Hi everyone! Just a quick hello again, keeping up with my post a day for the week. This is a pic from a very old shoot I did with Point Walker Pix (who is a great person to work with, if you’re an amateur who’s looking to do a sexy forced orgasm shoot). Hit me up if you’re looking to contact him!
This is one of a little series that I also shot with him on the day that I did my first forced orgasm shoot, which was a crazy good experience. I like this shot, because it’s a little more upscale than most of my shots usually are. I like all the textures and colors and little details in the picture, too. It’s a rare posed picture of me that I don’t hate–something that’s not at all the fault of the photographers I work with, by the way. I’m just really not a very good model for that kind of shoot.
It’s old, but I think my legs looked pretty good back then. I’m not sure if I should be happy with the way this old picture looks or a bit sad that I haven’t made more progress since then! I supposed most of my progress is on the upper body side and not sorry so much about my legs, which were already pretty good, relatively speaking!
So I’m writing a bit more now, and I’m always looking for more ideas. I’ve got plenty of stuff planned, but I would love to hear what my regular readers would be interested in hearing about. Let me know in the comments.
Hi guys! I was going to save these pics until the video was ready, but, in the interest of keeping my promise to post every day, I thought I’d share these pictures of my sexy swimsuit shoot ahead of time, as a teaser.
This is a sheer white fetishy swimsuit I bought at Ms Life in Tokyo, which is an amazing multistory sex shop with tons of lingerie, costumes, toys, lubes, videos, and more. I loved that store, but the only problem is that almost everything in it except for the super large sizes are just way too small for me. The time before last that I visited Japan, almost everything I bought was so small I couldn’t even get into it, let alone wear it, despite the fact that I bought what I thought was my size.
This last time I went back, I bought the biggest sizes I could find, and at least some of them fit me. Even a lot of the sizes for bigger people didn’t really fit, because they just didn’t allow for my shoulders and back—just bigger belly sizes. I’m just really way to big to live in Japan any more. If I moved back, I would have to travel abroad to get my clothes, or at least have them shipped from abroad.
That was a bit demoralizing, but I at least was able to get one sexy lingerie-style swimsuit, which is really exciting to me, given how much I love the model Swimsuit Succubus, who I patronize on Patreon. I’m so excited to do a shoot inspired by her, even if I don’t have anything like her amazing body!
Anyhow, I shot about 30 or 40 minutes of some seriously sexy masturbation in my new suit, including jerking my clitty through the mesh, playing with a mini vibe, squirting, pumping my clit, and using my Hitachi and a special dildo attachment to come so hard muscles in my back hurt the next day!
I’ll be posting more about this shoot (with more images I shot at the same time) soon, and then, when I can finish the editing, 2 or 3 clips from the shoot!
Hi everyone! I’m going to do things a little bit differently this week. Instead of one really looooooong update every week or two, I’m going to try and do shorter updates once a day. Who knows, some of these might end up being longer updates after all, but the point is to just share more stuff with you, either way.
I’ve just got so many thousands of pictures that I’ll never get up otherwise and that just makes me sad! I’ve literally got pics from the shoot I did with Mistress Treasure a couple years ago that I never posted and now I have another whole new set coming in a day or two. That’s just a waste, I think. As long as people are still interested, I’m going to start posting more stuff and not just waiting until I have a whole long story written to go with it.
You know me, I’m still super-wordy sometimes, so it’s totally possible that I will end up writing more, but I feel like this way I’ll at least get more pictures up either way!
Anyhow, today’s shot is something I get lot requests for, big clit seen through mesh panties! I’ve been experimenting a lot with this kind of shot lately, the clit seen through mesh, the clit stretching out panties, the clit making a little tent, all that kind of thing. I’ll be posting more of this stuff later this week. If you guys like this, comment on it and reshare it on Twitter and that kind of thing and I’ll make more.
I’m going to be paying a lot more attention to what gets attention and boosts on social media over the next little while and tailoring what I write to match that, because, you know I get crazy excited by the idea of more people seeing my pictures (and, I ideally jerking off to them). It’s not like I make any money off these pictures, so please, please, please give me some feedback and help boost my signal a little. That’s a big part of what makes this fun and worth doing for me, ok? The more you guys help me out that way, the more I will share!
There is something about girls, and the way they feel, something about women, and the way they think, something about the way they use their mouths and lips and teeth and tongues. But that’s just the start of the story.
The truth is that the real excitement and orgasmic energy I feel when I am with a woman is deeper than just the physical sensation. It goes beyond just my pure physical lust for their bodies and beyond the mental aspect of it too, that still-exciting feeling of doing something forbidden and transgressive that I adore every time I’m with a woman. It’s almost silly to have theoe feelings at his point, but I hope they never go away!
As much as I love the idea and the feeling of playing with another woman’s breasts (I’m pretty boob focused) and as much as I love the idea and feeling of them playing with mine, the real excitement is something beyond both of these things.
I don’t have a very large sample size it’s true(or a very large sample size of guys to compare them with). And I know it’s silly to generalize. But in my limited experience, my experiences with women have always been different, on this deeper level, than my experiences with men. And I’ve been very happy in my sex life with men; I’ve been lucky to have considerate, inventive, and attentive men in my life. It’s not a question of comparison or better or worse. It’s a question of it being a different thing altogether on some level. I don’t know how else to explain it.
Don’t take this to mean that women are gentler, or kinder, or softer, necessarily–although this has often been true, in my experience. But not always. Sometimes it’s been the opposite. I’ve had whole shoots that I had to abandon because a mistress finger- and dildo-fucked me so hard I started bleeding.
But the thing is that even up until that moment, I felt a different kind of connection than I ever feel with guys, even the ones who know and love and completely “get” me and my body. It’s not a question of paying attention, or being familiar with me and my specific urges. It’s a connection on a different level than that. This sounds like some kind of mysticism some kind of spiritual thing, which is frustrating, because I’m so not a mystic. I believe in things I can touch, see, and otherwise sense for myself.
And I have felt, something, there, when women touch me, do me, connect to me. I’m not sure exactly what it is. Some kind of empathy, I suppose. Could hey know what makes me feel good because of our shared experience of being women? And, by extension, could their knowledge of just how to hurt me (in ways that I enjoyed) for the same reason?
I don’t know the answer, but there’s something there, and I really do think it goes beyond simple “I know what do you with your pussy because I have one, too.” In fact, I don’t even believe it’s strictly a biological thing. Since I’ve been thinking about this, I’ve wanted more than ever to have my first experience with a trans woman, because I feel like it’s going to prove this point, that it’s not at all a consequence of physicality or biological “woman-ness” but more something about a shared empathy based maybe on shared experience.
Of course, if you’ve seen some of the amazingly hot trans women I am friends with on Twitter and so on, like Natalie Mars and Delia (who I’ve written about before), you’d know that also I want to fuck them is that they are smart, funny, passionate people and consequently, crazy sexy. But, still. It will be so good to increase my sample size to include a more diverse group of women.
I can’t wait for it to happen. And I can’t wait to tell you about it, when it does.
Hi everyone, I’ve got a couple very cool shoots coming up in September, and I’m excited to tell you about them! The first one, in about two weeks, is a return engagement with the amazing Mistress Treasure! I’m so excited to see her again! And I’m so glad to shoot with her again, too. I’m actively planning the shoots right now, because this all came together pretty close to the last minute. Like, we just decided yesterday!. In fact, since I’ve got so little time to do the planning, I’m asking all my fans to tell me what they want to see in the video. Details are at the end of the post!
Just a little background for Mistress Treasure is the last female bodybuilder I ever worked with, and I haven’t seen her for about three years! She was in amazing shape then (I got to worship her muscles!) as you can see from these pictures in this post, which are from that shoot, though I’ve never shared them before. Yes, I hoard pictures for literally years. I’ve got great stuff from like 10 years ago that I’ve never shown anyone. Mostly it’s a question of time…I just never have enough.
Sure, I worked with Ashlee Chambers and Darkside Milinda at Shemuscle, but that was a few years earlier when I honestly didn’t know what I was doing. I was so nervous about being on a set and shooting with two women for the first time (it was my first time shooting with any women, for that matter) and my first time getting fucked with a strap on, my first time doing even a light BDSM scene… There were so many firsts that day, that my first time working with female bodybuilders sort of blurs into all of them. I love rematching that video, and I know that I was amazed by the two of them, but, as I wrote earlier, that day was so intense for me that it was more like an out of body experience than something I actually lived.
Anyhow, it was different with Mistress Treasure. The shoot was more relaxed, and this time the the photographer was an old friend and my other costar was Kraka, first of all. And, second of all, Mistress Treasure is just a generally really sweet person. (Though she can be a very strict dominatrix!) I really got the chance to relax a little bit and take in the amazing strength and power and sexuality of her. She was smart and sexy and strong, and I realized that I really wanted to be like her, in all those ways. I mean, I could never be like her, I’m a completely different person. But I wanted to absorb some of those things from her. I wanted to be more relaxed and have more fun in my play. I’m so amazingly stiff in that video compared to her, it’s incredible. But I also wanted to be more like her physically. I wrote before about how looking at pictures of Annie Rivieccio in Muscle Elegance had given me a whole other idea of how to be a woman, a strong, sexy woman. But this…this was that idea in the hard, striated, powerful flesh.
I’ve grown since then, both as person and physically. I’m bigger inside and outside. Part of that, I really think, is because of that day. So, you can see why I’m so eager for a second day shoot with Mistress Treasure. You would be too!
This shoot is happening in just about 2 weeks, and I usually spend about 2 months agonizing and thinking about any clip I shoot if it isn’t just a spur of the moment sex clip. So I’m going to need some help on this one! What I really, really want is a suggestion from you, my fans! After all, you’re the ones who will (hopefully!) buy this clip or watch it on Mistress Treasure’s excellent site. This is your chance to tell us: What do you want to see. It can be as simple as “muscle worship!” or “More facesitting please!” or “How about a big clit comparison and measuring clip?” or you can post a complete treatment, with a shot list and everything. All ideas are welcome, and we’ll at least consider them all!
I love these pictures of me in latex dress on my human chair, but let’s be clear: I’m really not a dominatrix (in latex or leather), a domme, or a mistress. I won’t top you, beat you, or discipline you—despite the dominatrix lessons I have had. I may be tough and capable in my daily life, but that doesn’t mean that I am anything but a subby girl, a bottom, a true submissive in the bedroom. Except…
Except that sometimes it’s fun to not be me. Sometimes there’s a power and excitement and thrill in being someone else altogether. In switching roles, even if it’s just for a photoshoot or video. It’s beyond liberating, because this isn’t a secret piece of me that’s yearning to be free, which is what “liberation” means to me.
No, although I’m having an amazing time experimenting on Rikochanpornstar and on my clips4sale studio and in my private life, most of that is about exploring who I am and who I can be, and pushing the boundaries of that person. This is something different. This is being a person who is not me. This is about submerging Rikochan completely and letting some other person, some other Rikochan take over. There aren’t secret pieces of me waiting to be revealed; instead, there are holes in me that new pieces can fit into. There are pieces of me that can be removed temporarily and replaced by new pieces.
Mesmerized in Latex
This is what I imagine it is like to be deeply hypnotized, because most of these transformations are at the hands of someone else. I’m not the kind of performer who creates a character. Instead, I’m the kind of person someone creates a character out of. I’m the kind of person who gets overwritten by a different character, for a little while. It’s such a strange and exciting and sometimes terrifying experience to let someone create a new person out of you, even for a short time. To become a doll for someone else to make new person out of. To change into a different person like that latex dress was an entirely new skin, for a new person.
The first time I ever experienced this incredible doubling in my sex life was when I shot the Gym Bullies series. The character I was playing wasn’t me, but I can’t act…at all. And so instead of me acting the part, the part acted me. I was outside my body, watching it get fucked and get “forced” into oral sex and orgasms and all sorts of things, watched it cooperate—enthusiastically, even. Before you get freaked out reading this, please understand: I knew ahead of time exactly what was going to happen that day, on that shoot. I wrote the script, and we had detailed production meetings the day of the shoot. But knowing the plot and performing the plot are two really different things. The script that I wrote was just a fantasy, not anything I ever imagined I would actually do. I loved that day. But I was also very surprised by it, and by how my brain reacted to my body doing these new things.
I Can’t Go On, I’ll Go On
I have a friend who has depersonalization disorder, and she says this sounds like just a tiny taste of like what she experiences. Except, of course, that in my case it’s a surrender of control, not a loss of control. I choose who to give up control to. I choose when to give it up. I can choose to stop at any time. Or at least, that’s what I tell myself. I’ve never come across a situation where I wanted to stop in the middle of this kind of surrender. I honestly don’t know what would happen if I did. Would I be so deeply submerged my body would ignore my brain? Would I even know that I wanted to stop?
Well. I hope I don’t have to find that out. I’m very picky about my projects and up front about my limits, and I would only ever work with people I felt safe and secure with. Mostly that means Kraka shoots me, or comes to my shoots with other people, to make sure I’m OK. I’m getting to the point in my porn life, though, where I’m getting offers to do more professional shoots that I couldn’t being him to. I’m working out ways to do this and still feel safe. We’ll see. I’m very lucky that I don’t need to do any particular shoot. I’m making porn not because I want to, but because I want to. Because I want to explore exactly this kind of thing. But, to be honest, that desire to explore becomes it own sort of need.
I’m actually way behind in telling you about my videos, which is really weird for me, since usually I only post a few videos a year, but lately I’ve been posting a couple a month or even more often! I’m really, really trying to shoot more porn these days and to post it more quickly. So first I’ll tell you about the THREE new big clit porn videos I’ve posted since the last time I blogged, and then I’m going to ask you to tell me what you want to see from me for the rest of the year!
New Big Clit Porn
The biggest news is that I posted three clips (for a total of 31 minutes of big clit porn) since I last blogged about videos, finishing off two series that I’ve been working on since last May! The first one is Big Clit Big Squirt Part I, which is mostly a masturbation video with my fingers and my favorite glass toy (which I bought at Purple Passion/DV8 in NYC, my favorite sex shop). You get to see me go from all covered up by panties to squirting like crazy.
The biggest new thing in this one is that I started experimenting with not wearing a mask here, using a mosaic instead. I’m still working out just how heavy a mosaic I need to use–or, more importantly, how light a mosaic I can get away with using. I’m really interested to hear what people think of the mosaic. Is it more fun or sexier than using a full-on mask, or is it distracting and more distancing? Personally, I really like it, maybe because I’ve watched so many JAV scenes with mosaics; it makes me feel like I’m in a JAV scene! Please, if you’ve watched the video, let me know!
The second one is Big Clit Big Squirt, Part II, which is nine minutes of pumping masturbation, and, more than anything else, squirting. This is definitely one of the wettest videos I’ve shot in ages. If you like squirting, this is a good one to buy. I only have the one image for that one (the one at the top of the post), sorry. I’ll post more soon! Anyhow, this one has me trying out two different clit pumps, including a new one I’d never used before–the one in the picture at the top. There’s lots and lots of closeup jerking off in this one, and lots of moaning. Prime big clit porn!
The third video is Rikochan Gets Reamed, Part III of the Pouty Slave’s lesson, a series that clocks in at a total of about 45 minutes long. I’m seriously thinking of putting it out as a DVD, just for fun, so that I could say I had at least one DVD to my name. Do I have any fans out there who have experience in DVD authoring and packaging who’d be willing to do the work of getting it together in trade for the videos (or something else)? Experienced, please!
I don’t have a picture of it here, but there’s a part at the beginning of this where Lady Clarece stuffs my pussy with the biggest dildo I’ve ever had inside me. It’s so big she can only get the head in, and you can really hear me squealing and moaning as she sllllloooowly pushes it in. It felt so good and yet hurt so much. She knew exactly where the line was for me. I’m definitely going to ask her to try that one again! And then there’s some light anal play with a few different toy, followed by shattering Hitachi orgasm.
Tell Me What You Want to See
So, as you can tell I’m doing a lot more shooting lately, and I’m trying to plan a lot more for the rest of the year, too. I’ve got a shoot set up for tomorrow, in fact! The clips are still up in the air, but, in addition to big clit porn, we’re thinking of shooting some stuff that we have haven’t done so much. I’m trying to expand and try new things again, as I do everyone once in a while.
One of my most requested kinds of porn that I really haven’t done much of is gaping. My ONE anal gaping pic is one of my most popular shots ever. Same with my anal hook shot. To this day, it still gets a lot of traffic. And any time I post a video that has even a little anal action (like Rikochan Gets Reamed) I get TONS of request for more anal stuff.
So tomorrow I might be shooting some of that! I might also be doing more of a pain/pleasure type clip than I have done before, with more spanking and crops and that kind of thing, combined with forced orgasms–plural, I’m thinking. And, finally, I’m probably going to be shooting some facesitting. I’ve only shot a tiny bit of that (at least, where I’m the top), and then it was just me and my partner working the camera, so very shaky and hard to see. This time it’ll be me sitting on a guy’s face while another person shoots, so hopefully a much better video. I predict lots of squirting again.
Beyond that I’m seriously starting to think about experimenting more. I might finally do some camming this month, and I’m maybe going to be shooting video with a very cool friend of mine who makes very cool art porn (and is also a stripper and domme and former Suicide Girl, I think!). And I’m seriously looking into maybe shooting with a Japanese company. I really, really want to have made one JAV DVD in my life, and they love to shoot AV debut style videos with interesting and unusual women. My guess is that I would be classified as Muscle MILF, more or less. Not sure how they would deal with my clit, though, since most JAV is censored for genitals. There are studios that shoot uncensored, but that’s mostly just I really want to be on a big clit porn DVD! I feel like there just aren’t enough of them out there, and I want to make one before DVDs disappear forever!
I might even be doing some b/g stuff-apart from Kraka, I mean. I’m not sure what, yet. Maybe just blowjobs? I could definitely see myself doing an oral orgy, a blowbang where the guys also go down on me. But I really do like the idea of a hotwife-style video, and I’ve never gotten to play with BBC, either. I feel like I should get to try that at least once in my life, right? In fact, apart from Japanese women, I’ve only ever had sex with one person of color in my life (Mistress Treasure) and that’s something I definitely want to change.
Not sure about b/g penetration-would probably be condom-only, which might make it not worthwhile, from a sales perspective. Still thinking about that part of it. But I’ve gotten a lot of encouragement both in my personal life (the people in my life are fine with me doing whatever I want, with whoever I want, as long as they get to shoot it) and from my fans to try new things, so new things will definitely be happening this year!
What do you want to see from me–big clit porn or otherwise? Please, please, please tell me in the comments! It’s ok if it’s stuff we’ve talked about before. I’m really trying to see it all with fresh eyes this year, so let me know…
It’s Titty Tuesday, and I thought I’d contribute for a change! I’m usually too busy looking at what other people post on the Twitter and Tumblr and so on to put up my own Titty Tuesday post, but it’s been way to long since I posted anything at all on here, and I thought this would be a nice way to get started again!
My Titty Tuesday Offering
I personally have little tiny, flat, and muscle-y boobs, so of course I love great big soft ones best of all. They can’t be too big for me. And nipples, I love big nipples with huge areolae–even better if they are big and puffy like Traci Lords or Julia Boin. Ugh, I get excited just thinking about it.
I love to play with women…almost all my fantasies these days are about playing with women (although I have been getting kind of interested in doing a hotwife/BBC/blowjob/bukkake scene for a while now) and of those fantasies, the best part is almost always the parts where I get boob smothered (like I did in The Pouty Slave’s Lesson, Part I) or otherwise get a change to lick, bite, and suck big beautiful boobs.
Let Me Play With Your Titties
I don’t know if there’s anyone out there who’s excited by my little ones, but I’m happy to share them anyhow, just in case, and just as an excuse to write about how much I love to play with boobs. If you live or can travel to the the NYC area and have big boobs that you want to be featured in a video where I worship them, let me know in the comments or email me at rikochanpornstar [at] gmail.com.
Hi Everyone! I’m finally getting around to posting about my new video, The Pouty Slave’s Lesson, Part II:Rikochan Gets Fingerbanged. I’m really excited to share this one with you, because I think it’s one of my sexiest videos yet, and, along with the original The Pouty Slave’s Lesson, it’s a huge leap forward in terms of video quality, thanks to a new camera and a new lighting setup. Of course, most of you are probably less interested in the technical improvements than I am, but that’s ok; I’m still proud of them!
Of course, I’m also proud of how sexy the video is, too, and, judging by the sales and the comments and emails and responses I’ve gotten on it, some of you agree! Thanks for all the very kind and sexy feedback you all have given me so far, and I hope any of you who feel like it will post a review here in the comments to let others know what you thought!
Rikochan Gets Fingerbanged-Lots!
The video starts right where Part I left off, except that I’ve left my chair and am now getting some serious action from my mistress, who is rewarding my less pouty mood with some serious pussy stroking and fingering action. She really, really goes deep into my pussy and I make some very interesting noises. It’s right on the line between pleasure and pain a few times!
I mean, seriously, look at my clit in the picture above. I’ve been fucked deep and hard by cocks and toys before, but Lady C really went for it, I’ve never had such an amazing pussy/gspot massage before. I guess she has the benefit of being a serious domme and a woman. She really knew just where to go, and how hard, too.
A Clit-Stretching Digression
I know, nearly every video here is about me and my clit getting pinched, stretched, pumped, sucked, flicked, rubbed, and slapped. Actually, hmm…I don’t think I have any clit slapping videos, yet, and maybe I don’t have any actual clit stretching videos, yet, either. I’ve really enjoyed having my clit slapped when I’m excited, and I’ve been doing a lot of clit stretching lately-like, just pinching it and pulling it as hard as I can, until the whole thing feels like it’s growing and pulling away from my body, like I’m dragging the very roots of it out of my cunt. I mean, seriously, I feel like I can feel that all the way back to my womb sometimes. I really have to get a video of that. The sounds I make get crazy, animalistic. The first time I had it done to me, the guy stopped and was freaked out, thinking I was crying, so I put his hand back and squeezed the finger tight on my poor clitty and said: “PULL IT!”
A New Experience
Um. Okay, I got a little distracted there. I was saying, I know, I have like 80 videos of me and other people playing with my clit. But I really have to say, this felt really different. I think it looks really different, too. I got very excited watching it, in fact. It took me a lot longer to edit and upload this than usual, because I kept jerking off and then feeling lazy and happy and going to bed instead of finishing.
Anyhow, I hope you will see for yourself. Rikochan Gets Fingerbanged was a fun video for me-I had fun both making it and editing it. There’s another part coming out where Lady Clarece goes where no one has gone in a while: my asshole! And she also ruthlessly forces me to take her HUGE dildo, too, til I am nearly weeping. She rewards me with a very nice orgasm from a Hitachi Magic Wand dildo, however, so it was totally worth it. Look out for the Pouty Slave’s Lesson Part III, coming soon!
Hi there! Just wanted to say hi and let you know that I’m still alive and still making porn for you guys, just very, very slowly. I wanted to honor a few requests some of you made recently for spread pussy shots! I know, that’s not the most exotic and innovative sort of shot in the world of porn, but people almost never focus on any part of my vulva except my clit for, I guess, obvious reasons. Not that I mind that…that’s mostly where I focus too.
But it’s fun to see yourself in a different way sometimes, too. So when some of you asked to see some shots that were more obviously pussy shots and not the usual ambiguous is-it-a-clit-or-a-dick shots that I love to post-and most of you guys also seem to eat up-I was very fascinated and had to actually make an actual effort to shoot these spread pussy shots. They’re kind of smeary and dreamy, because I took them in pretty low light during actual sex play, but I kind of like the rough and grainy way they came out, actually.
Spread Pussy Fantasies
Anyhow, I hope spread pussy fans like these shots! While mostly people tell me how much they want to suck on (and otherwise kindly torment) my giant clit, I’m interested to see what people make of shots that show off my labia a little, and that maybe invite a little fucking. Will you imagine sucking my whole pussy, clit, labia, and all? Or will you imagine what it feels like to sink your cock deeper and deeper into my vagina, all the while feeling my hard, rubbery clit sliding down the length of you? Or, might you imagine your pussy rubbing against mine as you and I both desperately try to find the right angle so that my clit penetrates you, taking your girl-cock virginity?
There are so few things left for most of us to experience for the first time, but unless you’ve been with a woman with a big clit before, chances are that, for most of you, you’ll be imagining something that you’ve never actually done before.
Let me know what you think, how these pictures make you feel, and what they make you want to do. And, let me know if you have other requests for things I don’t do that often. If it’s something I can shoot with the toys and people I have on hand, I’ll try to make it happen…