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I was so mad that the battery in this toy died almost immediately after starting this session. Luckily, I have plenty of backups. Also, for those who've asked, this is what my clit looks like before it gets all big and hard. Still pretty big, right? (Click for full-size image)

I broke out my electrostim gear for the first time in months on Saturday for some play and to shoot a video (look for it later this week), and I can’t imagine why I’ve been neglecting the electricity! The feel of the stim coursing across my pussy is just so amazing; there’s nothing quite like the squirting, shivering orgasms it causes. I really got into it, turning up the power on my little unit to the max after only a little bit of acclimation. It used to take me a while to get to that point, edging my way up gradually.

I don’t know what’s different these days, but I find myself wanting to experience more; more extreme things, more extreme acts, and more extreme sensations. I’m on the verge of something…of several something, actually, all of which I hope to be writing about soon, but the short version is that I want more. More than I’ve had, more than I’ve wanted. More than I’ve imagined. Have you ever felt that way? I’m  filled with a sense that there’s something more out there, out on the edges, past barriers and borders and walls and inhibitions, waiting for me…

I'm always surprised at how many people ask me for panty peek shots. I'm happy to oblige! (again, click for full size pic)

I’m not a reckless person by nature. I know that’s a statement that some of you will find hard to square with what you know about me, but please recall that it took me many, many years to come as far as I have. I’m not a 20-year-old kid jumping head first into porn. I started this journey long after most people seem to lose that sense of daring and invulnerability that I never had to begin with, and I’ve spent years learning how to risk, how to dare, how to let go of fear.

Of course, part of the reason I am feeling this way is that it’s the spring. In the spring time, I always feel a little more brave, and little more bold, a little more…well, crazy. In a good way, I hope. Certainly, when the feeling leads me to go rediscover toys I’ve neglected during the winter and give my pussy shock treatment and grind it with my Hitachi Magic wand on high until I have an gushing orgasm that leaves me  jerking and convulsing long after the toys are all powered down.

Here's my swollen clit after just a few minutes of electrostim. Quite a bit different, right? Like a little cock... (click for full-sized image)

Whether some of the other boldnesses to which I am inspired this spring is crazy or not will have be decided later. Some of them are pretty big steps, for me, and I’m really excited and a little bit scared to take them. It’s going to be a big bold spring and summer, and I look forward to sharing it with you.