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Rikochan’s Hentai Massage

Rikochan muscular legs

Me not suspecting the 45 minutes of pure pleasure and submission that are about to follow…

Hey everyone! Just wanted to let you know that I recently posted a brand new video in my Rikochan clips store, for the first time in ages! It’s the conclusion of my very popular Rikochan’s Hentai Massage series. I didn’t realize it but I never really posted about this series at all–except in my big clit video catalog, of course! That’s crazy, because the three total parts of this video add up to 45 minutes of Rikochan porn!

Hentai massage of fbb pecs

Rikochan’s Pecs get some loving attention from Lady Clarece

What is Hentai Massage?

Hentai Massage is my name for a whole genre of JAV, or Japanese porn, that revolves around women (it’s usually women) getting what they think will be innocent massages that turn into wild sex play, often with lots of oil or lube. Although it’s sometimes men doing the massaging, the best videos are of masseuses and women clients.

Hentai massage for nipples

My nipples are really my most sensitive spot. Once someone starts gets them tingling, I’m pretty much at their mercy.

Often the videos show the woman being given something to drink that is supposed to relax her that instead makes her very very sensitive to any sexy touch. I want to stress here that while these videos are shot as though the women are not professional AV stars, they absolutely are. It’s a fantasy, which is fine. Really drugging someone obviously would not be.

Big clit through sheer wet panties

My panties are so soaked with massage oil and my own gushing juices that they are completely see-through. Look at that clitty!

Rikochan’s Hentai Massage Part I

In the first part, I go to a new masseuse, played by the strict and sexy Lady Clarece because my muscles are sore from so much working out. Unfortunately (?) I don’t really clarify what I’m paying for. Lady C definitely is interested in playing with my muscles, but the more and more she gets into the massage, the more risque it gets.

Hentai massage with boobs

So soft, so warm, so delicious. I bet you never had a massage like this…

Finally, she’s rubbing me through my panties which are slick with oil and wet with the juices of my pussy. My clit is so damned swollen at this point that it looks and feels like it’s going to bust out of my panties. Finally, the panties come off and Lady Clarece makes one of my fantasies come true by rubbing her amazing, gorgeous fantastic breasts and big hard nipples against my throbbing clit.

Muscular leg shot, panty removal

Once the panties come off, pretty much anything is possible…

This clip lasts about 23 minutes. It’s a little longer and cheap for the length, because the first part is setup. That said, there’s a lot of sexy video here. It’s mostly in Japanese, although the dialog is not so important!

Big boobs, big clit

Big boobs vs. big clit! Personally, I think the boobs are the winner, here!

What’s more important are the amazing boobs of Lady Clarece and my big clit! I feel like, if you like big Japanese boobs and big Japanese clits, you’re probably going to be pretty happy with this video, regardless of the language you speak. At least I hope you will be! I’ve already had a lot of nice feedback on this series, and each one has been the most popular big clit clip on clips4sale for a while after I posted it. Part III is still #1 almost three weeks after I posted it!

Lady Clarece boobs

Forget about my big clit, look at Lady Clarece’s gorgeous boobs!

Rikochan’s Hentai Massage Part II: Finger Fucked to a Happy Ending

In the next part, I’m basically so excited that I’m helpless under the talented and seductive fingers of Lady Clarece. Because she is a very scrupulous and safe masseuse, she puts on black gloves for this next scene. We’re all about safety, and even in porn it’s sexy to be safe. Besides I love the way those nitrile gloves look and feel! That extra little bit of texture…oh my god, I’m getting so excited just thinking about it.

Hentai massage, nitrile gloves

Black gloves, big clit, such a sexy, safe memory.

Although I had a couple very hot, wet moments in the first clip (I came and squirted and gushed so many times in this shoot, I wouldn’t even know how to count it), in Part II, my sexy masseuse really puts all her skills to work to bring me to a tremendous, toe-curling happy ending. When a skilled domme/masseuse wants to make you have  a lovely happy ending, you’re going to have a lovely happy ending.

Rikochan big clit

Look at my huge clit glans just sticking out in this shot. That’s how excited I am here…

I have to admit, although the story is fiction, I was almost as nervous as my character in the clip would have been, and Lady C is so skilled that I was overcome by pleasure exactly as my character in this clip would be. There was  no acting required. I really just surrender to the pure delight of the moment, and just came, and came, and came. The sheets were soaked, and I was just quivering.

Big Japanese boobs

Ugh, I want to be holding those gorgeous breasts again!

This clip is only eight minutes long, but it’s pretty much solid finger-banging, nipple-pinching, clit-rubbing goodness. This is a super wet clip, and there’s a ton of gushing and squirting. All three clips are really solid, but this is definitely the (finger) bang for your buck choice! Also, wow, I was so soft and round for this shoot. I can’t believe that I’ve lost 20 pounds since then. I don’t feel like I look all that different, though. I guess I’ll have to shoot some more video again to compare!
Rikochan's swollen clit

Lady C knows how to make my clit swell!

Rikochan’s Hentai Massage Part III: Forced to Come

In this part, which is 14 minutes long, I pay the price for not having enough cash to pay for the hentai massage happy ending I enjoyed in parts I and II, when Lady Clarece made me squirt and cum over and over again. My acting here is dismal, but once we get back into the actual sex parts, it get much better again…mainly because I’m reacting, really.
Rikochan in bondage

Oops, suddenly I’m in bondage over a bad debt to a dominatrix

Because the whole thing was just a miscommunication, Lady Clarece let me pay off my debt by being her punishment slave. I’m immediately restrained at the wrists and also by a spreader bar, eventually even blindfolded. I’m totally helpless, and Lady C definitely turns the screws on me a bit, giving me pleasure in the way that *she* enjoys, instead of what I might have picked.
Rikochan spreader bar BDSM shot

Mmm, the spreader bar. I have to confess, I love the spreader bar…

The spreader bar was something I was really looking forward to in this shoot, and I loved using it. Restraint and submission just come naturally to me, and they have always been exciting. The riding crop, on the other hand, I am always a little scared about. I’m not a natural pain slut, though I have had some very good experiences with skilled masters and mistresses.

big clit, dripping wet pussy

By this point, I’m dripping wet, I’m so stimulated. I was so lubricated I could have fucked anything.

Impact play is more of a leap of faith for me, but I trust Lady Clarece absolutely. I never would have realized how much a riding crop to the clit might sting, but also how good it might eventually feel. I guess that’s what you get when you work with a pro!

Riding crop to big clit

My clit is insanely sensitive; getting it swatted with a riding drop made me almost lose my mind.

There’s also plenty of spanking and then she treats me to a k9 dildo from Elypseart with an inflatable knot! My poor pussy gets so filled up and stretched out, and I’m so humiliated and excited by what’s going on that I’m gushing basically the whole time. The feeling of that thing inside me getting pumped up is so crazy and weird and perverse that it gets me crazy excited at the same time as it makes me feel totally out of control and completely at her mercy. It’s such a strange feeling, but so exciting!

Rikochan k9 sex

This is definitely the freakiest toy I’ve used…so far.

Finally; Lady Clarece proves to me that even pleasure can be punishment (and vice-versa) by making me come over and over with a magic wand vibrator until I’m almost crying. At one point she stops and I’m so relieved, but she’s only teasing me (and getting a little bit more consent from me, which is also sexy). It’s pretty damned hot…if you like forced orgasms in bondage, you’ll definitely love this one.

Rikochan multiple forced orgasms

My shattering multiple forced orgasm. I just about begging her to stop it was so intense and lastest so long.

I’ve rarely been so wrecked after a shoot as this one, despite the fact that I had at least some idea what was going to happen before the shoot. We planned out the hentai massage plot, but the script for the end was just: Lady Clarece puts the blindfold on me and does her thing until I can’t take it anymore. And Lady Clarece definitely delivered, as she always does!

Rikochan in sub space.

Wrecked. Absolutely wrecked. Completely satisfied, exhausted, and drained. Sub space, baby.

Bodybuilding Progress Pics, Rikochan-style!

Rikochan lats

Some little bitty lat action!

Hey everyone! I hope you are all having a sexy Decemeber! I’m working like crazy on so many projects and sadly only a few of them are very sexy at the moment. I hope to have some news about a new video for my fetish clips studio soon, but in the meanwhile, I want to share a bunch of my latest bodybuilding progress pics with you!

female bodybuilder in lingerie

I never wear a bra in real life, but I do like the way my lats are stretching out this lingerie bra!

Again, I’m more active at the moment on social networking, so if you follow me on Twitter and Facebook, you will have already seen some of these pictures. But, don’t worry, there are a bunch of pics, both bodybuilding progress pics and plain old porn pics, that are only showing up for the first time right here on my blog, because, to be honest, my blog is really my first love. This is where I really ought to be spending more of my time, especially as social media gets more toxic and crazy. I need to be spending more time making porn and less time reading other people’s tweets…
Pecs progress pic with nipple pumping

Front view of me in that lingerie. I like this one because it combines pecs progress and some nipple pumping. Yay, nipple pumping!

Bodybuilding Progress

I’ve been really focusing on my bodybuilding progress lately, and especially my bench. My legs and back are hella strong, but not so much the rest of my upper body. My current goal is to be able to bunch 100 lbs, which I shamefully can’t do at the moment. But I’m making pretty good progress. I had a lot of fun working with my trainer yesterday on dumbbell bench and floor press. I’m sore today, and I’m resting eating a TON so I can grow, grow, grow my muscles.
Bodybuilding progress: Rikochan FBB chest with pumped nips

I’ve been working really hard, and I hope you can see some results!

I don’t have a lot of sex news to tell you, but at least I can show you a couple of sexy pictures, right? My clitty is still nice and big, and I pump it as often as I can, given that at the moment, I mostly fall asleep as soon as I get into bed. I really need to get back into a good sex and porn groove!
Pumped nipples and big fbb delt

I don’t know why, but this is one of my favorite pictures of this post! Maybe it’s the round delt? Maybe it’s the nipples?

Lactation

I’m hoping I get to change that tonight! I bought a milking machine to jumpstart my ecchi life again. I’m suuuuuper interested in lactation, and I think this will be the first step in getting that started. I’m looking into the various meds and herbs that can help, too! I’m pretty conservative about things like that, though, but even so I think that it’s possible I might be able to get a little bit of milky porn made in the first half of 2017. I can’t tell you how excited that idea makes me, having bigger breast that are swollen with milk and nipples that are engorged and sensitive all the time!
Rikochan's abs with pumped clit!

I don’t post too many unflexed full body shots, but here’s one just to keep it honest. I’ve still got some chub to lose, but at least you can see that I *have* abs. Also, clit pumping!

Is this something you, my fans and friends would be interested in seeing? Are any of you out there lactation or even hucow fans? If so, please leave me a comment and let me know! I’m still thinking about going after it really aggressively, and your opinions might help tip the balance.
fbb's big pumped clit

I like this one because you can see both my pumped up clitty and my pumped up, vascular forearm!

Pro Tip

If you do answer my lactation question, please don’t tell me that it’s my choice and my body and that I should do what I want and what makes me happy. That’s all well and true, and I appreciate your concerns, but let’s just assume that I know all that, please? Just assume that I know enough to do what makes me happy, and that this entire blog and my part-time porn career are already a labor of love. I’m asking because I am genuinely curious about what you think. It’s part fascination, part market research ok? I’m fine and I know what I’m doing, thanks!
Fat pumped clit

One last big clit to say goodbye for now!

Anyhow, that’s it for now, but I think there will be more coming soooooon!
~Riko

Rikochan: Clit Pumping on Twitter

Rikochan's Big Pink Clit

My big pink clit is already pretty swollen, even before I start to pump it!

Hey everyone! I’m writing to let you know that while I’m not being very active here on Rikochanpornstar, or on my clips4sale studio, I haven’t completely disappeared! In fact, at the moment I’m posting a new picture just about every day over on my Twitter account! And I’m not just talking about cute cat pictures, either. Nope. This is the good stuff: clit pumping on Twitter. Go and get it while you can! The clit-pumping pics here in this post are what I’ve posted so far in the thread on my Twitter account.

Rikochan's Missile Shaped Clit

A friend on Twitter told me that my clit looks like a missile in a silo! I love that!

It’s a slow thread–about a picture a day–but I think it’ll be worth the wait for most of you. They’re just iPhone pictures, but actually I think that “real sex” look makes them kind of hotter in a way than some more posed pics I’ve done. I go back and forth over which kind I like better, but, the good thing is that I don’t have to choose. Since it’s my account, I can post whatever I like. I generally don’t hear people complain too much. No one ever says, “Ugh, too much clit,” or whatever.

Rikochan's big pink clit is long and hard

My clit is getting long and hard

Sometimes my viewers will politely say “I love the clit, but could you also post more feet?” or more legs or more muscle or more ass and so on. And that’s fine. People like what they like, and I don’t have any problem with people telling me they like my feet or my muscle or my ass. Why would I? It’s flatter! As long as people are polite and friendly, there’s no harm in asking for what you like. I’m all about open, direct, and respectful communication.

Anyhow, these are half the pictures in the thread so far, and I’ll be posting more starting tomorrow! Go check out the thread for more clit pumping on Twitter.

Welcome Farrah Day-Cage to Rikochanpornstar!

Farrah Day-Cage

Isn’t Farrah Day-Cage gorgeous? I’m so happy to be able to share her with you!

Hi everyone: please join me in welcoming my clever, sexy, and bold friend Farrah Day-Cage to Rikochanpornstar.com. I’m really hoping that this will be the first of many posts and pictures she shares here—or anywhere: I’m not selfish! As long as there are more stories and pictures (and maybe someday video?) of her out there for us all to enjoy, the world will be a much better and sexier place for it! You can follow Farrah Day-Cage (I love that name!) on her Twitter accountPlease, please, please leave nice comments for her so that maybe she’ll share with us again someday soon, because obviously there is a lot more to her story! And–who knows–if you make her really happy, maybe she’ll come and shoot some clips with me someday! Now, without any more from me, I’m going to let Farrah talk for herself! 

Farrah Day-Cage clitoris and bush

I may be smooth, but that doesn’t mean that I don’t love bush on other people! I want to run my fingers through Farrah’s gorgeous hair, and that enormous clitty…delicious!

I like the feeling of having my panties be full. To be so turned on that it’s obvious to someone watching, that I can’t hide it. Being watched is also hot. So of course I was interested in showing my clit off, especially as I got into pumping and enlargement. I was introduced to pumping years ago, at Burning Man, of all places. The camp was all guys, and pretty guy focused, but I was nosey and perked up right away when I saw the nipple pumps.

“You can totally use that on a clit!”

“Well…yes, actually. You can.”

“Let’s do it!”

Farrah Day-Cage pulling back the hood of her big clit

I want to be the one pulling back her clit hood, so that I can suck at the glans…

The camp was amused and amazed and happily helped me figure out the basics of clit pumping. They guided me through lubing up and easing the tube into place. When the first pull on the pump started, I felt pressure, then suction. Gentle at first, then slowly more persistent as blood flowed to my clit. There wasn’t any pain, instead a warm, pulsing pull focused squarely on my throbbing clit. I kept squirming adjusting to the new sensation and looking down at just how much I was growing in the tube. By the time the tube came off, the camp attendees all crowded around to marvel at how fat my clit was and moan about how tasty it looked. I got turned on being on display for them…just writing about this has turned me on now!

The camp planner gifted me my first tube and pump and sent me back into the default world, and a pumping fan was born. I pumped off and on over the years, but got to the point where I wanted to try something more structured, more on than off. As my clit grew, I started experimenting with different forms of masturbating.

Farrah Day-Cage and Buck Off

Farrah’s wearing her Buck Off in this shot! I can’t believe how hot it makes me to think of her wearing this under her clothes walking around packing, feeling that, and no one knows!

There’s this interesting toy called the Buck Off. It’s a stroker created for transmen’s cocks—think Fleshlight—but it happens to also be a lot of fun for a femme with a big clit!  When the Buck Off came out, I was on it! The thing I liked about it was not just how it felt on my clit, but how, if the suction was right, I could wear it. I could fill my panties and have suction on my clit, at the same time! So now, I’m “packing,” if you can call it that, more often. It’s just so cute to me, to have that hot bulge wrapped in cute lingerie! The feeling I get when I take it off is so wonderful, and my clit is so hard, I want to show it off all over again! Everyone that’s seen it has been really appreciative so far, which makes me want to show it off a little more.

I like it when my panties are full. I like it when I can show my clit to an appreciative audience. I like that Rikochan is egging me on.  And if you’re nice, I’ll show it off some more for you.

Farrah Day-Cage large clit glans

This is how I imagine Farrah Day-Cage’s huge clit, hovering above me, just before she lowers between my waiting lips, that perfect moment…

That’s it from Farrah Day-Cage for now everyone! If you want to see more of her, please leave a comment saying so! ~Riko

Rikochan’s Boob Thoughts, Part I: Bigger Muscles, Smaller Boobs

Rikochan's tiny tits

I’m definitely getting thicker all over, but my boobs are looking smaller and smaller. And that’s ok!

I’m getting bigger. I’m growing. My sizes are going up. I weigh more. My thighs are meatier. My ass is rounder. My arms are thicker. My shoulders and traps are swelling. Sure, you guys are all focused on the changing size of a different part of my anatomy, and that’s cool, too. But it’s not clit growth that I’m talking about right now. I’m talking about putting on pure size as my body grows and changes with every hour I put in on the iron, every extra gram of protein I eat, every extra minute of recovery sleep I get in. I’m getting serious about my lifting again, and my body has started to change again, too. The only things that are looking smaller are my boobs.

I don’t think they’ve actually shrunk a whole lot yet, mind you. I’m still an American B-cup, I guess, or a Japanese C-cup. I don’t wear a bra, so I don’t know for sure. (I just wear nipple shields.) But as my chest and lats and back get bigger and bigger, my poor little boobs look smaller and smaller proportionally, as the same amount of soft tissue has to cover the growing slabs of muscle underneath. If and when I diet down again, I’ll have a very androgynous chest. Yes I can hear some of you saying I already have one, and that’s fine, too. But I mean really androgynous, like, “you got your mother in a world where she’s not sure if you’re a boy or a girl” androgynous. (I love that song!)

Muscle tits

I’m getting close to the tipping point where my muscles make my boobs look small!

I know, because I’ve dieted down to nearly ripped before since I started lifting (but before I started blogging and really taking pictures faithfully, sadly), and I lost my boobs entirely. Because they have always been little and because of their Asian champagne-glass shape, they literally just shrink away.

There were no tiny leftover vestigial tits the way there can be if you diet away big hanging titties. I’m most definitely not knocking that look, which I see on some of my favorite female bodybuilders who haven’t gotten implants. It’s damned sexy to me. All boobs are damned sexy to me, of course, but there’s something special about boobs that have been through some things, whether it’s bodybuilding and the dieting and hormones that go with it or just the way boobs change when you’ve had a kid or two and nursed them. I love the look of Mom nipples! More on that in Part II, though.

But I’m getting off track…The point is, when I got really skinny for the last time (so far, I mean; not saying it won’t happen again), I had nothing left but nipples and areolae. When my nips weren’t erect, I had what looked like a slightly athletic teenage boy’s chest. To be honest, though, I didn’t get to see that very often, though, as my nipples are pretty nearly always a little erect, and pretty much anytime I looked at my (to me) freaky chest naked, they poked right out and stood right up!

Rikochan muscle chest

Shadows and lingerie make me look like I have boobs still, but there’s barely enough to fill a cupped hand…

I still remember the first time my partner pointed out just how flat I’d gotten. He was a little tentative, like I might be upset about it, mourning my boobs or whatever. He was like, “Wow, your body is changing so fast,” as he leaned down and ran his fingers over my chest as I lay stretched out on the bed beneath him while he fucked me–slowly, for the moment. I knew they had gotten much smaller, but I’d been paying so much attention to my abs and my legs that I hadn’t really realized just how flat-chested I had gotten.

“It’s because I have my arms over my head,” I said. He smiled. “Try putting your arms down by your sides.” I did, and I was shocked to see that there was hardly any difference, and what there was was almost all muscle. I looked up at him, and said, do you mind, that I have no breasts right now?” And he ran his fingers over the hard muscle where my curves used to be, and said, “Fuck, no!  You’re hot when you’re soft and curvy with boobs, and you’re hot when you’re ripped and hard without them. I get to explore a whole new body. It’s sexy because it’s like I’m fucking a completely different person. Honestly, I feel like I’m cheating on old you with new you!” I know he was telling the truth, because he fucked me harder and rougher than he ever had (but not harder or rougher than I wanted him to).

Small boobs

My boobs are actually pretty close to the same size, despite how they look in this picture!

Later, when we were lying next to each other and he was stroking my muscle chest and lazily tracing the shape of my pecs, after we had caught our breath but before the throbbing glowing feeling had warn off, I asked him, “But will you be sad if I don’t stay this thin? It probably won’t last very long.” He laughed,  and pinched my nipple hard enough to make me gasp. “No! Then I’ll be cheating on hardbody you with future pinup girl you, or future BBW you. I’ll be excited all over again.”

Yeah, that was a good night. Not that I need other people to approve of my body, but, you know…it does feel nice.

Anyhow, right now I’m not in danger of getting ripped, but my boobs are looking smaller and smaller. Next week I have to interrupt my bulking to diet for a civilian photoshoot, though, and then my boobs really will start to shrink, and fast. And I’m ok with that. I’m ok with smaller boobs, though I do love big boobs, as anyone who’s read this blog know. And I’d like to have a pair someday, even if just for a while. I have an ideas about that, but it might not be what you might think. I’ll talk about it soon, in part II of this post!

 

My Second Muscle Worship Session With Mistress Treasure

Mistress Treasure's Big Back

That big, broad, beautiful back! Mistress Treasure is a tremendous inspiration…

I’m always happy to be able to tell my friends and fans about a brand-new Rikochan video, but it’s especially exciting when it’s a new muscle worship video with Mistress Treasure, my incredibly sexy, muscle dominatrix friend! Judging by the response to all the videos I’ve posted of us, you guys agree too! This latest Mistress Treasure muscle worship video is back to the basics that a lot of you have asked for…me running my hands all over Mistress Treasure’s amazing hard body.

Mistress Treasure Muscle Worship Love

I’ve shot with Mistress Treasure twice now, and there are four videos up on my clips4sale showing us having a lot of fun with each other and even with a boy slave, in one case! There’s even a 5th clip of us together on the way. My clips with Mistress Treasure are some of my most popular videos of all time, which I totally get. They’re ones that I myself like to go back and watch often! What’s not to love, those amazing muscles as hard as steel under that gorgeous gleaming skin, her sexy domme confidence, and those amazing nipples and Mistress Treasure’s crazy amazing clit! I don’t know if it shows up in videos, but Mistress T is also just a really kind and generous person. I always feel happy and drained and sexy and satisfied after I get to play with her. There’s just something about her strong sexuality that I’m always excited by. Plus, she always encourages me in my own bodybuilding, and she’s had some really good tips for me, too.

Rock-hard delts

I’ve got Mistress Treasure’s Back!

As you all know, I’m a huge fan of female muscle, and I’ve never had a better chance to experience it up close than I have with Mistress Treasure. I’ve made two Mistress Treasure muscle worship videos, one dominatrix lessons video, and one clit comparison video. That last one, as you might expect, has been wildly popular. I was very excited to see that my latest muscle worship video has also been a big hit, since it’s not really what I’m known for, despite the fact that I’ve been slowly building my own muscles up for years! Every time I meet her, I compare myself to her, and it’s always a humbling but super exciting experience.

Rikochan and Mistress Treasure's Session

Mistress Treasure is solid…solid as a rock!

I really hope you all enjoy this new clip. If you like muscle worship, you should defintely check out my other clip with her, and, if you want to see me looking reallllly soft, you should also check out my Gym Bullies series, which is one of the first non-solo clips I ever shot! See what I looked like, years ago, as compared to Ashlee Chambers and Darkside Milinda. To be honest that series is both exciting and hard to watch for me…all I can see is how soft and weak I look in it, lol.

Rikochan Hugs Mistress Treasure

Mistress Treasure is a strict mistress, don’t get it twisted. And I love it. And her!

Anyhow, enjoy the clip. And if you like it, check out my first muscle worship session with Mistress Treasure! I’ve shot one other clip with the divine Miss T, a face-sitting lessons video! That last one isn’t out…yet. I’m slowly working away on it, though, and I hope to post it later this month. If you’re interested in seeing more Rikochan and Mistress Treasure clips, please let me know in the comments, and please give me and Mistress Treasure a shout on Twitter and let us know you’d like to see more! I’m @Rikochanpstar, and she’s @MizzTreasure!

Those are some LEGS

I cannot wait to get with Mistress Treasure again the next time she’s in town. Look at those LEGS!

Sighing for Shai

Sexy Shai

I’m sighing over Shai, and I think you will be soon, too…

Hey everyone! No that’s not me in the picture above: I wish I was that pretty! Nope: Instead I’ve got something really special for you today. I’m excited to treat you to a little teaser post showing off a friend of mine who has agreed to write a guest post for this blog: Please welcome my friend Shai to RCPS!

Shai female bodybuilder with muscular calves

Isn’t Shai amazing? Love her legs!

Shy Over Shai

Let me just give you a little background first: I’ve been chatting with (crushing hard on) Shai for a while now. I mean: Look at her! I’ve secretly been hoping she would write something for my blog for a while. Yes, I was a bit shy about Shai…

I finally got up the courage to ask her to write for us, and she said yes! I’m so excited I can’t even tell you! Why? Because she’s is smart, sexy, funny, strong, and takes no shit, so please be respectful. I think you’ll be interested in what she has to say!

Of course, she is also seriously gorgeous, but please note that she’s not a porn actor, so she won’t be posting any nudes on here. Even so, I am sure you will be happy with the pictures she’s going to share.

Shai’s Lovely Legs

As you can see from the picture nearby, Shai has done a few bodybuilding shows, and it definitely shows. I know many of my fans will appreciate the fact that she’s got killer calves, so please encourage her to share a picture or two in of her beautiful legs (and muscular calves!) in the comments. If you’re really nice to her, and we’re really lucky, maybe we’ll get to see some more pictures of them along with her guest post.

What is Shai going to write about? We’ll just have to wait and see!

 

Rikochan the Sex Worker

Rikochan in lingerie

A favorite recent lingerie purchase. If it looks a bit arty, does that mean it isn’t porn?

I never set out to be a sex worker, but I became one all the same. I didn’t even realize it until long after the fact. What do I mean? Well, let me explain.

I make porn. I sell clips of myself (and other people) having sex. To promote those clips, I write an adult blog and share lots of nude pictures of myself. The thing is, I never used to think of what I do in those terms—production, sales, and promotion—because I’m fortunate enough that I never needed to, because I don’t rely exclusively on porn for my living. I just never had to think about what I do in that way. I usually tend think of my porn as my secret art project, my hobby, my guilty (in a good way) secret, my life-saving outlet. And those things are all true. But it’s also sex work, what I do. I’m a sex worker.

Sex Worker Rikochan's hard nipples

I love the way my nipples look in this white mesh. And, judging by clip sales, so do a lot of my fans!

Just a Blogger Who…Writes About Sex…and Makes Porn Clips…and…

Conversationally, I would normally describe myself as a blogger who also happens to makes adult clips. The way I usually think about it, the blogging comes first, then the photos, and the clips pay for all the hosting and gear, with a little bit left over, which I usually reinvest into the process. In pure work terms, however, it’s the opposite. I’m a clip producer who builds community with her blog and pictures.

As I learn more about sex work and sex workers, I have come to understand that, to the extent that I make, sell, and promote porn, I’m a sex worker. What I do is most definitely work, and it’s most definitely work about sex.

Sex worker nipple hard on

My nipples are basically always erect, and especially after pumping.

Forums: My Gateway Drug

Just as I didn’t set out to be a sex worker, I didn’t set out to make porn, either. I was just looking for some people like me, for a feeling of community, and for some advice for discovering a sex life I could enjoy. At the time, that mostly meant forums. Eventually, I just started sharing pictures on forums that inspired me, as way to contribute to the community and, ideally to pay forward the incredible gift of sexuality and education I was receiving.

From there it went to sharing little clips, and then doing a little writing, and then starting my own blog, and then setting up a little clip store, and then buying my own real equipment and then, finally expanding my pool of people I worked with beyond solo clips and clips with my boyfriend.

I think that, even more than getting paid a bit for a clip or two, the first time work with people you’re not in a relationship with is the classic divider between hobbyist and performer.

Session girls are sex workers

Putting on some size; maybe someday I’ll be an FBB session girl. Also: Porn!

What Even Is Porn Now?

And so suddenly, I’m a porn producer. I mean, I’ve never made “big-budget” studio porn, and I’ve barely done any boy-girl shooting at all, but I’ve made close to 100 adult clips and I’ve posted thousands of erotic-or just plain pornographic-pictures online over the years. I’ve got a hundreds of posts on my blog, probably adding up to over 100,000 words, a blog that has had millions of views over the years.

These days, that’s increasingly what porn is, I think. The days when you weren’t really in porn unless you had a contract with Vivid or something like that are long gone, that’s for sure. I’m not dragging the people who make or made that kind of studio porn. But the fact is, the vast majority of the porn that I see people consuming these days get made by people like me. People who started small and built up their own teeny-tiny porn empires.

The thing is, though, because of the way I just sort of slipped into it, and especially because I do it anonymously, I never really thought too much about the implications in the way that you might if you went from nothing to having your face showed up on DVD covers in shops around the world overnight.

Fat Pumped Clit

Ugh, that feels so damned good…

Baby You’re Star

I always used to think that sex work meant prostitution, and I told myself, I’m not doing that. Not that I looked down on prostitutes—not at all. I only know a few in person, but the ones I know are bold and clever and brave. The same is largely true of the ones that I know online, too. I’ve never been against the idea of sex work or sex workers. I just didn’t consider myself one of them, didn’t consider myself to be like them—whatever that means. I didn’t consider myself a “real” pornstar, anymore than I was prostitute or a stripper or a camgirl or any other kind of sex worker.

In fact, my site’s name, Rikochanpornstar, was originally meant to be a kind of self-deprecating humor, a joke at my own expense. As if I could really be a pornstar! Not! In my mind, it was a way of acknowledging that I wasn’t really pornstar material, but I suspect it was also a joking way of separating myself from sex work. Why?

I always thought I was outside the world of porn and the stigma that’s attached to it, since I never had to suffer it. I thought that by existing on the margins of sex industry the way I do, I could somehow not become a part of it, but that’s magical thinking. I felt that I was something else, and I also secretly felt guilty that I had what I perceived as the benefits of sex worth, without any of the cost.

Rikochan's Giant Clit

This is why I pump. To feel and look like this.

Secrets Are Stigma

But then someone asked me recently why if I love my porn so much, I it anonymously, and I realized, I am affected by the stigma. That’s why I hide this incredibly important part of my life away and separate it from my daily life. I do it because I know that that stigma is just hanging over me, looming but at bay…for now. And that’s because no matter what I think of what I do and why I do it, at base I am also a sex worker, and the world at large despises and is deeply afraid of sex workers. When I started to be honest with myself, I realize that it’s exhausting and frightening to be something that society hates so much, even if you’re only living at the fringes of it.

Whereas my alter ego used to be a gleeful secret that separated me from other people, with that feeling of “I know something you don’t know, and knowledge is power,” now I suddenly had a new and altogether different feeling, too. Whereas before I was different from other people because of what I knew, and that secret made me powerful and happy, now I was also different from other people because of what I was, and that secret kept me safe.

I hadn’t really changed, of course. But my understanding of myself and how the world would see me had. I still do what I do for the same reasons: because I want to, because I enjoy it, and because it fills parts of me that would otherwise be empty. Yes, for all those reasons. All those reasons that are sort of almost nearly socially acceptable. Right? I mean, this is the language of creativity and art, and, well, I could argue that because I do what I do for those reasons, what I do is erotica, not porn. Not sex work.

But I’m not just doing it for those reasons.

Rikochan's long clitoris

I never would have believed I could build a whole business around my clitty…

Business Is Business

I’m also doing it to sell clips. Not because I need to, economically; this isn’t survival work for me. Rather, it’s because because I am good at it, and it’s very satisfying to make something and sell it. Business is very satisfying. Success at making and selling things is satisfying. That is not to say that doing sex work for survival is a terrible thing. It’s a great luxury I have, that I don’t need to do it, and that I love it; many people choose to do sex work to stay alive and many I’m sure, wouldn’t do it if they had some other opportunity. I understand. That’s the reality of work, sexual or otherwise. The stress of the job I do stay afloat was quite literally killing me before I found the outlets of exercise and sex work. It’s still taking years off my life, I’m sure.

Because I hate my straight work so much, I was desperate for this new thing not to be work. Yes, I used to tell myself that because I plowed nearly all the profits back into the production of my clips it wasn’t really a job, it was a hobby, or maybe a collaborative, crowdsourced art project. Sure, that might be true. But it’s also work. I like sell porn, because I like knowing that people enjoy my work so much that they are willing to pay me for the pleasure of jerking off to it.

If I’m being honest with myself, the fact that I am able to be successful at it adds a whole extra level of satisfaction to the pleasure I always let myself understand I was getting, that of exhibitionism, pleasing myself and other people, educating people, and broadening the world of porn to include people that look and think like me. All those pleasures are still there, but I’m also letting myself understand that this is work, and work that I enjoy for the sake of the work itself. I always enjoyed the sex part of being a sex worker; I just never realized until recently that I also enjoy the work part of being a sex worker.

Sexy muscle

A Sex Worker Are Workers; Sex Work Is Work

I don’t have particularly clever conclusion about about the meaning of sex work or the hypocrisy of society’s attitude toward sex workers. It’s clear to me that sex work is work; it’s the moral panic that surrounds it that makes it such a charged scary thing for so many people. That moral panic and the stigma and laws that force it underground are what makes it a dangerous, undesirable job for so many. Yes, trafficking is bad, but most sex workers don’t want or need to be rescued–except, quite often from law enforcement and the rescuers themselves.

I’m stunned at the way my understanding of both sex work and myself has changed just lately. I honestly don’t know what this will mean for my blog and my clips. I’ll keep making them, that’s for sure. Maybe now that I’m thinking about it more clearly, with fewer delusions and less confusion, I’ll do more, and do better. I don’t know; we’ll see. Like I said, these are new thoughts for me. I’m not really sure where they’ll take me.

If you do want to read some clever people with deeper, better developed and clearer thoughts about sex work here are a few places you can start.

Rikochan reclining

I give good hand, too, I’m told.

Books by People Who Know Much More About Sex Work Than I Do

Of course, there are thousands—millions—of sex workers out there who know more about sex work than I do, from the escorts, to the pornstars, to the strippers, to the clip makers like me, to the dominatrixes, to the sex bloggers, to the bodybuilding session girls (be still my heart) to the cam girls to the I don’t even know what. I could never hope to list them all! That would be another much bigger story. What I can do is give you a list of authors whose books on the subject have influenced, inspired, and educated me lately.

The first book I ever read about sex work was Naked Online: Hookups, Downloads, and Cashing in on Internet Sexploration, by Audacia Ray (@audaciaray on Twitter), a great writer who also did sex work. Even though it’s 10 years old now, it’s still a fascinating and inspiring (literally, to me) read. Although I didn’t realize it at the time, Ray’s book basically gave me the confidence to get started in online sex work. Even though I only got to go a few times, her readings series, The Red Umbrella Diaries, also introduced me to sex workers in person for the first time and showed me they were just regular people doing their jobs.

For a powerful, funny, heartbreaking, thoroughly unromanticized, yet also wildly romantic look at what it’s like to navigate relationships while being a sex worker, you should read the amazing book Prostitute Laundry by equally amazing Charlotte Shane (@charoshane on Twitter) based on her own confessional Tiny Letter about her life as a sex worker.

For an fascinating, unsentimental view of the lives of the migrant sex workers, the novel The Three Headed Dog is a great read that is free of the usual moral panic from the so-called rescue industry. It’s by the brilliant academic Laura Agustín (@LauraAgustin on Twitter), whose important book scholarly book on the subject Sex at the Margins: Migration, Labour Markets and the Rescue Industry. I am now slowly making my way through. Slowly because I’m a slow reader, not because it’s a slow book!

For a very clear-headed examination of what it means to be a sex worker, and above all how to do it without losing yourself, the new book Thriving in Sex Work: Heartfelt Advice for Staying Sane in the Sex Industry. It’s by an amazingly positive and uplifting woman who lived the life, Lola Davina (@Lola_Davina on Twitter)

For an incredibly funny but also very informative and incisive look at the stripping side of sex work the fabulous Jacqueline Frances (@JacqTheStripper on Twitter) has a great novel called The Beaver Show, the Crass and Inspiring Saga of an Enterprising Megababe, as well as a book of excellent cartoons called Striptastic! A Celebration of Dope-Ass Cunts Who Like Money. Someday I will see her onstage, whether it’s stripping or doing standup!

I don’t know if this post will make sense to anyone but me. But I hope it does. I hope at the very least a few people will click the links and discover some new books that give them a new view on Sex Work. There are so many great books on the subject. If you have a favorite or a suggestion for me, please let me know in the comments.

~Riko

Rikochan: Hard Clit, Soft Belly

Making a little progress in the gym and in the clit pumping tube!

I’m feeling bigger and stronger these days. I’m doing more power lifting (my new coach is a power lifter) and I’m eating *a lot* of very high quality food. And I’m resting more, too. Taking more days off to heal and grow. The result is that I’m finally starting to get bigger again, after what seems like years of just sort of maintaining. I’ve been lifting for…16 years? Wow, that’s crazy. Of course, that dates all the way back to when I was just using the classic pink plastic dumbbells, but everyone starts somewhere, right?

Rikochan's hard clit and soft belly

I call this one Hard Clit, Soft Belly! I love all the contrasts there are going on with my body right now. I have traps but also softness. Things are changing and it’s amazing.

Anyhow, I’m really enjoying the changes I’m seeing in my body. My delts are getting huge (for me) and I have visible traps and lats again, and my legs and ass are getting just plain beefy…there’s really no other word for it! I’m getting that powerlifter look, more than one person has told me in the last few weeks. Big shoulders, big ass, and flat soft belly.

Rikochan's Pumped Pussy

Sometimes I pump my whole pussy. The feeling getting fucked with swollen labia…Ugh, it’s amazing!

It’s just a different feel and look than I was getting before. I’m getting straight up bigger, and I love it. Sure there are days when I feel fat or bulky or “ungainly” which is a new word for me. But, the way I see it, every woman is going to have days like that, no matter how she *actually* looks. I sure did, back in the days when I was a walking skeleton with a thigh gap, although this is before that term existed. In fact, in those days I wasn’t even concerned with that. Instead, I wanted to be “kubire,” which I guess means wasp-waisted, the way I meant it. Of course, given my shape, the thinner I got, the *less* I looked like that!

Swollen clit glans

My clit glans was sooo swollen on that day, I thought it might burst!

Given that even in those days I felt fat and big and clumsy, I try to take the days when I feel that way now with a grain of salt. I love my muscles and my shape and my strength, and I have surrounded myself with people who feel the same way or don’t give a damn about how I look. All of you out there help me in this way, too! Sure there is the odd jerk who tells me to stop juicing or not to get too many, but their voices are so faint and feeble now, I can ignore them.

Hard Clit, White Swimsuit

My life is good. I feel good about my body, and the way it looks. It’s not what makes me who I am, or what gives me value or worth, but it is the body I live in everyday of my life, so it’s definitely better to accept and even love it, right? I hope you love my body, too, and I hope you love yours, too!

~Riko

Rikochan’s Shower Boobs Against Glass

Boobs against glass

My boobs are really too small to get a good flat against glass shot, but I still like this!

Busy busy days, but I’m still around and alive with more stuff coming soon. In the meanwhile, here’s a picture that I’ve wanted to shoot for sooo long: My boobs flat against glass! I don’t really have big enough boobs for this to be the super-sexy kind of picture with big boobs smooshed flat like pancakes against the glass, but I still like the way this one came out! My nipples were so hard and swollen that day, I was so excited to be shooting this in a hotel room in Tokyo. I have some friends with big boobs who’d like 100X better for a shot like this, but I do like how this one came out.

I hope you are all doing well, and that you are having a sexy summer!

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