How I Got Into Porn, Part 1

Pumping Rikochan's Fat Clit

Rikochan Big Clit Pumping Series 1

I don’t know how most women get into porn. If you believe the mainstream media, they’re all victims of drugs and abuse and poverty and father issues. I’m sure that’s true for some. But also I’m sure that for every porn victim there are many more women who were seduced (and I mean that in the best possible way) by porn itself.

I’m talking about women who saw just the right video, movie, image, or stripper at just the right moment. Maybe they found their father’s Playboy collection in his closet. Maybe they watched a porn dvd with their friends for a laugh. Maybe they got more than they bargained for when they searched a boyfriend’s Internet history. Maybe they went to strip club as part of a bachelorette party.

When they saw that airbrushed centerfold, that  grainy gonzo scene, that deviant bondage site or that shaking ass just a few feet away from them, something happened to them. Maybe other women would have been disgusted. Maybe other women would have been embarrassed. Maybe other women would have been aroused. But these women saw that unlikely body, that raw fucking, that writhing submissive, that tight dancer’s body and they felt something else. They looked at that woman and didn’t think “I hate her,” or  “I can’t look at her,” or even “I want to fuck her.”  They thought, “I want to be her.”

For me, it was a shaky, grainy video from a Web forum.  It happened one summer night when my husband and I were watching Playboy TV and having a glass of wine (or three) as a lazy, mellow prelude to sex. It seems funny to me now, but I remember thinking in those days that drinking cabernet and watching the softcore show Night Calls while wearing some wholesome Mary Green lingerie show was pretty daring.

I was into the show, but I noticed that my husband was acting a bit odd. He kept looking at me like he wanted to tell me something, but then thinking better of it. I finally just asked him what was on his mind.

“I saw something online that I really want to show you,” he said, hesitantly. “Something…sexy. I mean…I think it’s sexy. I think you might think so, too, if you’re feeling open-minded.”

I drained my wine and laughed, feeling smug. “Well, I’m sitting in bed with you here watching Tiff and Juli see how far they can deepthroat a huge dildo, so…”

What he had to show me was a video of a woman named Lisa who went by the screenname Superclit. She lived up to the name. I had never seen anything like her. I mean, I knew I had a big clit, even then, but hers was <i>huge</i>. It was enormous. It was…sexy. As I watched her stroke it and listened to her talk about it in a very sexy british accent, I started to feel very warm and flushed, and not just from the wine.

But what happened next was something I couldn’t have imagined. She took a clear lucite tube connected by clear plastic tubing to something that looked like a pistol grip on the other end. She slid back the hood on that enormous clit and stuck it glans first right into that tube. It was like a little penis pentrating a glass vagina! I found myself leaning forward and staring at the laptop, like I was in a trance. I would have spilled my wine if I hadn’t emptied the glass.

That was nothing to how I felt when she began squeezing the grip of what turned out to be a hand pump. Her clit flared like a pulsating cock, and the glans was drawn much further out of the hood. With each stroke of the pump that followed, her clit swelled. With each pump it got longer and fatter. With each pump I felt my heart beating harder and harder. I could feel it throbbing in my throat like it was going to close off my windpipe with each beat. It was the kind of adrenalin rush most probably feel only a couple times times in their whole lives: maybe losing their virginity, or smoking their first joint, or standing at the altar for the first time.

In the couple minutes that followed, Lisa Superclit pumped her clit up harder and harder, moaning and wriggling the whole time. Her clit reached a size that was easily bigger than my thumb. Finally, she released the pressure and let her swollen clitty out of the tube. It was huge and glistening and red, and she began stroking it, gingerly at first, as though it were tender, and then faster and faster, until finally she came.

As I watched, all I could think about was my own clit, which I could feel swelling inside my silk lingerie. It wasn’t as big then as it is now, but it was already unusually large. When Lisa removed her tube from her clit, I could feel my clit making a little tent in my panties, straining against the pale green silk mesh. I was surprised by the strength and suddenness of my reaction, and when Lisa began to masturbate, I closed my legs together on the  bulge in my panties, and I was shocked the wetness I felt! As Lisa got closer and closer to orgasm, I found myself clenching and releasing my thighs, squeezing more and more blood into my already erect clit. Her clit was my clit. The clit on the screen, engorged beyond anything I’d ever imagined, could be my clit. My clit already got too sensitive to touch sometimes–what would it feel like for my clit to be that swollen? I wondered, and I knew I wanted to find out the answer.

And then Lisa came, and the video abruptly ended. It was like I’d been released from a spell. I realized I was breathing quickly, and my face felt hot. I looked at my husband. His face was red, too, but I knew it was from embarrassment as much as anything else. I hadn’t said a single thing during the entire video, and he was worried that I was offended, embarrassed, disgusted. He knew me well enough to know I wasn’t going to storm out of the apartment over a video, but I think he thought he might not be getting any that night. As I struggled to find the words to explain what was happening inside me, I could see him looking more and more worried.

“What did you think?” he finally asked me.

“I think,” I said, hoarsely, “that you better put your laptop away.”

“Look…it’s not…I just thought…”

“I think that you better put your laptop away and fuck me,” I said. “Right now.”

And he did.

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That’s it for Part 1 of this story. I hope you liked it! Part 2 should be coming soon. If you want it to come sooner, let me know! I don’t do a lot of writing, and I’d love to get some feedback! The image above comes from my latest big clit fetish video, Rikochan’s Fetish Play, which is available at my clips4sale studio, Rikochan’s Big Clit.

6 Comments

  1. Hi
    i LOVE your body, and your clit, you’re gorgeous! I run the surfoo.com website, i’d love an online interview with you, email me!

  2. Sounds interesting–I’ll definitely email you!

    ~Riko

  3. I stumbled across your blog while I was searching for porn involving girls with big clits — it always seemed like there was so little of it to be found, I thought maybe I was weird for liking it. But how could it be weird? What girl doesn’t love a little clit-rubbing? How could there be so much porn of random women just fucking and fucking, and so little where their clits got the proper attention? It must be a gender thing. Porn, after all, is largely for men.

    I felt that way, looking at your photos, a little revelation. Even better, your blog is not only sexy, but really charming and often funny. I love your honesty, your openness. I love that you celebrate this part of you that deserves to be celebrated, and I love how encouraging you are, how you obviously have these wonderful ideals about beauty. It turns me on and it makes me smile, which up til now have been really disparate things. (Finding porn sexy AND joyful? Imagine that!)

    I’ve often wondered about girl who get into porn, hoping that they do it because they like it, because it makes them happy. Hoping they never feel regret. I know that can’t always be the case, but I’m delighted to know you do it because you love it and you have fun.

    • Thanks so much for your very nice comment! I’m really glad that the sense of how much I am having comes across. I really can’t speak for any one else who does porn, and it’s worth pointing out that I’m just doing it in my own home so far as a hobby (so far!), so my experiences may not very typical. Still, I’m having a great time so far!

  4. EnglishStudent

    April 10, 2011 at 6:24 pm

    Miss Riko, This makes me come whenever I read it. You write nicely. I want to hear part two!

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