When you run a blog you can see what searches led people to your site, and checking out the most popular search terms leading to Rikochanpornstar for the day is one of my favorite things to do. As you might expect, big clit, squirting, and bodybuilder pussy are always up there, which I’d expect—panties and fleshlight are also way up there, which always makes me laugh. The one that really surprises, me, however, is “Rikochan face pic” and all its many variants.
I’m always amazed that people care enough what I look like to search the Internet for it. I’ve seen all sorts of different variations on the search, and it pops up just about every day. I also get tons of requests for pictures of my face, too. Sometimes people get very huffy if I won’t send them a face picture “just between us”—usually on Facebook. Generally they friended me in the first place, yet somehow complain when I won’t show my face, as though I have tricked them. They usually unfriend me—which is fine with me.
Seriously, though, I find it very weird that people care that much. It’s not like I’m Batgirl or Belle de Jour or something. I’m just a very, very minor amateur Japanese blogger and exhibitionist who can’t show her face because she has a day job. On a good day I’m reasonably pretty—I have very strong Mongolian-looking cheekbones and a strong jawline. And I think I look pretty good for my age—I take care of myself. But I’m not a supermodel or anything.
I just can’t help wondering why people are so interested. Am I really that mysterious? I don’t think that can be the reason; I tend to think that it’s more a case of wanting what you can’t have, just because you can’t have it. I’d be tempted to say it was just idle curiosity, but, honestly, people have been surprisingly tenacious and insistent.
Don’t get me wrong, it’s quite flattering—when it doesn’t make people act rudely. But I wish I knew exactly what was behind it. I’d appreciate any thoughts people might care to share, and I’m not fishing for compliments here; I’m genuinely curious.
In the meanwhile, I’ve been thinking a lot about showing a bit more of myself, and I’m feeling a bit braver. I hope this picture will satisfy some of the many people who are interested enough to search for Rikochan’s Face.