie Rivieccio above it. Both of them really speak to me, and to what I’ve been going through for a while now. Annie set me on the path, and Ryan helped to me to understand it a little better. You see, I’m working more than ever to change my own body, going harder and harder in the gym with a real goal in mind, embracing a new, bigger, more powerful body, the body I was genetically meant to have, and the one that I spent so many years struggling against, the body I’d tried so hard to destroy. Before I got started, before those first pictures I saw of Annie, I never could have imagined building up my body, instead of tearing it down.
Worshipping My Muscles?
You wouldn’t believe how many requests I get for calf-muscle worship sessions with scissor-grip domination and trampling. Or maybe you would?
These days, things are totally different. Not only am I eating more (and better) than I ever have in my life, I’m also more dedicated than ever in the gym, but I’ve also got a real fitness goal for the first time, too. I’m giving myself six months to get in the best shape of my life, and then I’m going to start shooting…a lot. Modeling. Videos. Erotica. Porn. I’m going to branch out and try new things again. I want to work with other people again, and I this time I don’t want people thinking, “Rikochan’s so lucky to work with those women with their killer bodies.” This time, I want people to think, “She’s so lucky to be working with Rikochan, what a killer body!” I don’t want to look “good” or fit.” I want to look crazy fit. I want to look what society will call freaky. I want people to stop me in the street to ask me if I compete, though I’m not planning to. As Ryan Takahashi says (in his blog, The Adventures of Ryan Takahashi, which is a great tribute to female bodybuilding), I want to break the mold of convention. I want to be something different and new and powerful.
As I work harder and get bigger, I’ve been thinking a lot about muscle worship. Why? Well, partly it’s because I’ve been getting an amazing number of requests for muscle worship sessions, mostly from people who want to worship my calves or be crushed between my thighs in a scissor grip. Sometimes they just to worship my muscles! I don’t do sessions yet, although I have thought about it, but I am always very, very flattered to be asked. And surprised, too! After all, the only muscle worship I’ve been involved in up to now has been as the worshipper, not the worshipped. I’m used to being the muscle lover, although that wasn’t always the case. Loving other women’s muscles was how I got started on this whole journey.
I’m more used to being the muscle worshipper than the worshipped. Mistress Treasure’s bicep was like a rock! (This photograph by Mayumism)
Enter Annie Rivieccio
I’m not surprised anymore when people ask to worship my big clit; I get that one, since I now understand that it is pretty fabulous (yes, I have come to terms with its fabulous-ness, ha). I’ve even developed a real fetish for big clits myself, ever since I discovered Denise Masino‘s amazing Muscle Elegance Magazine with Annie Rivieccio, which Kraka brought home for us to look at one day. Of course I was happy to see other women with “endowments” like mine–even bigger! That made me so happy. And he told me that was why he’d brought it home for me. And that was true. But it wasn’t the whole story.
Every part of Annie is powerful, and every part is gorgeous. What an inspiration!
He later admitted that it was at least as much because of his secret love for female muscle, which he hoped I might learn to love, too. And he was right. I did. I do. That single issue changed everything for me. The clits were affirming, but it was the muscle that was the real revelation. I can remember looking at the powerful pictorial of Annie in her stables, massive and nude, hosing herself down, her sleek offseason muscles shining and shimmering. Yes, I think there was a hint of a big clitty between the massive, sculpted columns of her thighs in that shoot, but at that time all I had eyes for was those thighs! I just couldn’t stop looking at them.
Fit or Female: A False Choice
Here I’d been working on running my legs down to to skin and bones (I got way past having a thigh gap at one point, though I didn’t know that term then–think Æon Flux). And here was this beautiful woman whose legs…her legs were big and powerful and strong. On purpose! For me, that was a big realization, because at one point, I’d also had huge quads, as a volleyball player in high school. My legs had put on muscle far more easily than the other girls’ had, and people had teased me about it, said that I looked like a speedskater. Eventually, I quit, and I starved those muscles away. So this woman who’d specifically trained to build her legs up specifically because she wanted to look like that, and not as the accidental freakish side effect of sports…I can’t tell you what that meant to me.
More than a decade after I first saw her, Annie still looks amazing, still inspires me…
Not to mention those enormous delts, and her great pecs and lovely natural breasts…Her boobs were so striking to me. I’d been working on getting fit, at around the time Kraka brought home the magazine (I think that was the trigger for admitting his secret fetish), and, as I got thinner, I had been mourning the slow loss of my boobs, which I do sometimes. In the past, I’d been happy to look like a prepubescent with no boobs or ass, like every good Japanese girl who wants to look like a child-bride. I’d had a borderline eating disorder, too. I’d been destroying my body. But now I was recovering (in fact, I had gotten pretty fat at one point), and now I wanted to be fit, but I also wanted to look like a woman…whatever that means. For me, that meant boobs, and the only way I ever had boobs was to be overweight. I was really struggling with what I thought was the choice between being fit and looking like a woman. I know that that’s a false choice, but that’s what I’d learned, growing up in Japan.
Another Way to Be a Woman
And then suddenly here was Annie, showing me a whole different way to be a woman. A strong woman, who was sexy despite not looking like anyone else I’d ever seen–not like any actress, any model, not even any of the athletes I knew. Her breasts were even smaller than mine, but still so incredibly sexy, sitting on those broad pectoral muscles. They were different, but there was still a hint of curve, and those lovely erect nipples…you just knew they were crazy sensitive. You have to realize, this was a long time ago; there wasn’t any crossfit then! You never looked up and saw a muscle girl sitting across from you in the subway, the way you sometimes can now. As Ryan says, it was breaking the mold of convention and embracing the nontraditional. The very, very nontraditional.
It was a key moment for me, and an incredibly liberating one. I not only gradually stopped being ashamed of my body and its tendency to grow muscle, I actually started to be proud of it. Looking for more pictures of Annie, I dug deeper and deeper into the culture of FBB erotica, porn, and sessions. I haunted all sorts of bodybuilding bulletin boards under all kinds of different names, and I eventually discovered all sorts of amazing women to inspire me. The more I lived online in that world, the more natural it started to feel to start sharing pictures and then videos of myself online, too. In fact, I started to experiment in all kinds of new ways. Eventually, I started this blog as a way of sharing some of the things I was going through–and because I have become a kind of shy exhibitionist, too!
Annie’s clearly pretty comfortable in her own skin. I hope I get there someday!
Now I’ve kind of made a little name for myself online, and I even have my own clips4sale studio, and I’ve even got some muscle worship and posing videos on it. I’m even friends (at least online) with some of the very women that originally inspired me. I’ve even in touch with Annie on Facebook, and she’s so cool and generous and funny (see the picture above): She even sent me a bunch of pictures to choose from for this post yesterday! Maybe someday I’ll get to work with her and thank her in person, but in the meanwhile, this little post is my way of saying thanks for her part in opening my mind to a different and (for me) better way to be a woman. So: Thanks, Annie!
Where to Find Annie Rivieccio Online
If you’re as big a fan of Annie as I am, you probably already know her excellent website, Muscle Angels, which is full of her amazing pictures of her female bodybuilder friends. If you haven’t checked it out, you should: it’s great–well worth the cost. You might not know her clips4sale studio, Female Muscle Movies, though. I just checked (and bought a couple of videos) and it’s got almost 500 crazy-sexy videos on it from Annie and her FBB friends too.
Things are crazy right now. I’m burned out and confused and pulled in too many directions at once. It’s a hard time. Personally, professionally, and even here in the normally safe and fun world of Rikochanpornstar.com, I’ve got some weird things happening.
Nowhere to Hide
But, like always, it’s in these strange times that interesting things start to happen, too. I’ve got a great opportunity at my day job that might really change my life…if it happens. At the very least, I’d be able to stop working the horrible hours that are keeping me away from you and my site and my videos. And I’ve been approached to work with a very interesting agency that might help me take my site to a new level, and maybe get me working with some cool people, and sites, and even magazines, too. I’m hoping that some pictures I took with Mayumi (like the one above) might appear in some interesting places sometime this year.
Both of these are things that might turn into something; neither one of them are guaranteed to be right for me. It’s impossible to know now, and I’m in that weird state where I don’t want to hope for too much with either one, in case they don’t work out. The problem is that usually I can use work to hide from the stuff in my private life when it gets tough, and I can use Rikochanpornstar to hide from the stuff in my work life. Right now, I feel like both of the places I usually hide are compromised. My hiding places aren’t working!
Escape Into Bodybuilding
Luckily, I have a third place: the gym. I can’t tell you how hard I’ve been working these days. It’s always my physical outlet, but lately it’s really been filling in for all my mental outlets, too. It’s amazing how much harder you can go when you are determined. I always thought I was giving it everything when I went, and that my real problem was consistency and diet. But since I’ve been relying on the gym more for my mental wellbeing, too, I’ve discovered that I am able go so much harder than I thought.
I find myself shaking and sick at the end of workouts, completely soaked in sweat every time. I get so far into the zone that I hardly notice the people around me. I’ve had coworkers tell me that they said hi to me in the gym and that I completely didn’t hear them. And it’s not that I’m wearing headphone, either; I’m just…focused.
My Current Inspiration, Andreea Tina, from Simply Shredded
My latest workout works really well with this focus, it’s high volume with very little rest: perfect for really losing yourself in it. I’m doing a workout from Simply Shredded, from the fantastic WBFF Pro Fitness Model Andreea Tina, and wow, I can see results! I mean, I don’t look anything like Andreea, but I can see myself getting there someday, which I never really could, before. I always had a goal body, but I never actually thought I’d like like those women. They were an aspiration, but it was like aspiring to be a superhero. I could use these women as motivation, but I knew I’d never actually look like them. It just wasn’t in my genetics, I wasn’t motivated enough, I didn’t have the time, I was too old, I didn’t have the talent, I didn’t have the desire, I. Just. Wasn’t. Good. Enough.
A New Feeling
For the first time in a long time, though, I’ve started feeling…different. Like, I can kill any workout, crush any goal, be anything. I’m working hard and doing a good job, and it is starting to show, and it’s starting to make me feel…good. I feel like I am in control of something, I am accomplishing something, I am good at something. That’s such an amazing, powerful feeling, and it’s a feeling that grows, that expands out into your life. If you feel like you’re good at something, that you are good at something…maybe you could be good at something else, too? Maybe many things. What a crazy idea. Who knows where it might end?
I’m terrible at posing, but I do want to share some progress. Why can I never see my biceps on a double bi pose? I promise they are there! This one is about two months old. Those red marks on my shoulder are bruises from squatting.
Happy New Year, Everyone! I hope you had a fun and safe New Year’s Eve. Mine was very relaxed but good; I spent it with a few friends cooking lots and lots of Japanese food and drinking some wine and Champagne. I was planning to post more stuff over the past week, but work got in the way. Now that the year-end madness is done, though, I can really start posting the stories, porn, bodybuilding progress pictures, foot fetish shots, and all the other stuff stuff you guys have been asking me for.
My Bodybuilding Results
I’ve been hitting the gym really hard lately, to the point where my vanilla friends who don’t know anything about Rikochanpornstar.com and my fitness-porn life are starting to really notice. I mean, they always been a little freaked out by how much I go to the gym the way I eat, but the results are really starting to show in ways that they are shocked to see. For me, the progress is almost unbearably slow, but I must have reached some new plateau that has made my coworkers and friends start to notice. Mostly it’s my biceps, the veins on my forearms, and the roundness of my ass that they seem to notice, but some have also commented on the broadness of my back and the shape and size of my delts (they just say shoulders, but that’s what they are talking about).
It’s interesting the various reactions people have when they notice. I think none of them like the veins in the forearms. Some are horrified at how broad my chest and back are. A few are definitely intimidated by the bit of shape and the size of my biceps and triceps, but almost all of them are jealous of the ass! These are mostly Asian women I’m talking about, most of whom have very flat butts, even if they are fat. We tend to get it on our stomachs, though I have one friend who is lucky enough to gain weight in her boobs, although she doesn’t feel it is lucky. I disagree!
The coolest thing is that I have one friend who’s been converted from pure cardio to seriously lifting! I’m so excited! She’s currently still at the stage where being sore is a surprise and not necessarily a good one, but I think she’s getting close to the point where she’ll be proud of the aches and pains and be excited that they mean that her body is changing. I’m helping her along with a little bit of advice, and she is working with a trainer some, so I think she will start to get some results soon. She’s already fit from cardio, but her body looks older than it is because she doesn’t have any muscles giving it shape. She’s very pretty and tall, and I’m excited to see what she looks like once her muscles being to grow!
This one doesn’t show my legs at their most muscular, but I thought it was kind of fun!
Anyhow, I’m working on new routines and new goals for the new year, and I was wondering what you guys thought. Do you want to see me getting bigger, putting on as much size as I can this year. It’s been a while since I went all out for building mass. Do you think I should take a break from building up and strip off all the fat and see what my current muscles look like all ripped? Do you think I should just keep doing what I’m doing and making smaller changes? Or do you not give a damn about the bodybuilding and just want me to stay generally fit and concentrate more on making porn for you?
In the end, I’ll do what’s right for me, what I want, and what I feel, as always. But right now I’m undecided, and this is your chance to maybe influence my thinking a little. Because, honestly, while I always do what’s right for me, a part of that is connected you–the people who read my blog, the people who buy my big clit and muscle fetish clips, the people who cheer me on on Facebook and Fetlife. When I’m working out, I do it for myself. When I’m controlling what I eat, I do it for myself. When I do my cardio, I do it for myself. But, at the same time, I’m often thinking about you. How you will see my progress; what you will say when you see it; if you will be excited in the changes in my body; if you will be stimulated, excited, and aroused by me. And that excites me. That motivates me. That inspires. I go a little bit harder, train a little bit longer, and eat a little bit better, knowing that you’ll be watching. So, while I’m working on my fitness for myself, I’m doing it for you, too…
Happy New Year! Please vote! 🙂
PS: Here’s a little something extra, just for fun!
Ok, this one has nothing to do with bodybuilding, but I thought some of you might enjoy my submissive post with gasmask!
Look what I found when I was fixing the site: an old pecs progress picture!
Hi everyone! Like I told you yesterday, I finally have more time for Rikochanpornstar again, and I’ve really been enjoying working on it. I had a bunch of back-end things to take care of on my site, including some cool new tools and plugins, and I just went ahead and renewed my domain for another year! So, yay, another 12 months of Rikochan big clit and amateur Japanese muscle porn!
Since I was working behind the scenes, I spent a couple hours last night fixing still more broken posts from the great WordPress.com fuckup (basically, the people at wordpress.com are fuckups). I got an old laptop working again earlier this month, and I’ve found tons of the missing pictures. Last night I fixed all the photos for seven old posts–14 pictures–and made some progress on some others. I think I uploaded about 20 pictures total around the site!
I even found an old progress picture that I’d edited and put my watermark on but never posted (I think). I hope you like it: I kind of like the way my shoulders and traps look in it, and, of course, boobies! They look so little here! But I think they were still big enough to count for Titty Tuesday! This picture was part of the same little shoot from the first two repaired posts, listed below.
Meanwhile, I’ve been working really hard, and dieting, too, and I think my boobs have started to shrink again. They’re always just about the first thing that goes when I lose weight, sadly. First my boobs, then my butt and legs and then, very last, my stomach! So sad! I wish my stomach would go first, then my boobs, then my butt! I can live without boobs, but it’s kind of sad to have no boobs or butt and still have a tummy–the opposite of an hourglass figure. I guess it’s my Japanese genes. Oh well, I get big calves in exchange, I guess. That’s something, at least.
I love that my shape is changing and I like this androgynous look, but I also sometimes wish I could have bigger boobs! (Click for full-size version!)
And if I ever get thin enough that I’ve lost my boobs altogether, I can always get implants, if I want. It’s definitely something I think about sometimes, as you’ll know if you’ve been reading this blog for a while. Feel free to vote in my Should I Get Implants poll, by the way. I check it every once in a while to see what people think. At the moment, the people who like or don’t mind the idea outweigh the people who don’t like the idea at all or at least for bodybuilders, 52% to 48%.
Why do am I thinking about boob jobs again? Because of the bonus picture above! Wow, I’ve lost a little fat sure, but I’m hardly ripped or even close to thin, and I’ve already lost half my boobs! I know, I’ve got friends who are probably horribly jealous of my ability to so easily get rid of my boobs (yes, Julie, I’m talking about you!), but if you’ve never had really nice big ones, well…I guess we all want what we don’t have. But I’d trade my little B-cup boobs for D-cups in a second–at least for a day or two! Truthfully, I don’t even know what size they are: I just wear silicone stick-on NuBras. My boobs are so small I don’t need much more support than that, and my back is so big and my tits so small that there’s basically no bra that fits me. What do the pro bodybuilder ladies do for bras? I can’t imagine!
Anyhow, I hope you enjoyed these two pictures, which were taken almost exactly three years apart. Not much progress! Oh well. Most of my friends have gotten fatter and in worse shape over those three years, so even just staying the same is gaining on everyone else!
Thanks for visiting, and let me know what you think of my pictures (and my boobs!) in the comments, and vote in the poll, if you are interested. More pictures tomorrow!