Testing out my new computer with an older chest shot I never posted anywhere before. Hope you like it.
Hey everyone! It’s been a crazy half year. I got out of a bad living situation (a bad place, not bad people), and I made a lot of progress on my life and my financial situation, too. It’s not what I’d call great, but it’s not desperate anymore. My one big present to myself this year is my new computer, which I used to edit the picture above, and on which I’m writing this post.
I’m so happy! I can edit photos and video again! And it’s fast, too! I can use a modern version of the operating system! I don’t have to continually struggle to keep modern apps running with the small amount of ram my computer could handle!
Muscles and Tits
So, yeah. I haven’t actually shot anything this year. Moving and packing and selling and purging and unpacking and setting up and being sick from the flu and a cold and the stress from all the things I just mentioned have really been kicking my ass. But I’m getting ready to start again, finally, and so I’m flexing my muscles by getting my site software all updated, and writing this post and editing this picture, which I thought was a nice balance between showing a little muscle and giving you a peek at my boobs, which I haven’t shown off in months. Like, I don’t think I’ve posted a new tit shot this year! So, here it is, my first shot on my new computer. I shot it a while ago (April of last year). I hope you don’t mind!
Almost everything I ever did as Rikochan, and before a lot of my Krakette stuff, was all done on old 2011 iMac, which I loved, and which is sitting right behind this one, as I slowly backup the documents that are on it, search out all the stray files and make sure I’ve saved them, and generally just retire it in favor of my brand new 2017 vintage iMac (the latest model). May this one last as long!
So, for all you patient readers who’ve stuck with me, and those of you who are stumbling in for the first time from a twitter, facebook, or Instagram link, thanks for coming by to take a peek at my boobs. This shot’s for you, and there’s lots more to come!
Hi everyone! Today I’m kicking off a series of quickie posts that I hope to keep going. I’m aiming for the next few weeks, but really it should last longer. I need to get back in the habit of posting here on my main blog. This is especially true now that Fosta/Sesta is closing down other avenues of getting my stuff out there – RIP Tumblr – for example. Just to be clear, that laws doesn’t help ANYONE. All it does is make life worse for people who do any kind of sex…or even sexy…work. The people behind these laws aren’t “rescuing” anyone, and anyone who thinks they are is a dupe.
ANYHOW…I’ve been having a lot of thoughts about that lately, but maybe that’s a rant for another time. For now I just wanted to let you all know that I’m alive and well and stuck in the maze of vanilla-world work and selling a piece of property. I’m hoping that completing the latter will let me pull back from the former, however, because I’m starting to really miss my exhibitionist life, and hearing from you guys, and making porn, too.
Here Comes the Porn Again!
I don’t have any recent pictures to share, but I thought you all might like to see a few older pictures that I hadn’t shared before, at least. If you are missing pictures from me, you can at least see some non-adult ones on my Instagram, by the way, and I try to show up on Twitter when I can too, though I’ve been pretty absent from there lately, too. That should all change soon though!
Well, that was just a quick hello…more to come, and I really hope you enjoyed these few pictures as much as I enjoyed looking over them.
RIP Tumblr, that’s the bad news. Or a symptom of the bad news, anyhow. The good news is that looking at old shots of mine always gets me in the mood to make new ones, so expect to see something fun soon, both blog posts and new Big Clit Porn!
Sure, I don’t have super-giant quads like my female bodybuilder heroes like Kortney Olson or Bakhar Nabieva or Cindy Landolt, or…honestly, there are a million gorgeous female bodybuilders and powerlifters and tracks stars and CrossFitters with quads bigger and more beautiful than mine. But that’s fine, I’m not competing with them.
My calves are kinda big and square, hope you like them.
I Wasn’t Always a Big Leg Woman
Keep in mine, I’m a Japanese woman, grew up in Tokyo. The only things that we cared about when it came to legs was how long they were and how thin. Your Aeon Flux? I had friends with legs like that. Hell, at my thinnest I had legs like that. Not that long, of course, but that shape, with that gap. The thigh gaps was just normal when I was growing up.
I know some people like soles of the feet!
I always had big calves, though, much to my dismay as a girl. And at times I’ve had huge quads too, from the crazy workouts my volleyball team did, mostly. But I got rid of those as soon as I could after school.
I think my calves look pretty big here, right?
Now? Now I’m a big leg woman again. And I love it. Sure, to makes finding clothes harder, but I kind of view that as a badge of success. It’s harder for me to find clothes because I’m “more than,” not because I’m “less than.” It’s a feature (of strength) not a bug (of nonconformity).
Deadlifts are my favorite lifts!
Skinny Legs and All Are Also Fine!
Don’t get the wrong idea: I still have all the love for fashion-model legs. Long legs…do it for me. We all want what we cannot have, right? And I’d never skinny-shame someone. I’ve been there, been shamed for that. If the shape you want to be, or the shape you have, regardless of your desire is skinny, then you’re fine and sexy and wonderful, too.
This is pretty big calf!
For me, though, I love my legs. I love my strength, and I love my size. I love the power in my big legs. I love that I feel stronger as I get older, instead of getting weaker. I love that I’m sculpting, growing, and controlling my body.
This is a double hit: big legs and my big clit!
Big Leg Woman Philosophy
I know, it’s temporary. I grew up around Buddhism, and I know that everything is temporary, contingent, and subject to change. Control is an illusion. But the lesson to learn from that is acceptance, not hopelessness. Someday I’ll be old and sick and weak (if I live that long). But all I have is this body, and this life, and I’m making the most of both, for as long as I can.
Ok, this is what some of you have been patiently waiting for…me pulling my suit aside to show ofs\f my giant clit?
Do what you can, with the time that you have, right? I’m doing more today than ever before in my life, and taking care of my physical self is at least as important as taking care of my mental self.
And so I’m in the gym day after day, hitting the weights. And so I’m turning into a big leg woman. And I love it.
Hi everyone! Just a quick note to say hi and share a few pictures. I’ve been having a great time working on powerlifting, but now it’s time to take a little break and get back into my regularly scheduled porn and bodybuilding. I missed writing in here and hearing from you guys and, frankly, I missed showing off a little bit. It’s always pretty strange to me, who thinks of herself as such a shy person, but on the internet at least it turns out I’m a little bit of an exhibitionist. So it’s time to flex my porn muscles again!
From Powerlifting Back to Porn
My boobs always get bigger when I put on weight, but this time I built up my pecs too. They’ve never quite looked like this before!
I had a lot of fun powerlifting, and I actually set a bunch of person records recently at a little competition. I’ll write about that another time, though, maybe. For now, I just wanted to say that I feel strong and happy and accomplished, and it’s time for a few weeks of rest. As much as I love to lift as hard and heavy as I can, your body definitely feels it. When you hit 10 to 20 pound personal records in all three lifts on one day at an event you trained for for many months, it’s time to take a break from actual muscles and start working on my porn muscles again.I deserve it!One thing I’m sure of is that I’m extremely happy with the way my body changed during the lifting. I wasn’t always sure, though, to be honest. I gained about 10 pounds more than I’m comfortable with. 10 pounds of fat, I mean. I’m happy to gain any amount of muscle. I haven’t ever felt like I needed to have less muscle. More is always better for me. At least, so far! In fact, I’ve written before about maybe having bigorexia, but that’s another story!
This is by far the most muscular my delts have EVER looked in a picture, and I love it! It’s kind of a goofy picture, but that’s ok!
Anyhow, I built myself up as much as I could (I weighed a little over 160, which is a LOT of for me) as I was getting ready for my meet. Since then, I’ve dropped 10 pounds, mostly fat and water, I would say, and I’m feeling more confident than ever that I might just be kind of sexy to look at.You what that means: porn!
First, though, I wanted to go back and look at the pictures I shot when I was at my heaviest. Ever since I first caught the photography disease when I first started posting on the Newart pumping forums, I’ve been of the opinion that you should as many pictures as you can convince someone to point the camera at you, and that you should use timers and so on when you can’t find a photographer.
Being strong and muscular kind of makes you feel like a superhero sometimes!
Even if you’re not feeling sexy, it’s incredibly helpful to have the pictures just as a document of that time in your life. You’re only going to live each day, week, and month once. You might as well examine each day, week, and month the best you can so that you can live the next days, weeks, and months better, right?So I went back and looked at a set of a couple hundred shots from that time, just to see how I really looked. You know, versus how I felt about my body at that time. These pictures were shot about exactly one month ago as sort of test shots for my new place and my new lighting setup, and I was exactly 10 pounds heavier then.
This is just a weird shot. I guess it shows how big my legs got, and, you know, a clitty bulge.
I really didn’t love these pictures at the time, and I wasn’t expecting to feel anything but relief that I had dropped some weight. I thought I’d at least look at them for comparison’s sake, and maybe to start checking out how the lighting looked last time.
The Truth Is in the Pics
The weird thing was, I started to think that maybe these pics of me at my powerlifting heaviest were actually pretty cool. I’m pretty round, but I look pretty powerful, too, I think. And, of course, I’m not anywhere near as large as I thought I was. To tell the truth, I look more muscular and bigger now after dropping some weight, because that’s always the way with muscle and fat, once you have a certain amount.
This is what you were waiting for, right, some of you? New big clit pics!
Anyhow, they document me at a time when I was eating a lot and lifting very hard, and I thought some of you might enjoy them. It’s kind of a random selection, and I’m trying out a new system for posting on my blog, and, to tell you the truth, I feel a little bit rusty in the whole blogging and porn making thing.
Waking Up My Porn Muscles
It’s not that I suddenly got shy or prudish, it’s just that I haven’t been writing or making porn (or even really having much sex lately). I just got that busy with work and lifting. And all these things are kind of like muscles, too. If you don’t use them, they atrophy a little also!
That’s the last picture for now. But, if there are still people out there reading who want to see more, let me know and there will be more!
So…yeah, this is kind of ramble-y, but that’s ok, right? I’m flexing my porn muscles again, and getting ready to start to exercising them again, harder. I just hope they don’t hurt too much the day after tomorrow!~Riko
What have I been doing for the past three month? Growing my muscles!
It’s been a while since I updated here, but it’s mostly for good reasons. I got so busy with work and school and porn that I got really burned out. Additionally, the place I’m living in kind of went downhill. I don’t want to go into detail, but I definitely don’t want to live there for another winter, that’s for sure. And I had some solid porn plans just completely fall through. Like people ghosting the day of a shoot or wasting a lot of my time and/or spoons in a lot other ways. Finally, I was stressing out a lot about some very sick friends. I was just a big, stressed-out mess.
Even my hands are changing…so much more veiny!
Pulling Back From the Edge
So, I pulled back from everything that was stressing me out and reevaluated for a few months, to see what I could change or quit. It’s been a process, but I’ve made progress. I’m in the process of moving, and selling my place. I’ve pulled way back on what I’m willing to do to save my company’s ass at work. Either it won’t get saved, or someone else will have to do some of the saving. I took a term off from school.
Someone told me I was looking “beefy” recently, and it made me crazy happy. In the past, it would have made me crazy sad!
I also took a few days off and visited and reconnected with my sick friend. There’s a good chance it might be one of the last times I see them, but I feel so much better for having faced up to it and just done it.
This is how you build size!
And I’m planning some new adventures when it comes to sex and Rikochanpornstar.com. You might start seeing it in pictures here soon, and if you follow me on Twitter and Instagram you’ve definitely seen it. I’m working like crazy in the gym, doing huge amounts of really serious powerlifting! I’ve never been stronger, or bigger, or heavier in my life than I am right now.
Can you see how much I’ve been benching? My boobs are starting to look more like pecs…
New Body, New Mind
It’s a crazy difficult mental game to eat enough to get big, especially for someone like me who has spent a considerable amount of time with dysmorphia and in a skeletal state. I won’t lie, sometimes I feel like I’m getting too fat in addition to my muscle growth. Note: I’m 100 percent supportive of all body types and sizes for my friends; some of my best, sexiest follows on Twitter and Tumblr are curvy, plump, and just plain fat. You soft ladies, I so would! Vive les different body types! But for me, for my body, it’s not something I’ve ever been comfortable with, because it has always made me feel like I’m out of control.
I haven’t been entirely neglecting my clit in the past 3 months. I think I’ve kept my size up there pretty well, too. What do you think?
But this lifting plan, this strength, this raw power…I can stand to get softer and rounder when I know that I’m also getting stronger and stronger…that it’s for a reason. I’m getting fatter, sure, but it’s not out of my control.
My shape has changed so much in the last three months that most of my clothes don’t fit…
And I’m building a new kind of control over my body. The growth of muscle and strength, on a scale that I haven’t really experienced before, despite having been fairly serious about lifting for a few years. This is the first time I’ve really committed to this level of lifting, eating, and sleeping, and the amount I have grown…surprises me! I’m so excited to see where this takes me, and I hope you are too!
One last shot for now, but lots more to come…
More to Come
For more updates purely on bodybuilding and powerlifting, be sure to follow me on Instagram. I post lots of pictures from the gym there. As for the rest? I’m hoping to have some new porn with my new, bigger body up on my big clit and bodybuilding studio soon! Anyhow, this is just a quickie post to say I’m back. More soon…
You might think you’re going to dominate my big clit, but there’s a good chance you’re going to end up worshipping my big clit energy!
I’m feeling different about my clit these days. I’ve loved it since I was able to understand that it was desirable despite its uniqueness, but even so, I’ve always been shy about it, like I’m shy about everything, I’ve always been submissive about it, like I’m submissive about everything. But something has been changing, lately, and I’m feeling a pride, a power, an energy…a big clit energy!
Big Clit Submissive
Just to be clear, when I say that I’m shy about my big clit, it’s not to say that I’m ashamed or embarrassed about it, because it’s a big clit. It’s just that I’m shy in general, and especially about sex and showing my body and asking for what I want. I’m really, truly very submissive in that way. I don’t hesitate to stand up for what I believe in, but I’m terrible about saying what I want. But I can feel that changing.
Having a stable, long-term partner helped me see that I can say no, and that’s a huge deal for a submissive woman. But it wasn’t until I started fucking other people that I really internalized that I could say not only say yes, but that I could say what I actually wanted, and that, while doing so might be scary, it could also actually be amazingly fun—that’s when I started to feel this big clit energy.
Sure, mostly what I want is to completely at the mercy of a partner who, within my limits, does what they want to me, taking control of my body, my orgasms, and even—and maybe especially—taking control of my mind and pulling me out of my endless monolog of fears, doubts, and worries, and into the white hot now of subspace and surrender.
But as I grow and learn, I’m discovering that this yearning to surrender control doesn’t mean that I’m only passive, that I can’t ever reach that same kind of release and presence in the moment if my partner happens to be able to perfectly read me, to play me like an instrument without having any sheet music. Sure, improvisation is fine, but any improv requires queues from all the people playing, and sometimes turns out that it works better if I’m one of the musicians, not one of the instruments.
When I started playing with other people, I realized that my big clit had a sort of hypnotic power over people. Like, even the most dominant ones generally ended up completely focused on it. Sure, they thought they were dominating it, but a lot of them ended up worshipping it, ended up climatized. Suddenly, I had power over them—a kind of big clit energy, and nowhere do I feel more than when people are worshipping with their mouths.
You can’t resist it the power of my clit!
Suck My She-Dick!
Since I’ve started playing and working with other people, I’ve learned that I can’t just wait for them to get what works, so I’ve become increasingly aggressive about it. Just about everything feels nice, but if you want to make me jerk and shudder and bounce and squirt and COME, you need to do what I tell you.
Butterfly kisses and gentle licks are fine, especially while we’re getting started, but I’m going to need you to really get in there and blow me, once we get going. I’m going to want to feel you sucking my whole big clit into your mouth as far as it can go, to the point that you pull in my swollen labia and try to swallow it, putting you whole tongue along the sensitive underside, licking as deep into my pussy as you can get, shaking your head like a dog with a bone, moaning and groaning into my fat pussy, like you’ve got a cock in your mouth and you’re giving it a hummer.
That’s right, like it’s a cock. If that idea bothers you, you should tap out now, but my guess is you won’t. No one ever does. In fact, I want you to use every blow job technique you’ve ever seen. Straight girls and bi men have an easier time with this, once they get the idea, since they’re probably pretty good at blowjobs…at least the ones that I’m likely to play with. Straight guys can get a little freaked out at this idea, though. But none of them, if they haven’t experienced big clit energy before, are quite ready for the experience.
They aren’t used to finding themselves pushed down and pulled up into a woman’s pussy by strong, muscular arms. They don’t know that it’s the moving up and down the shaft of my two-inch clit, sliding the foreskin on and off the the glans that drives me crazy. They don’t know that it’s watching them bobbing up and down and hearing—and feeling—the wet slurping and moaning that drives me one hundred percent absolutely fucking mad.
What are you waiting for?
They don’t know what it does to me to hear them gasping for breath and sputtering and gagging when I squirt and squirt and squirt into them, filling their mouths and their throats until the hot liquid has nowhere to go but up and out their noses. They don’t know how powerful and wild and strong it makes me feel to see them make eye contact with me, when I let them up to breathe, their face a wet, swollen mess and their eyes tearing and red and running, completely wrecked and panting and coughing but dazzled and dazed and smiling and proud for having served me well…
Following My Big Clit Energy
Anyhow, I’m not a domme. I don’t think I’m even really a switch. But these days I definitely get the appeal, and I’m still growing as a sexual person. Who knows where I might end up if I follow my big clit energy?
Slutty Nic Pumps up my clit to get it ready for a good sucking
When you’ve got a clit as big as mine, you get oral sex–a lot of it. When you have a huge clitoris, you never, ever have to ask for it, once they’ve seen it–in my experience, at least. People who want to to be with me generally want to suck on my clit, and I’m more than happy to let them.
Does that look like it would be nice to lick and kiss?
Everyone Has Seen My Giant Clit By Now
I suppose if I ever met sex partners who hadn’t seen the literally thousands of pictures of my clit that are out there floating around the internet–either as Rikochan or from the days that I was (even more of) an amateur, under the name Krakette–or who hadn’t see one of my 100+ big clit clips, it might be a different case. It’s possible my little she-dick might turn off some guys or girls , I guess. I think if I ever sex with someone who doesn’t know about it ahead of time, I guess I’d warn them. (To be honest, I don’t really see that happening very often, though. I have regular partners, and the news I add every once in a while all people I’ve met as Rikochan.
I’m always happy to help by pulling back the hood of my huge clitty
My Shocking Clit
I do hear from women now and then who have had guys freak out on them because they had a larger than average clitoris or prominent labia (yum!). And, honestly, people are sometimes a little stunned and amazed in the face of all my clitoral majesty, even if they knew what they were getting into. I’ve seen that happen several times. Slutty Nic, who is giving me such lovely licking in this series of posts, was definitely surprised by the reality of it, despite being forewarned. My friend Yuka, too, had seen my pictures well ahead of time, but even so, she was amazed by my anatomy.
Sucking is nice, but so is licking! Nic is a very good licker, with a talented tongue.
You can see and hear it, especially in our first clip together, When Riko Met Yuka. Even though she’d seen pictures and clips, she was still shocked when it came time to take it into her mouth and really suck on it. But in Yuka’s case, and in every case I can think of, even the most dazed-by-my-enormity of my partners has recovered and dived right in to sucking, licking, and generally worshipping my clit. Honestly, I think Yuka was more shocked by how much and how often I squirted while she was playing with me, but squirting is a whole other story!
My clit glans is sooooo sensitive, and Nic knows just how to lick it.
It’s shocking, sure but it’s also like a challenge, and enticement, a seduction. It’s like…have you ever heard the word dickmatized–hypnotized by dick? With me, people sometimes get clitmatized! I can’t tell you how many times I’ve had people tell me, after seeing my clit, either in person or via email after seeing pics and videos, I never knew I had a big clit fetish until I saw yours. I’m a convert now!
I love the look on Nic’s face, eyes closed and con
Yes, I have heard my share of “Oh my god, I can’t believe it!” And “Is this cunnilingus or a blowjob?” Or even, “Does this make me gay?” (Only you can answer that, my friend!). Without exception, though, every single time I’ve heard that, it has come when my partners are coming up for air, or catching their breath after I’ve squirted all over their faces. And then they’ve always gone right back to it, like it was a huge blunt and they hadn’t smoked in a month.
I need a new woman friend to shoot pics and videos like this with me…any takers?
I sometimes feel just a little sorry for people who don’t have big clits, not because small clits aren’t also cool (all clits are amazing and wonderful), but instead because it might mean that they don’t don’t get to experience the oral-sex magnet effect that I get. Yes, I know, not everyone likes to get oral sex, and that’s fine! To each their own.
Of course, I don’t really know what it’s like for people who don’t have big clits, since I’ve always had one. Maybe they also have people desperate to give them head? If they want it, I hope they do have people wanting to give it to them. Pussies of all shapes and sizes are gorgeous and amazing and wonderful, of course. I know that I personally have love, love, loved every one I’ve ever gotten to play with, regardless of clit size. Still, I can’t help but think that, as someone who regularly gets people all over the world tellling me they want to worship my clit, that I might be a little luckier than average?
Do you wish you could give me oral? Have you ever dreamed of it? Tell me all about it in the comments!
I don’t know if my clitty has ever looked bigger and fatter than it does in this shot…
Hey everyone! I just wanted you to know that Rikochan Studios (not a real studio-yet) posted a new video a few days ago! I think it’s going to be fun for anyone who likes my big clit pumping Rikochan erotica–it’s like ten minutes solid alternating between pussy pumping and nipple play. My clit gets absolutely huge in this one! But that’s not the reason that I love it! It’s called Rikochan’s New Clit Pumping Project, and I hope you’ll all like it too.
The feeling of my huge clit growing and swelling and stretching…heavenly!
Here’s why: As I’ve said many times, most of what I make on Rikochanpornstar.com goes straight back into buying stuff to make it better. Some years I net a little money, most of the time I take a loss. Of course, someday I’d love for this to be a big money spinner, but for now, I spend the money to make better Rikochan erotica videos, to make better pictures, to hire new people to shoot with, to pay for hosting, to buy new wardrobe, and to buy new toys. This time I spent money on toys.
it’s not just about the clit, of course, it’s also the pink pussy!
It’s All About the Toys
It’s a not a sex toy, though, sorry! This time it’s a new ring light for my camera. These things are seriously cool…the light that they provide is so even and gorgeous…I’m pretty sure some of the selfie queens on IG use them, but I found them from watching Japanese AV. I always thought they looked so beautiful with their lighting even in their weird cheap gonzo porn with handheld video cameras, and I couldn’t figure out how they did it!
My clit gets so sensitive that I can barely touch someyimes when I touch it
Finally, though I noticed that in a lot of the close-ups, you can see a ring-shaped light reflected in the eyes of the stars! So, I google ring light, and the rest is history. The one I bought is on the cheap side, and occasionally you can actually see it in the edge of the frame in this new video, but I don’t think it really detracts too much…might even give it a funky new guerrilla Rikochan erotica/porn look.
The Future of Rikochan Erotica?
This is great and all, but I’m so frustrated about having to basically just reinvent/reverse engineer everything when it comes to making video. I’m seriously thinking of taking some film-making classes, if I can find some that are right for me at my weird advanced beginner level! If anyone knows of any porn-friendly film schools or classes (casual or formal) in the NYC area, please let me know!
There’s also some nice nipple pumping and nipple play in this one!
I’m thinking of maybe setting up a gofundme for it. I don’t know, is that too…gofundme-ish? I feel like there are some of you, at least who would really get your money’s worth if you invested in Rikochan Studios, or whatever I end up calling it…
Anyhow, that’s just a dream for the moment. Right now, I’m already putting out my advanced beginner porn, and you should really check out the latest one, Rikochan’s New Clit Pumping Project!
I don’t think anyone has ever made my legs look better than this!
Hi everyone, this is just a quick post to share a few very different pictures of myself! I’m always so excited to be able to work with pros on their projects, according to their vision, and especially when I get to work with Mayumi of Mayumism, shooting a little muscle art!
These pictures are obviously very different from my usual hardcore/gonzo/amateur shots, and that’s a good thing! While I absolutely believe that porn is (or at least can be) an art form, there are all different kinds of art, and it’s nice to show up in a different sort of art–muscle art! I know some of you will be disappointed that these shots don’t show the goods, but maybe some others will be excited, like I was, by the composition, the photographer’s eye, her and so on. I always feel that way when I shoot with Mayumi.
I don’t usually like shots of my booty, but I approve of this one!
As an added bonus, I’m sure that at least a few of you will be happy because of the legs and feet in the triangular shot…drop me a comment if you liked this one, foot-fetish fans! I’m a little embarrassed by my somewhat jacked-up feet, but every time I post a foot shot, leg art shot, or a booty shot, there are definitely more people than I would expect out there loving them, which always makes me very happy.
Anyhow, I’ve shot several times in the past for Mayumism, and I’ve always had an amazing experience. Mayumi is fun, respectful, funny, and smart person to work with, and she keeps the comfort of the woman she’s shooting (I think she mostly shoots women lately) at the center of everything. Being a model is hard work, but I always feel like she’s pampering me somehow, always conscious of the time, the temperature, how long it’s been since our last break.
If you’re looking to do a shoot and you’re a little bit nervous about it, Mayumi is definitely a good choice! And, if you’re looking to shoot a little muscle art, don’t worry, she definitely likes hardbodies!
Note that except for the first shot, which goes to Mayumism.com, the rest of the links in this post all go to posts that include at least one shot of me by Mayumi!
I’m interrupting my normal sexy chat to talk a little bit about sex workers’ rights, sex workers’ safety, and the right to post and consume porn online–all of which are at risk right now, thanks to the terrible new FOSTA/SESTA law. So, yes, enjoy this second set of pictures of me having an amazing time playing with Slutty Nic. But also read the post and think about what you’re willing to do to protect your right to actually see enjoy my porn. Are you willing to stand up for sex workers’ rights? Because that’s what it will take to keep sex workers safe, and to keep sites like Rikochanpornstar online.
Who Is a Sex Worker?
The fact that that is one of my most popular tweets–even more than most of my nudest of nudes–makes me happy and a tiny bit proud, because sex workers’ rights are incredibly important. I’m a sex worker, and I’m standing up for myself and all the people who do the kinds of things I do, whether it’s full service sex work/escorting, stripping, wrestling/sessioning that crosses over in sex work (not all of it does), web-camming, fin-domming, domination, sugar-babying, old-school feature-film porn, or just plain clips and pics porn, like I make.
Lots of gorgeous things to look at in this shot, amirite?
In fact, even burlesque dancers figure into this, as far as I am concerned, although some of them don’t consider themselves sex workers. Still, given the number of laws there are regulating what they can’t and can’t do with their bodies and what the can’ and can’t show of their bodies on stage tells me that, in terms of rights, at least, they count.
I’m a Sex Worker
I consider myself a sex worker. I make money from being (hopefully) sexy in front of cameras and video cameras. I have sex (by myself and with other people) on camera, and I sell the clips, at least, for money. I’m a sex worker, and I work for myself, and I enjoy it, and I’m proud of the work that I do and I’m proud of the pleasure and enjoyment it brings to my small but dedicated (and awesome!) group of fans and friends.
To be clear, I’m a sex worker, but I’m not a *full-service* sex worker. No one pays me to have sex with them. I don’t do any in-person services, but that’s not because I look down on that part of sex work or the people who do it. Far from it: I think that is an amazing profession that I’m sure provides true help, relief and human connection to a lot of people and satisfies and entertains many more. Some of the people that I’m proudest to call my friend do this kind of work. I’m only clarifying here because I don’t want to be claiming authority I don’t deserve.
Nic couldn’t believe how long my big clit got in the tube!
Me, I’m too shy to do it. Part of it is my English, which doesn’t sound nearly as good in person, without someone to correct my grammar (yes, I have a couple people who help me fix all the mistakes in most of what I write). Mostly, though, I’m so shy and awkward in person, I haven’t even been able to do camming yet, although I do have an account on MusclegirlzLive.
But I’ve written about all that before. The point here, and the point that is new (and bad) is that there are laws out there now that are attacking sex workers under the pretense of stopping human trafficking. Look, I agree that trafficking is bad, but the idea that all sex workers are trafficked is just ridiculous, and the idea that laws like SESTA/FOSTA help trafficked people is just plain stupid. FOSTA/SESTA hurts sex workers.
Shutting Down Backpage Hurts Sex Workers
All these laws do is make life far, far worse for sex workers, by forcing the closure of *sites like Backpage that make sex workers safer*. That’s right: the internet made life safer for sex workers by making it easier for them to contact, advertise, and screen for clients without an intermediary (that is, a pimp). For sex workers with access to the internet, at least, backpage and other services like bad client lists and so on, make sex workers safer.
The tube got a little foggy, but this is still a pretty nice shot of my clit, right?
What about trafficking? Well, for one thing, despite all the headlines, Backpage’s founders weren’t hit with any federal trafficking charges. Instead, their federal charges and pleas all have to do with prostitution–sex work. And sex work and trafficking are not at all the same thing, as much as the rescue industry would like to pretend they are. These new laws are erasing all the progress that the internet brought to sex work, which was their goal all along. While many tragically duped people may actually believe that these laws are “rescuing” people, that couldn’t be any farther from the truth. The people who really pushed these laws did so for two reasons.
One of my favorite clit-licking shots (of me) ever. Such a pretty girl, such a big clit!
Who’s Really Behind the Anti-Trafficking Movement?
The first group are the Moral Majority types who want to criminalize all sex work (and not just the full-service kind). These are the fundamentalists and the people who want to control sexuality–and especially women’s sexuality. These are the religious zealots and the subset of feminists who think that anyone who does sex work is a victim. Note: it’s a subset of radical feminists who are against sex work–there are many who think women are fully human being who ought to be able to choose for themselves what they do with their bodies.
The second group are in some way even more disgusting: the people (even including some most supposedly liberal politicians, like Bernie Sanders Kamala Harris), who do it for the soundbites, to advance their careers, despite the fact that sex workers have begged, literally begged them not to pass these laws.
Why Should YOU Care About Sex Workers’ Rights?
If you’re a patron of full service sex work, the answer is obvious. Your provider will be harder to reach, may have to charge more to make up for lost income and time, and may, in fact, be killed in the new climate.
She was AMAZED when I pulled the hood back on my giant clit
Even if you’re not a patron of full-service sex work, however, you ought to be very, very worried. You, as a consumer of porn (I’m making the leap that everyone who visits my site regularly is *mostly* here for the porn, even if they also enjoy my writing), ought to be terrified. The same weird coalition of religious zealots and radfems are already pushing to use the same strategy, with the same dupes leading the charge for them, against all sorts of pornography.
We’re already seeing the same arguments that women in porn are exploited and trafficked, and all it takes is a little bit of panic and the hint of legal action to get the wheels rolling and to get scared companies to start shutting down sites and stop processing cards and deleting porn from social networks like Tumblr and Twitter. It really wouldn’t take much for a waves of shutdowns to completely change the face of online porn. My site, and all the pictures on it and the sites that host my clips–all of that could disappear overnight if the people who pushed FOSTA/SESTA get their way.
That’s it, lick all the way around the glans of my swollen clitoris…
What Can You Do to Help Sex Workers and Protect Porn?
So if you want to keep watching porn and you live in the US, please, please, please contact your congresspeople and tell them you are against censorship, and that you think FOSTA/SESTA is a bad bill and should be repealed. Beg them to stand up for free speech and not to be duped by the trafficking argument, please? Speak up when people say stupid things about porn, sex work, strippers, and so on.
The other thing you can do no matter where you live is to educate yourself and help educate others about the truths surrounding sex work. It’s not all fun and games, but then no job is. And, once you separate the panic from the reality, that’s what it is: a job. It can some times be amazing and rewarding, and sometimes be shitty and oppressive, like any job. For the most part, though, it’s the ignorance, panic, and shaming of the “rescue” crowd that makes sex work worse than it has to be, and that misinforms the mainstream, most of whom probably honestly believe that they’re helping when they support the banning of sites like Backpage.