What have I been doing for the past three month? Growing my muscles!
It’s been a while since I updated here, but it’s mostly for good reasons. I got so busy with work and school and porn that I got really burned out. Additionally, the place I’m living in kind of went downhill. I don’t want to go into detail, but I definitely don’t want to live there for another winter, that’s for sure. And I had some solid porn plans just completely fall through. Like people ghosting the day of a shoot or wasting a lot of my time and/or spoons in a lot other ways. Finally, I was stressing out a lot about some very sick friends. I was just a big, stressed-out mess.
Even my hands are changing…so much more veiny!
Pulling Back From the Edge
So, I pulled back from everything that was stressing me out and reevaluated for a few months, to see what I could change or quit. It’s been a process, but I’ve made progress. I’m in the process of moving, and selling my place. I’ve pulled way back on what I’m willing to do to save my company’s ass at work. Either it won’t get saved, or someone else will have to do some of the saving. I took a term off from school.
Someone told me I was looking “beefy” recently, and it made me crazy happy. In the past, it would have made me crazy sad!
I also took a few days off and visited and reconnected with my sick friend. There’s a good chance it might be one of the last times I see them, but I feel so much better for having faced up to it and just done it.
This is how you build size!
Rikochan: Powerlifter!
And I’m planning some new adventures when it comes to sex and Rikochanpornstar.com. You might start seeing it in pictures here soon, and if you follow me on Twitter and Instagram you’ve definitely seen it. I’m working like crazy in the gym, doing huge amounts of really serious powerlifting! I’ve never been stronger, or bigger, or heavier in my life than I am right now.
Can you see how much I’ve been benching? My boobs are starting to look more like pecs…
New Body, New Mind
It’s a crazy difficult mental game to eat enough to get big, especially for someone like me who has spent a considerable amount of time with dysmorphia and in a skeletal state. I won’t lie, sometimes I feel like I’m getting too fat in addition to my muscle growth. Note: I’m 100 percent supportive of all body types and sizes for my friends; some of my best, sexiest follows on Twitter and Tumblr are curvy, plump, and just plain fat. You soft ladies, I so would! Vive les different body types! But for me, for my body, it’s not something I’ve ever been comfortable with, because it has always made me feel like I’m out of control.
I haven’t been entirely neglecting my clit in the past 3 months. I think I’ve kept my size up there pretty well, too. What do you think?
But this lifting plan, this strength, this raw power…I can stand to get softer and rounder when I know that I’m also getting stronger and stronger…that it’s for a reason. I’m getting fatter, sure, but it’s not out of my control.
My shape has changed so much in the last three months that most of my clothes don’t fit…
And I’m building a new kind of control over my body. The growth of muscle and strength, on a scale that I haven’t really experienced before, despite having been fairly serious about lifting for a few years. This is the first time I’ve really committed to this level of lifting, eating, and sleeping, and the amount I have grown…surprises me! I’m so excited to see where this takes me, and I hope you are too!
One last shot for now, but lots more to come…
More to Come
For more updates purely on bodybuilding and powerlifting, be sure to follow me on Instagram. I post lots of pictures from the gym there. As for the rest? I’m hoping to have some new porn with my new, bigger body up on my big clit and bodybuilding studio soon! Anyhow, this is just a quickie post to say I’m back. More soon…
October 11, 2018 at 4:30 am
So hot body Riko !
October 12, 2018 at 11:45 am
Thanks so much! I’m working really hard!
October 11, 2018 at 11:49 am
Glad to see some new photos, thanks.
You do look more solid, and thick. Muscular. I love the contrast of you strong chest and delicate boobs.
You look great.
October 11, 2018 at 5:39 pm
Thanks so much! These are just phone pics; I hope to have some better shots up soon!
October 12, 2018 at 5:45 am
I’m glad to see you back, I love all the muscle that you have put on it looks great and you know how I love pecs over breasts and your are simply stunning the muscle near your neck looks awesome and wow your arms are scaring me
In a good way, and yes your clit is wonderful
Keep working that beautiful glan the bigger the better
I’m sorry to hear your struggles and hope all is good soon
Love Craig
October 12, 2018 at 5:54 am
Thanks very much…things are definitely starting to look up. Love that my clit is good scary…
October 12, 2018 at 11:12 am
Gorgeous body!
November 12, 2018 at 11:23 am
Thanks, Noia…always glad to hear from you!
October 12, 2018 at 8:16 pm
So happy to see you’ve returned. Sorry to hear that life events have gotten so stressful. But you’re a physically and emotionally strong and focused lady, and I’m certain you’ll come through just fine….better even. I hope your friend gets better, and enjoys many more years of your friendship.
November 12, 2018 at 11:24 am
I’m trying to be strong! It’s so hard when you are helpless to make someone’s situation better, apart from just trying to be there as a friend…