I so far outside my comfort zone on that day…I still occasionally have dreams about it! Photo credit: Pointwalkerpix
I’ve been getting too comfortable lately. Too comfortable in my life, at the gym, at work…even too comfortable in my porn! I think it was realizing I was stuck in a porn rut that really made look at all the other parts of my life, though. I mean, I started Rikochanpornstar specifically to force myself to be brave, to try new things, and to expand my sexual self. Things like the photos in the Ass Wednesday post, which is still shot from my very first forced-orgasm session, and my first session with a Dom!
I had never felt so vulnerable before. Even though Kraka was watching over the scene, I was blindfolded and helpless…Photo credit: Pointwalkerpix
(Anally) Hooked on Porn
The thing is, I haven’t posted anything really new on my blog in so long. For crazy first times, I have to go back to pictures like this anal hook session from a couple of years ago! I haven’t posted anything at all on my blog, lately, but that’s another problem–one that I really can’t do much about, thanks to real-life issues. But, as far as the stuff I do post, not much of it is a revolution or a revelation, for me.
I get so many requests for shots of my big clit and asshole in one shot…hope this does the trick! Photo credit: Pointwalkerpix
Same Old Sex
I mean, I’m happy with some of the pictures and some of the things I’ve written, but the only pictures that show me experiencing something new, really exploring new fetishes and new kinds of sex are old pictures. The pictures that I’m slowly getting up of me and slutty Nicole are a year old, and the ones from my forced orgasm scene are…four years old? Five years old? And the only clip that I’ve posted in ages is that forced orgasm scene, too. Even the best, sexiest story I’ve posted lately was just a fantasy about having sex with a trainer who I thought busted me making porn in the gym sauna.
Uh, uh, uh…anal hook was the freakiest thing I had ever done at that point, and this is the first time I got it! Photo credit: Pointwalkerpix
I haven’t even really been watching any new or different kinds of porn for months and months either. I mean, sure, I get lots of new videos to watch while I’m having sex (porn is a big part of my foreplay!), but it’s mostly more of the same types of JAV, with the same actresses, with the occasional Jelena Jensen or Justine Joli girl-girl scene thrown in.
I can’t tell you how exciting the anal hook invasion was, but you can see how wet my pussy got, right? Photo credit: Pointwalkerpix
Not that there’s anything wrong with watching something familiar and fun. And comfortable. But…I didn’t get into this to do familiar and fun. So. I’ve been mixing up my porn with some very different stuff. I’m expanding my social networks, too, trying to meet and learn about more people and their kinks, too. Most importantly, however, I’ve been working on getting back out of my comfort zone and out of my head and back into more sexy situations in real life so that I can have more new things to post pictures and stories about. I’ve got a shoot tentatively scheduled for next month with the cutest little goth domme I ever saw, first of all. It would be my first girl/girl shoot that wasn’t with a female bodybuilder! I think the contrast will be great, because she’s tiny, but will completely dominate me. And I just met with a big female muscle porn producer last night about shooting a bunch of stuff, including possibly solo, girl/girl, and even boy/girl. That last one is probably just me facesitting Kraka, but, still, I bet you guys will like that! Nothing is scheduled yet, but this could mean shooting with some amazingly sexy FBBs in the next couple months! New girls to have sex with, new BDSM situations…I can’t wait!
Getting the anal hook tied into my bondage meant that every time I moved, I fucked myself in the ass with the hook. So hot! Photo credit: Pointwalkerpix
Session Baby Steps
And, finally, I’ve got a couple friends who do a lot of sessions with FBBs, and they’ve been inviting me to join for a while to play with the girl. I’m seriously thinking about taking the plunge. Technically, I’d just be shooting video with the girl, as part of his session, not doing stuff with the guy. So I wouldn’t be exactly “doing” sessions. Like I’m not going to be booking sessions with guys. But that’s kind of splitting hairs, right? I’m definitely not trying to make it sound like I think what I’m doing is any different or better than sessioning. I think that is a very sexy business, and I think it’s very cool if everyone is having a good time. I definitely, 100 percent don’t look down on session girls! I just don’t want to give people the impression that I’m about to start taking requests on the session sites, that’s all! I’m not saying never, but that’s not what I’m talking about starting up, for now, that’s all! But all you many, many guys (and several girls, too!) who ask me about sessions might be happy to hear that I am thinking seriously about taking baby steps closer to sessions!
Anyhow, that’s what I’m doing to get a little bit outside my comfort zone again. I hope you are as excited for this stuff as I am! If you like the pictures from this post (and the last one) you can see the session in my latest video, Rikochan’s First Forced Orgasm: Hitachi Double Trouble Camera A. There’s a second version of the session coming, too…eventually!