Rikochan’s Muscular Legs and Boot Fetish / Site Repairs

RIkochan's muscular legs progress picture with fetish boots

These are my favorite boots, although I’m normally wearing them with a bit more clothes!

Hi again! Just checking in to let you all know what’s been going on. First of all, I thought I’d share this boot-fetish picture with you. Those of you who are friends with me on Facebook and at Fetlife have already had a chance to see this. If you aren’t friends with me in one of those places, why not? I’m nice there, too, I promise. Send me a request! The links to my accounts are in the Bookmarks links to the right of this post. If you’re seeing this in a mobile post, just drop me a comment and I will point you to my accounts.

A lot of you have asked for progress pictures of something other that my clit-growth progress, and a lot of you are foot/boot fetishists, apparently, so I though this picture could make both groups happy. It’s from a recent bunch of shots that I was pretty happy with, although I’ve only had time to really put one up on the Web.

I’ve been working my legs really, really hard, lately, and I’ve been paying more attention to diet, too. I’m finally down about 12 pounds this year, so I’m starting to see some very slight cuts in my legs, and my arms are getting veiny again, my waist (my real problem area) is finally starting to draw in and my belly to flatten out. I hope you like the picture. If you do, and there is enough enthusiasm, I’ll post more from this same series! So, if you like it, comment/like/share away. And, don’t worry, there’ll be more big clit pictures coming soon, as well as another video or two on my clips4sale studio, Rikochan’s Fetish Emporium.

I’ve been doing a lot of work behind the scenes fixing stuff on Rikochanpornstar, fixing things that broke when the assholes at wordpress.com fucked up my site and wouldn’t give me the data I had been storing with them, despite the fact that I had been paying them. Seriously–assholes. Not that I am bitter! Anyhow, I’ve been working away in the background reuploading pictures from an old drive I found, and fixing broken links as well. I’d say I fixed 50-75 broken links over the past week and this weekend (while everyone else was apparently enjoying The Fappening) I finally started getting more pictures back up! The details are below, and I hope you like the old posts, those of you who hadn’t seen them before.

New Rikochan Video: Big Clit, Black Gloves, Part I

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Rikochan's nice clit versus her favorite glass dildo

I made a big squirting mess when I played with my dildo on Saturday night!

I’m so happy to tell you, the pervy fans of my huge-clit videos, that my latest clip went up on my clips4sale studio last night. It’s a short one–the introductory part one of a set of two. It’s just five quick minutes long, but it’s jam-packed with me masturbating in black gloves, both jacking my clit and rubbing it with my favorite glass dildo. My clit is huge and hard in this, and there a lot of squirting at the end. I hope you like it. If you do, you’ll love the next part, which is something like 12 minutes long, and in which my clit is even bigger and harder and more sensitive after the first round or cumming in this clip. I know that I, at least, am very excited that this latest video is up. Why?

Well, first of all, it’s only been a month since my last video this time, instead of a year. I’m always thrilled when a new video goes up, and to be back in a bit of a groove is even better. I’m excited to imagine friends (and strangers!) downloading the latest clip and masturbating like crazy to it.

Nakedness (Beyond Nudity)

I can’t tell you how stimulating that is. If you’ve never made amateur porn, I can’t really explain how horny the idea that millions of people might enjoy you through it can make you. I mean it: millions. I have single clips on some sites that alone have gotten hundreds and hundreds of thousands of views. I don’t mean to sound like I’m a pro, jaded by my page views or whatever. I agonize over every shot, clip, and word. Sometimes I can’t bring myself to post something for weeks or even months after it’s basically done, obsessing over ever detail, or just being too insecure to hit the button. But, when I do finally do it…wow. There’s a feeling of nakedness far beyond nudity…there’s just nothing like it, short of trying some new kind of sex you’re dying for but terrified of. Every time. I feel like that every time I hit the “publish” button. And that’s why I do this.

How many cocks have been stroked to my crude little videos, how loads have been shot to my mediocre pictures, how many pussies and clits have been groped reading my little stories and fantasies? It’s crazy, because I know that my stuff is just simple and amateurish, and I’m pretty average (except for a few special extras). And that doesn’t matter a bit to me, or apparently, to the people who come back again and again to my stuff. That’s a big part of what I love about doing this.

Rikochan (not a) Pornstar

This isn’t false modesty; I’m not fishing for “no, you’re special” emails and comments. I’m really, really not particularly special, and I honestly think that’s part of why the people who like this site like it. The name Rikochanpornstar was always intended to be a joke, poking fun at the idea that plain old me could in any way be considered a “pornstar.” And I still firmly believe that. I’m just a regular Japanese woman living a regular life with a regular job. With a secret hobby. And, yes, a big clit.

My theory is that what’s maybe a little bit special about Rikochanpornstar.com is that I am an ordinary person who shares things things that other otherwise ordinary people like me wouldn’t share. I share my fantasies, my pictures, my videos, and my adventures. I mean, sure, I’ve had some adventures that maybe other people haven’t, but most of that came about because of me sharing my ordinary self on this site.

(No Such Thing as) An Ordinary Woman

In any case, I really don’t buy that all the other ordinary women out there are quite so vanilla. I think more of them have had adventures than we know. There are women just in my own circle of friends you might think of as boring, regular woman who have slept with dangerous people, who’ve had affairs, who’ve had threesomes; they’ve been to orgies, had one-night stands, and experimented with everything from swinging to bondage to bestiality. Some have their own unique anatomies (the enormous nipples on my one friend, post-nursing, I would die to suck on), others have flirted with prostitution, and I know an ex-exotic dancer, too. They’ve got their own fetishes, their own lingerie collections, their own toys, their own fuck-me shoes, their own boudoir photo sets…

Keep in mind, these are just my supposedly ordinary friends; these aren’t the new friends I’ve met through Rikochanpornstar. Those amazing women have a whole other level of amazing experiences that put mine to shame. These are just regular people, but with secrets that might surprise you. I don’t mean to paint these women (or women in general) as sexual daredevils . But enough of them have at least one or two secrets, that, if you knew them, maybe you wouldn’t think me all that special…except for the fact that I write about it. And take pictures. And make movies.

(Making) Porn Addiction

Yes, I make a lot of porn (and even some erotica). It turns out that making porn and blogging about it is seriously addictive. From the first very clit-pumping picture I shared as Krakette on a pumping forum nearly a decade ago, I immediately started to feel the pull of sharing just a little more, telling just a little more, showing jus ta little bit more. From there it’s not that big a step to trying new things, and, before you know it, you’re shooting sessions with female bodybuilders and contemplating making an amateur studio porn. Yeah, I’m thinking about it! There are some companies in Japan that would let me wear a mask and shoot me in a full-on porn DVD–maybe a muscle themed one or a BDSM one. I’d love to do one of the all-toy electrostim videos I’ve been watching lately. They’re super hot, and they have the advantage of being safe sex, as there is no boy/girl penetration.

But I’m getting off the point here. The point is that while I’m having more crazy adventures than some of my friends, most of the have at least one or two in them. I’m an ordinary woman, just like them. The difference is that I share my adventures, and, thanks to all the encouragement I get from you–my friends, my readers, my fans, my online family–I stretch a little further, try a little more, experiment a bit more freely than I otherwise might. I have to confess, there are definitely things that I’ve done that I almost didn’t do. I’m not that brave, really.

I get terribly shy and nervous, and I worry about consequences and outcomes and how I will feel about the experience later. And the thing that has pushed me over the edge, more than once? The thought that I’d be able to tell you all about it, here, that I’d have pictures to prove to you that I did it, that I’d have videos that you could all cum watching. Of course, I always do it first and foremost for myself; that’s the only reason you should ever do something so big and risky and potentially transformative. But there have been several occasions when I’ve been on the fence and it was that knowledge that I’d be able share, to brag, to get off knowing some of you are getting off…that’s what helped me decide.

So, this is all a very long way of saying that I’m glad to be sharing my videos again, and why. Because I’m a just a regular, ordinary woman, otherwise. Not that there’s anything so regular or ordinary about that.

~Riko

Rikochan’s Low-Hanging Clit Fruit and Other Tasty Bits

Rikochan's long clitoris poking out between her legs.

I hope you like this picture as much as I do! I love the way my big clitty is hanging down here!

Hi everyone! Sorry, this is a quick post to let you know I am still alive. Things are good, but I got super busy at my vanilla day job (boo!), I’ve been going to the gym a lot and working out really hard (yay!), I’m doing some therapy to make sure that my life is on track (yay? Actually, yes, Yay…therapy is an amazing thing, and I think everyone should try it.) and I’ve had two different guests who stayed for two different weekends since the last time I posted, too (yay, but yawn…tiring fun!).

So, that’s where I’ve been instead of here. But, the good news is, I have a lot more stuff to share that I’ve been building up, including, for the first time in ages, some NEW VIDEO! I think you guys are going to love it. The first one is just a quick and dirty shot of me masturbating, jerking my big clit until I squirt. It’s rough and raw footage, but you’ll hear me moaning and everything. It should be up this weekend! It’s going to be reasonably short but every second will be focused on me making myself come! It’ll be on my clips4sale studio at the cheapest price the site will allow me to sell it. Look for it this weekend at the latest!

In the meanwhile, I thought you might enjoy this picture of my clit. I love the way it hangs down here, poking between my thighs like a tiny cock. It really does look more cock like these days. And it really FEELS more like a cock.

When I had sex on Tuesday, Kraka was fucking me, and he reached down and started jerking my clit just like he jerks himself. “It’s a cock! It’s turning into a cock!” he started telling me, whispering it in my ear. “You’re a futa, you’re a hermaphrodite, you’re an FTM, you’ve got an o-chin-chin! I love it. There’s no one else like you in the whole world…Jerking your cock while I’m fucking you with my cock, oh my god, it makes me want to come!”

It was amazing. We don’t usually talk dirty once we get to the real sex (foreplay, yes; fucking, now) but kept saying stuff like that over and over again until he really did come, squeezing and jerking and pinching my clit, so that I came, too, gushing down the shaft of his cock as his cum filled me, grinding it together until it ran down around his balls and down the crack of my ass (I was straddling him) and made a huge frothy, sticky, slippery, bubbly mess on the mattress…

It had been a while since we’d managed to have sex (because of the things I mentioned at the beginning of the article), but this was worth the wait. First time we’ve felt so abandoned and crazy in our fucking so long. We usually draw it out for hours and hours, but this time, we were done from foreplay to exhaustion in just under two. Luckily, we recorded a little video at the beginning, and that’s what I’m going to post this weekend!

Anyhow, that’s what I’ve been up to. Hope you are all doing well. More again soon, including some pictures of my clit and some sexy feet (not mine)!

New Video: Gym Bullies 5 Big Clit Pumping Party

Pro Female bodybuilders Ashlee and Milinda dominate amateur Japanese slave Rikochan

Ashlee, Milinda, and Rikochan pump their big clits even bigger! Click to see the full-size picture, which is the same resolution as the clip.

Wow, I can’t believe it’s been more than a year since I posted a new video in my studio! And, really, this isn’t a new video. It’s a video that I’ve had for a couple years now that I never posted! I can’t remember why I never posted this at the time. I think I was just doling the videos out slowly, and never got around to this one. Which is a shame, because it’s crazy hot: Me, Ashlee Chambers, and Darkside Milinda having a big-clit-pumping party!

Japanese dickgirl Rikochan's pumped clitty

Rikochan’s clit is getting nice and big and erect in the pumping tube…ready for some fun!

I’ve had a ton of requests for more videos, lately, and especially more pumping videos, so I think this one should satisfy both of those. I’m hoping to get you some newer stuff soon, so you can see that I’ve put on a little muscle and lost some fat since then. Wow, I look so soft next to these two super-heroes, don’t I?

Rikochan gets ready to eat Ashlee's huge clit

I got to suck Ashlee Chamber’s big clit while Darkside Milinda held back the hood. What a great day for this gym slave!

I was SO excited working on thise video. The scene above, where I get to suck Ashlee’s clit…that day was the first time in my whole life I ever tasted pussy, and what amazing pussy it was. I get to suck on Darkside Milinda’s clitty in this video too, and it’s also really nice!

Two female bodybuilders playing with my clit.

Mmm, Ashlee is holding back my hood and Milinda is about to start flicking my big clitty back and forth…

 

But it wasn’t just me playing with their pussies: When Ashlee and Milinda started playing with my pumped clit and complimenting me on how big and hard it was, I nearly came right there, I was so happy. Seriously, it usually gets a bit smaller almost immediately after it comes out of the tube, but this time, I swear it actually got bigger and harder and more swollen. I was actually throbbing as they flicked me back and forth. Two amazing FBBs playing with my clitty at the same time? That’s heaven. Bliss. Nirvana.

Who has the biggest clit?

Almost as soon as Ashlee started rubbing her big clit on mine, I started squirting uncontrollably!

I thought that was the best feeling it was possible to have, until Ashlee straddled me and started rubbing her clit glans in little circles against mine. I can’t even describe the sensation, except to say that it was hard and soft and smooth and sexy and electric. I started squirting almost immediately, soaking the wait bench Ashlee and Milinda had chained my dog collar to. I thought I was all squirted out, and then Milinda climbed onto me and it all started again. I honestly thought I might pass out!

After a couple hours of shooting with Ashlee and Milinda, I was completely exhausted, but in a blissful, satisfied way.

Lying in a pool of my own squirt, so exhausted I can’t even get up. So nice.

I had nothing left afterwards. Just nothing. I was lying in a puddle of my own squirt that was getting cold and clammy on the weight bench, and I just didn’t even care, I was so happy and so exhausted. I could have fallen asleep right there and not woken up til the next day.

Anyhow, I hope you enjoy the last of my DirtyMuscle videos. I had an amazing time shooting them, and I’m sad that I’ve finally posted them all now. Maybe it’s time to get in touch with those guys about doing a new shoot? I hope you will check out the video on my studio, and, if you buy it, let me know what you thought.

Now that these are done, what would you like to see next? What kind of videos would you like to see from me? Who that does muscle porn (or porn of any kind) would you like to see me work with? I’d love to hear from you in the comments!

~Riko

 

 

Rikochan Delts Progress Picture / Rededication

FBB Rikochan shows off her delts progress.

I’m pretty happy with the progress I see in my delts here. Biceps, not so much, but I’ll take it!

I’ve been working really hard at the gym lately. Those of you who follow me on Facebook know that I work with a trainer, and that my regular trainer has been out lately. I told the sub (her boss) to work me really hard, and she did–so hard that the next day I had to take a sick day my abs hurt so bad! I was pretty proud to have worked that hard, although I was also shocked at how bad it hurt. I haven’t felt like that since I was on the volleyball team in my high school in Tokyo. Any of you who know anything about Japan know that we take our hobbies and school sports pretty seriously–to the point where people sometimes passed out or got sick in training. So, I’m used to it getting pretty intense, sometimes.

That’s not to say that I’ve been training like that along as an adult. Not at all. I think I train a lot harder than most of the women I know or see at my gym, at least the ones who aren’t training for a competition or something, but if I am honest with myself, I haven’t been training at the level of intensity that I did when I was in high school. I haven’t been giving it the level like I did earlier this week where I just couldn’t get out of bed the next morning. I think this was a really wake up for me. I want to hit it that hard. I want to work ’til there’s nothing left to give. I want to have done my very best at the end of every workout.

Don’t get me wrong, I don’t want to be in the position where I can’t get out of bed very often. Or ever. But I want to come close, and I want to get into such great shape that I can work myself as hard as I did this week and not be completely wiped out. I need to work hard, and I need to spend more thought and effort on my recovery, too. I need to eat better, sleep more, and train harder.

I hope you like this recent picture. I decided I’m going to start posting more progress pictures, to keep myself honest, and because you guys and girls seem to like them. Oh, for those who asked, the woman on the TV set in front of me is Japanese pornstar Momoka Nishina. Yes, I was watching porn here. :)

Thanks for listening.

Riko

 

Rikochan’s Bulbous Pumped Clit

Rikochan's enormous clitoritis

My poor clitty pumped and stretched til it’s the size of my big toe! As always, click to see the full-size images!

Hi everyone! Thanks so much for all the sharing, loves, and comments to yesterday’s post. I was really excited to be able to share the beginning of a new BDSM photo set with a new co-star, sub-girl Nic. First time I’ve worked with a new friend in ages. I plan to continue that set soon, but I don’t have access to those images where I’m working from today. But I wanted to make sure to post something sexy for you guys to say thanks to you guys for all the love yesterday and today. Luckily, the laptop I’m working on does a lot of other shots on it, so I picked the three where my clit is at its absolute fattest for you!

Rikochan's giant clit with the hood pulled back

I think this shot really shows just how swollen my big clit can get. Are you excited from looking at it?

I spend more time trying to make my clit long and cock-like than I do trying to make it fat, but sometimes going for girth is fun, too! These pictures are obviously after a nice long pumping session. I went to a wider tube sooner in these and that causes my clitty to get fatter instead of longer, although it gets a bit longer, too!

Rikochan loves her clitoral hypertrophy

Does my clitoral enlargement distract you enough that you can’t notice my sad manicure?

Although my favorite is the long clitoris look, I was really excited by these fat-clit pics. I couldn’t believe how bulbous my clitty’s glans is here when I saw the pics. It’s way, way bigger than even my thumb. I think it’s more like the size of my big toe! What do you guys think? Which to you prefer, clit-length or clit-girth? Please vote in the comments!

Rikochan Gets her Big Clit Licked by Slutty Nic

Mistress Rikochan puts sub Slutty Nic into bondage

I had so much fun tying up Nic that I forgot to feel nervous about being in charge! NOTE: Get the full-size images by clicking on the pictures, as always! Oops, this picture is from 2014, not 2013!

Hi everyone, hope you had a great holiday weekend. I finally had a little bit of time to work on some pictures from a recent photo shoot–I hope you like them! It was my first time shooting as a domme (although I got some Dominatrix lessons from Mistress Treasure a while ago), and I think I did ok! I was nervous at first, but Slutty Nic was such an amazing sub and the photographer was so great to work with that I soon got loosened up and started to have a lot of fun tying up Nic and punishing her with the riding crop and play with her amazing nipples–I had eaten pussy before, but, weirdly, I’d never really had a chance to play much with another woman’s nipples.

Rikochan's super erect clitoris gets some loving from Slutty Nic

Lesbian sub Slutty Nic licks Rikochan’s huge clitoris

The best, thing, though, was finally getting to feel another woman playing with my big clitty. Nic had never seen a clitty as long and fat as mine; she even said it was bigger than some of the tiny dicks she’s played with. I hadn’t thought we were going to go quite that far in this shoot; I thought it was just going to be a bondage shoot, but Nic is a true submissive, and I got really excited, and one thing led to another, and pretty soon I had a gorgeous young sub licking my clit with her talented tongue.

Rikochan loves getting oral from sexy sub girls...

You can see how long and hard my clit is in this shot; I was so close to coming already…can you tell?

At first she was tentative just flicking and licking with the tip of her tongue, as she experimented with my lady-cock, but I kept grinding it into her, and grabbed her hair a couple times, and she got the message soon enough. As you’ll see in the pictures, to come, soon enough she was sucking like it was a cock that she couldn’t get enough of. It was the first time I’d ever gotten oral from another woman–I’d given oral before as a sub/slave, but I’d never been on the other side of it. Wow. It was amazing! I think overall I’m even more excited to eat girl pussy right now than to have it eaten, I love, love, love both.

This was just a photoshoot, so we didn’t actually have all that long to play, and I never got to reciprocate. I can’t wait til the next girl-girl video I shoot–I can’t wait until I get to play with another girl as much as I want, and to give and get oral until there are puddles all around us.

I’m working on planning a video shoot like that. In the meanwhile, though, I’ve got lots more pictures from this shoot to share with you, so stay tuned!

~Riko

Happy Birthday, Pretty Pussy Rikochan!

Rikochan's big clit with spread pussy

I almost never post full-on spread beaver pictures, so enjoy this rare picture of my whole pussy. Oh, and, look: There’s my little anus, too!

It was my birthday this past Saturday, and I was overwhelmed by the number of birthday wishes I got here, on Facebook, and on FetLife. There was even a little surge of sales on my big clit video studio, which was nice, because I was feeling a little bit poor after buying myself some new shoes (which I’ll get around to posting pictures of, eventually).

I was thinking about what kind of picture to post to say thanks to you all, and to maybe write a deep and analytical post about, but, in the end, I just ended posting a picture of my pussy. I mostly post clit-pictures, to the point that my spread labia are kind of a rarity—strangely, for such a pussy-centric site. So I thought I’d share a whole vagina shot for a change. I spent a little time looking for a recent one that showed the whole thing in a very crisp, clear way, instead of one that’s all atmospheric and artsy and maybe obscures some of the details. The idea was to post a completely uncompromising shot that shows what my pussy looks like after all these years of use, and see how it’s holding up.

After all, it’s a cunt of a certain age. It always makes me laugh that people make all sorts of assumptions about my age, most of which are way off. Not that I’m going to tell you how old I am, of course, but let’s just say that I’m not in my early 20s anymore and leave it at that.

I spent a lot of time looking at this picture in pretty high magnification (you can see it closer up if you click on the image!), which is kind of a weird experience. I’ve spent much more time looking at pictures of my clit—so much that sometimes I have trouble recognizing it as unusual, I’ve looked at it so much. My pussy itself—and especially my labia—that’s still weird looking to me. Part of it is that I can see my clit when I look down. I love taking POV pictures of it. Except for the few times when I’ve used a mirror, however, I can’t really see my pussy head-on. So looking at it s strange to me. I honestly don’t spend a lot of time looking at other people’s pussies either (Boobs!) so I can’t really tell if it looks normal, weird, average, whatever.

It’s certainly crazy nude. I love being hairless, or what we call paipan in Japan. I know it’s sort of out of style now, but I can’t change back to full bush, because I lasered all my pubic hair off. And, you know what? I don’t regret it at all. If I go totally out of style because of it, I don’t care because, 1) the only person whose opinion matters is mine, and 2) it’ll come back into style again eventually.

The idea that a few people have said to me that a hairless pussy is just a way of pleasing a guy who likes a pussy that looks like a little girl’s are, frankly, idiots. A woman’s pussy—and especially this woman’s pussy—doesn’t look like a little girl’s pussy, hair or not. I didn’t do it to look good, I did it to feel good, and, trust me, it feels amazing. It’s 100 percent a sex thing, but a sex thing that I also find sexy. I can get a nice seal on it anytime I pump, and anyone who’s giving me oral can get way more suction on it, all without having to stop to spit out hair. Furrthermore, not only is there no hair to get in the way, but there’s no razor burn, no ingrown hairs, no stubble, and no sharp hairs post trimming, either.

I guess you wouldn’t get all that with a full 70s bush, but, honestly, even most 70s bushes take a lot of work to keep cleaned up. And, let’s be honest, a 70s bush is not the same as going “all-natural.” If I didn’t groom at all, I’d have a bush that reached from my belly-button to the middle of my thighs, all black and as thick as horsehair. I’d say 100 percent of all people who claim their bush is natural actually do a lot of maintenance. Most people who pretend otherwise are probably lying.

Again, no disrespect to any kind of bush whatsoever. The only people I have problems with are the ones who judge me and my bushlessness, which seems like the most pointless kind of pretend-feminism ever. Bush-shaming? Really? Like the degree to which you shave is a political statement? Fuck that! My political statement about my pussy is that I do whatever I like about it, and fuck anyone who thinks they get a say.

Okay. Moving along. (How did this turn into a rant about pubes?)

I guess I have regular labia. they aren’t particularly long, but they are pretty meaty, here. I think they’re pretty swollen because I’m excited. I’m thinking about adding labia stretching to my routine—I’ve gotten a lot of good advice. Obviously my hood is very different from other people’s, because of the size of my clit. But does my pussy look very different otherwise? Are my labia big, or small, or normal, or what? I’m not worried about it: more curious.

I can’t tell if I look tight or loose. I look little bit loose in this picture, I think, but maybe that’s because I’m so excited and open here, with my legs spread as wide as they can go and my knees up near my chest. But I’m definitely not very loose in reality; I’ve never had kids and have never done much stretching play—I’ve never been able to get more than a few fingers in before it hurts, for example, although I’ve always found the idea of fisting sexy. Another kind of play to think about? Though, honestly, I’m more likely to try anal stretching again first…I like the idea of my tight pussy, as much as I sometimes enjoy big insertion type porn.

Anyhow, I was pretty happy with this picture. I think my pussy looks pretty good for its age and the adventures it’s had. I try to take good care of it, with lots of kegels and regular checkups. It’s got to last me for the rest of my life. I hope you’re enjoying it, too, and I’d be happy to hear any thoughts you might have on it. Leave me a comment! I love them.

My Big Clit, Squirting and Other Things I’m not Ashamed of

Rikochan's big clitoris and dripping pussy

I used to be very embarrassed by how wet I got; whenever my pussy dripped like this, I’d be horrified and try to clean it up with towels. These days I’m at my happiest when I am outright squirting and soaking the mattress.

 

I used to be embarrassed and ashamed about a lot of things…

  • Body hair
  • Overlubrication
  • Squirting
  • Smell
  • Size (tall and fat and big)
  • Big thighs
  • Big calves
  • Big feet
  • Flat ass

The list goes on and on. But I got over most of it.

Well, not body hair. I mean, I’m not embarrassed anymore, because I mostly don’t have any, because I got rid of it all with laser hair removal.

But the rest I’ve mostly learned to deal with, or, at least, I’m making progress. I think being exposed to the non-vanilla world of kink is a big part of what changed my way of thinking.

Sure, having a supportive partner makes a big difference, but, when you are insecure having a single partner who not only likes you in spite of your flaws but actually might like some of things you think are flaws can help. But, if you are really insecure, you might just think “Oh, he’s just saying that…he has to say that, because I’m his girlfriend.” Or maybe you believe it, but secretly you think that there might be something wrong with someone who likes the bad things about you. Or maybe you might think you got lucky and feel desperately obliged to that person, because he’s the only one who could ever feel that way about you. All those ways of thinking can poison a relationship, take it from me.

Big clitorous Rikochan squirting on Kraka's soft cock.

Speaking of squirting… Although it isn’t the sharpest, I love this shot because it shows my squirting all over Kraka’s cock!

Putting my pictures and myself and my thoughts out there for the kinky people of the world, here and on FetLife and on my Clips4sale studio is what really changed my thinking about myself and the things that I was ashamed of. Not only are people not grossed out by these things I that used to worry me, many of them they actually love them. And it’s that chorus of pervy voices that has made me see these things in a different way.

It’s not that I’ve been converted to loving or even accepting the things about myself that used to bother me so much. But it means a lot to me that there are actually people who are desperately in love with these same things. I know, I know, everyone tells me I should love or at least accept these things, regardless of what other people think, not because of it.

Rikochan's 勃起くりとりす!

One thing I’ve never really been all that embarrassed about is my big clit. Of course, back in the days when I was more likely to be embarrassed, it wasn’t as big as it is now…

But, in a way, knowing that not everyone would judge me negatively for these things is freeing. Not because the opinions of the kinky people change any facts—in fact, precisely because their opinions don’t change any facts, because they are just opinions. It’s that realization that these minority opinions are just opinions that let me finally truly internalize something that I’ve known all along but never really been able to believe applied to me and my hideous self. All negative judgments are just opinions. They’re just subjective thoughts, no matter who is thinking them, or how many people are thinking them.

I still don’t love or accept certain things about myself. There are things that, while I’m glad people don’t judge me for them, I am determined to change. I think it’s good to have some aspirations and goals for self-betterment, even if the “better” is just a matter of opinion. I think if you simply accept everything about yourself, you’ll never be motivated to be a better you.

But understanding that these ideas of “better” and “worse” are just opinions and ideas and not absolutes is incredibly empowering. It lifts a huge burden of guilt and judgment, if you let it.

For example, I’ll never love my feet, but knowing that there are people out there who do, people who, in fact regularly beg me to let them pay me to photograph them… Well, that’s a pretty good reminder that I shouldn’t worry about them too much.

Anyhow, thanks for listening. Is there anything you used to be ashamed of or embarrassed by that you got over? Anything that you are trying to get over? I’d love to hear about it in the comments…

Rikochan’s Pecs Progress Pics, With Diamond-hard Nipples

Rikochan shows off her pecs, boobs, and swollen nipples in this female bodybuilding progress picture

My latest progress picture. I don’t know how much progress you can see, though!

Hi everyone! Just a quick update today—wanted to let you know I am still alive and working hard at the gym and some new content for you guys, too. I thought you might like these couple quick bodybuilding progress pictures as just a little proof that I’m still alive and that I’m working hard!

I mostly get requests for leg progress pictures (apart from show me your face mails and XXX requests, like more big clits, squirting, me fucking a girl with my clit, and so on), but I do occasionally get the surprising and pleasing request for other parts, too. Not that I don’t like the hardcore requests—I do, I love them all! Even the ones that are totally not my style or are just plain impossible. (I don’t have a sister, so no chance of girl-girl incest, for example!)

Rikochanpornstar nude muscle girl progress picture

First time I have had the appearance of cleavage since I was pretty fat–this time it’s muscle! And I think I see a little bit of muscle in that one delt…

I’m always interested in hearing what you all are interested in, and what kinds of situations you imagine me getting myself into as I have my very slow and gradual sexual adventures here at Rikochanpornstar. I love them all, from the erotic to the pornographic to the fetishistic the outright underground perversions. I love to hear all of them, even if some of them aren’t things I’ll ever do.

Lately, I’ve gotten a trickle of requests for upper body shots, as well as some erect nipple shots, too. I’m happy that these couple shots can maybe make both groups happy! These pictures were taken this past weekend. I’m not sure if they really show all that much progress, but I was happy at the way my delts looked, and in one of the pictures, at least you can see that I’ve got some visible chest muscle where I’d have cleavage if I didn’t have little, tiny boobs. And I’m pretty happy how swollen and hard my nipples look here. Just looking at the picture is making me get a little THO!

Hope you liked the pictures. Please keep the requests coming, and look out for a few more updates this week!