I broke out my electrostim gear for the first time in months on Saturday for some play and to shoot a video (look for it later this week), and I can’t imagine why I’ve been neglecting the electricity! The feel of the stim coursing across my pussy is just so amazing; there’s nothing quite like the squirting, shivering orgasms it causes. I really got into it, turning up the power on my little unit to the max after only a little bit of acclimation. It used to take me a while to get to that point, edging my way up gradually.
I don’t know what’s different these days, but I find myself wanting to experience more; more extreme things, more extreme acts, and more extreme sensations. I’m on the verge of something…of several something, actually, all of which I hope to be writing about soon, but the short version is that I want more. More than I’ve had, more than I’ve wanted. More than I’ve imagined. Have you ever felt that way? I’m filled with a sense that there’s something more out there, out on the edges, past barriers and borders and walls and inhibitions, waiting for me…
I’m not a reckless person by nature. I know that’s a statement that some of you will find hard to square with what you know about me, but please recall that it took me many, many years to come as far as I have. I’m not a 20-year-old kid jumping head first into porn. I started this journey long after most people seem to lose that sense of daring and invulnerability that I never had to begin with, and I’ve spent years learning how to risk, how to dare, how to let go of fear.
Of course, part of the reason I am feeling this way is that it’s the spring. In the spring time, I always feel a little more brave, and little more bold, a little more…well, crazy. In a good way, I hope. Certainly, when the feeling leads me to go rediscover toys I’ve neglected during the winter and give my pussy shock treatment and grind it with my Hitachi Magic wand on high until I have an gushing orgasm that leaves me jerking and convulsing long after the toys are all powered down.
Whether some of the other boldnesses to which I am inspired this spring is crazy or not will have be decided later. Some of them are pretty big steps, for me, and I’m really excited and a little bit scared to take them. It’s going to be a big bold spring and summer, and I look forward to sharing it with you.
April 23, 2012 at 6:19 pm
Your clit is what dreams are made for…..wet dreams of course. I can only dream about holding it between my lips
April 24, 2012 at 10:24 pm
Mmm, that sounds like a nice dream…
April 23, 2012 at 6:30 pm
panty peeks, i think in part because I (and many others) would love to find a clit like yours when I pull a pair to the side for the first time on a new lover.
April 24, 2012 at 10:23 pm
Ah, I guess that makes sense. Thanks!
April 24, 2012 at 12:04 am
Yay! Another electro-stim post! It’s one form of play I’ve yet to try, which is the reason why I especially enjoy reading about your sessions.To be honest I’m a little hesitant about giving it a try because I had some unpleasant experiences in 6th Grade science class playing with batteries and currents. Anyway, it’s nice to see that you and your clit are enjoying spring time. Looking forward to more great stories and photos.
April 24, 2012 at 10:23 pm
Oh, yikes! I can see where getting a bad shock might make you hesitate, but the nice thing about electro is that you can turn it up very very gradually. I usually start out with it down so low that I can hardly feel it. If you start slow, you can build up to levels that would be unbearable to start at, and yet they feel really really good if you do it right. I would LOVE to hear about a Mistress K electro adventure. Of course, you could always experiment on Pet first. Or Ponygurl…
April 25, 2012 at 6:34 pm
To see such a huge clit, brings me to some ideas and questions. Here is one: Cocks have the most pleasure not on their glans(es), but directly below of it at the back.side. But how it is by a big clit? The same spot with the most desire like the cock?
April 29, 2012 at 2:12 pm
The most sensitive spots are on the underside of the shaft, just below the gland and on the top of the shaft just below the glans, too, which is only exposed after you pull back the clit hood.
April 29, 2012 at 2:43 pm
So it`s the same and there is also a difference. On top of our male shafts, we don`t have much feelings, all is concentrated by the underside of our cock.shafts.
May 28, 2012 at 4:48 pm
I would so love to suck on your clit!
December 7, 2013 at 2:59 pm
If you need a more powerful electrical experience, you may want to look into EMS. The stimulation goes deeper into your muscles, whereas, e-stim stays on the surface. I just ordered a unit and will be happy to report back with my results in e few weeks. I am a male, so results may be a little different for you. Have fun.
December 7, 2013 at 3:24 pm
Thanks for the information, and please keep me posted. What unit did you get?
December 7, 2013 at 4:25 pm
I just ordered the unit today. Your email jogged my memory. When it arrives and I feel it is something I would recommend to a dear friend, I will tell all..
December 8, 2013 at 9:30 am
Looking forward to it! 🙂