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Rikochan’s Big Clit Energy

Big clit energy

You might think you’re going to dominate my big clit, but there’s a good chance you’re going to end up worshipping my big clit energy!

I’m feeling different about my clit these days. I’ve loved it since I was able to understand that it was desirable despite its uniqueness, but even so, I’ve always been shy about it, like I’m shy about everything, I’ve always been submissive about it, like I’m submissive about everything. But something has been changing, lately, and I’m feeling a pride, a power, an energy…a big clit energy!

Big Clit Submissive

Just to be clear, when I say that I’m shy about my big clit, it’s not to say that I’m ashamed or embarrassed about it, because it’s a big clit. It’s just that I’m shy in general, and especially about sex and showing my body and asking for what I want. I’m really, truly very submissive in that way. I don’t hesitate to stand up for what I believe in, but I’m terrible about saying what I want. But I can feel that changing.

Having a stable, long-term partner helped me see that I can say no, and that’s a huge deal for a submissive woman. But it wasn’t until I started fucking other people that I really internalized that I could say not only say yes, but that I could say what I actually wanted, and that, while doing so might be scary, it could also actually be amazingly fun—that’s when I started to feel this big clit energy.

Sure, mostly what I want is to completely at the mercy of a partner who, within my limits, does what they want to me, taking control of my body, my orgasms, and even—and maybe especially—taking control of my mind and pulling me out of my endless monolog of fears, doubts, and worries, and into the white hot now of subspace and surrender.

But as I grow and learn, I’m discovering that this yearning to surrender control doesn’t mean that I’m only passive, that I can’t ever reach that same kind of release and presence in the moment if my partner happens to be able to perfectly read me, to play me like an instrument without having any sheet music. Sure, improvisation is fine, but any improv requires queues from all the people playing, and sometimes turns out that it works better if I’m one of the musicians, not one of the instruments.

When I started playing with other people, I realized that my big clit had a sort of hypnotic power over people. Like, even the most dominant ones generally ended up completely focused on it. Sure, they thought they were dominating it, but a lot of them ended up worshipping it, ended up climatized. Suddenly, I had power over them—a kind of big clit energy, and nowhere do I feel more than when people are worshipping with their mouths.

You can't resist my big clit energy

You can’t resist it the power of my clit!

Suck My She-Dick!

Since I’ve started playing and working with other people, I’ve learned that I can’t just wait for them to get what works, so I’ve become increasingly aggressive about it. Just about everything feels nice, but if you want to make me jerk and shudder and bounce and squirt and COME, you need to do what I tell you.

Butterfly kisses and gentle licks are fine, especially while we’re getting started, but I’m going to need you to really get in there and blow me, once we get going. I’m going to want to feel you sucking my whole big clit into your mouth as far as it can go, to the point that you pull in my swollen labia and try to swallow it, putting you whole tongue along the sensitive underside, licking as deep into my pussy as you can get, shaking your head like a dog with a bone, moaning and groaning into my fat pussy, like you’ve got a cock in your mouth and you’re giving it a hummer.

That’s right, like it’s a cock. If that idea bothers you, you should tap out now, but my guess is you won’t. No one ever does. In fact, I want you to use every blow job technique you’ve ever seen. Straight girls and bi men have an easier time with this, once they get the idea, since they’re probably pretty good at blowjobs…at least the ones that I’m likely to play with. Straight guys can get a little freaked out at this idea, though. But none of them, if they haven’t experienced big clit energy before, are quite ready for the experience.

They aren’t used to finding themselves pushed down and pulled up into a woman’s pussy by strong, muscular arms. They don’t know that it’s the moving up and down the shaft of my two-inch clit, sliding the foreskin on and off the the glans that drives me crazy. They don’t know that it’s watching them bobbing up and down and hearing—and feeling—the wet slurping and moaning that drives me one hundred percent absolutely fucking mad.

Feel my big clit energy

What are you waiting for?

They don’t know what it does to me to hear them gasping for breath and sputtering and gagging when I squirt and squirt and squirt into them, filling their mouths and their throats until the hot liquid has nowhere to go but up and out their noses. They don’t know how powerful and wild and strong it makes me feel to see them make eye contact with me, when I let them up to breathe, their face a wet, swollen mess and their eyes tearing and red and running, completely wrecked and panting and coughing but dazzled and dazed and smiling and proud for having served me well…

Following My Big Clit Energy

Anyhow, I’m not a domme. I don’t think I’m even really a switch. But these days I definitely get the appeal, and I’m still growing as a sexual person. Who knows where I might end up if I follow my big clit energy?

~Rikochan

PS: watch my video studio for more big clit clips, coming soon!

Pumping Rikochan’s Clit, Part II: Sex Workers’ Rights

Tongue-tip to clit

Slutty Nic, tickling my clitty with the tip of her tongue…made me absolutely crazy! I thought I my knees would buckle!

“If you don’t love me at my tweeting about sex workers’ rights, you don’t deserve me at my nudes.”

I’m interrupting my normal sexy chat to talk a little bit about sex workers’ rights, sex workers’ safety, and the right to post and consume porn online–all of which are at risk right now, thanks to the terrible new FOSTA/SESTA law. So, yes, enjoy this second set of pictures of me having an amazing time playing with Slutty Nic. But also read the post and think about what you’re willing to do to protect your right to actually see enjoy my porn. Are you willing to stand up for sex workers’ rights? Because that’s what it will take to keep sex workers safe, and to keep sites like Rikochanpornstar online.

Who Is a Sex Worker?

The fact that that is one of my most popular tweets–even more than most of my nudest of nudes–makes me happy and a tiny bit proud, because sex workers’ rights are incredibly important. I’m a sex worker, and I’m standing up for myself and all the people who do the kinds of things I do, whether it’s full service sex work/escorting, stripping, wrestling/sessioning that crosses over in sex work (not all of it does), web-camming, fin-domming, domination, sugar-babying, old-school feature-film porn, or just plain clips and pics porn, like I make.

Slutty Nic looks at sex workers Rikochan's Pumped Clit

Lots of gorgeous things to look at in this shot, amirite?

In fact, even burlesque dancers figure into this, as far as I am concerned, although some of them don’t consider themselves sex workers. Still, given the number of laws there are regulating what they can’t and can’t do with their bodies and what the can’ and can’t show of their bodies on stage tells me that, in terms of rights, at least, they count.

I’m a Sex Worker

I consider myself a sex worker. I make money from being (hopefully) sexy in front of cameras and video cameras. I have sex (by myself and with other people) on camera, and I sell the clips, at least, for money. I’m a sex worker, and I work for myself, and I enjoy it, and I’m proud of the work that I do and I’m proud of the pleasure and enjoyment it brings to my small but dedicated (and awesome!) group of fans and friends.

To be clear, I’m a sex worker, but I’m not a *full-service* sex worker. No one pays me to have sex with them. I don’t do any in-person services, but that’s not because I look down on that part of sex work or the people who do it. Far from it: I think that is an amazing profession that I’m sure provides true help, relief and human connection to a lot of people and satisfies and entertains many more. Some of the people that I’m proudest to call my friend do this kind of work. I’m only clarifying here because I don’t want to be claiming authority I don’t deserve.

Pumped Clit Pics

Nic couldn’t believe how long my big clit got in the tube!

Me, I’m too shy to do it. Part of it is my English, which doesn’t sound nearly as good in person, without someone to correct my grammar (yes, I have a couple people who help me fix all the mistakes in most of what I write). Mostly, though, I’m so shy and awkward in person, I haven’t even been able to do camming yet, although I do have an account on MusclegirlzLive.

But I’ve written about all that before. The point here, and the point that is new (and bad) is that there are laws out there now that are attacking sex workers under the pretense of stopping human trafficking. Look, I agree that trafficking is bad, but the idea that all sex workers are trafficked is just ridiculous, and the idea that laws like SESTA/FOSTA help trafficked people is just plain stupid. FOSTA/SESTA hurts sex workers.

Shutting Down Backpage Hurts Sex Workers

All these laws do is make life far, far worse for sex workers, by forcing the closure of *sites like Backpage that make sex workers safer*. That’s right: the internet made life safer for sex workers by making it easier for them to contact, advertise, and screen for clients without an intermediary (that is, a pimp). For sex workers with access to the internet, at least, backpage and other services like bad client lists and so on, make sex workers safer.

Riko's fat clit

The tube got a little foggy, but this is still a pretty nice shot of my clit, right?

Backpage and sites like it helped sex workers work without pimps, helped them avoid dangerous clients, and helped them do their jobs without needing to walk the streets. I’m not saying that it made everything great, or that everyone had the resources to use it, or even that everyone who used it escaped all the bad aspects of sex work. But bringing sex work online was a huge harm reduction, and that’s a good thing. FOSTA/SESTA jeopardizes all online sex work.

What about trafficking? Well, for one thing, despite all the headlines, Backpage’s founders weren’t hit with any federal trafficking charges. Instead, their federal charges and pleas all have to do with prostitution–sex work. And sex work and trafficking are not at all the same thing, as much as the rescue industry would like to pretend they are. These new laws are erasing all the progress that the internet brought to sex work, which was their goal all along. While many tragically duped people may actually believe that these laws are “rescuing” people, that couldn’t be any farther from the truth. The people who really pushed these laws did so for two reasons.

Big Clit Licking

One of my favorite clit-licking shots (of me) ever. Such a pretty girl, such a big clit!

Who’s Really Behind the Anti-Trafficking Movement?

The first group are the Moral Majority types who want to criminalize all sex work (and not just the full-service kind). These are the fundamentalists and the people who want to control sexuality–and especially women’s sexuality. These are the religious zealots and the subset of feminists who think that anyone who does sex work is a victim. Note: it’s a subset of radical feminists who are against sex work–there are many who think women are fully human being who ought to be able to choose for themselves what they do with their bodies.

The second group are in some way even more disgusting: the people (even including some most supposedly liberal politicians, like Bernie Sanders Kamala Harris), who do it for the soundbites, to advance their careers, despite the fact that sex workers have begged, literally begged them not to pass these laws.

Why Should YOU Care About Sex Workers’ Rights?

If you’re a patron of full service sex work, the answer is obvious. Your provider will be harder to reach, may have to charge more to make up for lost income and time, and may, in fact, be killed in the new climate.

Giant clit hood pulled back

She was AMAZED when I pulled the hood back on my giant clit

Even if you’re not a patron of full-service sex work, however, you ought to be very, very worried. You, as a consumer of porn (I’m making the leap that everyone who visits my site regularly is *mostly* here for the porn, even if they also enjoy my writing), ought to be terrified. The same weird coalition of religious zealots and radfems are already pushing to use the same strategy, with the same dupes leading the charge for them, against all sorts of pornography.

We’re already seeing the same arguments that women in porn are exploited and trafficked, and all it takes is a little bit of panic and the hint of legal action to get the wheels rolling and to get scared companies to start shutting down sites and stop processing cards and deleting porn from social networks like Tumblr and Twitter. It really wouldn’t take much for a waves of shutdowns to completely change the face of online porn. My site, and all the pictures on it and the sites that host my clips–all of that could disappear overnight if the people who pushed FOSTA/SESTA get their way.

Women with big clit

That’s it, lick all the way around the glans of my swollen clitoris…

What Can You Do to Help Sex Workers and Protect Porn?

So if you want to keep watching porn and you live in the US, please, please, please contact your congresspeople and tell them you are against censorship, and that you think FOSTA/SESTA is a bad bill and should be repealed. Beg them to stand up for free speech and not to be duped by the trafficking argument, please? Speak up when people say stupid things about porn, sex work, strippers, and so on.

The other thing you can do no matter where you live is to educate yourself and help educate others about the truths surrounding sex work. It’s not all fun and games, but then no job is. And, once you separate the panic from the reality, that’s what it is: a job. It can some times be amazing and rewarding, and sometimes be shitty and oppressive, like any job. For the most part, though, it’s the ignorance, panic, and shaming of the “rescue” crowd that makes sex work worse than it has to be, and that misinforms the mainstream, most of whom probably honestly believe that they’re helping when they support the banning of sites like Backpage.

Three excellent books about the realities of sex work and trafficking are Sex, Lies, & Statistics, the truth about sex work the mainstream press, politicians, and Julie Bindel don’t want you to know, by Dr. Brooke Magnanti; Sex at the Margins, Migration, Labour Markets and the Rescue Industry, by Dr. Laura Agustin; and Thriving in Sex Work: Heartfelt Advice for Staying Sane in the Sex Industry, by Lola Davina. I’ve read all three, and they’re amazing, informed works by women who’ve actually done the research and listened to sex workers (in some cases also actually doing the work themselves) and have a useful perspective on the subject.

To be clear, I’m not and expert on this subject, these incredible women are. I’m learning from them, and you can too.

Pumping Rikochan’s Clit Part I: Slutty Nic Learns the Ropes

Pumping Rikochan's Clit

Teaching sub girl Slutty Nic how to pump my big clitty

I’m so excited to be working with lovely, formal pictures again. There’s something very different to editing and posting pictures that were taken during an actual photoshop versus the ones that you take on the fly during actual sex sessions, especially when I get to work with photographers I love. I hope you like this set, Pumping Rikochan’s Clit, with my friend Slutty Nic, which I’ve posted some great shots of in the past.

Pumping Rikochan's Clit

Getting ready to make my big clit really huge!

Don’t get me wrong, I love, love, love the gonzo pictures (and videos) that come out of shooting while I’m actually getting fucked or pumped and so on, POV shots that either me or the person doing…things…to me take, as the opportunities come. There’s a real, exciting rawness to shots that come out of shoots like that, and those are by far the largest part of the shots I take and post online. That’s the stuff that feels real, and hardcore and that makes me wet and hot and bothered to look at and edit and post.

Subby girl Slutty Nic

I love Slutty Nic’s pose in this one…perfect subby girl…

But then again, there’s something really satisfying about shoots that are planned out ahead of time, too; shoots with a wardrobe, and a set and a budget–and especially shoots with a costar! You get a different sort of feeling with that kind of shoot, whether it’s video or still, as is the case here with these shots of me and Slutty Nic. No, there aren’t any videos of me and Nic, who has since moved away, which makes me very sad! We just did that one shoot for stills. Maybe someday!

Slutty Nic Pumping Rikochan's Clit

Getting into the real clit pumping action!

Pumping Rikochan’s Clit, Vintage Shots

Yes, these are older clit-pumping shots. I started posting pictures from this set about four years ago, with a post called Rikochan Gets Her Clit Licked by Slutty Nic. I’ve slowwwwwwwly been doling them out ever since. These are some of my most popular pictures ever, and I get amazing feedback every time I post a new group of pictures from this shoot.

Pumping Rikochan's Clit

I love the way clit pumping feels!

I’m going to be really sad when they’re all gone! I do the same thing with my shots of Yuka Ozaki and Mistress Treasure, by the way, sitting on pics for years. So if you’re a fan of my shoots with either of those two, yes, there’s more coming from those shoots too…

Pumping Rikochan's Clit

Slutty Nic has gorgeous boobs, I love playing with them!

Note that I’m a terrible model, it takes shooting hundreds and hundreds of shots just to get a handful of good ones. And, furthermore I’m so subby and submissive that it’s really hard to get a good out of me unless you’re really assertive and in control of the shoot. And, furthermore, I always maintain some anonymity in my shoots, which is an additional challenge for a photographer, I think. For all those reasons, it’s so much better if I can get a costar for a shoot, and a video, too. That’s why, for example, my videos with Yuka, Treasure, and Lady Clarece are so exciting to shoot, and, I think, watch.

Big Clit Oral Sex

This is the real payoff of a clit pumping session: taking a break part way through to get licked as I’m getting nice and swollen!

And that’s why I’m working to set up some shoots with some people that I met via my Twitter, Tumblr, and Fetlife profiles, hopefully as early as May. Keep an eye out for more from this set, soon. I hope to have some news to announce soon! Also, I’m going to be posting lots more picture from this set, Pumping Rikochan’s Clit, over the next few days.

xoxo,

~Riko

 

 

Bodybuilding Progress Pics, Rikochan-style!

Rikochan lats

Some little bitty lat action!

Hey everyone! I hope you are all having a sexy Decemeber! I’m working like crazy on so many projects and sadly only a few of them are very sexy at the moment. I hope to have some news about a new video for my fetish clips studio soon, but in the meanwhile, I want to share a bunch of my latest bodybuilding progress pics with you!

female bodybuilder in lingerie

I never wear a bra in real life, but I do like the way my lats are stretching out this lingerie bra!

Again, I’m more active at the moment on social networking, so if you follow me on Twitter and Facebook, you will have already seen some of these pictures. But, don’t worry, there are a bunch of pics, both bodybuilding progress pics and plain old porn pics, that are only showing up for the first time right here on my blog, because, to be honest, my blog is really my first love. This is where I really ought to be spending more of my time, especially as social media gets more toxic and crazy. I need to be spending more time making porn and less time reading other people’s tweets…
Pecs progress pic with nipple pumping

Front view of me in that lingerie. I like this one because it combines pecs progress and some nipple pumping. Yay, nipple pumping!

Bodybuilding Progress

I’ve been really focusing on my bodybuilding progress lately, and especially my bench. My legs and back are hella strong, but not so much the rest of my upper body. My current goal is to be able to bunch 100 lbs, which I shamefully can’t do at the moment. But I’m making pretty good progress. I had a lot of fun working with my trainer yesterday on dumbbell bench and floor press. I’m sore today, and I’m resting eating a TON so I can grow, grow, grow my muscles.
Bodybuilding progress: Rikochan FBB chest with pumped nips

I’ve been working really hard, and I hope you can see some results!

I don’t have a lot of sex news to tell you, but at least I can show you a couple of sexy pictures, right? My clitty is still nice and big, and I pump it as often as I can, given that at the moment, I mostly fall asleep as soon as I get into bed. I really need to get back into a good sex and porn groove!
Pumped nipples and big fbb delt

I don’t know why, but this is one of my favorite pictures of this post! Maybe it’s the round delt? Maybe it’s the nipples?

Lactation

I’m hoping I get to change that tonight! I bought a milking machine to jumpstart my ecchi life again. I’m suuuuuper interested in lactation, and I think this will be the first step in getting that started. I’m looking into the various meds and herbs that can help, too! I’m pretty conservative about things like that, though, but even so I think that it’s possible I might be able to get a little bit of milky porn made in the first half of 2017. I can’t tell you how excited that idea makes me, having bigger breast that are swollen with milk and nipples that are engorged and sensitive all the time!
Rikochan's abs with pumped clit!

I don’t post too many unflexed full body shots, but here’s one just to keep it honest. I’ve still got some chub to lose, but at least you can see that I *have* abs. Also, clit pumping!

Is this something you, my fans and friends would be interested in seeing? Are any of you out there lactation or even hucow fans? If so, please leave me a comment and let me know! I’m still thinking about going after it really aggressively, and your opinions might help tip the balance.
fbb's big pumped clit

I like this one because you can see both my pumped up clitty and my pumped up, vascular forearm!

Pro Tip

If you do answer my lactation question, please don’t tell me that it’s my choice and my body and that I should do what I want and what makes me happy. That’s all well and true, and I appreciate your concerns, but let’s just assume that I know all that, please? Just assume that I know enough to do what makes me happy, and that this entire blog and my part-time porn career are already a labor of love. I’m asking because I am genuinely curious about what you think. It’s part fascination, part market research ok? I’m fine and I know what I’m doing, thanks!
Fat pumped clit

One last big clit to say goodbye for now!

Anyhow, that’s it for now, but I think there will be more coming soooooon!
~Riko

Rikochan: Clit Pumping on Twitter

Rikochan's Big Pink Clit

My big pink clit is already pretty swollen, even before I start to pump it!

Hey everyone! I’m writing to let you know that while I’m not being very active here on Rikochanpornstar, or on my clips4sale studio, I haven’t completely disappeared! In fact, at the moment I’m posting a new picture just about every day over on my Twitter account! And I’m not just talking about cute cat pictures, either. Nope. This is the good stuff: clit pumping on Twitter. Go and get it while you can! The clit-pumping pics here in this post are what I’ve posted so far in the thread on my Twitter account.

Rikochan's Missile Shaped Clit

A friend on Twitter told me that my clit looks like a missile in a silo! I love that!

It’s a slow thread–about a picture a day–but I think it’ll be worth the wait for most of you. They’re just iPhone pictures, but actually I think that “real sex” look makes them kind of hotter in a way than some more posed pics I’ve done. I go back and forth over which kind I like better, but, the good thing is that I don’t have to choose. Since it’s my account, I can post whatever I like. I generally don’t hear people complain too much. No one ever says, “Ugh, too much clit,” or whatever.

Rikochan's big pink clit is long and hard

My clit is getting long and hard

Sometimes my viewers will politely say “I love the clit, but could you also post more feet?” or more legs or more muscle or more ass and so on. And that’s fine. People like what they like, and I don’t have any problem with people telling me they like my feet or my muscle or my ass. Why would I? It’s flatter! As long as people are polite and friendly, there’s no harm in asking for what you like. I’m all about open, direct, and respectful communication.

Anyhow, these are half the pictures in the thread so far, and I’ll be posting more starting tomorrow! Go check out the thread for more clit pumping on Twitter.

This Time My Horse Can’t Fail

Slutty Nic sucks Rikochan's giant clit

These pictures have nothing to do with this post but I thought you might enjoy more pictures of Slutty Nic giving me head. Click all the pics in this post (and pretty much all my blog posts) for full-sized version.

I’ve got a good life. I’m lucky, and fortunate, and privileged. I work very, very hard to maintain that life. Because of the way I grew up, with a father who mistakenly thought, over and over and over again, this time my horse can’t fail, I’m also always secretly terrified it will all slip away. So I work harder still. Memories of the yakuza knocking on your door at night, in the morning, in the middle of the afternoon, those never go away. And so I do everything-work, working out, porn–at full force, and even then I don’t really believe it will last, because I know everything is changeable, nothing is guaranteed, and you have to fight to keep what you have. This has made me successful, but it can also make me very, very tired. So I’m using some of the money I have worked so hard to save, and I’m going on vacation, to make myself happy again.

I’m going where there is sun (maybe) and a pool and there might be a beach or two, and there is going to be jewelry. Necklaces and chokers and bracelets…I’m going to be flashy and brassy and bold and all the things I never let myself be. There are going to be dresses; so many dresses, and maybe even…gowns (though I am unclear on the actual difference, to be honest). I’ve been planning what to wear and shopping for months, and I’m not telling myself when would I ever wear that? This is the time I’m going to wear it. I’m going to dress for dinner like the sophisticated adult I always imagined I might one day be, and I’m going to dance and drink wine and champagne and Prosecco and maybe even a cocktail or two.

Rikochan's pussy is a mouthful

My pussy is a serious mouthful!

I’m going to kill it in the gym every day, maybe twice a day, and I’ll be swimming every day, and I might do some rock climbing, and I’m definitely going to do some hiking. I’m also going to get a massage or three and a manicure and a pedicure and maybe even a quackish spa treatment. I plan to haunt the saunas and steam rooms and hot tubs on the days when I access have one.

And I plan to have sex. So much fucking sex. The first night I don’t get to my hotel until 2 am, but every night after that I’m going to fuck. I’m going to have my nipples sucked and pumped and pinched and bitten and stretched until they are sore and swollen and stand out like thumbs in my bathing suit the next day.

Rikochan's clit hard-on getting licked

Slutty Nic has sucked my clit into a giant clitty hard-on…

My clit is going to get so much love, too. I’m only bringing a few toys, but the most important one is the pump for my clit. It has been ages since I got the chance to pump more than once every week or two, let alone once a day, which is what I used to do. Sometimes I would pump it for two, three, four hours at a time and my clit and labia (I used to pump my whole pussy a lot more) would get so fat and swollen that they would still be stretched and swollen and full the night when I started again. Each day, they’d get a little bigger, more sensitive, and more freaky looking.

Serious clit suction...

Nic sucking my clit hard!

I loved that sense of causing myself to become so outre, so shocking, and so strange, even to myself. I remember looking at my partner as we changed my body into something else entirely, as I pumped my labia until they were standing out like a fat, juicy fruit that filled my entire hand, and laughing a nervous, excited, happily horrified laugh, and saying, “Is this ok? Can I do this? Is this allowed? What if it never goes back? What it’s so big that I always have to wear a skirt or I will have a giant cameltoe? What if even under skirts it will show up? What if I look like a guy in a bikini? Would that freak you out? What about when I go back to Japan to visit? What if I go to an onsen with my friends and they see it? What if my mom sees?”

“It’s your body,” he said. It’s completely up to you what’s allowed. It doesn’t matter what I think. It doesn’t matter what your friends think. It doesn’t matter what your mom thinks. It only matters what you think.” It’s your body. It’s completely up to you what’s allowed. That simple statement–of a simple fact said at precisely the right moment–changed everything for me.

Nic licking Japanese pussy

Nic goes to town on my pussy

It might sound obvious to you. But to a Japanese woman growing up in conservative family–and, furthermore, one who grew up believing, secretly, and despite all evidence to the contrary, that if she did everything just right, and above all properly, this rectitude and propriety would spill over into her family life and keep her mother sane, keep her father from away from the track and the horses he could never quite give up on, keep him from shacking up with the vampiric track skanks (or better still, from ever coming back), keep the loansharks from the door–to a woman like that, the idea that we can (and maybe even should) just do whatever the fuck we want to ourselves, if it makes us happy…to a woman like that, such an idea is wildly, improbably revolutionary.

Of course, I’d heard those ideas before. Even in Japan you can’t avoid the sex and self-indulgence that permeates the media. We may have a more culturally ingrained sense of conformity and duty (or we may not, but that’s the perception), but we see all the American movies and TV shows, and our own culture is utterly saturated with sex, too. Unfortunately, in Japan it’s sex that is almost completely in service to men, to a far greater degree than even in the US. Or at least, that’s how Japan was for me, when I lived there.

Tonguing big Japanese clitoris

Nic tongues my big Japanese clit!

For me, sex was a burden. In my experience, men were eventually going to take you to the track on your birthday and lose all their money on a sure thing instead of buying you a present. Sex was just something I could do in the meanwhile to make the men in my life happy, and, in doing so, make my life better because my partner was happy.

That second part is still true, of course, but it’s not the whole truth, the way it was then. I hadn’t learned that sex could also make me happy. You see, I never had an orgasm until more than halfway through my 20s, and I’d had several “lovers” by then. I’d even been engaged to be married. I knew about orgasms, of course, but I’d decided that there was probably something wrong with me that meant I couldn’t have one, and that I really didn’t even care about them, anyhow.

My first western boyfriend (who is my partner today) took that as a challenge, of course, and eventually that changed. I’m certain it was at least as much about him feeling powerful for making me come for the first time where other men had tried and failed as it was about how I felt, but I’m okay with that. He was young and dumb and I was a repressed, neurotic mess. The article going around about how men view making women come as an achievement more than a mutual act, well that doesn’t seem like a shocking piece of insight to me. I’m sure it’s still true of him today to some extent, but far more so at the beginning.

Finger fucking Rikochan's pussy

Love to feel Nic’s little fingers squirming around inside me

I’m just glad there was some reason for him to stick with it–and it actually took a consider amount of sticking with, I was so locked down and rigid. I never would have made it on my own. When I think back on how excruciatingly hard and embarrassing it was to get to there, that first time, and how confused and full of hate and rage I was, I just want to sit down and weep for myself as I was then. As confused and run down and mixed up as I get now, I at least know, that if I can manage to want to, I can reliably come and come and come until I need to change the sheets, and possibly the mattress.

This may sound awful, but I am, in fact, absurdly grateful that he stuck with it, to the point where it still makes me resent him sometimes. As in, how dare you make me feel guilty by being nice to you when I didn’t deserve it: I hate you! There were many, many years of really bad (and rare) sex. I’m honestly not sure why he did stayed, although he maintains it was always love. I don’t see how that could have been true at that point, but there must have been some reason. I suspect some degree of laziness, or maybe insanity, because…honestly.

At the beginning, my friends were all openly, even insultingly puzzled. I remember one particular night we were sitting on a blanket under a blossoming cherry tree, drinking beer and listening to the guys we were with singing terrible karaoke through a portable sound system powered by some kind of generator. It was one of those perfect gorgeous summer nights, and I was happily waiting for him to show up, and my friends started in. “Yes, you’re sort of pretty in a square-jawed, Easter Island Moai kind of way, and you’re really smart, but do boys care about smart? I don’t think so. You’re prickly and stubborn and sharp. If you’re not having much sex, and you don’t even like sex, and you’re not any good at sex, why is he still hanging around and being nice to you? What does he want? What’s wrong with him?”

I wanted to be mad, and I felt like I ought to defend myself, or even him, but it was just the truth. I was (and am) prickly and stubborn and sharp, but back then I was also nearly always unhappy, and it made me mean. But we were also very simpatico and good at just hanging out and just being together, which I’d never experienced before. We laughed a lot when we weren’t fighting. He was the first lover I’d ever had who was a friend…a really good friend. Maybe even my best friend.

So why wasn’t the sex better? He learned how to make me come more consistently (and more, importantly, I learned how to relax enough to let myself come), but something wasn’t right. It was him doing things to me…so many things to me, over and over again, things that I often adored and sometimes even craved so much that I got frightened. But something just wasn’t right, and nearly all our fights were about sex at their root, even if he didn’t always know it.

Fingerbanging Rikochan

One in the pink

It wasn’t until I really started to absorb that idea, that it was my body, that it was completely up to me what was allowed, that things started to change. Like…I could tell him what I liked, and what I wanted, and when. I mean, that one wasn’t a huge leap, since he was one of those guys who always asked if everything was okay, to the point of it being annoying and off-putting. I was so twisted up inside that literally the best thing that occurred to me, at the dawn of this idea of total freedom, was that that I could tell him to stop asking me what I wanted all the time. Just shut up and do it, asking too much kills the mood! In fact, I sometimes hated him for being so fucking weak and worrying so much about what I wanted, and not just taking it…so that I didn’t have to think about it. How sad is that?

Although checking in too much is actually an annoying habit of his that still enrages me sometimes (although we’ve mostly moved past it), he really was right to ask, back then. In fact, he was doing things that I really didn’t like sometimes. Other times, he was just doing things that I might have liked fine at another time, but wasn’t in a mood for right then. And he was asking about them all, but, instead of saying no, I’d just go through with them, and then be truly awful to him in retribution at at some later date, without ever explaining why. Or I’d say yes and then just be unavailable for sex for days or weeks after, also without actually explaining why or even really clearly saying no.

It took me a lot longer to actually get to the point where I actually lived up to the idea that I really could say no. To anything.

Rikochan gets fingered and licked

I loved when Nic fingered and licked. First time a girl ever did that to me, captured in pics!

Every woman has things they don’t like. One of my favorite writers on sex and feminism and being a woman has sex, Charo Shane, writes again and again about how much she hates receiving oral sex, which is fucking crazy to me. But that’s just it: she’s the one who gets to decide, no matter how crazy it might sound. (For me, it’s masturbation; I don’t and hardly ever have have. I know, freak out: discuss.) With him, it was anal, which I felt obliged to say yes to. The ability to just totally shut that down was terrifying, but wildly empowering at the same time.

I may have gone a little power-mad for a while, employing my newfound veto power. It’s one of those personal growth stereotypes that is also true that when you start working on yourself, things get worse before they get better–especially for your partner. It turns out that, ideally, sex is a negotiation. No one has to (or should) do anything they hate, but if you want to actually be able to live with someone and have a partner, you might actually need to negotiate a little bit, unless your partner is willing to be totally subservient to your needs. Since despite the tone of this story, I’m mostly the submissive one, that’s not at all what I want, I’m not well matched with that kind of partner, so I had to learn how to do that, too.

Rikochan's big clit facefucking Slutty Nic

Ugh, facefucking Nic felt so good, I was gushing into her mouth.

I eventually discovered that it was much more fun to just insist on what I wanted and to make it more and more fun for him to give me what I wanted (and to make him want to give me what I wanted) than to focus on denying him what he wanted. Eventually, we ended up mostly wanting the same things, and sex got much, much better.
It turns out that, if you say, I want you to do X to me–where X is some kind of kinky, transgressive, or just plain crazy sex act–and that afterwards (or during) they get an orgasm, that’s going to take care of most guys. If they have some super-specific kink that they can’t live without, either you need to be okay with satisfying it every so often, or you probably just shouldn’t be with them.

These days, if he really wanted anal, I’d be fine with doing it once in a while, but he’s so fixated now on my clit and shooting my porn that it hasn’t come up in literally years.

That all sounds great, and it would be great, if only I could live by it all the time. But despite the fact that I sort of mostly know it’s true, on a good day, I only have it about about halfway internalized, at most, and that’s after years of working on it and countless hours of therapy. Sex still gets problematic for me. I work too much. I worry too much. I’m still the girl who turned up the volume on her stereo to drown out the sounds of my mother screaming at the loansharks looking for my father–whose horse always failed, until he finally did disappear, forever. And so I work myself to the point where I’m sick. I’m too tired for sex, and, more importantly for the kind of negotiations that make it fun and exciting, and bearable, let alone sexy.

Rikochan oral sex and nipple pinching

Helping Nic make me come by pinching my own nipples

So I’m on vacation. Recharging. Getting myself together. Again. Using some of that money and time off that I have banked, and getting back to the point where I not only know that it’s my body, and that it’s completely up to me what’s allowed, but that I also recapture that feeling of wanting things to be done to it, loving when things are done to it, and loving when new things happen to it, with new people, and loving sharing all those experiences with all of you. Maybe this time I’ll even be able to learn it so deeply that it’ll stick with me, that I’ll remember that I ought to choose the things I love, and that make me happy, instead of the crazy, obsessive, superstitious things that I do to try and manage a life that I haven’t actually lived for many, many years.

It’s not that I’ve ever stopped actually loving those things, but I get so tired and sick, honestly, that I can’t remember how to access that feeling of love, if that makes sense. Don’t worry; it’s nothing for you to worry about. This happens from time to time, and I’m getting better about taking care of myself when it does. I hope you’re as excited as I am about what’s going to happen when I back, recharged and ready to be Rikochan again, full of that new, shiny optimism that this time I’ll be able to keep my life in balance, that my partner will stick through just this one last cycle with me, that this time my horse won’t fail.

Yuka Ozaki spanks Rikochan

Yuka is small, but she’s also just a little bit crazy when it comes to spanking.

I know, you’re hoping for a big clitty porn story, but really I just wanted to let you all know that I will be offline for about 10 days starting tomorrow-ish. But don’t worry, it’s for a good reason: I’m going on vacation! I’m not going to go into too much detail now, but just know that I won’t have much internet access, so there won’t be as many pictures on my Facebook and Twitter as usual!

Yuka Ozaki beats Rikochan

Yuka is so happy to be beating my ass!

I’ll tell you more about it when I’m back, but just to tease a little bit, I can tell you that there will be beaches, hiking, boats, champagne, and dressing for dinner. Also, I’ve got at least some kind of gym to work out at every morning of my trip! I plan to come back both more rested and in better shape than when I left, which I think has never happened before in the history of my vacations.

Yuka Ozaki playing with Rikochan's Erect Clit

Yuka spent a lot of time looking at my clit…she’d never see a such a big erect one before!

Also, I am really hoping to get some fun pictures and video on my trip to share with you here and for my clip store. Oh, I should also let you know that I used the money I have made on clips recently to finally upgrade my video camera: I got a Canon Vixia HF G40! I’m so happy, my clitty porn video quality should get way better, I should be able to do better closeups in better focus, and I’ll be able to shoot in lower light, which I think can be sexy and fun.

Yuka Licks Rikochan's Erect Clit

I have to tell you, having my clit licked by another Japanese woman seemed even more transgressive than when American girls have done it…which was amazing.

Please remember that everything I make selling clips goes back into making more clips. Every penny goes into better equipment, better wardrobe, new toys to shoot with, pay for pro photographers and costars, new bondage gear, lights, backdrops, etc. Actually, I end up spending more than I make, if you count all the wardrobe…but the point is, if you buy one of my clips, you’re not making me rich, you’re just financing more and better clips and pictures!

Yuka Ozaki fingers Rikochan's spread pussy

Yuka’s clever little fingers made my pussy vibrate with pleasure!

Anyhow, I just wanted to let you all know, and to leave you with a picture or two to keep you busy while I’m gone! If I can manage it I will schedule a couple more clitty porn pictures to to post here before I go, but…mmm, there’s about a 50/50 chance I will be too busy packing and cleaning tonight. Gotta hide all my sex toys from the very nice, but very pure-seemed lady who will feed my cats while I’m gone.

Clitty porn blowjob by Yuka Ozaki

Yuka was really good at giving me head. She really sucked and slurped on my clit!

That’s all for now. But I hope you liked the pictures. These one were shot on the day that we also shot When Yuka Dommed Riko, which is one my most popular videos ever. If you haven’t checked it out, you should!

Rikochan’s Big Quads, Big Clit, Big Ambitions

Big Quads Big Clit

My legs are getting bigger day by day! Love my big quads! And, because, why not, here’s my big clitty, too! Click to see the pic full size (as with almost all the pictures on this blog).

I used to want skinny, coltish legs. I used to want a thigh gap. I wanted to be the one who walked knock-kneed and girlishly weak, like a sexy anime character. Big legs, and big quads especially, had a special horror for me-because I had them at one point, when I was a fat kid with muscles. (I had big shoulders that I hated, too, but this post is about legs.) I used to want to be slim and sleek and heroin chic. And I got there. I was, for many years thin enough that friends’ mothers alway used to always try to feed me up. Ever seen Aeon Flux (the cartoon, not the shitty movie)? That was me: all shoulders and sharp, boney legs.

And please understand, there’s absolutely nothing wrong with being slight, svelte, and elflike, if that is your aesthetic, your genetics, your inclination, or just where you’re comfortable being–always assuming that it’s not because you are unwell or don’t have access to as much food as you might like. I’m definitely not one to judge on their thinness, fatness, muscularity, or lack thereof. If you could see my porn collection you’d know that. Chubby girls, skinny girls, bodybuilders, I’ve got them all, and all of them make me crazy excited in their own way.

But I am pretty sure I was hurting my health to get that thin. I’m sure I was malnourished, and who knows what the fuck I did to my bones during those years. I used to be so thin that my legs were stick-like, and my pelvis bones bruised my sex partners, and my fingers recalled segmented spider legs, and my ridiculous Mongolian cheekbones looked like they were going to burst through my very, very thin skin. In those days, I had disciple and self control, and complete mastery of my body, and those were the outward signs of that complete self domination.

Or at least, that’s how it felt to me then. I still yearn for that feeling sometimes. I think about getting ripped a lot, but, for now, the desire to build and bulk is stronger. And I’ve really, really grown to love eating, too–there’s that. I’m seriously thinking about going to AVN this year in Vegas, and, the instant I pull the trigger on tickets and hotel reservations, I’m going to have to face cutting, though. It’ll be interesting to see which impulse–cut or bulk–wins out then. But, there’s no way I want to be in a convention hall full of porn stars in off-off-season shape. I’ll have to get to at least off-season shape!

Big Quads Pride

These days I’m happy to have legs that are getting just a little bit “thick” and quads that are starting to get a little rounded, and I’m excited if someone tells me my legs look “swole” even though they don’t, really. (They really, really don’t–yet.) I’m just happy that they have changed enough that people might say that, even jokingly. “Legs looking beefy, Riko!” makes me absurdly happy. Even when people tell me not to let my legs get too big, that I’m big enough, or that my legs (or any part of me, really) are getting too big, there’s a part of me that exults–after I yell at, unfriend, ban, or block them, of course.

Big Like Bakhar!

Bakhar Nabieva

The beautiful Bakhar Nabieva’s beautiful legs!

I want legs that are big, I want tree trunks, I want massively rounded bulging legs and teardrop quads. I want sprinter thighs, I want speedskater thighs, I want my legs to look like Bakhar Nabieva‘s legs. And that ass! I got into bodybuilding specifically to overcome a flat ass. I want legs that are so big that if someone did a faithful drawing of them for a comicbook, people would be like, that’s ridiculous, women can’t *look* like that. Of course, I want the rest of my body to match my big quads. Bakhar is mostly about the legs, as a bikini girl. Which is cool–the focus on legs and ass really pays off for her!

I’m a little sad that it’s getting harder and harder to find jeans that fit my legs, but I’m secretly happy, too. I feel like this is something I can really do, this is a change I can make, this is achievable. In fact, I know it is. I might never have giant peaked biceps (although I will never stop working on them!), but I’ve already had grapefruit quads as a highschooler, when I was on the volleyball team, and I’m going to have them again…

Next stop, big quads and freaky legs!

Submissive Rikochan’s New Video!

Yuka pinches Rikochan's nipples

I was completel at Yuka’s mercy, and she sucked and pinched my nippled until I thought I was going to lose my mind! My nipples were sooooo sensitive…

Hi everyone! Back to work for me…sex work, that is! After a break for family visits and catastrophes in my vanilla day job, I’m back at it, making big clit porn again! I spent a bunch of time over the past few days editing and uploading my new video, When Yuka Dommed Riko, which is now available on my clips4sale studio! You asked for more submissive Rikochan videos, and I am VERY happy to provide them!

Little Yuka sucks bodybuilder Rikochan's pussy

Yuka sucked my clit so hard and so long, I thought I was going to pass out at one point…

Submissive Rikochan Returns (Finally)

You may remember, I shared pictures from this shoot in the posts Sub Rikochan Has Good News and Bad News and also Yuka Makes Rikochan Squirt. Yeah, this is the shoot I did ages ago, the one that I didn’t think had any usable video. It just turns out that the camera is really old and hardly supported any more. I had to do a lot of work to transcode all the video, and even then some of it really didn’t come out, but, in the end, there was actually a lot of sexy big clit action left over for me to work with.

Yuka Ozaki giving Rikochan a big clit blowjob

It’s especially good to be the bottom, if what your top wants is to give you a clit blowjob until you are dizzy…

When I got it all in a format I could use and cut it all together, it ended up being one of my longest videos ever, at 26 minutes, which is just crazy! Fair warning: the first few minutes aren’t very porny: there’s a little interview where super-special guest Lady Clarece asks Yuka a few questions, which is kind of fun I hope. Don’t worry, I’m there, topless! And acting weird, because I’ve been wearing a blindfold for like 20 minutes already by that point! I discovered that I really, really like making porn with a blindfold on, by the way…really helps me relax.

Yuka made Rikochan's clit swole!

I was so excited, my clit got huuuuuuuge!

So Much Squirting…

After the little interview it really gets going and for the next 20+ minutes it’s pretty much 100 percent sex, with lots and lots of big clit play, but clit oral, and big clit squirting! So much squirting. even though we had already shot a couple of videos together before this, I  think Yuka was shocked at how much I could squirt. It just kept going and going! I didn’t realize how surprised she was at the time, because I had a blindfold on, of course, but I was laughing pretty hard and even blushing a little bit at how shocked she was by all the gushing that was happening in front of her eyes.

It’s not all her doing stuff to me, however. After all, you asked for submissive Rikochan, and we’re happy to deliver. Toward the end Yuka gets horny and assertive and does some facesitting on my! There’s even a bit of Yuka sitting on my face and my tongue getting a serious workout in her pussy. I’ve still only done that a few times now, but I am really enjoying it, and I think I am getting better at it!

Rikochan squirting

Even though we played before, Yuka STILL couldn’t believe how much I can squirt…

I left in some little bloopers and silly bits that I hope you like. I don’t know, I usually spend hours and hours getting rid of all that stuff, but a couple people I showed the first cut of this video to thought it was fun, so I left it in for a change. Makes a little friendlier video, maybe?

Yuka Ozaki has gorgeous puffy nipples.

Yuka looking so pretty while she’s sitting on my face…

It also makes it really long though. Not sure how people feel about that. Right now I’ve made it super cheap, for the first week or two, just to say sorry for taking so long to get you all something else to watch! When I put it up to its full price later, I’ll probably break the video down into smaller chapters that are more about the sex, and only the sex! Some people seem to like just little clips that are the good for a quick jerkoff session, I guess! So look forward to that, Maybe this weekend!

I hope you like it! More pictures and videos sooooon.

Help Me Pick What Porn to Shoot!

And, speaking of new pics and vids, here’s your chance to vote on what I shoot in the next little while!

~Riko

Why You Should Follow Rikochan on Facebook and Twitter

Rikochan's sexy feet and soles in a black and white erotica shot

I need to remember that booty shorts are a great thing. Also, hello foot fetish fans. How are you?

Do you follow me on Facebook and Twitter? If not, you should! Why? For a couple reasons. The most important one (to me) is that it makes me very happy to have more followers (because, shockingly, I am a little bit of an exhibitionist, in my own way!) and also see you all there, where I can hear what you have to say and see your posts and so on. Also it helps me to get the word out about my projects. A like or especially a reshare or a retweet really, really help me. Like, you have no idea. I know not everyone can signal boost every hardcore porn shot, but whatever you can do to help means so much to me.

Rikochan's strong legs and big clit

My legs are looking strong here. Oh, and, yes: massive clit!

I’m Always There

I’m not sure which of the other reasons is most important to you guys, though. But I have a few ideas. The first one is that, obviously, sometimes I post stuff on there before I post it on here. Especially when I’m super-busy with other non-fun, non-Rikochanpornstar related stuff in the horrible, boring vanilla world. Like I have been recently–Yeah, I didn’t get home from work until after midnight last night, and I start at 9 a.m.! That’s crazy, right? It’s not like I stop thinking about the sexy stuff, it’s just that I don’t have time (or more likely) privacy enough to sit down and write up an actual post for you guys. So I tweet and post when I have a spare second!

Rikochan's enormous clit vs. cock

You want to see my real-life fucking? Catch me on Twitter. Holy shit my clit is enormous! WTF! 🙂

More Pictures!

For example, allllll of these pictures showed up on my Twitter and Facebook over the past week or so.  And I’m sure there were more, actually, especially gym shots, and especially on Facebook. Some of those never make it over to here, just because I don’t have time to keep track of them all and transfer them here and write posts to go with them (like this one). Sometimes, yes. But not always!

So if you want gym pics, check out both my regular Facebook page and my Facebook entertainer page! Both get pics, and they aren’t always the same ones. I know, it’s a pain in the ass to use both, but there are some advantages to having an entertainer page, so I started one. Help me out by liking the page, please!

Rikochan's big clit popping out

Oh hai, clitty. Just hanging out. A little hair in this shot for a change! I was tempted to paint it out in Photoshop, but, eh, I’m ok with a little hair. I don’t always clean it all up if it’s just an impromptu fuck that turns into an impromptu cell picture or two. Kind of fun this way…

Live Chats

I actually have started to do live chats very occasionally on Facebook too, on my entertainer page. Just text chats, but it’s fun, although I need to start scheduling them ahead of time instead of just doing them spur of the moment. Who’s interested in that? Let me know in the comments here, or, better still, on facebook!

Of course, on Twitter I can post way pornier stuff. And there’s all sorts of other stuff on there, too. I chat with some of my sex worker friends, post a little bit about some activism that’s important to me: Mostly sex work stuff, but a little bit of everything, except for the election. No thanks!

Rikochan's pert bodybuilding ass

Suddenly I have an ass! Like an actual little ass. Looked at old pictures today, and OMG, I had NO ass. This is only the start…

I even have a tumblr but that’s mostly just me reblogging things I think are sexy, but hopefully not blatantly stolen content…that sucks. I honestly only use that once in a while, but some people love it, so I’ve got one, anyhow.

And, yes, I’m still working on my next clip for my video studio. It’ll be out soon!

More later. Make my day and follow me, ok? 🙂

 

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