Hi everyone! I’m so excited to be sharing some new pictures with you that meet a very popular, very persistent request: big clit bondage! I’m also really very excited to tell you about my new (but also very old) video that I finally got around to posting a new video: Hitachi Double Trouble: Rikochan’s First Forced Orgasm (Camera A). I’m combining these two ideas into one post because the big clit bondage actually happened during the shooting of the movie!
A Long-Lost Treasure
This is a video I’ve written about several times in the past, and I’ve posted a few pictures from the shoot that goes with it here and there, including my only (so far) anal hook photo. I had a great and amazing experience shooting this video, but, for personal and technical reasons, I have held off on posting it online. I finally got to the place where I was ready to share it, only to find that the the two videos that were shot (it’s the only time I ever had two video cameras shooting me at once; that was sooo sexy!) were almost impossible to cut together and the main camera’s video had serious technical issues.
Fast forward four years (!) and I have a really good friend who is actually probably some kind of wizard when it comes to video technology, and I finally have a salvaged version of the main camera’s video. Please understand, this is not the highest-quality video; the lighting is weird, and the level of detail is not particularly high. But, on the other hand, this is me with a spreader bar, getting clit bondage, undergoing nipple torture, having my most intense anal experience of my life, and finally, having a shattering, face-up, ass down forced orgasm thanks to not one but two Hitachi Magic Wands, with vibrators attached, one in the pussy, one in the ass!
Like I said, the video from this one isn’t as good as my other stuff, but it’s pretty much the whole forced orgasm session: 45 minutes long! It’s different from my usual thing, but I think it’s still very hot, and it seems like clips4sale customers agree: it’s the first thing I ever posted in the forced orgasm category, and it’s already the #1 video in the segment! I’m amazed, and very happy.
There’s still more to come from this shoot, too. Now that the hardest one is done, I’ll edit all the Camera B footage and release an alternate version. Because of the way the video was shot (the camera A videographer was also the photographer and Kraka was on camera B) there’s different stuff in each of the two versions. Futhermore, Camera B is also higher res, so that’ll make that one worth a look, I think! If my video wizardry friend can make it work (it’s not clear that he can, but we’ll see) I might some day have a video out that crosses the streams…
Big Clit Bondage
For all of you who have asked over the years for the big clit bondage shot that I’ve been sitting on all this time, it’s obviously here! I know, a lot of you want twine, and some of you want elastics and some want leather thongs. But, what you get is this very fine nylon rope! If this is popular enough (like, if there are comments and, especially, reblogs on social media) I’ll shoot some more like this!
Anyhow, I hope you guys all enjoyed this post! I’ve got lots more pictures from this session to post, and, like I said, at least one more whole extended video to post. If you want more big clit bondage, let me know!
Let me say right at the beginning that I love porn. I love every part of it. Everything from homemade hardcore to the crazy s&m stuff they shoot at Kink.com and even the super-hard forced orgasms they at Sexually Broken to Andrew Blake slow-motion erotica to the sweet girl/girl next door erotica they shoot at Girlfriend Films. The same goes for photography–I can be just as happy looking at badly lit cell phone pictures on Fetlife of raw, real sex as I can be ogling the most perfectly retouched Playmate.
Hardcore and More
And I like to make all kinds of porn, too. I love the raw, amateur look of my homemade porn. I’m not at all ashamed of the down-and-dirty clips I make, and judging by the feedback I get, other people enjoy them, too! Yes, I would love to shoot in a higher-end, Andrew Blake style movie with a gorgeous model like Justine Joli or Jelena Jensen or Aria Giovanni. I’m afraid that I’m such a shy and terrible actor that I’d be bad at it, but I’d love to try just the same. Maybe a good director could make me look good? Anyhow, it’s a dream, to make some erotica to go with my porn. Maybe someday…
The same goes for the pictures I post. Some of my favorite shots ever of me are just cellphone snapshots taken right in the middle of actual fucking. I love that realness, even if the pictures aren’t very well composed, if the lighting isn’t right, even if the focus is a little off. I just think there’s something about them that comes through–the actual sex, if you know what I mean. I mean, of course for me, I can actually remember (sometimes anyhow!) the moment they were taken, and I can feel all those feelings again, or at least the echo of them. And from what people tell me, they’re sometimes able to feel a little bit of that sexual energy, too. But I also yearn for glamor and pin-up shots and the naughtiness sexiness of the Camera Club-style ’50s Irving Klaw stuff.
Going for Glamour
Here, at least I don’t have to only dream. I’ve been lucky enough to work with some really good photographers, and one of the best whose work I can share is Mayumism! Mayumi always makes me look so good, and we’ve started shooting some glamour work in her style, and I love it! She’s got great ideas, and she always makes me look good, finds angles and poses and lines that I didn’t know I had in me. That’s the difference between working with a GWC and a real artist; you’re just a part of their vision, and they can show you new sides of yourself. This shoot, in which we were trying to really evoke something a little different, a little more old-fashioned, was hard for me, in some ways, because I don’t see myself that way at all. In my eyes, I am big and awkward and square and I have no sexy lines or curves of the cheesecake kind.
But somehow, working with Mayumi on this latest shoot was actually very fun–I got to make art in a piece of art, a very lovely old lived-in Eames chair. It’s amazing how the right prop can really help you get into the mood of the shoot. For me it’s usually a spreader bar or something extreme like that. I mean, as a prop, havin a clit pump attached to you really does change your head space. I just never expected that a gorgeous antique chair might do the same thing.
I can’t tell you how fun it was to be thinking and talking about posing like Bettie Page on this classic piece, the soft, scarred old leather cradling my skin as I tried to find suggestively sexy poses. It’s surprisingly hard if all you’ve made is kind of extreme porn to think of ways to be alluring without showing all the goods! Eventually, however, I was able to get more relaxed than usual, and I think the pictures show it. The one above is my favorite yet from this series, though I’ve loved the other Rikochan erotica in this series, too!
This picture is from several months ago, so my body looks different (and better, I think) now, but I’m still so happy with how my legs look in my sexy stilettos! I hope you like the picture, and I hope you’re looking forward to the next shots as much as I am!
Hi everyone! I know, it’s crazy to get two posts so close together from me lately, but I got a couple complaints after my last post! Complaints, really? Well, they weren’t exactly complaints. I got a couple emails and Twitter and Facebook DMs (Follow me on Twitter and friend me on Facebook! If your FB posts aren’t super full of hate, I’ll accept! If not, well, you can follow me) from people who were super excited to hear via my tweets and FB posts that I had a new post up with a bunch of new pictures, only to find that some of the pics had already appeared on my social networks.
Well, sorry! Usually I post pictures I social networks to tell people about a new post. But sometimes when things are too crazy for me to be able to post, I still want to be able to post pictures to stay in touch and keep my friends and fans happy while I’m taking care of other stuff. So in that case I do it the other way. So. Yeah. Sorry, but, know, only a little. I’m really more sorry for the fact that I didn’t post here for 5 weeks!
Anyhow, I am happy to do whatever makes my fans and friends happy, and that means new pictures, in this case. I’m even happier, however, when people tell they want to see more of something instead of complaining about what I do post! And I got some nice requests for some more classic erotica, in a more black and white Irving Klaw style. Well, I don’t know if this really qualifies, but it’s what I have. I hope you like it!
I don’t really have anything else to say, so I will stop writing and go back to editing porn for you all! Just a quick note for the people who actually bother to read all the way to the end of the page: I put up a new video on my clips4salethis weekend! I’ll write more about it later, but if you want, you can click that link to see the sample…
Any requests? I’m not doing b/g right now, but I’d love to at least hear about any g/g or solo stuff whether vanilla or BDSM and either photo or video!
Hi everyone! I had a rough couple months, sorry…took a little break to take care of myself and take care of some vanilla life problems. But I think you will be happy to hear that I have been working really hard on my conditioning, and on getting into shape where I feel ready to start shooting video again! Anyhow, here’s an update on the three best things in my life right now: Porn, Clit, Gym.
I’m definitely feeling much tighter and fitter and I think that I’m in a better place mentally as well. I’m not anywhere close to being ripped, but at least now I am starting to maybe look like I’m offseason instead of just plain out of shape. I don’t know how I look to anyone else, because I haven’t shot new pictures in ages, but I definitely *feel* sexier. I’ve still got to drop some more weight before I start to look how I want to look in photos and video, but I can definitely see some changes already.
Honestly, I’m not sure how much of that is because I have changed physically, and how much is because I took care of some problems that had been bothering me for a while, and how much is that I am getting closer to my promised date to start being available for photo and video work with new people, September 19! There’s a new girl I might be working with in the near future, and she’s super cute and sexy. Not a bodybuilder, but very fit. I’m starting to get excited, because this will be the first new person I’ve shot with in over a year. I haven’t met her in person yet, but I’ve seen a few pictures, and she is smoking hot!
I’ve also been talking to a few other sites and clips4sales stores about shooting too. That would only be the second or third time I ever shot for someone else! One of them is a bondage/tickle site that you might know, The Tickle Channel! It’s not definite at all, but I’m really excited (and a little scared) just at the idea that it might happen. I’m so crazy ticklish that I’m honestly more nervous about being tickled than I am about the nudity or forced orgasm or even the bondage! In fact, the idea of the bondage part is actually what makes the tickling feel safe in a weird way.
I would absolutely need the kind of very restrictive bondage that David Mack (who runs the Tickle Channel, among other things!) practices to be able to take a tickle torture with hurting myself or, more likely, my tickler, by jumping around and flailing and hitting and kicking to make it stop. So physically, the bondage I think will make me safer. I don’t know what it will do to mentally to be so completely helpless during something that makes me so completely crazy and out of control. Will I laugh? Will I cry? Will I come? All three? Sometimes even my clit is too ticklish to touch. And forget about my feet and my underarms…
There are definitely some other people I have been taking about shooting with, but I’ll save taking about those for later. Nothing is decided yet and I don’t want to jinx anything, but a couple of them would be working with some very sexy bodybuilders!
So that’s it for now…I have to head to the gym to get ready for my possible shoots…
Welcome to my big clit blowjob post! I’m finally getting around to editing all kinds of stuff that I have been sitting on for a long time, and the set where slutty nic gives me a big clit blowjob is one of the best things that I’ve been holding onto for a while. Why? Well…I don’t know. I’ve had a lot going on for a while, and I’m just now feeling like I have a spare minute to sit down and edit the pictures. It’s been ages since I sat down and really worked on some pictures at my iMac instead of just editing iPhone pictures on my phone and posting them directly from my phone.
Making Porn in Public
In fact, I’ve been so busy that a lot of my editing and writing and posting has all been on my phone on trains, on buses, in taxis, in coffeeshops, and even in the sauna at my gym! I’ve been busted more than once, actually; this one cute woman saw what I was doing in the sauna, as I’ll explain. I have to tell, you, I actually really, really like the idea of editing porn featuring me in public. I’ve been looking at fitness porn on Tumblr at the gym for ages; it’s a really great way to get your energy and motivation up! If you need motivation, the “fitspo” aspect of it is incredibly effective. I want to look like her, so I’m going to fucking lift as hard as I fucking can!
And, more importantly, the sex aspect of it, of those amazingly sexy hard bodies, gets your blood flowing, gets those glands stimulated, gives you a shot of adrenaline, and maybe even a burst of testosterone. I was looking at pictures of one of my favorite bodybuilders, Angela Salvagno, today: her amazing quads, her fantastic abs, broad and sexy back, her amazingly long and cock-like clitty. OMG, it’s so fabulous, I could feel my face getting red and my heart beating faster every time I glanced at it between sets, imagining it in between my lips, rubbing against my clitty…
I felt so powerful and energized and motivated! If you need some kind of help in the gym, I can’t recommend anything more strongly than looking at pictures of inspirational fit bodies of whatever type turns you on. In their posing suits is just fine, I suppose, but I want my mix to have some nudity, some of those perfect bodies completely exposed. Of course, if you’re using nudes for inspiration, you’ve got to be a little more careful about who sees your phone screen, though!
That’s an exciting feeling, of course, looking at porn where people might see. Even more so is the idea that the porn on your phone is you, that’s what makes editing porn in public so exciting. If you get caught, there’s a chance that you really get caught, and the person might understand that the picture is you. This girl in the sauna? I can’t be sure, as you’ll see, but the kind of picture I was working on makes me think she knew. It was the last picture in my last post, Rikochan Big Clit and Micropenis Swordfighting, and, as hot as that picture is (if I do say so myself) it’s so obviously a home-made iPhone shot. I’m not being modest, here: it’s clearly not a professional shot, and that’s ok: I have a lot of people tell me they like the down and dirty snapshots better, because they look more authentic. I can see that, although I definitely don’t agree that high produced pictures are somehow worse (or better). They have different goals, for different audiences. And, for the record, I hate the word “authentic.”
But I’m getting off the point. That picture, on my phone, is clearly a picture of me. And, frankly, I’m not super modest in the sauna or the locker. I mean, I don’t flaunt it, but I’m not super-shy about being nude in a place where it’s ok to be nude. I don’t understand those girls who spend hours in the gym crafting perfect bodies who then get into the shower with all their clothes on, undress, shower, and then get dressed–all inside the shower stall! I mean, for one thing, it’s fucking inconsiderate, when there are lines (there are always lines, precisely because of these bitches), and for another, what can possibly make people who spend all that time in skintight camel-toe yoga pants and tank tops that modest? And don’t get me started on the horrible people who go into the sauna with all their clothes on–sometimes even their shoes! I’m sorry, but that is just rude and ignorant. I blame the gym, partly, for not posting sauna etiquette rules.
Sexy in the Sauna
Anyhow…this woman was only wearing one of the little towel-service towels, which you can barely wrap around you and tuck in, and I only had one over my lap, so…there was a definitely a moment, but maybe not quite the kind I would fantasize about. This woman is a trainer, but not a bodybuilding trainer. I mean, she trains some pretty big guys, but she, personally, is more about kettle bells and rock-climbing, though I have seen her squatting and deadlifting. I’ve talked to her a few times, and I overhear her sessions pretty sometimes, and she has that kind of mischievous flirty thing going on, pretty much no matter who she’s talking to. Better still, she’s got a slight accent. I don’t know her story, but she has an Scandinavian name, too. Best of all, she’s super-fit yet still has gorgeous boobs. I mean, like, perfect. Like, if I was getting implants (which I think about a lot) I would want to pay her to take a picture of her boobs to show my surgeon (not that that would be weird or anything). Or, you know, maybe she would want to smother me with them.
So, you know, this is the kind of thing I was thinking about as I secretly made my porn in the sauna. I was adding a watermark to the picture I mentioned, but I was at least half trying to look at her with my peripheral vision, and feeling seriously excited. I mean, I don’t often get conscious of getting a clit erection when I’m not having sex, but this was one of those times. So I was distracted. I asked her if she minded if I threw some water on the rocks, and she gave me her sly smile and said, “I can take it if you can,” like it was a challenge. I wasn’t thinking right after that, and so, as I leaned forward to I leaned forward to throw some water on the rocks, and she leaned forward to get grab her water bottle I was watching her instead of what I was doing. I’ll be honest, she’s really cute, and I was kind of hoping for a peek if her towel opened. Without thinking I had put my phone down on the bench. Face up.
The next second or so sort of happened in slow motion. I could see her eyes and head tracking down, and I looked down, watching her, and I saw her eyebrows go up and she sort of froze; I followed her eyes to see what she was looking at, and there it was in all its glory, my giant pink clitty, getting rubbed by a big cock head. I seriously thought I was going to faint.
Everything sped up at that point: I grabbed for my phone: my hand hit it like an attacking cobra, and of course, I missed it. It spun across the bench toward her, and she caught it just short of falling on the floor. She handed it back to me, but not before taking a peek at it that lasted for a beat. Her smile had sort of turned into a smirk, and she just said, “Don’t want to lose that!”
I thanked her and jumped up, nearly dropping my towel in my confusion, pretty much flashing her in the process, it and said something in what I’m sure was Japlish at best about being done and basically ran away. I’m not sure, but I think I could hear her laughing. I took the fastest shower ever, dressed like a crazy person, and was out of there before she even got out of the sauna. I was still sweating! It was totally disgusting, and I was very lucky that this happened on a weekend, so at least I didn’t have to straight to work, all sweating and bothered!
Shattered in the Shower
I can’t tell you how horribly embarrassed I was by that. There’s also no way I can convey how furiously I masturbated that afternoon when I finally got home and got into the shower to rinse off all the post-sauna and adrenaline sweat. I mean. I was so close to her, and so incredible aroused, and she saw a picture of my completely erect clit. I replayed in slow motion the smile spreading across her face, her hand touching mine as I took the phone, and my fumbling with my towel as I jumped up. Had she not only seen the picture of my big clit, but also the real thing? I think it’s definitely possible. And, had she seen the watermark on the picture? If so, had she gone to my site? I mean, my site is fairly anonymous, but there’s enough of me in it that, if you really knew what you were looking for, you’d recognize me. I was imagining her getting to my site and seeing all my pictures and reading my stories, and maybe getting excited herself, maybe touching herself right at the very moment that I was in the shower Jilling off so hard that and fast that I felt like my heart was going to explode.
In my experience, there’s nothing more powerful or weird than an orgasm that infused with the adrenaline of embarrassment. I imagine that the crazy, gut-wrenching explosion is the kind of thing that people subs who are forced to come in humiliating situations must feel. I just about fell down in the shower; I had to sit on the edge of the tub, I was so shaky after, and I think I must have been making a lot of noise, because when I could hear anything over the pounding in my head, I realized that my cat was yowling at me…he hates the shower, and freaks out when I go in it, so I usually lock him out. I’d been too…distracted…this time.
To Write or Not to Write
I spent a lot of time deciding whether or not to write this story. The idea that I might be outing myself makes me crazy nervous. But, honestly, the chances that she saw the watermark for my site in the one frozen beat of time that she took to look at the picture are probably small. She’d have to see the watermark, remember it, bother to type it into a browser–maybe not so likely. Once I had time to think about it, I started to calm down a little bit. The secret of my site is probably safe. But there’s no doubt in my mind that she knows that I have home made porn on my phone and that I’ve got a big clitty. Not that there’s anything wrong with that, but…I’m a pretty private person.
But the more I think of it, the more I’m ok with her knowing that. I hope she doesn’t tell anyone. But, the one friend I told this story to said, “Who cares! She’s like a 23-year-old in perfect shape with an amazingly sexy body. I bet she has taken dirty pictures on her cell phone before. In fact, I bet half the people under 40 in your gym have dirty pictures on their phones. You are the most prudish pervert ever!”
So I’m not going to worry. Maybe she tells the other trainers that I have porn on my phone…so what. And, maybe she mentions my special anatomy. I bet the trainers will just say, “eh, it’s roids. I dated a girl like that once…” In fact, there are a couple of FBB trainers at my gym who I suspect might have similar anatomy…but that’s another story!
So, I decided to write the story. If she did see the URL, remember it, bother to type it in, and visit again a few later…well. I find her incredibly sexy. Something tells me that she’s not totally offended by porn. And I have seen her flirt with pretty much everyone she talks to. Maybe she’ll find this and read it, and be as turned on as I was? I guess I’ll know the next time I see her at the gym!
Slutty Nic Gives me a Big Clit Blowjob!
When I sat down, I really meant to write something sexy about getting my clitty sucked by Slutty Nic. It was a fantastic experience–my first time receiving oral from a woman! I will write more about it as I post more pictures from this series, and there are lots. But, in the meanwhile, you can read my earlier post, Rikochan Gets her Big Clit Licked by Slutty Nic, where you can also see some sexy pictures from the same shoot! I’ll do my best to get the rest of these big clit blowjob pictures up as fast as I can. I had a lot of fun with these…I hope you do, too!
I can’t tell you how many requests I get for shots of my big clit versus smaller cocks. It turns out that I have lot of fans who either have have very small cocks or who like them. Some of them have or love micropenises, too. And all of them want to see my big clit swordfighting with a small cock. I have to admit, I find that idea very sexy.
I’ve never really seen a tiny penis in real life. I mean, I’ve seen big penises and small penises in my life, but despite what you might think based on the fact that I have a porn site and sell adult videos and =so on, I have probably seen fewer cocks than the average woman. I’ve probably seen way more big clits than the average woman, of course, but the fact is that I just haven’t been with that many guys in my real life, and I haven’t done any guy-girl porn. The cock in this series is a pretty regular size, but I shot and cropped it so that it looks smaller, so that all you micropenis fantasists can enjoy these shots!
Plain old cock-in-pussy porn is probably far off in my future if I do it, although I have been watching a lot of BBC/hotwife porn lately! For me BDSM and girl-girl just feels like more of an exciting exploration. All my years of being a repressed good little Japanese girl were all about boys and their cocks. Not that I don’t like regular cock…it’s just that I have one in my life already for when I feel the urge.
But unusual cocks…that’s a different story. I have to admit that I find them quite interesting. Fascinating, even. I’ve had fans send me pictures of their tiny little cocks, some of which they say are even smaller than my clitty, and I definitely feel myself getting excited when I look at those big balls with just a little cock-head peeking out them. I don’t often feel the need to measure my clitty–I think that’s more of a guy thing–but when I see those little cocks, I do feel the desire to measure my clitty against them. I want to feel the glans rubbing against me like a little clit head. I’d straddle the boy and pull back my hood and I’d rub my head against his…I might even let his little head dip into my pussy once in a while, when it was good and wet and slippery and hot.
But, for me, it would be about the head-on-head friction, which would gradually get less and less as my pussy started running with juices and his little head oozed more and more precum from those big balls. To make up for the increased slipperiness, I’d have to grind him harder and harder, and we’d both be getting more and more erect and excited and swollen, blood rushing to our little cocks until…bang, orgasm! I’d be squirting and squirting and so would he, mine all watery and slick and his thick and sticky…we’d be soaked down to midthigh, the sheets soaked, mattress maybe ruined…
Anyhow, small penis/micropenis is one class of guy/girl porn I would consider. The other one is a transwoman. I find the idea of a beautifuul woman fucking me with a cock while I suck on her breasts and kiss her beautiful mouth as her long hair drapes over me pretty damned sexy, too. I’d love to see both of those videos, so I would consider making them. After all, that’s a big part of why I got into making my own porn: Because I wanted porn that showed women like me, and because I wanted porn that showed the kinds of things that I found sexy. I don’t mean that I find myself sexy–sometimes I do!–but more that I wanted to see the kinds of acts and awkward but enthusiastic amateurish sex that I could identify with, if that makes sense.
Anyhow, I hope you enjoyed this post, especially if you have a little cock. It’s for you…and for everyone else who likes to hear about my adventures, real or imagined!
Hi everyone: I got a bunch of request to go back to posting big clit pictures again, and of course I’m happy to do it! I mean, I’m glad you guys like my recent bodybuilding progress pictures, and I hope you’ll consider helping the very cool queer porn movie I posted about, but, I understand, for most of you, it’s all about the clit! It’s a good excuse to write about something I’ve been thinking about for a while, one of my fans’ favorite subjects, too: clit growth! I’ve got some new love-button pictures I’m working on, but first I really wanted to share these three pictures that I posted on Twitter and Fetlife while I was traveling a few weeks ago. It’s sort of turning into a tradition for me to post roundups of both my bodybuild and big clit pics from my travels when I get back and I already did the bodybuilding post, now it’s time for the really good stuff, time for a…
Big Clit Bonanza!
Ok, that’s kind of a silly name, but I hope you will agree that this stuff is pretty good. I was kind of happy with how these shots turned out, anyhow! I like that they are all from the same night, but that my clit looks so different in each picture, and not just because one is in black and white, and one is bright colors, and so on. These pictures are all such different angles, and at different stages of excitement and clitoral erection, too. You can see how over just the course of a couple hours’ worth of shooting, my girl-cock can look so very different.
It’s a little bit like the pictures that Pauline Nordin posts, showing how, on the same day, she can look both crazy ripped and extreme and just very fit but normal. It all depends on the lighting, the excitement, the angle, and, in both cases, how “pumped up” we are. Of course, we’re talking about very different kinds of pumping here, haha.
But it also points out something that I think people don’t understand. My clit really hasn’t grown as much as people think since I started posting. I mean, it’s bigger, for sure. But I’m also getting much, much better pictures of it. In the past I took a couple pictures at a time, and only a few of those came out. Add to that the fact that at the height of my play, I almost never stopped to shoot. And then the few pictures that I took might or might not show my clitty at her biggest that night. All this confuses the issue of clit growth that some of you are so very, very interested in!
These days I don’t shoot every time I play–sometimes I just don’t want anything to interrupt my zipless fuck. It’s good to have some sex that’s just for sex. But when I do shoot, I really shoot. I’ll stop at any point if it seems like it might be a fun shot. That’s part of my sex play, and that’s really really hot–when I’m in the mood. But it’s when the mood is right.
Big Clit Exhibitionism
Don’t get me wrong, it’s not because I’ve gotten turned off documenting myself and my sex to share with you all. It’s just that it’s really helped my sex life to draw clear divisions. Sometimes I’m not in the mood for hours of photographed foreplay and stop-and-start fucking. I just want to FUCK and COME. But some days it’s fun to slow things down and take a sexy picture and to imagine that my sex play is going to be all over the Web, and that thousands (maybe even millions!) of people will be stroking their cocks or pussies to me! Yeah. Some days, that’s incredibly, amazingly exciting. But it’s good to separate that out from the other days. It means that I enjoy sex more both ways, and it means that I get much, much better pictures.
So, I’m sorry if I might have shattered some people’s illusions about my clit growth. In the several years I’ve been sharing it, it’s definitely, definitely bigger when it’s hard than it used to be, but maybe not by as much as you might think!
Anyhow, more big clit pictures coming soon! New readers, don’t forget to check out my big clit video studio, and you can judge my clit growth for yourself!
Hi everyone: I’m sure you’re wondering what genderqueer pornstar Jiz Lee is doing on Rikochanpornstar.com? And, equally confusing, what is Rikochanpornstar.com doing on Jiz Lee? No, it’s not an endorsement of my site. I don’t even know if Jiz Lee has ever even seen my site, though I have to admit, in my fantasies, they have…and they really, really liked it! In reality, it’s a reward I got for Indiegogo-backing an amazingly cool movie, Shine Louise Houston’s Snapshot, of which Jiz Lee is an associate producer and the very effective marketing director! More on the picture later…
Coming Out: Not Just for Kids
This just sounds like such a cool movie. In addition to the fact that it’s so great to hear about an independently funded actual movie that shows queer women of color, it just sounds like a good movie–and a sexy one. You can read the plot description by director Shine Louise Houston (creator of the CrashPad Series) on the site I linked to above, but here it is in her words:
The story is set in San Francisco, where our young lead, Charlie, discovers that she may have accidentally photographed a murderer. Her pursuit of the mysterious figure in her photo causes her to meet Danny, an older Butch, setting into motion an odd romance. Though it may sound like a murder mystery, SNAPSHOT is really a coming out story — but not the kind you’d think. The traditional narrative usually involves a younger protagonist coming into maturity or sexual revelation, however it is our older character, Danny, who embraces a new way of being as a result of meeting Charlie and being exposed to her unfamiliar desires.
I love everything about that. For one, I love that it’s Houston’s older character who’s on the journey of discovery. That means a lot to me, who didn’t come into the biggest part of my own sexuality until I was, well…mature. And, in fact…I’m still discovering it. I love the idea that we can all be finding out new things about ourselves no matter how old we are. There’s always hope for more, always more we can learn. Furthermore, I’m really excited that it’s queer women. Although I am more or less a cisgirl, I am feeling ever more sexually fluid, and the idea that there are movies out there, actual movies, that show other ways of being a sexual, that’s incredibly liberating and incredibly sexy. In fact, it was porn that first helped me find my own sexuality. But that’s another story.
Color vs. Invisibility
I also love the fact that Snapshot stars women of color. As a nonwhite person who has adopted the U.S., it’s very easy to feel like you’ve suddenly become invisible when you don’t see anyone like you on TV, or in the movies, in magazines…I can only imagine how hard growing up that way must be. I love it here, but, damn, it’s white. I grew up in Japan, where everybody in the media looks like me (it’s even more monochromatic than the U.S., in many ways), so I never really had to experience the invisibility growing up. The contrast I found in coming here is shocking, and it’s educational. Living here has actually helped me to understand why Japan can be so casually racist, too. I won’t get into the whole privilege thing, apart from saying that if you lose a bit of your privilege, it can really open your eyes. So movies like this are really important, I think. Houston says:
We regularly receive feedback from viewers who tell us that our films help them to better understand themselves and to appreciate their bodies — especially brown bodies — as being worthy of healthy and happy sexuality. Through intimate portrayals, the films become a mirror for queer people with diverse bodies and desires. It’s rare enough to see stories of gay, lesbian, or trans sexuality that include people of color, let alone ones which casts them center-stage.
That kind of makes me want to cry!
A Sex-Positive, Queer Porn Production!
But, I’ll be honest; it’s the sex-positive queer porn part that really caught my attention. As Houston says, “As a queer love story, SNAPSHOT doesn’t shy away from portraying explicit sexuality, which gives context to the characters’ intimacy and exists as a key element of my storytelling…Pink & White Productions films show the mechanics of intimate sexuality, and uncensored portrayals of genuine pleasure, which is what our company is best known for.”
Powerful, authentic women can be sexy, they can have sex, they can like sex, and they can make sex-art, too. Or they can just make plain old porn. None of those things disqualify them from being powerful or authentic women. This movie seems to be down with all of those things, and for that alone I’d give it my money. Too many people in this world are way too excited to say that women who do any of these those things are bad people or victims. Well, I for one do all those things, and I am neither. I have to believe that if you are on my site and actually reading the things I write, you must not be either. I hope you’ll want to support the movie. I know all of this made me want to!
You Had Me at Jiz Lee
Throw in the fact that the campaign is offering some very cool rewards, and, well, they got me. The Jiz Lee picture at the top of the post is what you get in exchange for a $50 donation, for example. I mean, for the price of 10 lattes, I now have a picture of one of the sexiest, smartest (seriously, go read Jiz Lee’s site: I wish I could write that well!) adult performers in the world on my site, with my URL on their flat, sexy belly! I have such a crush on Jiz, and that alone is worth the money…
But really, although Jiz’s picure is the part I am enjoying most right now, for $50 what I am really doing is supporting a project that I believe in, a movie that I want to see, and, most importantly, a video that I will want to watch as foreplay for a fun night with my partner. I spent way too much money in search of a porn that will turn me on (yes, I pay for my porn, and so should you). At $50, a sure thing is cheap! Check out the campaign video below and then go to contribute to the movie yourself, if these things sound good to you. There are all sorts of great rewards (in addition to helping the movie) at pretty much any level you want to donate. But if it was me, I’d spend $50 to get my name on Jiz’s belly. I might even do it again!
Hey everyone: as those of you who follow me on Facebook, Twitter, and Fetlife know, I was recently in Japan for almost two weeks. I posted little bits and pieces on those sites, but didn’t really have the time or energy to blog (it definitely wasn’t a vacation). So I thought I’d kick off my return to blogging with some roundups of the stuff I’ve posted here and there in one spot for my blog-only fans. The things I’m most excited and proud to share are my bodybuilding progress pictures taken by the amazing Mayumism!
As always, I find it incredibly humbling and exciting to work with a professional photographer of Mayumi’s level. Don’t get me wrong, I think I’ve taken some decent pictures myself over the years. But, let’s face it, if you take literally tens of thousands of pictures (which I have done!) even a GWC (girl with camera) like me is going to get a few good ones here and there.
But working with a real artist is another thing altogether. It feels so much more real and so much less hit or miss. I feel like a professional model myself, although one who is very, very bad at her job. I know, I’m really just an amateur, but it gives me the feeling that I’m really modeling, you know? That I’m doing something real, instead of just blogging for fun. This is fun, too, but on a whole different level. I want to have fun (and I always do) but I also want to make the very most of an opportunity that most people never have!
I really love that I can totally put myself in her hands. Instead of worrying about the picture, I can just worry about the part of the art that I can control: myself, and my body. When I have a shoot scheduled, it makes me work twice as hard in the gym, and in the kitchen. I think so much about how I’m going to look, and I think so hard about doing my part for the shoot, and making the most of my opportunity to get in front of a pro’s lens.
Anyhow, there’s more coming from this series I believe. I hope you like the shots so far, and I hope that if you’re ever looking for a great photographer you’ll consider Mayumi!
Hi everyone! Just a quick note to let you know that I am still alive (despite a bad burn which you probably heard about if you follow me on Facebook. If you don’t why don’t you? I friend lots of people back (unless you post crazy stuff, then I might unfriend you, sorry!), and anyone can follow me. It’s pretty horrible looking, but I think it’s starting to heal, and it’s not keeping me from working on porn for you. In fact, since the burn has slowed me down a little on other things, I’ve started getting back to some old projects that I had been putting off for a long time, including my very first forced orgasm scene from…four years ago? I’m not sure, but it’s been a long time!
Face Down, Ass Up!
I think this is the first time I saw myself from another point of view that wasn’t either mine or that of the person who was playing with me. In fact, this time Kraka is holding the camera and Pointwalkerpix is fucking my ass with a dildo and giving my pussy attention with a Hitachi Magic wand. I really love to be able to see myself being forced into an incredibly long and hard series of orgasms from a different point of view than the same old POV shots. I love being able to see a different view of myself face down, ass up in the air as the person pointwalker uses both hands on me; you really get to see a very powerful reaction when the person playing doesn’t also have to hold the camera! I’m definitely planning to do more shoots where the cameraperson isn’t the one playing with me soon. Stay tuned!
Forced Cumming Video Coming Soon
In the meanwhile, I’ve been having a ton of technical problems with the video from this shoot (which is actually from two different cameras) but I think I’ve finally got it worked out. I was going to cut the two together, but the quality is so different, and the collections of shots are so different that I think I’m going to just release it as two different 4o- to 45-minute videos. I’m hoping to have at least one of them up in my video store by the end of Memorial Day weekend. I’ll post again about it soon!